How r u 2day, anon? R u taking it easy?I love taking it easy! U should take it easy with me!
>>82330746what sort of music r u gonna hoard?>>82330765y do u keep thinking about ur ex? It's not gud 4 u anon...>>82331157well, it may b cope, but we'll see.... Do u plan on trying it?
I overhead my mother wishing id kill myself even though im not a NEET and it's my houseSo pretty fucking bad
>>82333338finally taking it easy after a long dayonce i got home, a bunch of stuff arrived so i had to put shit togethermy mini fridge arrived along with my shoe rack and my bedside table so it was pretty bitchy to put all this together without an electric screwdriver, but i did itonly got to touch my pc again after lunch break at 11 pmi am too tired to send out hugs or pats but i still send my regards to yuyuko anon, eiki anon and kaguyanon>>82323886>Best to just call it a day and not dwell on it.aye, but it's less so feeling like i didn't accomplish much and more so wishing i did other shit than just schmooze all damn nighti rarely feel like i didn't accomplish anything these days anymore, my useless days are over lol>>82324054>What did u do 2 drain ur social batteries?i talked, a bit too muchi'm simply not wired to talk much otherwise i implode, and i almost did that day>Captcha: NGX4WD>niggX just push 4ward
>>82333459r u sure u heard her right? Y would she say that? That's pretty bad...>>82333505i was thinking of getting a minifridge 2. Would b rather useful>i talked, a bit too muchwho did u talk 2?
>>82333542Yep i did i try to steel myself as hard as possible but that cut deep Oh well im used to that so whatever
>>82333542>Would b rather useful>>i talked, a bit toit's useful to me because i live alone and i don't store much stuff in there, so i have no need for an expensive, big fridgeget one if you're in a similar spot, the downsides can be lived with>whothe old tenant here, he's packing his stuff up to move by next week so we've been talkingmaybe a bit too much...>>82333459why not kick her the fuck out then, anon?you don't harbor people in your house who wish evil on youtell her to fuck off to another place, to hell with any "duties" she might try to blackmail you with, your house your rules
Takin' it eajy!
>>82333586I can't anon no matter what it's my familial duty, the dynamic and status quo is too important to boot out my 70+ parents while im 28
>>82333616>familial dutytoss her ass into an asylum and fuck off thenseriously, to hell with dynamics and status quo, it'll do you more harm in the long run than anythingcut ties with anyone who drags you down, and i mean ANYONE"family" is much more than blood, it's about synergy, it's about love, it's about careif she really did check these boxes, she wouldn't wish death on you
>>82333645I legitimately can't man ive always worn my heart on my sleeve any who screwed me over i helped Im just dumb as fuck looking for the better in people
>>82333720there's a difference between self sabotage and being kindbeing kind at the expense of yourself means you're doing more harm than good, you're harming yourself and potentially the other person as well, all for the sake of doing what you think is a good deedbe fair, anontreat the kind with kindness and shun away the wicked, so you may keep yourself in a good enough spot that you can still help others who actually deserve itpunishing the wicked is also an act of kindness and mercy towards them, you know?through punishment they learn that their actions have consequences, and can choose to become better people as a result (and if they don't, well... push them away so someone else teaches them a harsher lesson)
>>82333582U should probably confront her about it>>82333586>it's useful to me because i live alone and i don't store much stuff in there, so i have no need for an expensive, big fridge>get one if you're in a similar spot, the downsides can be lived withI just want one 4 my bedroom lol>maybe a bit too much...Aww, i think ur gonna miss him when he's gone>>82333599Indeed!
>>82333854What's your favorite way to take it easy? Mine is singing, though sometimes I get really worked up and start screaming rock songs for fun!
>>82333854>one 4 my bedroomwhat for, drinks?there are ones that are proper for drinks, smaller than the one i got (which is a 124 liter capacity one as tall as my kitchen cabinet)>i think ur gonna miss him when he's gonenot really, we're coworkers so i know he's coming back here in the coming monthssee, he's from the customer relationship department and there are some events that happen here, since we're a nationwide organizationwhenever those happen, he'll be coming here to visit for a week or so, and those happen a few times per year so we're good on that regard, lol>>82333872your choice of pictures gives me (very) mild ptsd from the miko who brought me here
>>82333900Sorry anon, I'll find something new instead for you!!
>>82333919that's fine, i'll get over it, loljust that the pictures made me unsure if i was seeing things, which i wasthere's no need to fret over it too much
>>82333932Just let me know if it changes, or if any cause any extra bad memories, I'll avoid them!
>>82333939it's a long story, one which i'm not willing to share right now (but others might)it's already gone, just the initial punch, i suppose, got me a bit... aprehensive, i think is the wordbut it's already better, and we may resume taking it easyright?
>>82333872>What's your favoriteI love sleeping and napping a lot! Though i haven't slept as much recently... I wonder why...>Mine is singing,How long have u been singing? Sometimes i like 2 sing along 2 songs as well.>>82333900>what for, drinks?4 drinks and leftovers!>eventsWhat sort of events?
>>82333973>leftovers!leftovers are best left in your main fridge by the kitchen where you may heat it up easier, anon>What sort of events?there's one going on right now, homologation of some services we provide to our clientbunch of people from all over the country showing up here for the week, ends tomorrow but happens somewhat periodicallyother stuff may happen though like planning modifications or features
>>82333955Yeah, let's take it eajy!!!!>>82333973>I love sleepingI always feel like I'm missing out when I'm sleeping... What if the coolest, most epicest thing happens and I miss it?! Maybe I'm not so good at taking it easy!>How long have u been singing?Hmmm, that's a tricky question. As silly as it sounds, before I had more privacy to sing, I used to play the kazoo along to melodies/vocals, which actually helped me get better at pitch in the end! I've also had a microphone set up where I can live monitor my voice for about a decade now, which I always have on, so I'm really in tune with how my voice sounds even when speaking. So a couple moving parts all came together and I just started picking up singing normally maybe about 5 years ago, and it just felt so natural other than having to actually mouth words instead of play the kazoo and only go doodoodoo. Before that I used to sing in the car when I had to go places, but now I don't really go anywhere, so I practice singing with my mic set up a lot more than I used to and I've gotten better despite not really "properly" training, like lessons or drills or whatever people do to actually git gud.>Sometimes i like 2 sing along 2 songs as well.It's really fun! Do you have the privacy to sing when you want? It's kind of my special interest if you haven't guessed, so when I wasn't able to sing much, I was often really sad and longing just to sing for a bit. Sometimes I'd go for a drive just to be able to sing. Do you consider yourself any good? Not that being good matters too much, it's just fun to sing anyway!
>>82334003>leftovers are best left in your main fridge by the kitchen where you may heat it up easier, anonI suppose that's true...Still! It would b nice 2 have some place 2 cool down my drinks without needing 2 go 2 the kitchen!>eventSo it's like a promotional event?>>82334028>I always feel like I'm missing out when I'm sleeping... What if the coolest, most epicest thing happens and I miss it?! Maybe I'm not so good at taking it easy!That's okay! Everyone takes it easy in their own way!As 4 me, idk! Ig i just like being in a calm state where u don't have 2 think!>singingWow, u must b really good then! My singing voice is horrible, but then again i did not practice as much as u did...>>82334028>Do you have the privacy to sing when you want?I suppose i do have my bedroom! It would b rather embarrising if someone walked in on me singing...
>>82334141>It would b rather embarrising if someone walked in on me singing...Yeah, that's why I played my silly kazoo. In a way, it being stupider made it less embarrassing, but maybe I'm a weirdo!
>>82334028>Yeah, let's take it eajy!!!!good, i'll be counting on you then>I always feel like I'm missing out when I'm sleeping...as the local oneironaut, i can attest quite a lot can happen when you sleepyou may wander some really crazy dreamscapes while you're away, and even though the echoes you bring back aren't always clear or may fade from memory quickly, you still bring something back with you>>82334141>It would b nice 2 have some place 2 cool down my drinkstrue, hence get a smaller one if you canthose tend to be on the cheaper side>promotional event?no, homologation event is basically when the client comes here and we showcase what we developed so they can evaluate our workthey may propose changes, reschedule some other demands, etc.but homologation basically means validation, client comes to evaluate our work
>>82333338I'm takin' it easy B^). Had some cereal and am now nice and full.>>82328770That's good to hear and I'd love to play lots of EU5 once it's out. It looks great so far. What nation would you want to play first when it's out?>>82329508Don't worry, no one is at risk yet >B^). I did think of some improvements on an idea I told to Eiki anon before though. It was related to magnets.>What would you do with them?Breed 'em! /an/ would tell me to feed them cum given enough time though, pic related. They're cool little things and I wanna see if I can make them flourish.>A chill day before the stormStorms are so cozy though :), hopefully it's a literal storm and not something more dire.>>82333459Your mom sounds kind of like a villain. Did you get the house out of an inheritance? I'd honestly tell her to get out, even if she's sick, if that happened.
I think I'm coming down with a cold. This sucks. Please try harder, immune system.I need to pick up a friend from the post office today.>>82328506>what kind of present was it?She got me a notebook from the Moomin cafe because she figured out I liked it.>found out about yet another species of Siren, they're newly described even and local to Florida. The Seepage SireHe cute.>>82328626>the combat is way too easy, BTs only feel like a threat at the very start and then they just become annoyances. Maybe it gets better... I'm only like 6-7 hours inYou can bump the difficulty up if you find it too easy (I'm pretty sure I played on hard the first time) but the main focus will be on traversal, which gets more interesting the further in you get.>>82333505>more so wishing i did other shit than just schmooze all damn nightFair enough. I feel bad about that pretty often, although feeling bad just means I have even less time to do stuff.
>>82334947>She got me a notebook from the Moomin cafe because she figured out I liked it.I'd think you'd like Moomin too. Did you like it?>He cute.He will be a terror in the tank. He will eat so many poor isopods, surely. >B^). Also make sure to get some chicken soup. In the mean time some jellyfish :)
>>82334717She's not a villain to me she just has to take her issue's out on me or dad im used to being a punching bagShe's old who cares man
>>82335114It's still not good to have your own mother saying she wished you were dead. I can't imagine things were nice growing up, you have my condolences. At least you can take it easy here and it doesn't bother you anymore. Have something cute in the meantime.
>>82335114>who cares manMEI care. You are my FRIEND. And NO ONE messes with my FRIENDS.
>>82335149Sorry to vent on /r9k/ but w/e anon i haven't used this board eva
>>82335189For our nakama.>>82335268This is the board to vent, so no need to apologize. These days there's more just complaining about single though. What kind of stuff are you usually into though, anon?
>>82335297What do you mean what im into? Ive wasted 17 years on this site and im a newfag on /r9k/
>>82335345Like what are your hobbies or what stuff are you interested in. Games, music, etc. How else am I supposed to change the subject to something less awkward or personal? Also don't worry about being a newfag here.
>>82333338No I'm not taking out fucking easy I need to get a job but the thought of having one unironically fills me with cosmic dread
>>82335387Oh! Mostly cooking is my hobby, shooting guns and rampant aloholism
>>82335404Why do you feel dread about having a job? Having to interact with people too much, or?>>82335436Nice, I wish I was better at cooking. What kind of guns do you shoot? I'm got a Mossberg 500 but I haven't had the chance to shoot it since all of the ranges here won't let you shoot shotguns indoors.
