All those violent videos and propaganda facts have made me into a hateful antisocial freak. I can’t walk in public without feeling like I’m about to get stabbed. You guys have fucked my perception and now I can’t live a normal human life. The anxiety is so intense that I want to kill myself. How do I turn off the fight or flight mode, it’s been stuck on overdrive for the past 4 years
>>539594803Here mate, this will help you relax.
>>539594803Trust the plan
>>539594803Do you smoke marijuana? If so stop.
sucks to suck
>>539594803Good. Fuck society
>>539594803that's not what's supposed to happen. this place is supposed to make it so you can't have normal conversations anymore, you're desensitized to vile statements and humor so you end up embarrassing yourself by showing your power level.
>>539594803Go work hard labor, every thought turns to cinder. Good therapy too.
>>539594969You mean autismo.
>>539594921actually switching to a 1:1 thc:cbd blend also works wonders. the thc is too high these days
>>539594921I don’t>>539594954You don’t understand that these feelings are so real and I am unable to control them. I used to think it was a joke but I guess I’m so depressed and so anxious that it’s manifesting in a physical way.
>>539594803GUYS OUR JOB IS COMPLETE. WE HAVE DESTROYED ANOTHER LIFE.
>>539594803you're welcome
>>539594803Just play some vidya instead
>>539594969But I am unable to have a normal conversation. I just can’t. Like some guy came out to me and was talking to me about his lumber job and I don’t know shit so I was just saying “ok”
>>539594803The redpill tastes bad and turns black in your tummy. Only White people can handle it. It will make niggers and brown asians insane.
>>539594969I've been on 4chan for 15 years and none of that is happening to me.You might just be retarded
>>539595072yeah i'm at that level too. what can ya do? you can't just manifest knowledge about something out of thin air. you're being too hard on yourself
>>539595050Insomnia inducing screen time.
>>539595000>>539594904
>>539594803it's not that bad. around blacks never relax.
>>539594803no refunds
>>539595002YOU ARE WEAK Laugh at the clown world anon..dont lash out.
>>5395948034 years on 4chan will do that to the weak minded, go to one of those electronic rave festivals and take some molly like all the other kids and dance it all away, life is but a dream, take no thought for the morrow, nothing matters so why worry, you will be worm food soon enough, just like everyone else
>>539595105I’m half Spaniard, is that’s why I am going crazy?
>>539595184Im going to clean my room today because you posted this picture. Bless Steely Dan.
>>539595232Lol lmao ok that makes sense. A shit skin with feelings of rage he cant control or channel effectively. Only just punches and stabs and cries. You should definitely move back to mexico to some village without internet
Area51 Thread was deleted where I made contact with aliens but threads about beating women are left up>>539592520---
>>539594803i can't walk in public without wanting to stab normalniggers.
>>539595225Well it’s been 10 years since I’ve been on this place and now I’m 21
>>539595288Legit me and I work with normies every single day. But if you saw me on the street, would you know if I was a normie?
>>539594803Gigachads do this btw.
>>539595232Spaniards should be able to handle it. Just accept the fact that you can't change the big picture. Do your best to be a pillar of morality and the universe will reward you.
>>539594803You did this to yourself
>>539595301You started browsing this site at 11? This is level 271 EPI.
>>539595164I was raging at jews so thought fuck it I'll kick them all out of palestine as palestine, and execute them, and I ended up at war with half the world, but won, with 10 military factories somehow, and nobody would join my faction. Im about to get revenge on the people who wouldnt join. Literally divine intervention and medium tanks. 6 million jews died
>>539595301>started popping red pills at 11.
>>539595406>medium tanksBased
>>539594803>How do I turn off the fight or flight mode, it’s been stuck on overdrive for the past 4 yearsWhy would you want to turn off your protective instinct?Also, 4 years? Lmao get back to me when you've been like this for 15+
>>539595339I did my entire last yet for some reason my ego can’t handle it anymore, living a lifetime of humiliation is very hard. It’s so bad that picking up something from the floor makes me feel humiliated >>539595379My friend showed me this site and he ruined me for life. Is 271 epi good?
