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>>82409973
>finally friday, although i wish i could make my body sleep more on weekdays instead of waking up after 6 hours of sleep every time... it's some sort of mental problem (light stress or smth) because i was doing fine in holidays so at least i know i don't have any sort of illness. we'll see if it gets better, i think i can get more motivated if i end up doing more interesting stuff.
sometimes i wish i wasn't this sleepy. I waste a lot of time sleeping. But sleeping is also so comfy so is it really time wasted?
>>82409815
>no, but i never get to see any of it
ur place is pretty 2 anon!
>eh... we'll see how it goes...
i'm rooting 4 u! Ganbare!
>>82410346
u should try 2. It's unhealthy 2 stay awake 4 that long
>A price much too high... If I drip one drop of sweat, I am ready to jump in the shower!
yeah
it is quite refreshing
how was ur day karen anon?
>>82410754
r u the anon who made food earlier?
>>82412249
what will u study, 'non?
>>82412584
what do u usually do on fridays, anon?

>>82413878
good morning i sure hope i dont have to metaphorically disembowel anyone today.

>more blogspam
ffs mods

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>>82413883
also meant 4
>>82408449

>>82413898
hello!
y would u disembowel anyone?

>>82413922
because they're mean and have pain in their guts so i have to take out their guts and pick shards of broken glass and twisted metal out of their intestines so they stop puking blood at me

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>>82413988
does that happen often?
>>82414046
y anon?

>>82414089
Oh of course!! I have to rip out their intestines and slam them back into their chests and tell them to get the fuck out of my hospital!!!

These threads are the only thing keeping me alive

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>>82414111
R u a surgeon or smth?
>>82414197
How has ur day been anon?

>>82414263
>R u a surgeon or smth?
YOU COULD SAY THAT I PERFORM INVASIVE PROCEDURES WITH HIGH RATES OF SUCCESS

>>82413878
I'm tired. Had a long day. Going to have another tomorrow. I feel like I am alienated, and wish to be a part of society. I have no social groups nor compatriots with which to anchor me. I am now deeply cynical of any feminine entanglements. More than that I find all heterosexual interest in women feels so policed and abhored and the rules of interaction are esoteric and arbitrary that i've really given it up. To be clear i've disassociated from it. It feels like i've been inhibited. And that a large swarth of women and men who "support" women have cheered on my failure and pain. And I don't forgive them for that, and I especially disdain women that try to pretend it's all been this collective hallucination despite all the empirical data coming out every year of the consequences of this shared experience a huge proportion of men have lived. I mean if no one was worried about it, why is there still all the censorship? You only need to censor half the population if they all experienced something you want them not to talk about it. I find women not only invalidating but disdainful and to top it all off they're usually the biggest hypocrites and worst people with the least excuse to make a judgement upon anyone else.

I feel alienated from my society not by my own choice but by theirs. And it's not only a wrong, it's a wrong they're not owning up to, and that's twice the evil.

I'm going to back to sleep I think. I haven't been taking it easy (yesterday nobody was taking it easy, as the thread showed)

So I will now take it easy. And tomorrow when I am going to try to get some strawberry fragrance / lotion and stuff. I want to smell like strawberries, because strawberries are cute.

>>82413878
No clue if you saw my last post on the thread before it got deleted I assume.
anyway yeah the weird guy that I go on route with two days out of the week didn't say a single word to me today. Thankfully its weekend and I just finished hanging up the folke wulf 190 on my ceiling.

Is it me or is everyone having a sore throat rn

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>>82414490
do u save lives?
>>82414625
>I'm tired. Had a long day. Going to have another tomorrow.
no weekend 4 u then?
>I feel like I am alienated, and wish to be a part of society.
i feel the same way sometimes
>>82414801
gn, anon! sweet dreams!
>>82415024
what do u usually do on Fridays, anon?
>>82415155
my throat is fine! U should drink something warm that usually helps!

>>82415203
>no weekend 4 u then?
i don't take weekends off no. Nobody else wants to work during them, and I frankly have nowhere I need to be to justify taking the weekend off.
>i feel the same way sometimes
Do you feel like the alienation relates to an internal problem or is caused by an external one?

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>>82413878
hi anoners. i had a bad day, my mental health was down in the shitter today unfortunately. i was getting depressed again about being socially awkward and messing up socially and embarrassing myself in front of people and being too scared to talk to people and not having a girlfriend. sometimes i so desperately wish i could be one of the normies. oh well... it's not like i think about that all the time. i got other things in life to enjoy i guess.
>>82414801
what happened in the thread yesterday?
>>82415155
does it mean i am going to have a sore throat also soon???????
>>82414625
i also feel very alienated, tho i don't really think about the heterosexual interest in women thing that much. well i guess it affects me because i'm scared of approaching women. i think my problem is that i feel like the normies are giving me looks of scorn and disdain because i'm always a bit "weird" and not one of them.
honestly despite that i still feel the urge to try. i was really hurt by normies last year (maybe due to my own mental health) but i'm still willing to try. i want to make more friends even if it is scary. i just wonder why it's so scary to talk to people even though i've been working on learning how to talk to people for such a long time.
sometimes it feels like no one cares about men all that much. i think a lot of men have mentioned feeling invisible and expendable.