>>82335574Whatever guns i feel like shooting i have a bunch
>>82335594Yo that is a sweet collection. All those yours? >>82335574>Why do you feel dread about having a job? Having to interact with people too much, or?I don't like that but it's mostly the feeling of dehumanization of being forced to do certain things. I feel like my entire life is just being dragged between things that I "have" to do. I "have to" go to school because I "have to" go to college because I "have to" get a good job because the economy is shit and even spending 2 fucking decades of your life studying barely nets you something mediocre and after all that I've gained absolutely nothing, I'm just treading water. All of that for what. I don't even want to live really but I find the concept of killing myself cringe so I just feel perpetually trapped
>>82335617Yah and im not even american
>>82335594Damn that's a really nice collection. I've just got the one shotgun. Which one's your favorite? I'd imagine #3 from left-to-right.>>82335617Would it help to cut costs some by getting your own food from fishing and the like? Could probably work only part-time if housing is covered that way. Depending on where you live you could get tons of fish to eat. Catfish always tastes great too. I've had dreams about just trying to live off in the wilderness instead of having to get a job quite a lot.>>82335630Even more impressive. Although if you were American then you could aspire to getting an RPG B^). I've seen an Alaskan with one before.
>>82335698>Would it help to cut costs some by getting your own food from fishing and the like? Could probably work only part-time if housing is covered that way. Depending on where you live you could get tons of fish to eat. Catfish always tastes great too. I've had dreams about just trying to live off in the wilderness instead of having to get a job quite a lot.Half-hobo half-in society is an interesting idea. I think if I had the skills I would probably go full hermit tho. Maybe I should just devote my life to figuring out some kind of lifestyle like that
>>82333338I think I took it pretty easy today. Not a bad day all things considered. I am feeling really lonely though. I isolated myself from all of my friends and I haven't talked to them for months so I'm starved for social interaction, and I'm not sure if I will be able to handle socializing in college again. Well, last term was honestly a pretty traumatizing experience in terms of socializing so I don't think I will be trying as hard as I did before. I put too much effort in and failed miserably to make any lasting friendships. The depression of failing to make friends lead to my burnout I think. To be honest it has been quite nice just relaxing in solitude.
>>82333359>Do u plan on trying it?Trying? YesBuying? Don't think so>>82334717>related to magnetsI'm not updooted on it>Breed 'em!That's it? No devious intentions? No creating an entire ecosystem that relies on tiny clams to exist?>feed them cumOh... I see now...So it's just for a weird fetish>hopefully it's a literal stormYes, literallyBut also today my summer vacation comes to an end, so...>>82334947>bump the difficultyIt's not a difficulty issue, just overly simplified mechanics that I find boringI'm hoping for gunplay at least, it usually just works since it's simple to implement>>82333459Vampire lolis are the best
>>82335749Fishing is always useful in that regard then. You can learn all kinds of stuff online. Go with learning how to tie some knots for your hook and how to grab and unhook fish to start off. My best advice is that bait fishing is relaxing and easy, oily stuff tends to attract fish(like hot dogs) and you'll get most of your bites nearer to sunset and sunrise. You can use organs from previously caught fish as bait for more fish too, but you can also just catch minnows or smaller fish for bait for bigger ones.Also if you like crayfish you can get minnow traps to catch those too. I've heard that roasting them will make them taste like lobster.>>82335767Have some social interaction here too :). Solitude is my preference, but hopefully things go smoother for you this time around.>>82335815Magnets are pretty cool though!>That's it? No devious intentions? No creating an entire ecosystem that relies on tiny clams to exist?Sadly I lack the resources to do that, but if I can get them to breed well then I might to try include them in my plan to make a super salty bin of creatures that I've bred to handle that salinity.>So it's just for a weird fetishI am a pure person, /an/ has its zoophile degenerates though. I got the idea to get some though when getting my new isopods and learning the hard way that potting soil beneath the sand is a bad idea. That water keeps fouling up and I have to keep doing water changes. It's just producing so many bacterial blooms. The isopods are still somehow happy though. I should take a picture of them later.>But also today my summer vacation comes to an end, so...rip, at least you got to enjoy a nice storm at the end B^).
>>82335857I fish here and there but shit I didn't know all this. I can see why Lurker-chan said she would go fishing with you !
>>82335857>Have some social interaction here too :)Thanks anon but it's not quite the same... (it's better >^<)
>>82335887Happy to help B^). I used to fish a lot more as a kid and learned a few things from my Opa. Saltwater fishing is all alien to me though, I need to figure that all out. I've never had any luck with it. I hope Lurker-chan is doin' alright too.>>82335889Yeah, but for me that's a good thing B^). People in person make me uncomfortable. Even family. In the mean time, a nice video.
>>82335857>Fishing is always useful in that regard then. You can learn all kinds of stuff online. Go with learning how to tie some knots for your hook and how to grab and unhook fish to start off. My best advice is that bait fishing is relaxing and easy, oily stuff tends to attract fish(like hot dogs) and you'll get most of your bites nearer to sunset and sunrise. You can use organs from previously caught fish as bait for more fish too, but you can also just catch minnows or smaller fish for bait for bigger ones.>Also if you like crayfish you can get minnow traps to catch those too. I've heard that roasting them will make them taste like lobster.Idk if fishing is the move for me, I'm kind of cursed If been fishing at least once per year almost every year of my life and only ever caught a fish ONCE
A new friend has arrived.>>82335101>I'd think you'd like Moomin too. Did you like it?I do. I have Snufkin as my profile picture in the group we're in, which is (presumably) why she's stalking me.>Also make sure to get some chicken soupI have some tomato soup. And that chili tomato ramen I like. That's almost as good, I think.Something about jellyfish spooks me. They seem very alien.>>82335617>it's mostly the feeling of dehumanization of being forced to do certain thingsMy dad was a plumber for most of his life and I think he enjoyed being able to work his own hours and turn down jobs he didn't want to do. Being self-employed might work better for you but the hard part is finding a job you can tolerate doing.>>82335767You shouldn't force yourself to be someone you're not that's a very easy way to end up unhappy. I barely interact with people in-person these days and I like it that way.>>82335815>I'm hoping for gunplay at least, it usually just works since it's simple to implementYou'll get some eventually but I can't remember when, and the parts where you need them are pretty memorable.
>>82335923>Yeah, but for me that's a good thing B^). People in person make me uncomfortable. Even family. Honestly, me too, but like, you can't go to a restaurant or a concert or a park with anons online... (unless we meet up irl or something :D).>In the mean time, a nice video.Silly dog HATES the straps, hehehe.>>82335953>You shouldn't force yourself to be someone you're not that's a very easy way to end up unhappy. I barely interact with people in-person these days and I like it that way.I was definitely doing that last semester and it caused me a lot of mental health problems. I shouldn't be so desperate to become a normie that I destroy myself in the process... I was trying so hard to figure out the normie rules and make myself more social. I think I will be more chill this time. I don't need to be popular, I just need to be happy!
>>82335925What times did you go out to catch stuff? They will pretty much never bite during mid-day, and the ones who will will be those who go for lures instead of bait. Lure fishing requires taking where you cast into account too, like bluegills like to hide under trees and docks during the day to stay out of the sun and generally lure fishing under a bridge is good.At least with trapping you should have much better luck. Most of the people I knew who trapped for crayfish just used dog food, which is super cheap. Just a couple of pellets in the trap and they'd plunk it down and come back in 4-5 hours to get any crayfish.>>82335953Your stalker may very well be a fujo. Remain calm. Tomato soup is nice too, but I always prefer meat and flesh >B^). Jellyfish are surprisingly closely related to us compared to sponges and comb jellies though. I love alien things though so I love jellies a lot :). Box jellyfish can actually pursue and hunt things too and they have eyes. >>82335991True, true. I'm at least blessed in that I don't wanna go to concerts or restaurants and stuff, but I'm quite alien to most people.>Silly dog HATES the straps, hehehe.He rages against the machine >B^), he will not do tricks for his master. He will rebel.
>>82334153it's like 130 euro herehow much did u pay 4 urs?>>82334173>but homologation basically means validation, client comes to evaluate our worki seewhat did the client think of ur work then?>>82334717i had sum bread with nutella!>That's good to hear and I'd love to play lots of EU5 once it's out. It looks great so far. What nation would you want to play first when it's out?hmmmmaybe england or byzantium... Though byzantium sounds like it would b very difficult...>>82334947a cold would suck during the autumn...>>82335953nice! Eiki will have some1 2 spend her time with finially!>>82335767hii mio anon!y did u isoltae from ur frens? I did that 2 once and i regret it very much
>>82335991>I don't need to be popular, I just need to be happy!There's a lot of pressure to fit in or be seen as normal. Just do what makes you happy and if you make friends along the way that's a nice bonus.I used to worry that I wasn't social enough or didn't have a gf or whatever but I'm pretty sure I just got psyopped into that, or confused feeling sad about other things with that.>>82336151>Your stalker may very well be a fujo.Oh, definitely. She doesn't even try to hide it. I think she might try to kidnap me if I let my guard down.>Jellyfish are surprisingly closely related to us compared to sponges and comb jellies thoughIsn't that true of most living things though? I vaguely remember hearing that we share lots of DNA with bananas and slugs as a kid.>>82336207>a cold would suck during the autumn...Not here. It's still 30+ degrees most days. There was a hot weather warning when I left today, but there was a strong breeze from the typhoon which made it quite pleasant.>Eiki will have some1 2 spend her time with finially!She's been hanging out with Momiji since last September they'll be joined by Alice next month.I feel bad for Reimu. All alone in my old bedroom...
>>82336207>i had sum bread with nutella!Very nice. I love nutella, but I haven't had it in a while. These little desert dumplings with it in it were amazing. I wish I had more of those again.>maybe england or byzantium... Though byzantium sounds like it would b very difficult...Difficult but fun B^). England would be neat also. If only I could prevent them from the Normans ever taking hold, but alas the start date is too far off...>>82336240kek, well you could hopefully let her down gently if you're not interested in her. Kidnapping may be a bit difficult for a girl who I assume is probably pretty small.>Isn't that true of most living things though?Kind of, basically for animals the cnidarians and bilaterians(basically all of the animals that are bilaterally symmetrical) cluster together. It's weird though because there's some implications that the comb jellies split off first and then the sponges and the group with jellyfish and us split later. My own theory is that the comb jellies evolved from a group that remained planktonic. The idea being that before you had the planula larvae you had something that looked more like an embryo, a little ball with choanocytes on it that just floated around and ate. The planula forming group came to form the rest of the animals whilst the ctenophores just progressed to being larger planktonic things. Pic related is a planula larva.For sponges you have something like that ancestral form, a free-swimming larva, but those larvae also crawl to find a spot to form the adult form later.
>>82336240>Not here. It's still 30+ degrees most days. There was a hot weather warning when I left today, but there was a strong breeze from the typhoon which made it quite pleasant.that's niceis ur cold any better?>>82336240>She's been hanging out with Momiji since last September they'll be joined by Alice next month.ur harem grows!>I feel bad for Reimu. All alone in my old bedroom...a good excuse 2 come back home and gedder mayb?>>82336369>Very nice. I love nutella, but I haven't had it in a while. These little desert dumplings with it in it were amazing. I wish I had more of those again.the "nutella" i had was offbrand and it was mixed with white chocolate 2. Very nice. I think prefer it 2 propper nutella>Difficult but fun B^). England would be neat also. If only I could prevent them from the Normans ever taking hold, but alas the start date is too far off...u could always have a megacampaign with ck3... also, that would mean that the english woudl speak a weird dutch-danish languager u sure u want that?anyway, what country r u excited 2 play as?
>>82336498White chocolate with nutella does sound good. I'm gonna have to try it sometime.>u could always have a megacampaign with ck3... also, that would mean that the english woudl speak a weird dutch-danish languageThat's preferable B^). I'm very biased because I hate the French and love the Dutch and Germans. I wanna see what it'll be like playing in the HRE. That or trying something in Iberia. I figure both of those regions could be nice, but the HRE is probably gonna need more than a few DLCs, knowing Paradox.
