>36 year old KHV>Dad died a few months back>Mom had a brain stroke>Left job to take care of her>Hail Mary is a work-for-home dream job that I sent out in May of LAST YEAR and realistically should have gotten by now>Still have hope for it because of a crazy reason thoughbeit>Mom gets spousal benefits to pay for house and utilities but I have a 15k car loan and added over $10k+ to my credit card with severe addiction to gas station drugs that I can get cheaper online but I just bought my last pack I swear this time for realLads I am ding-dong diddly fucked and will be killing myself unless I can get that job within a few days. Its been real. Hopefully we'll watch Carter VS Wolfie together in the squared circle in the sky.
Why you finna not put out more feelers? There's finna alot of finna work from home jobolas. Then at ding dong diddilyleast you've got something finna going on thoughbeit.What finna gas station drugolas are you ding dong diddly addicted to?
>>19524651That sucks man, sending out my energy. Try going into psychosis and restructuring your broken life through the lens of a psych ward and dealing with mental heath's myriad issues increasingly affecting your ability to live a regular life.
>>19524651At least you weren't raped in 92
>>19524651Hang in there, brother. That's all I can say. Just hang in there and you'll get through this. Sending prayers.
>>19524661I'm too embarrassed to even admit what it is. But it's creative. Not hurt by AI, but slightly hurt by tariffs. The reason why I think it's still in the cards would seem like I'm working a schizo gimmick to anyone who isn't me. But I swear I'm not lying.I'm addicted to kratom, but more severely to 7ohm, which is a kratom derivative.$30 for a pack of pills that I barely feel anyone. The stuff online is a better value and hits harder, but the latter is why I'm not buying it online. I'm severely depressed and getting out of bed feels like a I just wrestled an ironman match the day prior, but the withdrawals make it 1000x worse. I need to quit and I just bought my last pack and that's a shoot this time brotha.Genuinely my best option is suicide, but my mom would be devastated and can't even run the ropes by herself after her stroke. I'm trying to get the willpower to take a shower, hit the weights, get a ding-dong diddly clue and join DDP yoga. The upside is that I'm in better shape than I've ever been and I'm genuinely good at what I do. But if God doesn't decide to give me a push than the grim reaper is going over. I need a surge.>>19524680Thx m8>>19524785I'd be better off if I had been tbqh
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>>19524651>15k car loanThats the first dominoDunno nigga go talk to some debt settling agency or whatever americans haveAnd stop popping gas station boner pillsAnd what >>19524785 said
>>19524651Boomers really destroyed their children.
