>Be almost 30 >Never had a girlfriend, never had my first kiss, never hold hands with a girl>Have a twin brother who is more charismatic and not as autistic as me>We both made dating profiles at the same time>He is chatting with 7 girls, went on 3 dates this month>I have 0 matches and the only people who match with me are bots and cat fishers. >Both me and my brother work at the same job. Everyone loves talking to him while everyone ignores me>I dont blame them as I am artistically quiet and reserved. >Went to the mall and saw a bunch of young couples. Seeing something that I never experience makes me more depressed>Still live with my parents. One is an overprotective mother who doesn't want me staying out at night>too autistic and shy to bars or clubs by myselfI always thought I will get a girlfriend by now but I doubt I will get one anytime soon. How do I cope wirh being lonely besides playing vidya and jerking off
>>82356698Maybe it's just not meant to be, anon
>>82356698>Still live with my parents>overprotective mother who doesn't want me staying out at nightDoes your brother live at home too? If not, why don't you ask if you could move in with him? Shadow his every move, try to figure out what the real difference is between you two. If you're identical twins, then you should look the same more or less. That's the first thing people notice about you, your appearance. Second is your demeanor and personality.Shadow him, and then take his place. If that fails, then at least you have a place to mooch off of.
>>82356698Kill your brother and pretend you're him
>>82356752He actually lives with us too. I wish we can afford our own place but our salary is pretty shitty and our parents are getting up in age so they need us to help them around the house.> you're identical twins, then you should look the same more or less.We are fraternal but people think we are identical. Although I am 30 pounds heavier than him.Personality wise, he is definitely a lot more chipper. Always smiling. I am cursed with "dead-inside eyes"
>>82356698>How do I cope wirh being lonely besides playing vidya and jerking offI haven't had a friend in the relationship in about 15 years. Personally it's never really bothered me. I started looking back recently wondering why my life was so peaceful and why I was so happy and then I realized that I cut the majority of my problems out AKA people.Vidya and jerking are really all you needThen again I've never really felt the whole loneliness feeling. I've always preferred being alone personally. Apparently it's a symptom of being schizoid. Not trying to sound like Billy badass over here or anything like that. That's clearly not healthy that it doesn't bother me but I don't care. I can't wait to retire because all I'm going to do is play video games and never leave my house but unfortunately I'm a wagie til then.Do you have any ambitions like traveling or vacation? Those things have never interest me personally
>>82356835>in the relationshipOr a relationship sorry typo
>>82356798Then how is it that he's going on dates, while mummy forbids you from going out late at night?
>>82356698I just realized that the picture is a feminine version of Ryan gosling from blade runner 2077. I fucking love that movie
>82356698One must get fully Black Pilled and accept that no foid will choose you. Then enjoy the relative freedom of solitude.That's what I do; but I still wish I could have sex, even though relationships are hell and unattainable for autists..
>>82356889They don't forbid me to go on dates. My brother is more lucky with girls than I am on dating apps. They just dont like me going to bars.
>>82356698>overprotective mother who doesn't want me staying out at night>Never had a girlfriend, never had my first kiss, never hold hands with a girlMany such cases. I bet you were called "mature for your age" as a kid too.
>>82357428Then go to parties. You should be at parties as much as possible.
Do you talk to women? This is very important Anon.
>>82356698How to cope with Loneliness Give up stop hoping for a better future you tried and failed you can't do anymore just sit do your favorite drug and ignore the world you will never be happy with yourself or be content but you will ingroe everything until you die
>>82356769> How to cope with LonelinessBideo games, anime, music, impulsive trips or simple long walks around your placeI kinda understand you, living in the shadow of my more successful brother myself. It's just life. Never compare him to yourself, be happy for him, just focus on saving your soul and collect your copes.