>>82336646>White chocolate with nutella does sound good. I'm gonna have to try it sometime.it's good! U should!>That's preferable B^)as an esl it would cause me a lot of pain...>I wanna see what it'll be like playing in the HRE.yeah that tooa brandenburg campaign is always nice>That or trying something in Iberiafunny thingi never actually had a propper campaign in iberia b4>the HRE is probably gonna need more than a few DLCs, knowing Paradox.i hear some youtuber say that the dlcs will b a lot moar optional than they were in eu4that would b niceanyway, what r ur plans 4 2day?
>>82336703But now I need to figure out what to eat it all with... Hm...>as an esl it would cause me a lot of pain...At least the grammar and spelling would be a lot more consistent. Plus if you could speak that variety of English then you'd be at a good likelihood of understanding a lot of Dutch and some Danish.>a brandenburg campaign is always niceI wonder how they'll handle Prussia and Brandenburg. I haven't heard anything on it yet, did they cover anything related to all of that?>i never actually had a propper campaign in iberia b4It's not the funnest place in EU4 so I can't blame you. Spain or Portugal would probably be better in multiplayer since the AI won't be as retarded with colonies versus you.More optional DLCs would be nice also and for today I'm gonna take it easy because I have a cut on my foot B^).
>>82336808>But now I need to figure out what to eat it all with... Hm...what have u got in mind?>At least the grammar and spelling would be a lot more consistent. Plus if you could speak that variety of English then you'd be at a good likelihood of understanding a lot of Dutch and some Danish.would it still b lingua franca tho?>I wonder how they'll handle Prussia and Brandenburg. I haven't heard anything on it yet, did they cover anything related to all of that?ludi might have covered Brandenburg but i am not sure>It's not the funnest place in EU4 so I can't blame you. Spain or Portugal would probably be better in multiplayer since the AI won't be as retarded with colonies versus you.i rly hope they add custom nations again so i can play an early usa campaign!>More optional DLCs would be nice also and for today I'm gonna take it easy because I have a cut on my foot B^).how did that happen?
Just woke up from a snooze. That adventure to the post office must have been a bit too much for me.I also picked up my charger for the vacuum so I should be good to tidy up after I spend several hours charging it veeeerrrry slowly.>>82336207>i had sum bread with nutella!I had that before I had a nap. It was delicious. I got some "Danish toast" from the bakery at my station and it tastes really nice with that.>>82336369>Kidnapping may be a bit difficult for a girl who I assume is probably pretty small.She's a fair bit taller than me but I should be able to fend her off if I need to.>that the comb jellies split off first and then the sponges and the group with jellyfish and us split laterThat makes sense. I didn't consider it would be a common ancestor thing, just that life needs a lot of the same DNA to do stuff.>>82336498>is ur cold any better?A little better than when I woke up. I'll see how I am tomorrow.>a good excuse 2 come back home and gedder mayb?Maybe. I need to see my family's new dog, too. The only problem is it's difficult to visit outside of a few weeks this year, since I have classes until April.
>>82337014No clue! I'll have to think of something. I don't think bread would do it well.>would it still b lingua franca tho?That all depends on if the English in that timeline become the hegemons of the world B^). French is a disgusting tongue and it's the origin of the term, after all.>i rly hope they add custom nations again so i can play an early usa campaign!That'd also be nice. I hope they balance custom nations too.>how did that happen?I walked too much B^). It's called a split heel and if you push it too far you start bleeding from it. I've had to cut back on pacing because of the blood. Pacing brings me joy though :(>>82337344You must appease the giantess. Give her a gift in return or earn her wrath!>That makes sense. I didn't consider it would be a common ancestor thing, just that life needs a lot of the same DNA to do stuff.Oh yeah, a lot of basic genes are shared by most of life. We share something like 60% of our DNA with bananas iirc. That doesn't cover the cooler stuff that occurs though, organisms have some neat tricks to mess around with their DNA to expand upon what 1 gene might be able to produce. Vertebrates from what I remember seem to make a lot of use of exons and introns.
>>82335857>I am a pure personMe too fr>The isopods are still somehow happy thoughHow do you know? Maybe they're in survival mode and you don't noticeDo take a pic for us!>at least you got to enjoy a nice storm at the endLub me sum rainDid you get to go anywhere this summer or were you cookin hard all the time?>>82335953Cute rat>You'll get some eventuallyNice, I was expecting a "there's no guns in this boring ass game" reply
Vibing. Jiving. Taking it easy!
>>82337515Pure crazy >B^)>How do you know? Maybe they're in survival mode and you don't noticeThey've been growing in size quite a bit and their numbers have gone up. I get to see them every now and then on the glass, particularly when the water is very fouled they'll go to the surface where there's more oxygen. They were really tiny when I first got them and now they're over a centimeter long for the biggest of them.>Do take a pic for us!My phone has to charge and then I'll take a couple and change out their water and replant the hairgrass too. Soon!>Did you get to go anywhere this summer or were you cookin hard all the time?I got to stay in my room B^). I spent most of August actually housesitting and taking care of the dogs and chickens. Did get to clear out a lot of junk in that time though. What about you?>>82337589What're you vibing to, anon?
duwin pwetty good today B)
>>82337848https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L-YlavHw4cEI want to kiss hideki naganuma
>>82335815well if it's anything like ck3, then we should b able 2 play 2gether, regardless if u arr yarr it or not!>>82337344>Just woke up from a snooze.had any dreams?>A little better than when I woke up. I'll see how I am tomorrow.that's nice. Don't 4get 2 drink plenty of water!>Maybe. I need to see my family's new dog, too. The only problem is it's difficult to visit outside of a few weeks this year, since I have classes until April.U could try visiting in May then!>>82337514>No clue! I'll have to think of something. I don't think bread would do it well.how about sum chicken! Have u got an electric grill?>That all depends on if the English in that timeline become the hegemons of the world B^). French is a disgusting tongue and it's the origin of the term, after all.if there is an usa in that timeline then mayb. USA has really good geography and can become a hegemon very easily!>That'd also be nice. I hope they balance custom nations too.how so?>I walked too much B^). It's called a split heel and if you push it too far you start bleeding from it. I've had to cut back on pacing because of the blood. Pacing brings me joy though :(where were u walking?>>82337589that's nisewhat have u been up 2 2day?>>82337886did anything nise happen?
>>82337515And now for the actual picture. I took some ones of the little guys before I changed their water and a picture of the tank after I changed it. For reference that sand WAS white. Whatever is producing all of this sulfur is also colonizing the sand and darkening it and surprisingly not a lot of algae is taking off. I did add some duckweed this time and I'm just gonna let that filter things off from here.>>82337897Nice and upbeat. Never played Jetset though. But why does the music turn her on?>>82338009>how about sum chicken! Have u got an electric grill?Chicken with nutella sounds like a war crime, fren. I do have an electric stovetop though.>if there is an usa in that timeline then mayb. USA has really good geography and can become a hegemon very easily!I see, I see. It's too bad IQ isn't a mechanic :pensive:.>how so?Tech stuff and population adjustments.>where were u walking?Thinkin' about stuff is a lot nicer and easier if you pace and listen to music B^). Just need to not do it for 6+ hours a day.Time to walk my dog and get ready for bed though. Good night, frens.
>>82337514>Give her a gift in return or earn her wrath!I got her some pocky when we first met out of politeness but she's not getting anything else...>expand upon what 1 gene might be able to produceAs a bad example, would that be like a brown hair gene in humans leading to an extra long neck in giraffes?>>82337515>Nice, I was expecting a "there's no guns in this boring ass game" replyKojima always delivers on guns. He loves that stuff. Although there weren't that many if I'm remembering right.>>82337897I wish JSR wasn't such ass to play because I liked everything else about it. I've heard JSRF is much better in that regard but I didn't have an XBOX so never played that.>>82338009>had any dreams?Not that I remember.>that's nice. Don't 4get 2 drink plenty of water!I should probably order some more since I'm almost out. The one thing I don't like about living here is how iffy the tap water is to drink. I guess I could just get a decent filter instead.>U could try visiting in May then!That might be a good time to go back. Although summers are pretty hot there and there's no AC :(
time 2 go out on a walk!>>82338442>Chicken with nutella sounds like a war crime, fren. nono i meant chicken in general, not with nutella!>I do have an electric stovetop though.nah i meant like an electric grillu kno the ones? The ones that look like oversized sandwich makers?>I see, I see. It's too bad IQ isn't a mechanic :pensive:.wdymmuricans r pretty smart4 the most part...>Tech stuff and population adjustments.could u elaborate?>Thinkin' about stuff is a lot nicer and easier if you pace and listen to music B^). Just need to not do it for 6+ hours a day.damni suppose it's ez 2 get lost in the music, huh?>Time to walk my dog and get ready for bed though. Good night, frens.gn, animal anon!>>82338452>I should probably order some more since I'm almost out. The one thing I don't like about living here is how iffy the tap water is to drink. I guess I could just get a decent filter instead.what's wrong with the tap water?>That might be a good time to go back. Although summers are pretty hot there and there's no AC :(that's y i said May! The weather should still b pretty mild!
>>82337848>Pure crazy >B^)Pure impurity>over a centimeter long for the biggest of themThat's still tinyThey're so smol I'd mistake them for bugs>I got to stay in my room B^)Well.. to me that still counts as vacationNormies wouldn't geddit>What about you?Took it easy touching grass, lakes and rivers>>82338442How often do you have to do maintenance for these tiny things?>>82338009>we should b able 2 play 2getherIf I can get past the 100 hours tutorialAny other gayms you're looking forward to?>>82338452>Kojima always delivers on gunsAre you gonna play the MGS3 remake?
>>82338950>what's wrong with the tap water?It's fine from the water treatment place, the problem is once it gets to your building. Those usually aren't maintained too well.>The weather should still b pretty mild!Hopefully.>>82339174>Are you gonna play the MGS3 remake?I've not paid much attention to it but it sounds like it's a pretty faithful remake - a lot more so than the recent Silent Hill 2 remake, at least. Maybe I'll check a look if it goes on sale.I'd be interested to see how they handle a remake of 1 or 2 given the camera angles in those.What are your thoughts on MGS? I might be misremembering but I think you said you'd not played any.
i love the yuyuko posterwhat must i do for yuyuko to love me back
>>82339738Yuyuko anon is too cool for love
Wish for my death.An easy death.
>>82339866Old age is a pretty easy way to go out
>>82333359>what sort of music r u gonna hoard?Whatever music that takes my attention in a way or another, don't think i'll be able to take it easy today aswell big man :/
>>82339738fuck off nigger no one gives a shit
>>82339711>it sounds like it's a pretty faithful remakeYeah that's what Gaymeranx told meThe only issue might be the dogshit UE5slop performance>What are your thoughts on MGS?I've played a bunch. I'm nostalgic for 3 and VR Missions, played Phantom Pain too, but overall never been a big fan of the franchiseI do wanna play the remake though, maybe soonish>>82339738Can't, he's not gay enough for that
>>82339174>If I can get past the 100 hours tutorialmayb animal anon and I can helpthat is if i actually understand it myself lol>Any other gayms you're looking forward to?not at the moment no. Unless u count hl3 or dmc6 if those r ever coming>>82339711i seea fiilter would probably help then. >>82340001> don't think i'll be able to take it easy today aswell big man :/y not?>>82339738just b nice and i'm sure yuyuko will like u back!
I CANNOT TAKE IT EASY MY INTERNET IS FUCKING DYING
my secret admirer even notices me when i post on /g/ and calls me out....