>>82415203
>what do u usually do on Fridays, anon?
Wake up at 4am, work at 5am, route lasted till 9am/10am. Off an out of work by 11am. Grabbed two cartons of OJ. Had lunch. Been in an out of game and finishing FW190. Its on the ceiling right now hanging. Now the next one is a F4F-4 Wildcat.

>>82415203
>do u save lives?
that only depends on them

>>82415275
>i think my problem is that i feel like the normies are giving me looks of scorn and disdain because i'm always a bit "weird" and not one of them.
Honestly at this point everyone is an awkward weirdo. If they make faces it's because the average normie is now borderline autistic too.
> i just wonder why it's so scary to talk to people even though i've been working on learning how to talk to people for such a long time.
I wonder that too sometimes. Too much social anxiety. Social people never worry about being scumbags or people finding it out.
>i think a lot of men have mentioned feeling invisible and expendable.
We've been left out in the cold a bit. I suppose it could have been worse. Who knows, it could keep getting worse. Tend to your garden, it's all we can do.

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>>82415339
>Honestly at this point everyone is an awkward weirdo. If they make faces it's because the average normie is now borderline autistic too.
ive seen videos and posts of ppl talking about that online. its the ipad and the tiktok and the chatgpt and the virtual classes messing up the kids brains... still get jealous of the normies i do see, though.
>Social people never worry about being scumbags or people finding it out.
some ppl just straight up dont care... idk theyre like high status normies and they ignore you when you try to talk to them. idk its hard to talk to anyone at all if everyones already in friend groups.
>Tend to your garden, it's all we can do.
you too, anon. when i ignore everything going on around me, i can enjoy the moments where i work on myself bit by bit.
i wonder why i find it so easy to talk here. maybe because you guys are so friendly. i feel like i need super friendly ppl to help me open up. im lucky to know some friendly people, at least... but i havent been talking to them much. im scared to reach out even though ive practiced doing that so much.

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managed to be a successful taxi without crashing. now i just have to do it again this evening...

>>82413883
>ur place is pretty 2 anon!
compared to other places, it's quite boring. i'd much rather live on a mountain
>i'm rooting 4 u
im rooting for you too!
>>82413898
that is really not nice. so yea i hope you dont have to do that.
>>82414625
hope you have a better day tomorrow. about what you said, please don't forget that nowdays thanks to the interent and social media everything gets very inflated to the point it seems like it's all bad, when in reality it is not. a lot of the things you said are true, but there's still some good people out there. they're just really hard to find. don't give up on humanity just yet!
>>82414801
strawberries are not only cute but also really good to eat! they're my favourite fruit. and i love the smell too!
>>82415024
how's your plane collection coming along anon? have you got enough to fill some of the ceiling yet?
>>82415155
my throat is quite fine actually. i think my head is the one having some soreness...
>>82415275
hello anon, i hope you manage to focus on the better things. it's okay to not be a normalfag. especially if you live outside of europe where almost everyone is kind of odd in their own way. i think the sooner we accept we're just not going to have a normal life the better it is. still, im not saying you should give up on trying to make friends, just set your expectations low so you don't get disappointed as much

>>82410931
>am i really epic if i suck at everything i do?
Yes! You are doing things, which is epic!
>i play ky mainly!
Normie man... But bro has a banging wife so I can't diss him too much...
>fighting games somehow manage to make me angry
I think it's because there's such a plethora of required knowledge to truly understand what happens and why. And it all happens so fast when something doesn't go right you don't even have time to reflect, you just get mad! At least that's what it feels like when I think back on it
>only ended up doing the opposite
Yeah, I suppose I'm thinking of the years where I would go to school and everyone wanted to play guitar to impress girls... It felt like they were everywhere
>because to the average guy that would make them inferior
Bakayaros...
>how do you manage to drive if you're always in pain when you move?
By hurting! A lot! Lol. My shoulders really hurt after a bit, my back will suffer a lot too if I'm not able to lay before going to drive. So the rides home are usually harder. One time my knee got locked up with my foot stuck on the accelerator and I almost lost control (mostly from panic tbf), it was scary. When I was at my worst, I couldn't even wrap my hands around the steering wheel to hold it, so I was basically just using my palms, it was very dangerous... But I have no one that wants to/can help really, so I just do what I have to do. Nowadays I can handle 10 minute drives before I start to become too fatigued to drive properly, which is thankfully about as far as I have to go for all my appointments. I just refuse to go anywhere else because it's painful and frankly unsafe for me to be behind the wheel.
>man im writing way too much
So am I!!! But it's okay I think, people can ignore our big yaps if they want. Though I think it's good to be conscious of using images too much, like I'm just gonna leave this one blank and post a Karen in my next post to not hog all the upload slots.