>>539594803Nigga that's the paranoia it's your genes and your personality not this board's fault
>>539595429Hes mexcian dude. He had a natural inclination towards searching out violent content. He has only himself to blame or his shit skin parents for breeding
>>539595336i simply always assume the worst. hasnt let me down so far
>>539594803>YOU GUYS HAVE DESTROYED MY ....unable to take accountability a.. ar.. are you a woman?
>>539595443I’ve been on it for 10 years (since I was 11)
>>539594803just stop watching it then retard.
>>539594803Calm down
>>539595447EPI means early porn introduction (which 4chan is full of), do you have weird fetishes?
>>539595443I get that’s it a protective instinct but it’s not normal that meeting someone feels like I’m about to get my head chopped off.
>>539595538No I’ve never watched porn. I watch it like once every 3-4 months
>>539595460>Hes mexcian dude.That would explain it then, the soul of a mutt is forever in conflict with itself.
>>539595135no there's definitely been a societal shift to where you can't say offensive things anymore or you'll absolutely certainly get ratted out and doxxed out and blown up. there used to be a time when the worst you had to worry about was a poor reaction from the person you're directly talking to.
>>539594803there is no hope of escape and you are here forever now, should've stayed in /b/ retard.
>>539594803>You guys have fucked my perception and now I can’t live a normal human life. The anxiety is so intense that I want to kill myself.One of Us! One of Us! One of Us!
>>539595547People are dumb, violent, panicky animals and you should never let your guard down. Blending is for faggots, fitting in is for faggots, being part of an ingroup is for faggots. Prepare for the apocalypse, socializing won't save you when the power goes out and stays out. None of this is real.
>>539594803>>539592847
>>539595406Go play Carmageddon you faggot, make the insomnia at least not look so boring.
>>539595761Wise.Take the philosophy of the ancient Roman farmer. "Its All or nothing." Attitude.
>>539594803fuck you going outside for anywaynoob
>>539595050I played HoI4 like 3 times and the last I had canada join germany and make the nuke well before anyone else. That world burned.
>>539595869Well I work outside and in many different places so I have no choice
4chan is a CIA/Mossad mind control operation.
>>539594803People are awful and are puppets to suggestions and social cues.The whirl really is a stage.
>>539596064That’s why people treat me strangely when I speak ?
>>539594803>I can tell you the license plate numbers of all six cars outside. I can tell you that our waitress is left-handed and the guy sitting up at the counter weighs two hundred fifteen pounds and knows how to handle himself. I know the best place to look for a gun is the cab of the gray truck outside, and at this altitude, I can run flat out for a half mile before my hands start shaking. Now why would I know that? How can I know that and not know who I am?
>>539595223>Laugh at the clown worldThis is the way. You can't really do anything about clown world being the way it is, so laughing at the absurdity of it all will keep you sane.. or maybe you'll not be sane, but at least you won't be angry/anxious all the time.
>>539594803Trust the jews goy
>>539594803These copypastas are staleFuck your couch davika
>>539594803Youre doing fine just relax>>539595072>and I don’t know shitWhen this happens try and throw in some honest self-assessment, if you can fit it in . Modesty and honesty, and an eager-to-do attitude, opens doors - it makes people think about cutting you in. Ask good questions, pick people's minds. It makes you magnetic.>>539595002>I’m so depressed and so anxiousGoing to suggest a couple things I wish someone had recommended to me when I was younger - things I eventually figured out, wouldve helped me if I had sooner.- journal your thoughts. Start writing. Carry note cards around so youre always ready to write, shove it back in your pocket after. Keep the cards. Revisit them later. It'll help you gain a zoomed out view of where your mind is minding, and youll gain improved power and control to sort things out... organize... and move forward. It'll help you arrive at mental/frame destinations rather than running in circles.- turn up your short and medium term goal setting to maximum levels. Dont think on long term goals so much. Put your focus on goals *for just that day* most of all. Pick out things you want to learn or make or do... that day, the next day, that week. Amp up your short term goal setting and planning and execution. Turn it up to 11.