>>82333338It's my birthday today and I feel fineMy parents got me a radio and a bottle of zubrowka. I wasn't expecting anything at all. I had to go mind my 13 month old nephew for a couple of hours, then I went home and dug some potatoes up and now i'm watching some random film. That's how my day was
>>82340903>dug some potatoes upHoly shit you are john stardew
>>82341086What? You don't grow potatoes? Get your shit together son
>>82341252Every plant I touch dies within 13 minutes
>>82340509y is ur internet dying?>>82340714must b nice 2 have secret admirers!>>82340903happi bday anon!r u enjoying it?
taking it easy after worktoday i dreamed of my boss for some reason, me, our team and him were all celebrating the end of a cycle or something only they understood because i'm new here, but it was nicewe ate well and we schmoozed quite a lotanother of the newcomers then invited me to dinner that day after that, and later when i went to where she told me to, i noticed she lived in a damn mansion with a big garden and all, loland i remember peeking at her phone at some point and she was sending someone a message like>i invited him here and he still didn't get the hintand i was confused as fuck, only noticed what she meant when i woke upi also tried washing my clothes at home for the first time, decided to keep the washing machinewe'll see how they turn out, but i already know i'll have to wash some of my underwear by hand, since they're still a bit darkened around the sides...perks of visiting the countryside, one trip and you may soak yourself in mud down to your underweari thought it was fine but apparently it's not... oh welltake care of yourselves, anonsi believe in all of you>>82336207>what did the client think of ur work then?not sure, i'm not part of the client relationship department, i'm just a mere developerbut considering shit didn't go down on our side, i assume nothing bad happenedspeaking of work, what did you work with before?
>>82340277Don't be so jealous anon it's bad for your health
>>82341702you have a secret admirer toohe's polish and likes tanks
>>82341273You got to do some research on em, know their requirementsPotatoes are easy. You just dig some ridges and put em in about 8-12 inches and then maybe twice a season treat them for blight. Water them in a real dry spell at dawn so they don't burn from the water, and don't put them in too early because the frost will kill them. Ok maybe that sounds complicated but it's really not
>>82335698#4 l-r its my grail gunThe resale value here is insane but I'll never sell itTis the only legal ak leafs can own
>>82333338The day the voices stop i can finally take it easy, i havent slept in 3 days besides a quick 5min powernapNot like they could catch me i am a very fast runner!
still a little sad and plagued with nightmares... I hope everyone is doing a little better today though ! >>82333505I'll give you a hug instead, friend*huggg*>>82336151Thank you for posting this IRL image of me, animal anon>>82339738o-oh... um, I don't know anon ! I couldn't tell you. Can't say I've ever had someone confess their love for me on the internet.... um... thank you ?>>82339865It's just scary... don't make fun of me like that anon
>>82342695i was not expecting that, thanksi appreciate it
>>82340302>dogshit UE5slop performanceIt's a shame the Fox engine didn't get much use. That was basically magic. >never been a big fan of the franchiseIt's one of my favourites. Probably to do with when I played it but I enjoy how camp it is. >>82340322>a fiilter would probably help then. I'm trying to work out if it's cheaper than just buying it bottled. I'm not sure it is. It would take up less space though.>>82340903Happy birthday, anon!
>>82338452>I got her some pocky when we first met out of politeness but she's not getting anything else...That's nice, I bet she really enjoyed them. Now that you're one of, if the not the only, person to show her affection she will stalk you for forever.>As a bad example, would that be like a brown hair gene in humans leading to an extra long neck in giraffes?It could, weirdly enough. It'd be more like the gene for some protein could make many different kinds of proteins in various other cells. Sometimes they'll work similarly but different but it's entirely possible for them to do completely different things -- at least to my knowledge.>>82338950For today I'll be eating fried fish with BBQ sauce instead B^).>nah i meant like an electric grill>u kno the ones? The ones that look like oversized sandwich makers?Oh, no I lack anything like that. Closest thing to that would be our toaster but I rarely ever use it.>wdym>muricans r pretty smart>4 the most part...B^) I disagree. Jokes aside I just like the idea of populations rising and falling in IQ, since that seems to have been the case in human history with every major civilization. The whole cycle of "good times makes weak men, etc. etc.">could u elaborate?Like being able to adjust the populations in your custom nation and also what technology you'd start with. Gotta have it balanced and all, otherwise without those two things then your custom nation is largely just a paint job.>i suppose it's ez 2 get lost in the music, huh?ye, but also since I was alone in the house with the dogs I tried to do what I could outside of my room to keep them from being really sad and anxious. Can only do so much housework.>gn, animal anon!I awaken B^)>>82339174>Pure impurity>B^)>They're so smol I'd mistake them for bugsThey basically are water bugs, they are cute when they jump off the glass and slowly fall through the water whilst trying to swim with their little legs though
>>82336207>y did u isoltae from ur frens? I did that 2 once and i regret it very muchi just felt overwhelmed with life and stuff. i procrastinated on some things i should not have procrastinated on and my anxiety was through the roof, and i was also having a lot of conflict with my discord egf so that was wrecking my mental health, so i just decided to not talk to anyone and work on myself until i felt better. now i have no social skills left and my friends probably hate me but at least i made some progress in improving myself. yay...? ^~^>>82336240>I used to worry that I wasn't social enough or didn't have a gf or whatever but I'm pretty sure I just got psyopped into that, or confused feeling sad about other things with that.ngl not having a gf was a big part causing me mental health problems, also the not social enough thing, so i can relate. the cognitive dissonance of wanting these things but also not really wanting these things naturally messed with my head,.
>>82341908it's not admirationit's some strange homo eroticism>>82341843>speaking of work, what did you work with before?wdym by this?what sort of work have i done?>>82342353what do they say?>>82342695hiii yuyuko!I hope u can relax this weekend and cheer up a little!>I'm trying to work out if it's cheaper than just buying it bottled. I'm not sure it is. It would take up less space though.it wouldalso, idk how it is in HK but here we also have a bottle tax 2 encourage recycling>>82344222checked!>For today I'll be eating fried fish with BBQ sauce instead B^).that sounds nise, even if i don't like fish that much! What kind of fish is it?>Oh, no I lack anything like that. Closest thing to that would be our toaster but I rarely ever use it.u don't like toast?>B^) I disagree. Jokes aside I just like the idea of populations rising and falling in IQ, since that seems to have been the case in human history with every major civilization. The whole cycle of "good times makes weak men, etc. etc."we need 2 break the cycle somehow...>Like being able to adjust the populations in your custom nation and also what technology you'd start with. Gotta have it balanced and all, otherwise without those two things then your custom nation is largely just a paint job.that would b kewl, but i think that would require not just a nation editor but also a location editor 2>ye, but also since I was alone in the house with the dogs I tried to do what I could outside of my room to keep them from being really sad and anxious. Can only do so much housework.what's making u sad and anxious?>I awaken B^)gud morning!>>82344270>now i have no social skills left and my friends probably hate meu don't know that! U should talk 2 them and see if they're still willing 2 b frens
>>82339174>Well.. to me that still counts as vacation>Normies wouldn't gedditTrue, it was nice having a lot more freedom in the house too.>Took it easy touching grass, lakes and riversI can't believe you had to endure such hardships... In Summer no less! Any place in particular that you really liked?>>82342020Don't worry, if we make you guys the 51st state then you can own ever more cool stuff B^). Your taxes will even be cheaper. Do you have any dream guns you'd want to own?>>82342695>Thank you for posting this IRL image of me, animal anonThe fiercesome Yuyuko anon stalks the mangrove swamps looking for fish to snag up. Box jellyfish are really cool though, gotta love them. It's my belief that they're the earliest cnidarians to evolve the medusa form and that that's why they're so advanced. They've got eyes, a more complex nervous system and some of them even skip making anemones. A comb jelly you might like though would be some of the platyctenids. Some of them look like bunny-eared slimes, pic related. The ctenophores have their own equivalent to the stinging cells of cnidarians too but instead of a sting they're sticky. These guys will have one tentacle come out of each of their lobes to catch tiny bits of food to eat.>>82344310>that sounds nise, even if i don't like fish that much! What kind of fish is it?Alaskan Pollock! Fish can taste so different from each other. Grouper is pretty mild but nice, no fishy taste and catfish is wonderful and savory. If you bleed your fish though then they'll taste less fishy or not fishy at all, not all fishermen do this though. It's true with pigs and cows too, the blood makes the meat taste more gamey. Pollock is pretty mild though, but it's cheap B^).>u don't like toast?I'm a vicious carnivore >B^), I hunger for flesh. I only really use the toaster though for like waffles sometimes or bagels. I haven't toast in forever.cont
>>82344310>we need 2 break the cycle somehow...Eugenics would be the answer to that, but people hate the idea and assume it means sterilizing everyone who isn't perfect. Genetic engineering is getting pretty good though so that's another option.>that would b kewl, but i think that would require not just a nation editor but also a location editor 2Yeah, it may be a while before that pops up. Or I wouldn't be surprised if it ended up being a mod instead.>what's making u sad and anxious?Nah, that's for the dogs. They get upset when my mom leaves or if I leave. They don't wanna be separated because they're big babies. My sister's dog even ran outside the first day my mom was gone to go sit by her car and I had to drag him inside.>gud morning!Good morning to you too, fren. Spudgun posted some videos last night, have you ever gotten into his content?
>>82344357A FAL i want one so badI dont care how bad or good it is
>>82344408They do look really cool. I'd want an anti-tank rifle if I could get one. I am simple minded, big gun go boom is all I desire :). I've had some ideas about trying to make really powerful anti-tank guns too, but it's all fantasy stuff since I lack the resources to make any of that.
>>82344497A lathi and ptrd wss legsl in leafland untol 2021Wah
>>82344528The lathi is the Finnish one with skis on it, right? That one was really cool. Did Canada make any anti-tank guns?
>>82333338Hi anon, I am taking it easy. I got bootcamp in 3 days and I am possibly going to die for zog :c
>>82344541Yah and we didn't do much outside of colt canada which mogs us ars moa wise and uh i 5ger the gunsmith in deta bcATRS and blackgunswood made this beast fo me though
>>82344590At least you'll get fairly fit in boot camp. One should avoid dying though, zog or not. Hopefully this bunny-eared jellyfish will make you feel better :)>>82344607ooo, that's some nice woodwork. I really need to get an AR or just any kind of semi-auto rifle. I don't have much money though :') Sadly there can't be any wooden parts for me since I live in a subtropical part of the world, that wood will warp or be at risk if I mess up. Do you think you'd ever want to make your own guns?
>>82344633Nope im too stupid to make guns
>>82344656You don't have to be too smart to make something horrifying like a 1 gauge shotgun though B^). Some would argue that you can't be too smart to want to fire one either, but it seems so fun. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fTRL1d7jO7c
>>82344633I absolutely love this bunny eared jelly fish it makes me feel happy :D>One should avoid dying though, zog or not.I'm being a bit dramatic... I will be avoiding death while in the military ^-^
>>82344696They're so nice and cute, gotta love 'em. Glad it makes you feel nice and happy too. Some more cute stuff too.>I'm being a bit dramatic... I will be avoiding death while in the military ^-^Well that's good, plus hopefully the pay will be nice. What armed forces are you joining?
>>82344721>Some more cute stuff too.Omg I LOVE hedgehogs so much! They're absolutely adorable and so silly :p>What armed forces are you joining?It's just Coast Guard, so I doubt I'll die... but I'll be annoying rich people on their yachts lel
>>82344222>spoilerYeah, I definitely messed up with that one. >It'd be more like the gene for some protein could make many different kinds of proteins in various other cells.I see. Biology is really interesting I should have paid more attention in it. >>82344270>the cognitive dissonance of wanting these things but also not really wanting these things naturally messed with my headIt definitely messed me up too. Things changed when I moved countries and had no attachments to anybody here. I realised I quite liked that, and being a shut in didn't bother me unless I was in a situation where other people socialising.>>82344310>bottle tax 2 encourage recyclingThere's not much recycling here.I think the bottles are cheaper but a bit insignificant amount of my room is bottles now...>>82344590Best of luck, anon.>>82344769The coast guard is the best one (and I think the hardest to get into). Good job!
