I was reading another thread and realized I am almost 30 years old, and I am in the exact same place mentally as when I was 15. I just figured if I want friends I can just hop on a video game like I did when I was 15 and make them, but im not 15. I would literally be a pedophile creep now doing that. At my age, I should somewhat have my life together, already have adult friends, and then I make more friends from my other friends. Idk why this realization hit so hard.
>>82384310At 15 I think I just kind of gave up. I never really grew up fully.
>>82384310>I would literally be a pedophile creep now doing thatWhat games are you intending to do this on where no adults willing to make friends exist
>>82384310Yeah whats the point of getting up when theres no hot girls around us. What a joke planet this is. I wouldnt feel bad if everyone died and all the work that went into building stuff was destroyed forever.
>>82384310I'm not much different from my 9th grade self either. I mean, I do feel a little more mature and knowledgeable about the world. But I still feel fundamentally disillusioned with life like I did then