>>539594803>All those violent videos and propaganda facts have made me into a hateful antisocial freak. I can’t walk in public without feeling like I’m about to get stabbed.I don't see the problem here, I am always hyper aware of my immediate surroundings when in public, its a legit safety concern
>>539596118It's just programming>if <not normal> then run confusion.exe>reset to null, change subject to <NPC topic>
>>539594803you should say "Thank you."
>>539596277Yeah I get that’s but when I’m in public 72% of my life doing very hard and complicated work related to safety, I’m always the edge and can never enjoy life. I’m so anxious where I can’t even speak and when I do speak I sound like a baby
>>539595883germany has joined the great islamic push into china, and japan is at war with the soviets, but germany hasn't attacked russia yet and is the german empire and owns france & poland, the austro-hungarian empire exists now, and the spanish state is still doing nothing. Germany has more divisions than I can count. A welcome arrival for the Germans to help israe- I mean palestine, the new hegemon of the world, with only 20 divisions.
>>539596792I find drinking a double before leaving the house helps take that edge off when you're forced to interact with others. No, it isn't healthy whatsoever but I do it anyway.
>>539597337It’s also very VERY illegal in my case
>>539594803lol i kinda know what you mean. when i was a clueless retarded teenager i used to just walk around the city (oftentimes at night). i'd walk through the most dangerous parts of town without even really realizing it, interacting with the local wildlife (hobos, druggies, etc.). i carried a pocket knife on me and that was it. i also kinda had the sense that nobody would fuck with me because i was just a kid, as an adult i feel like more of a target.now that i'm older and more redpilled (i also carry a gun now), i'm way more on edge when i walk around. especially when i spot a pack of niggers. however this is largely alleviated by the fact that 90% of the time i've got a few drinks in me if i'm walking about
>>539597509What are you, muslim? You're 21, you can drink if you want to.
>>539595547It really could happen any second
>>539597685No it’s very illegal in my case due to my work>>539597687I get that but in that case how do you enjoy life? How would you get over the fear of death? Where is the faith in god?
>>539597739Try meditation
this is normal.because we have foreigners that think they are tough shit.
>>539596792Look man, since you're just 21 what this might be is just your first time of "realization" about what world around you really is, it hits hard and essentially demands of you to adjust to a completely new worldview without the idealistic pink glasses kids and teenagers wear. World were living in is an ugly place, majority of people are nothing but NPCs that are extremely prone to suggestion and dont even try to come to their own conclusions by analyzing information given to them and they take almost everything at face value.You're apparently one of those few people that have very high level of self awareness and no delusions about who and what you are which makes you really self conscious.I'll make a wild guess and say 99% of the time you feel like your brain is in total overdrive mode subconsciously and consciously analyzing everything and everyone around you, it is trying to find smallest indicators of "danger" even during moments and situations where none exist. Nonetheless it overanalyzes even stuff like slight change of tone during conversations with people or their face/eye expressions, it makes you extremely exhausted mentally but you can't turn it off.Am I close?
>>539597041Holy Based!Man, Im downloading it now. I always failed my german playthroughs but maybe this times the charm :P
>>539597739>No it’s very illegal in my case due to my workYour employer has no authority over your personal life, why would they
>>539598012Play "road to 56" its good shit
>>539595000Smoking flower is for retards living 20 years ago. $10 a gram for concentrate, mix and match oz for $250. At those prices why would you even bother.
>>539595072>so how good is the latest 2x4's this seasonok>pfft that particleboard, what a joke eyok>[shows phone] damn that's a nice grain, best I've seen in a long timeok>you an oak man or a cedar man?ok
>>539594803>violent videos>The anxiety is so intensePTSD>propaganda factsshattered views, don't be scared of the truth and adapt