>>82344769That hedgehog is a villain though! Look at his tophat and fancy chair. He's scheming to steal many treats from his owner as we speak. He'll end up fat and happy, like this one :).Also with the coast guard you get to be out on the water a lot, right? You'll get to enjoy the ocean and maybe even find a narco sub or two. That sounds like it'd be pretty cool.>>82344790It's okay, you didn't mess up. She'll make sure you repay you when she's keeping you in her basement B^). Also to be fair most of the biology stuff you'll learn in school is less cool and more mundane. The cool stuff you gotta go and find.
>>82344790>The coast guard is the best one (and I think the hardest to get into). Good job!I'm not sure how hard the boot camp is, but I've heard it get compared to the marines... It is the shortest though, which could mean anything :p>>82344812>That hedgehog is a villain though!He's scheming something evil and nefarious indeed... he needs his army of evil henchman to take over the world!!
>>82344909He's got the charisma to get quite the evil army. We must figure out who the target of his dastardly plans will be. In the mean time, a romantic dance with a fishe. Other than the coast guard, how are you doin', anon?
You ever wanna not take it easy? You ever wanna take it hard? Take it raw? Take it rough? Take it crazy?
>>82345008Yeah, I do that when I play some roguelikes or Minecraft. I make things a bit harder to make it funner. Otherwise taking it easy is best.
>>82344975I'm doing ok, I am watching my friend gamble on some slots and having a good time in a call with him ^-^How are you doing anon?
>>82345208I'm doin' good, just watchin' some videos and stuff. Did your friend win it big yet?
>>82344357>Alaskan Pollock! Fish can taste so different from each other. Grouper is pretty mild but nice, no fishy taste and catfish is wonderful and savory. If you bleed your fish though then they'll taste less fishy or not fishy at all, not all fishermen do this though. It's true with pigs and cows too, the blood makes the meat taste more gamey. Pollock is pretty mild though, but it's cheap B^).i see! Do u prefer ur meat with or without blood?>I'm a vicious carnivore >B^), I hunger for flesh. I only really use the toaster though for like waffles sometimes or bagels. I haven't toast in forever.so am I but i'm also a massive sweet tooth!>>82344383>Eugenics would be the answer to that, but people hate the idea and assume it means sterilizing everyone who isn't perfect. Genetic engineering is getting pretty good though so that's another option.star trek told me that eugenics and genetic engineering r not the answer...>Yeah, it may be a while before that pops up. Or I wouldn't be surprised if it ended up being a mod instead.well, as long as I get 2 play united states early, i'm not complaining!>Nah, that's for the dogs. They get upset when my mom leaves or if I leave. They don't wanna be separated because they're big babies. My sister's dog even ran outside the first day my mom was gone to go sit by her car and I had to drag him inside.ah i see. That makes sense. Dogs r like that usually. Have they seen the world outside of your backyard?>Good morning to you too, fren. Spudgun posted some videos last night, have you ever gotten into his content?remind me, what sort of videos does he make?>>82344590oh no! I hope it won't last 2 long. I am hoping i won't get conscripted myself. So far i still got 2 years left, so surely i can get by without getting conscripted...>>82344790>I think the bottles are cheaper but a bit insignificant amount of my room is bottles now...that's not good! U should probably get rid of them b4 they become a significant part!
Had a snooze and I'm ready to face the day for but a few hours before going back to bed again.>>82344812>most of the biology stuff you'll learn in school is less cool and more mundane. The cool stuff you gotta go and find.That's true. There's probably a reason I didn't pick it as an option in school.>>82344909>It is the shortest though, which could mean anything :pThat's probably a good thing, I'd say. Best of luck busting cartel submersibles and Somalian pirates once it's over.>>82345860>U should probably get rid of them b4 they become a significant part!I'll put that filter in my next HKTV order.
>>82346404>I'll put that filter in my next HKTV order.u got a tv?>Had a snooze and I'm ready to face the day for but a few hours before going back to bed again.suspiciously i feel less and less sleepysus indeed
>>82345860>star trek told me that eugenics and genetic engineering r not the answer...But Star Trek also thinks that societies will work without currencies and that people will totally just work for prestige, doesn't it? My opinion of Star Trek is not very high. It always came off as boomer progressive fantasy stuff. Eugenics is maligned by people though. It breaks down, classically, into two branches:>Positive eugenicsWhere you promote the fertility of those people who're good for society(intelligence, healthy, kind people)>Negative eugenicsWhere you hinder the fertility of people who are bad for society(criminals, abusers, people who can't even support themselves).People are usually only familiar with negative eugenics and particular with things like sterilizing disabled people(which is dumb, their fertility is already sub-replacement and usually if they have kids it's because of an abusive staff member who should be the one getting sterilized or worse).>well, as long as I get 2 play united states early, i'm not complaining!ez pz then.>ah i see. That makes sense. Dogs r like that usually. Have they seen the world outside of your backyard?Yeah, I walk them daily and my dog was originally a stray. He definitely loves being outdoors, loves to roll in the grass too.>remind me, what sort of videos does he make?Victoria 2 multiplayer campaigns that he edits down for entertainment. His current series is for a mod called "Napoleon's Legacy" where Napoleon was successful and he's playing an exiled Netherlands.>>82346404The schools aren't fun, you just have to read some book and memorize facts. Rarely anything practical, it sucks ):
>>82347276>But Star Trek also thinks that societies will work without currencies and that people will totally just work for prestige, doesn't it?that would b nice though, wouldn't it?>eugenicsso should anyone b sterilized then in ur opinion?>ez pz then.we should play eu4 sometime 2>Yeah, I walk them daily and my dog was originally a stray. He definitely loves being outdoors, loves to roll in the grass too.that's so cute! How old is he?>Victoria 2 multiplayer campaigns that he edits down for entertainment. His current series is for a mod called "Napoleon's Legacy" where Napoleon was successful and he's playing an exiled Netherlands.i seemight b interesting 2 check out, especially since eu5 is gonna b similar 2 vic in some ways
>>82347276>you just have to read some book and memorize facts. Rarely anything practicalI really didn't enjoy school until I got to university and I was more free to go at my own pace. But I think it's a necessary evil so you know how to be around people you really don't get along with.>>82346979>u got a tv?No, HKTV is a shopping service. >suspiciously i feel less and less sleepyI'm sorry for stealing your sleep energy.
taking it easy during my day offi don't remember my dream anymore, but i remember it was a good one at leasthad to do with cars or old acquaintances too... not suredo take care of yourselves out there, anonsi still believe in all of you, so keep going to the best of your ability, ok?>>82344310>what sort of work have i done?yes, if you did work before, that is
>>82340322>mayb animal anon and I can helpThe only way to git gud is by practicing>not at the moment noYou aren't a real gaymer...So many good games have been announced, my wishlist is huge>>82343270>It's a shame the Fox engine didn't get much useI wonder why... The answer though is probably "UEslop is cheaper to make">It's one of my favouritesDo you like stealth games or is it an exception?>>82344222>They basically are water bugsTrue, exoskeletons and all that>they are cuteWhat isn't cute for you...>>82344357>hardshipsThe hardships of knowing it wasn't gonna last forever...>Any place in particular that you really liked?As plain as it sounds I enjoyed my time at the river the most. I hate crowded places, and by crowded I mean even if there's like 5 peopleThere were heckin tourists everywhere, but at least when you're at a river you can just follow it until you've walked past everyone and enjoy some peace
>>82347925>The answer though is probably "UEslop is cheaper to make"Probably. I know the Fox Engine was notably difficult to work with so it only got used by MGS5, a spinoff, PT, and a few PES games. What a waste...>Do you like stealth games or is it an exception?It's the only stealth series I've played, unless you count Deus Ex. I should give more a try.
only slept for 6 hours last nighti'm unbearably sleepy
Luo Tianyi says: don't forget to take your medication :)(I know I will have to, I have 6 new meds to take now...)
someone to remind me to post art later, I've been drawing up a storm recently>>82343244meow, happy to help>>82344310>I hope u can relax this weekend and cheer up a little!Doing my best to... I slept 10 hours last night. Sleepypilled bedmaxxing !>>82344357>The fiercesome Yuyuko anon stalks the mangrove swamps looking for fish to snag up.Have you seen sea bunnies before ? They're some of my favorites, although I think they're a shell-less mollusk.
>>82347680>No, HKTV is a shopping service.how does it work?>I'm sorry for stealing your sleep energy.i wanna b sleepy again...>>82347682>yes, if you did work before, that isi have worked as a laundry worker b4. I also have worked in an ice cream factory>>82347925i suppose that's true....But someone else's perspective might help, yk?>You aren't a real gaymer...yeah... I'm a filthy casualwhat r u excited 4?>>82348493sleep sum moar then!>>82348528i did take my meds 2day, thank u 4 reminding!>>82348950>Doing my best to... I slept 10 hours last night. Sleepypilled bedmaxxing !u stole my sleepyness! I knew it!>someone to remind me to post art later, I've been drawing up a storm recentlywhat have u been drawing?
Time to have another snooze. Probably won't be up for too long.>>82349834>how does it work?It's like Amazon. Stores sign up to it and they act as a kind of distributor.>i wanna b sleepy again...Take a melatonin!
>>82345401>Did your friend win it big yetHe rinsed 60 dollars last night :c
>>82349834>sleep sum moar then!you know i work on weekends manwon't be ablento sleep until i get home tonight, assuming i don't pass out before then
>>82348322>notably difficult to work withWhere was the magic then? Performance?>unless you count Deus ExI've only played Human Revolution but it definitely had plenty of stealth>I should give more a trySplinter Cell used to be my favorite. Have yet to see any games like it for some reason>>82349834>someone else's perspective might help, yk?Am I gonna get dragged into a call where you two keep yapping about the game for hours..?>what r u excited 4?There's so many, to name a few from my wishlist that'll be released next month>Silent Hill f>Hollow Knight Silksong>Cronos New Dawn>Hell is Us>Dying Light The Beast>Metal Eden
>>82333338the most bestest of friends
I've been taking it raw. As in disassociating so hard that all objects are abscent of meaning and engaging in active self-oriented linguistics and subliminal programming, with the explicit goal to obliterate my personality and replace it with a new, improved one.I wish I just fucking took it easy.
I can't believe ceb went to japan and died to disease. May that baka rest in peace!
I love taking it easy, frens
Unfortunately I'm STILL a neet without neetbux, but the cats are doing fine and so is my momI desperately need a miracle in my life
>>82351509not that anon, but...>Splinter Cell used to be my favorite.nice, same here, but i only played up to convictioni should watch gameplays of the older titles and later on, if i get my hands on blacklist, try it out>>82353092be the miracle you need in your life
>>82353231>be the miracle you need in your lifeI can't, I'm already doing everything I can and all I can do, I'm taking care of both my mom and my cats, I'm taking care of of the house as well, but besides that there is nothing else I can do, and don't even think about suggesting I should go to another place because my mom needs me
>>82352493Fuck you for getting my hopes up
>>82353354>I'm already doing everything I can and all I can domeu irmao em cristo, procure por um concurso publico, seja estadual, federal ou municipal, se atente aos editais e estude bastante (muitas fontes de conhecimento na internet e o qconcursos custa uns 34 por mes), nem que seja para um cargo nivel mediofalta oportunidade so para quem nao tem conexoes e/ou quem nao se esforcagood luck, frenunfortunately that was not something i wanted to convey in english, but you can do itif i could pull it off, so can you
Personally taking it easy but feeling particularly empathetic towards all the lonely people of this board tonight
These threads are like a ray of hope in this doomed forum (and internet and life desu). I feel like if more people were like the easytakers we wouldn't have so much negativity nowadays. Even though sometimes we people may feel like we dont belong in this world or that there is no way for us to be happy in the future, we should remember that we are not the only people who may be feeling that way.By creating spaces like this, people can realize that they are not alone and it allows them to interact with others who may or have been in similar positions.A wise man once said: "The world won't change for the better unless we trust people. Trust is vital in a peaceful world. But that will never happen." (this was actually said in Ace Combat 0 lol). If people would be more welcoming and nice to others, both irl and online, I'd like to think that everyone would feel like they "fit in as they are" and those feelings of alienation wouldn't be as common.that way we would have more people interacting irl and discovering new things about themselves and the world. instead, we live in a world in which its really hard to truly connect with people, as everyone judges everyone for some dumb shit they saw on the internet. either you agree with my political stance or you are the enemy, if you are not a virgin you shouldnt post in r9k bc you cant understand me, if you are a woman either tits or gtfo... there is also the fact that many people won't hesitate to take advantage of you if you allow themi wished we were all more empathetic, but this world is a lost cause and i can only control how i react to it
>>82353939You seem like a good person
>>82354037Maybe, but I think a lot of it could be narcissism and savior complex. I have a soft spot for the nicer types of people that browse here, the ones that aren't supremely racist, homophobic, generally hateful, and I always wish I could just say magic words to them to help them out of their depression and loneliness. I've never been as lonely as many of the people here, but I have fallen through the cracks in society in a lot of others ways and I hate when people get left behind like that. I've met too many nice people from here or elsewhere that simply shoot themselves in the foot too much without realizing it or just need some people to give them a chance and they'd make great progress. social and otherwise, but unfortunately I can't save them by myself. And then they often become dependent and clingy, because I go so far out of my way for them sometimes, and I sometimes get accused of trying to get them hooked on me when I don't think it's the case at all. But I've been accused so many times that maybe there's truth to it, again possible savior complex/narcissism. I dunno. I'm a good bit drunk and feeling many emotions at the moment, so I'm blogging pretty aggressively.
>>82354021People don't have hope in empathy itself, I think. That being empathetic won't get them anywhere or anything, and as much faith I have in humanity, people do not do things when they think they will get nothing out of it. That something may not be a gf or whatever, it could just be self satisfaction, for instance. Knowing that yes, I potentially made someone's day a bit better and that's a good thing all around so I feel good for doing it, apparently does not come naturally to all, though I don't understand why not. I am a bit of a cripple and when I'm having particularly rough days, people can tell that I'm doing so bad that they offer me their seats if they're sitting somewhere like a waiting room, and I wish I could transplant that feeling that those people give me when they do that so everyone could see how much being a nice/good person. I have too much faith in others to believe that they would not want to spread that feeling if they could truly see it/believe in it. I don't know if this made much sense, again I drank a good bit tonight.
These threads were a ghost town not too long ago and now they're really active again. What's going on?
>>82354400Everyone became FRENS
>>82354400Satan posts most of the thread and talks to himself.
>>82354400AnimalGOD is back, the world must be healing. If LC returns I think we will see another boom as well. Though I'm starting to wonder where Randal anon ran off too.......
>>82354021>if more people were like the easytakers we wouldn't have so much negativity nowadays.hard to say... negativity and positivity need a balance, else they both lose meaning>Trust is vital in a peaceful world. But that will never happen.trust is not to be given or taken lightlyit is a treasure and must be treated as suchi agree that we need peace, but "never" is a long, long time... who knows what might happen in the near infinity>i wished we were all more empatheticyou stopped wishing?>this world is a lost causeon the contrary, the world is what we make of itwe can all influence the world to some extent, but we can create our own bubbles around ourselves and make something great out of itand if we expand this bubble to include others who'll maintain and expand it as well... we might see something really good coming up toodon't lose hope, anonchange always ripples outward, and it starts with you>>82354400do we have to wonder about that? does it even matter?better to just enjoy the upticks, i'd say
Guys I just ate some mediocre pork belly and my stomach hurts so much now... :c
>>82354797my tummy hurted too desu but idk what caused it :(what was wrong with the pork belly?
>>82354835I don't think it was done well enough... also it set the fire alarm off but none of it was crispy ;-;
>>82355015Sounds like you need lower heat, I think? I'm no chef, but I would imagine too high of heat would cause the outside to set the fire alarm off while not cooking thoroughly.
I love anime girls more compared to real girls sometimes.
>>82355034I'll try that next time I have the chance to cook, but the other people I am living with will have the rest because they seem to like it :p
>>82350373i seecan u buy anything there?>Take a melatonin!I will probably get addicted...what r ur plans 4 2day eiki?>>82351053sleep sum moar after work then!>>82351509>Am I gonna get dragged into a call where you two keep yapping about the game for hours..?sounds like a good time, no?>There's so many, to name a few from my wishlist that'll be released next monthseem 2 b sp titles...which one r u excited 4 the most?>>82351634who is ur best fren?>>82351654what sort of personality r u gonna get?>>82354021i'm glad i give u some hope, anon!Have u been taking it easy?>>82354797maybe u should've cooked it...
>>82351509>Where was the magic then? Performance?Yeah, they somehow had TPP running on a PS3 and I was able to play it on max settings with my 1060. There was some black magic going on there.>I've only played Human Revolution but it definitely had plenty of stealthI need to play HR. Deus Ex had a bunch of it and most builds pushed you towards it.>Have yet to see any games like it for some reasonI might be misremembering but I think some of the older Rainbow Six games might be like it.>>82351654I wish you luck in taking it easy!>>82354797Hopefully you don't get too sick from that. Food poisoning sucks.
>>82355394>what sort of personality r u gonna get?A feminine and funny oneretaining my cybersecurity skills though
>>82355409what's wrong with ur current one?
>>82355394>I will probably get addicted...They're not addictive. At least I don't think they are.>what r ur plans 4 2day eiki?More snoozing and hosting the movie night. Not sure what to put on. Maybe the old Street Fighter movie with Raul Julia.
I'm so bored I don't know what to do with myself, I'm just sitting here hitting f5.
i'm leaving phil, i'm leaving nowi'm going to escape but you won't know howor where to find me when im goneill drink myself to death inside this prison cell
>>82356226>not addictiveEveryrhings addictive, eikk>movieWhat about the lego batman movie?>>82356272What do u usually do 4 fun?>>82356426Is this song?
Do these threads have enough lore and history to make one of those iceberg charts? Could be cool to see what obscure shit the oldfags would put on there towards the bottom.
>>82356708Only lurker chan and maybe koishi could sayBaka's memory is very poor
I didn't drink too much last night! I took it easy!
Barely easy taking>>82356708God I wish, I'm a sucker for these icebergs.
>>82356708>Do these threads have enough lore and history to make one of those iceberg charts?Probably. These threads have been around for well over a year now and the lore goes even deeper than you can imagine, and I say that without a hint of irony.
hello, how has everyone been? i've had a rough 2 weeks but alas i survived. so far. i hope you guys don't hate me for disappearing once again. did anything cool happen while i was gone? other than animal anon returning that is!>>82356708oh anon there's definitely enough lore to make one of those... at least enough to start the plot of some book or something.
>>82351741>I can't believe ceb went to japan and died>>82353037
>>82353231>but i only played up to convictionSame. My favorite was Pandora TomorrowThey simplified the gameplay way too much after Double Agent, ensloppified for the 360 era...>>82355394>sounds like a good time, no?Nyo>seem 2 b sp titles...Obviously. Most mpslop is generally bad, toxic and predatory>which one r u excited 4 the most?I'm too skeptic nowadays to say for sure, I just wishlist stuff and hope for positive reviewsThere's one game that got me kinda excited though, called ILL. The CG artist behind it is great and unhingedThere's also the Hellraiser game, the uncensored trailer was nice>>82355406I do remember that one running smoothly on my old computer too. Ever played The Witcher 3 though?>older Rainbow Six gamesAnother series by Tom Clancy... I remember playing a bunch, was pretty good, but totally different>>82354021You sound leftistJokes aside, humanity has always been like this, there was never any hope to begin with. What you see on one of the last remaining bastions of the old internet is a place that was once free of cancer because it was only used by people who had any sense of self-awareness, but that is now infected thanks to big corpos making it accessible to everyone. This might change soon though, because it turns out that allowing people to speak freely on the internet is too big of a threat to governments. Even this website has recently filed a lawsuit against the UK circus for excessive buffoonery, so enjoy while it lasts.>>82357314I've been lurking your threads (very sparingly) and happened to read that you left these threads because everyone you liked talking to had left. Who were those anons, if you don't mind me asking?
>>82357314Hi again, Tao. Where you been?
>>82357500>I've been lurking your threadsi had a feeling i was being watched... i didn't say everyone, i said most. and besides, it was a lie. anyhow i was referencing helldiver anon, kotone anon, animal anon, and yuyu. i left because i needed a break from here to deal with fuckery going on in my head.>>82357511hello randal! mostly in my own head, and around the board. though i always end up coming back here anyways. how are you doing? i remember you went to the hospital for something shortly before i left. or perhaps im misremembering
I missed my delivery because I was napping again. Usually they leave everything at the door but I guess the delivery guy today was a real stickler.>>82356705>Everyrhings addictive, eikkTo an extent, I suppose. Although I don't think it's chemically addictive in the same way something like nicotine is.>What about the lego batman movie?Maybe next week. I assumed Hu Tao wasn't going to show up again so I didn't download it.>>82357314>did anything cool happen while i was gone?Not really, no.>>82357500>Ever played The Witcher 3 though?I've not but I remember it being really popular at the time.>Another series by Tom Clancy...Have you ever seen a picture of him? He didn't look how I expected.
>>82357314You really can't help but come back here every time and be an annoyance to everyone, can you eh?
>>82357952>Maybe next weekthank you for not watching it without me, i'd be really happy to watch it next week with everyone! if that's okay with you. this whole afternoon im going to be busy so i wouldn't have been able to attend anyways. >Not really, no....anything uncool, then? help me out here. also i have been convinced by guya to try fortnite again and i must say i found the idea of kylo ren singing a miku song rather exhilarating>>82358096indeed! it's what i do best.
Studying Coding and taking it easy
>>82357786>it was a lie.Oh...
>>82333338I just got out of the only relationship I've ever been in (she was a BPDemon) and I have now concluded being in a relationship is literally just gambling your time, money, and energy on some stupid bullshit that isn't guaranteed to work in the long run. Hookers only from now on.
taking it easy on a day off againtoday i dreamed i had a girl sit on my lap, me resting my head on her chest while we hug each other and just stay there blissfullyone of my many romantic fantasies came to haunt me that day, but it was strangely sweet too, like (re?)visiting a (future?) memorytoday i want to get some grilled salmon for lunch, and so i shallbut first, to call my relatives... if they reply to my messages, lolyou guys take care out there, and have a hearty lunch today tooit's sunday after all, gotta treat yourselves to something nicei'll be glad to hear what you guys did if you want to share>>82357500>They simplified the gameplay way too much after Double Agenttrue, i felt it was so much easier to play conviction than the others, for some reasoni didn't pay enough attention to things back then to tell what caused this, but now that you mention it...in conviction, what really kept me hooked was the story, cause the gameplay was stealth mixed with... something elsei remember i could go in guns blazing if i wanted to without making things too hard on myself, so i was like, where's the stealth?did you play blacklist yet? if so, what's it like?>>82356745>drinking... uhoh.again... take better care of yourself, for fuck's sake.i am NOT about to go through this again, goddammit.>>82357314>alas i survived.more like hooraygood job, i knew you could pull it offhere's to better times, pic definitely not related :^)
Movie night in maybe 20 minutes. It's the Street Fighter movie from 1994. It's not very good but Raul Julia's performance makes it worth a watch.Same place as usual (cytube) /r/TIEMovieNight
>>82358138I wasn't trying to be funny, shithead, go crawl back in the hole you came from. We don't need your incessant whining here.
>>82358746Funny how you whine so much about "whining".
>>82358746>we>implying anyone else is bothered by one of the nicest posters in this threadman... some people are really clueless and stuck up, huh?thanks for the kek
>>82358756Take the amount of times I've "whined" and compare to his amount, plus the shit threads he spams.>>82358778I'm not the only one, everyone else is just too much of a pussy to even say anything.>nicestlol
>>82358645>take better care of yourselfDrinking is fun, though!! I don't have many outlets for fun. It also moderately helps with all the physical pain, at least for a while. I don't think twice a week is THAT bad, is it? Genuinely asking and not playing coy
>>82358825>I'm not the only one, everyone else is justlol, lmao evenyou're one of those types eh? just take it easy, dudeno need to express your dislike for a person if they're not in your face, just ignore them>>82358941twice a week is fine, i supposei'm just sick of running into drunkards that make me worry more than i shouldand drinking is NOT fun, i tried it and could never find enjoyment in feeling awful
>>82358976I have a really good tolerance, and I'm a VERY happy, silly drunk. One time I cried tears of joy from eating a pizza because I thought it tasted so good. It's like all my joy comes back to me and everything is funny, happy time where I laugh at everything. I do admittedly get really loud and obnoxious in that sense, but I think a lot of it is because my drinking buddy (who pays for almost all my drinks too) thinks it's funny. I dunno, I've ONLY had good times drinking, but I still don't recommend it to anyone! It's definitely not good for my liver, I just need at least a day in the week to let loose and remember what it's like to have fun and not lay in bed in pain all sad and depressed.The goal is to stop drinking once we can get all my chronic pain and stuff under control, but that's seeming pretty impossible.I'll be okay!! (I'm coping)
>>82359026sigh, and that's the most dangerous kind of drunk, the happy onecan't you just get the same effect from a little alcohol without actually getting drunk? like just a cup of winethe goal should be to stop drinking now so that you won't have something else on your hands once you get your pain under controla shot of sake or a cup of wine per day is fine, getting wasted once or twice a week is kinda fine (could be worse i guess), but yeahit's not worth if it causes more problems down the line than they solve now
>>82359718>the goal should be to stop drinking now so that you won't have something else on your hands once you get your pain under controlThat sounds smarter...I just don't know how to mentally cope without the forget-my-problems juice. Money troubles, pain, housing worries, everything goes away when I'm being silly drunk
>>82333338I'm sitting in a gas station, and dare I say it, taking it easy.
>>82358576i don't think i explained myself properly cause im a retard but i didn't lie about liking those anons>>82358645>today i dreamedseems like a nice dream honestly. i guess it must be bittersweet once you wake up though. have a good sunday anon!>good jobthank you, i really hope your picrel doesn't end up being accurate...>>82359782>forget-my-problems juicei am getting worryingly more acquainted with that and as much as i despise the taste of alcohol it's the only thing that keeps my head calmthough like the other anon said, are you sure that just being tipsy isn't enough? for me it is. perhaps next time you drink you could try getting only tipsy and see how it feels>>82359810you should get a gas station burger anon
>>82359782>everything goes away when I'm being silly drunkit's a snowball, it only grows bigger over time and you're adding to your problems, not making them go awaymoney troubles? if i managed to live under my relatives' roof with only half a min wage payout a month (and they only got me power, internet, water and housing, rest was on me), you can make it as welli can offer some advice if you'd like, and so can others herepain? you seem on the way to getting that fixed up, from what you told me, or at least getting it dialed downhealth is your #1 priority so do what it takes to improve it, drinking will not do thathousing? same as money, we can find a way, we definitely willother problems? much the same, we can look into things and think up some steps for you to follow over timedrinking is not the way out, you're digging yourself into a deeper spot insteadhere and again is ok as i said, but if you make a habit out of it, then you won't look for permanent solutions and spiral
>>82359879>you should get a gas station burger anonGot a gas station snack wrap instead :)
>>82356745that's gud!How r u taking it ez?>>82356748hey there, randalwhat up?>>82357314hello hutao-anon!good day, I hope!>>82357500y not? Wouldn't u like 2 spend time with 2 frens?>Obviously. Most mpslop is generally bad, toxic and predatorysurely there's some nice mpslop out there...>There's one game that got me kinda excited though, called ILL. The CG artist behind it is great and unhinged>There's also the Hellraiser game, the uncensored trailer was nicewut r they about?>>82357952what delivery did u miss?>To an extent, I suppose. Although I don't think it's chemically addictive in the same way something like nicotine is.i suppose that's true...>Maybe next week. I assumed Hu Tao wasn't going to show up again so I didn't download it.U should always expect the unexpected!>>82358332that's nice>>82358603were u ever in a relationship with a non BPDemon?
>>82360287No sir this is the only relationship I've ever been in (I don't think it counts as a relationship desu if she was just using me)
>>82359879>it must be bittersweet once you wake upusually more on the sweet side, but today it was more on the bitter sideit was quite short and i wanted more, but since i'm on my own, that didn't happen>i really hope your picrel doesn't end up being accurate...kek, nah don't worry about itjust a prank :^)
>>82359879>are you sure that just being tipsy isn't enough?I will give it a shot (heh) It's like I know I am doing wrong but I'm convincing myself I'm not! Cognitive dissonance...>>82359952I have pretty crippling arthritis that affects everywhere in my whole body. My worst days look like me laying in bed barely able to hold my phone. Average day is struggling to walk for10 mins or sit for an hour. My hands have so much irreversible joint damage that a good number of my fingers don't move a significant portion and things like typing have gotten really hard. I feel like at this point, if I can't even sit and use my hands, there's not going to be many jobs left for me, because walking is out of the question completely. I get so worked up walking for 10 minutes that I stop hearing the world around me and everything becomes a blur of "HURRY THE FUCK UP AND SIT DOWN" and I can't even communicate to others coherently because the pain is just that overwhelming. Not to mention stiffness, where literally my joints just physically cannot bend when they're bad to begin withSo I'm trying to apply for disability, but this is merica, where fuck you! None of my doctors will talk about disability with me or help me with the process, or do the things the lawyers are asking me to get done. It's been almost 2 years since I applied and now I have to see a judge. I go to the doctors regularly as I should, and I have an appointment with the Rheumatologist soon, who's the big important one for me, so I'm going to try and kick and scream until something gets done because this life is just not liveable sometimes. I've had days where I end up peeing myself because I'm too busy struggling to even stand on my legs to get to the bathroom. It's really bad. So I'm doing what I think I can do, and I really don't know what else I CAN do. I don't want to be defeatist, that's not really my style, it's mostly a lack of creativity, I think. Or a genuine lack of options.
>>82360287>How r u taking it ez?Right now I am not taking it easy so much, but I am trying to learn how to take it easier! I've noticed I'm not so good at taking it easy, so I'm going to train!>>82359952Drinking also does not help my health, yeah... I am honestly a little afraid my drinking buddy will stop being so generous with me if I stop being super fun to hang out with by drinking and being silly style. He is often how I get food and solve problems around the house. He makes some decent dough so he doesn't really need all the excess. Plus he's kinda dumb in the sense that it would go to vtubers if not to me... So it's a little complicated, but health is priority anyway, I suppose... I'm just scared I won't have him to lean on as much if he grows bored of me.
>>82358138>...anything uncool, then? help me out here.I bought a very small vacuum.OP has spent far too much money on Fortnite skins already we shouldn't encourage him.>>82358603Sorry that happened. Think of it like burning your hand on the stove, it probably won't happen again now.>>82360287>what delivery did u miss?The water filter. I'm sure I've had more expensive stuff left at the door without issue. I should be awake for it tomorrow.>>82360643That sounds awful. I hope you can somehow find a way to live that isn't too obstructive one day.
>>82360643>crippling arthritisthat's terrible, i can't even begin to imagine ityeah you really have to see a judge if the dumbfuck doctors are choosing to ignore the problem in front of them, what the fuckthat's pretty inhumane, what a bunch of cunts>I'm doing what I think I can do, and I really don't know what else I CAN do.i admire you for trying, and i'm sure we can find other ways of dealing with more specific problemsif you ever throw me a bone i'm sure i'll think something up and you can see if you can make it happen>>82360685>a little afraid my drinking buddy will stop being so generous with me if I stop being super fun to hang out with by drinking and being sillywhy not have a heart to heart with him about this?i'm not asking you to stop drinking either, once or twice a week is fine as i said, moderation is key after allbut in the long run you have a good chance of spiralling into the drinks as a way of escaping your problems, you'll always be tempted to drink more and more often and it'll only get worse from therebut talk to him about it, it's a serious health risk and you already have plenty on your platei get how it is, to be afraid your supporters won't help you out forever, but i'm sure you two can work something outthe only way of erasing insecurities and fears is to face themstay strong, anoni admire your strength already, it takes a lot to not be crushed under that kind of weight and you're already pulling it offbetter days will come, and we'll make sure of it, won't we?
>>82357786There's several ways I could interpret your post but I won't pry. Enjoy your stay, I suppose>>82357952>I remember it being really popular at the timeProbably the sp game I got invested in the most in my whole life. It looked amazing and ran pretty well even on a 1060>He didn't look how I expectedWere you expecting a Sam Fisher?>>82358645>the gameplay was stealth mixed with... something elseCover shooter, like any other 3rd person shooter that came out during that era, probably inspired by Gears of War>did you play blacklist yet?I assumed anything that came after Conviction was slop so I haven't, but maybe I should give it a try sometime>>82360287>spend time with 2 frens?Not my thing>nice mpslopWhat do you usually play?>wut r they about?Gore and spooky monstersILL looks like an RE clone, not sure about Hellraiser yet>>82360643Jesus, you're fucked up. Best of luck, anon...
>>82360209yum! ...im not sure what a snack wrap is.>>82360287hello. mid day at best >>82360643>Cognitive dissonance...my second name... lemme know how it goes if you do. also i read the rest of your post, and, i hope you can get your disability soon anon. the situation your in sounds really awful, i'm sorry. i'd give you a hug but, i guess it might also hurt you... so ganbare! i admire your determination to try everything you can despite the circumstances. i root for you anone!>>82360802>I bought a very small vacuum.is it comedically small and makes a funny noise?>spoileri have witnessed, yes... though i wouldn't mind playing a miku song with you guys. as long as you use the dumbest skins you have.>>82360843go on, spew it out, everyone hates me already anyway.
>>82360936>everyone hates me alreadyfucking snap out of it already for fuck's sakeAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAthere's nothing that even fucking hints at us here hating you, save for one or two faggots, and so fucking what?we can't please everyone but you've always been welcome here, you have people who talk with you, who enjoy it even, who miss you when you're gone, who are glad to see you're doing betterdon't write yourself off like that, you absolute fucking buffooni won't stand for you mistreating yourself like that, so fucking GET IT TOGETHER already, goddammitreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>82361032i was just kidding anon... but uhm thank you!
>>82360936>spew it outHow about we just take it easy...
>>82359879>i don't think i explained myself properly cause im a retard but i didn't lie about liking those anonsI understood you correctly I think, I was just surprised a bit that you lied about the reason for not posting here, I guess
>>82360685>Right now I am not taking it easy so much, but I am trying to learn how to take it easier! I've noticed I'm not so good at taking it easy, so I'm going to train!that's a gud mindset 2 have!What's preventing u from taking it easy? Medical issues?>>82360386mayhap a non bpdemon would b better?>>82358645>you guys take care out there, and have a hearty lunch today tooI ate a pidser 2day!An interesting dream... Hopefully it is the future ur seeing!>>82360936>hello. mid day at bestmid ain't to bad is it?what did u think about the anime i recommended u?>>82360843>Not my thingaww :(>What do you usually play?What do you usually play?I played a lot of frenslop and co op gameslike vermintide>ILL looks like an RE clone, not sure about Hellraiser yetinterestingwhat do u like about RE games the most?>>82360802>The water filter. I'm sure I've had more expensive stuff left at the door without issue. I should be awake for it tomorrow.what happens if u miss it?
>>82333338My computer died now I am phone posting...
>>82360843>Probably the sp game I got invested in the most in my whole life.I'll have to give it a look. I'm hesitant to play anything really long but if I like it enough I can usually finish it.>Were you expecting a Sam Fisher?Something like that. In hindsight it shouldn't be surprising that a guy who writes a lot of books looks like that.>>82360936>is it comedically small and makes a funny noise?It's about 16x16cm. But it's a full power vacuum. The only problem is the battery takes like 6 hours to charge.>though i wouldn't mind playing a miku song with you guysFortnite Festival is fun, I'm glad I tried it out after putting it off for god knows how many years. I'm in the top 500 for the bass/vocals tracks in some songs.>>82361597>what happens if u miss it?It should just get delivered again tomorrow.
>>82360815>doctorsWell, they aren't all bad. They're going above and beyond to try and help me with new medications, cutting edge medical AI tests to see what medications would work, like they are treating my symptoms as best they can. Just for some reason they specifically don't want to deal with disability. It's very odd.I will still try to cut down the drinking! I threw up for the first time ever from drinking just this wednesday I think it was? And while I posted about it and found it funny, it was also kinda scary. Like damn... I drank a lot...I KNOW alcohol can make my inflammation worse though, so it is objectively a bad decision, it's mostly just I'm struggling to cope with the mental fight. I'm also bipolar, which doesn't help! Though that's mostly taken care of through meds and therapy.>>82360843>>82360936Thank you, anons. I'll be fighting, giving it my all!! Wait, that's not taking it easy...>>82361597Yeah, long story short, crippling arthritis. It's hard to exist. Also I feel like complaining about my issues is not taking it easy! I've been a little more outwardly emotional lately, I wonder why...
>>82361469sure. but if the thing bothers you, you can always send me a msg. i don't mind explaining.>>82361578i just really don't want to carry problems over to my own threads, and i'd rather not talk about them at all here, honestly.>>82361597>mid ain't to bad is it?i guess so! how was yours?>what did u think about the anime i recommended u?i've only read the plot so far, it seems like your average slice of life but hyperfocused on a specific topic. i'll wait until all the episodes are out before i'll start watching it though>>82361654rest in peace anon's computer.>>82361666satan trips checked>It's about 16x16cmoh, it is quite small then. small vacuum for a small apartment, makes sense! i wanna get one of those hand vacuums too so that i can clean my thingies. also how the hell does it take 6 hours to charge something so little.>how many yearsi thought it was something brand new...>spoilerwell well well all those years of rhythm games paying off! i am pretty good myself, if i do say so. not top 500 good, though.>>82361877>Wait, that's not taking it easy...you're doing it so that then you can take it easy! so it's okay!
>>82361654You want any help troubleshooting?
>>82362033My PC is currently at the shop, I have been out of a PC for about a week really. I won't get a call from them til Tuesday.It would turn on but a few seconds later it would shut off. PC isn't that old really other than one of the components: Power supply I had it for about ten years now.
>>82362092Oh, okay, shop will definitely handle it, power supply sounding like a highly probable cause.I'd die without a PC for that long...
>>82361963>i just really don't want to carry problems over to my own threads, and i'd rather not talk about them at all here, honestly.I see, that explains it. Sorry if I put you in an uncomfortable situation by asking.
>>82362106I bought a replacement power supply for it. I did take it to the shop last week. And yeah it does suck to not be on my PC playing game or having video or music playing in the background.
>>82361096good.i'll be here to belt you as many times as it takes should you relapse, that shit is highly destructivewe can defend ourselves from the outside, but our defenses crumble against ourselvesstay safe out there, anoni'll always believe in you>>82361597>pidsera spider? what's that?and do you have pictures?>the futurei wish, but mayberemember the other day i dreamed about some celebration with my boss?turns out the following day, i was told he'd be going out with his wife and the folks from the homologation to some beach near here, i was invited but i turned it down, didn't feel like going out much this weekendso that was more or less a future sight>>82361877>Just for some reason they specifically don't want to deal with disability.a wild guess is that they want you to keep coming back so they treat the symptoms, just to say they're not doing anythingunless you're also treating the root cause, i don't buy that story that they're going above and beyond to try and help>Like damn... I drank a lot...temperance, anondrinking once or twice a week doesn't mean drinking yourself under the fucking tableit means getting a buzz and being a merry go lucky creature like you claim to be when drunk>mostly just I'm struggling to cope with the mental fight.yeah, that's definitely a lot to take in, but all i can say is what you already know, that this isn't the way to go about itis there something you enjoy doing that doesn't involve moving? like maybe watching something or listening to music or talking (although that requires you to move your jaw which i'm not sure helps so much)
>>82362376 (me)ah yeah on that note, i went to the beachside on a bike todaythis was my view as i sat down on a pier and watched the oceani never realized the ocean was so breezy, lol
>>82361654how long will it take 2 fix it?>>82361666>It should just get delivered again tomorrow.don't miss it then!>>82361877that sounds awfulis there any way to treat it?>>82361963>i guess so! how was yours?it was so so....at least i got 2 eat a pidser 2day!>>82361963>i've only read the plot so far, it seems like your average slice of life but hyperfocused on a specific topic. i'll wait until all the episodes are out before i'll start watching it thoughit sounds similar 2 bocchi the rock so i think u will enjoy it!>>82362376>a spider? what's that?pizza>>82362376>i was invited but i turned it downyou can't go around changing future events like that!Ur actions on the timeline will have consequences...
>>82362908I'm on a bunch of drugs, like $20k per months worth. Thank you, medicaid... And with them I am at least able to push myself to get to my appointments and stuff, but they usually take the energy out of me for the rest of the day. Before all the meds, I couldn't even wrap my hands around the steering wheel, for instance. It was like I was turning petrified!>>82362417Does it smell good? I haven't been near the ocean in so long, but I feel like the ocean breeze smelled nice...>>82362376Well, actually, I suppose they are treating the root cause and NOTHING else, is how I should have said it. They refuse to give me anything for pain, they refuse to work with me on disability, they really are dragging their legs on my secondary meds (the main ones are expensive, active biologic shots, which we finally found one that does SOMETHING at least, but we're wondering if it's not good enough still...)There's a lot more they could do technically, I suppose... But I feel like they dropped everything they were doing once they saw me at first. But maybe now it's not as true that they're doing their best.>is there something you enjoy doing that doesn't involve moving?I love to sing! I can't do it all the time, and surprisingly it's pretty draining, at least for someone weak in the bones like me. I actually have a lot of hobbies/interests that I can still access, it's just that I can only do them for maybe an hour and then I'm pooped. I actually got pic related for its drum pads, so I could learn to "play drums" on them, because the real drums would kill me in 2 minutes. They actually sound pretty realistic with the right program! Like one of those standard electronic drum kits, you know?
>>82362908I should be getting a call from the shop on Tuesday. >>82361963It would turn on but shut off a few seconds after I turn it on. I would have to unplug it and plug it back in to turn it back on.
>>82333338doing well , finna play fortnite with my gf today. perhaps some minecraft later.having a gf who lives nearby is OP, murica.
>>82363725How do you play fortnite when 11 year olds insta build towers in front of you and snipe you from across the map?!
>>82363002r u able 2 do the things u like doing?What do u enjoy doing?>>82363027>I should be getting a call from the shop on Tuesday.well at least it's quick!>>82363725i am still in disbelief that eiki has conviced me 2 play that game...
>>82364317skill issue desu yo
>>82365069>r u able 2 do the things u like doing?Kinda. Some days I can play video for like an hour before I start taking breaks. Sometimes even just having my hand in the mouse position messes me up. So it really just depends on the day.I'm very music oriented, I like to listen in general of course, DJ, play my goofy little drum machine I posted previously, but most of all sing. Add vidya and that's basically my life. Luckily these all can be done sitting down, so I have a chance to do them a lot of the time. When I don't even have the ability to sit upright, I watch movies and youtube and stuff. Better than just laying there staring at 4 walls. I am mostly limited in how long I can do things, it's an endurance issue mostly.
>>82364317builders are always the worst at gunplay, not hard to weed them out with a shotgun
thats deep
>>82365307Like my bhole
hi anons i am not taking it easy, colleg start soona nd im stressed, and i also injured my shoulder :( i should have better posture and stuff. im really tired today...also>fortnitei feel left out but also i dont feel THAT left out because someone invited me to play it before and i refused them. oh well i guess
taking it easy? more like doing nothing about anything
The e-girls bought the Hobonichi cover I wanted and now it's sold out... Oh well. I got the other one I wanted. It's my fault for sleeping through the alarm I set.>>82361963>how the hell does it take 6 hours to charge something so little.It's a powerful vacuum. It would take less to charge but I have to use a crappy charger from AliExpress instead of the fast one because it's not rated for the mains here.>>82362908>don't miss it then!This time they just left it at the door...I know they aren't supposed to but it's not like packages get stolen here.>>82363725Do you play Festival with her?>>82365069>spoilerI'm sorry.>>82365316Try to take it one day at a time, anon. Also read the course syllabus and grading rubric. Knowing what they want should remove a lot of the stress.>i feel left outI dismissed it for years until I was really stressed one day and needed a big, novel distraction. Now I feel silly for judging a book by its cover... And missing out on a bunch of skins I like the look of.
>>82362908I'm in this picture, you just cannot see me because I am underwater.>>82349834>u stole my sleepyness! I knew it!eeee.... I am so sorry guya ! I think you took some of it back today anyway>what have u been drawing?A lot of my original character. But, I haven't finished any drawings that I like enough to share yet, so here's a me instead. Have I shared this art before ? I can't remember, but I made it when I was in the hospital.>>82365316I'm sorry about your back and shoulder anon. Maybe you should do some stretches ! My life's work requires sitting looking down for long periods of time, and I end up with awful posture, so I stretch incrementally to help myself stay comfortable !>>82357786>yuyuI'll always be here, hu tao. I am sorry I can't be as good as you want me to be.
I tagged the wrong... whatever myehhh>>82362417this picture, I am in this picture ! Because I am a fish ! Or a whale ! uwahhh !!!
>>82366072>drawing an OCCreatives are so cool, I wish I had more originality
im good. im sorta doing some writing today. its going slow but creatively fulfilling>>82365844reminds me of this
>>82366005>Try to take it one day at a time, anon.i will do my best but i will probably burn out again... i had a hard time last year and this time the courses are even harder. thanx 4 tips.>>82366072beautiful drawing, i admire your skill. i would love to see more of your drawings!!!>Maybe you should do some stretches !yes, i need to remind myself to get up from the seat and move around and take breaks FREQUENTLY (every 20 minutes). tbdesu the more breaks the better, i think my brain work better when i do more breaks>>82366152>picrelliterally me.