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>>82415407
omg its hutao my favorite anon
what were you taxiing about?
>still, im not saying you should give up on trying to make friends, just set your expectations low so you don't get disappointed as much
that's what im trying to do!!! but my brain is not good at dealing with anxiety and balance, so often times i try too hard or don't try at all and become a recluse and both results suck. but yes balance is the key.

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>>82412272
I hope you can find something soon. NEET life is only fun if you have the security, I know first hand how worrying it can be without neetbux. You don't think you can get any? Even so, doing nothing all day really isn't fun after a while.

>>82413883
>how was ur day
It was full of sleep! Maybe you and your threads are rubbing off on me... What about yours? Do you do anything special on the weekends?

>>82414197
We're here for you, anon! Well, at least I am, if it helps.

>>82414801
>because strawberries are cute
They really are!
Goodnight, non

>>82415155
My throat is one of the few things that feels alright! I shall sing soon to possibly ruin it.

>>82415275
>what happened in the thread yesterday?
Just a lot of sick people, a lot of bad days for everyone...

>>82415372
>i wonder why i find it so easy to talk here. maybe because you guys are so friendly
Everyone is pretty nice! And they actually care to talk, I think is the real difference. It's so quick to get shut down by others sometimes... And they don't even have the manners to tell you they're disinterested half the time! I blame ipads and tiktok too like you said. But also I'm a boomer at this point...

It's saturday, my workday is just starting, my boss is going to be a dick all days, there's going to be a bunch of retarded customers because it's saturday, and I'm sitting on the toiler pretending to be taking a piss so I can delay having to hop on my workbench.
I am not taking it easy.

Also, Kaguya is nice but I like Eirin and Yuyuko better !

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>>82415223
>i don't take weekends off no. Nobody else wants to work during them, and I frankly have nowhere I need to be to justify taking the weekend off.
don't u get tired from constant work?
>Do you feel like the alienation relates to an internal problem or is caused by an external one?
good question! I think it's a bit of both!
>>82415275
i embarrassed myself as well yesterday by hitting a pole with my bike and slamming my face agains it!
>>82415284
i meant like on friday nights
what r these code words?
>>82415407
>managed to be a successful taxi without crashing. now i just have to do it again this evening...
who did u taxi? And where?
>compared to other places, it's quite boring. i'd much rather live on a mountain
boring can b nice 2 can't it?
>>82415573
>It was full of sleep! Maybe you and your threads are rubbing off on me... What about yours? Do you do anything special on the weekends?
nothing special on most weekends, but 2day there is a festival in my town so i'll go check it out!
>>82415725
where do u work anon?
>>82415733
i suppose they r nise! My favourite 2hu is Meiling probably!

I can't tell if Eiki anon lost a friend, a relative, or if I'm completely off track. He seemed to be quite distressed though, that's for sure...

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>>82415470
>You are doing things, which is epic!
but im doing them pretty badly...
>has a banging wife
really though. dizzy is the best. wish i had the money to waste on the s4 pass so i could play her desu. though i also hate zoners and i dont wanna become one of them...
>something doesn't go right you don't even have time to reflect
yeah, i think you're right. that, and the additional feeling of helplessness when you get caught in a combo that takes away 2/3 of your hp... which happens very often.
>and everyone wanted to play guitar to impress girls
well it's like that now, except it's not only limited to girls. they just want to impress everyone to seem special. and possibly make views on socials. because apparently that's all it matters nowdays!
>By hurting! A lot!
aw anon that sucks so much... not even your family wants to help if you need to go somewhere far? i'd drive you to all the cool places i know if i could! is there any place you'd like to visit at least once? though, personally i'm still somewhat scared of driving. i've had my license for 2 years, but never drove the first due to anxiety, and almost got a panic attack the first time i went somewhere by myself. but then i got used to it in a few months, and now as long as i don't have to go somewhere new i don't get as anxious anymore. my driving lessons also definitely didn't help with my fear of driving...
>using images too much
i guess that's fair, but i've got so many taos that i want to share with the world..
>>82415529
>what were you taxiing about?
heheh nice pun. i just had to drive a fren to the train station. i will also have to drive him back home this evening once he's coming back. so im going to be anxious all day.
>not good at dealing with anxiety and balance
oh tell me about it anon, im terrible at balancing things too, especially emotions. but we just gotta keep trying, until we find what works and how to deal with our dum dum brains.
>>82415725
ganbare anon, you can get through the day!

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>>82416048
I'm very worried that I lost someone close to me again. I'd rather not go into the details.
I just need to take it one day at a time for now. Sorry if I worried anyone.

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>>82415725
Take as many fake pees as you need! Fuck the system!

>>82415980
>2day there is a festival
Sounds fun! Do they have good food, usually?

>>82416057
>but im doing them pretty badly...
Doesn't matter! Compare to if you were doing NONE of them. Then you'd REALLY not be epic.
>i also hate zoners
Fr
But I also hate grapplers... Basically I think I hate anything that isn't me... Very childish mindset...
>caught in a combo
Idk about you but I wanna DIE when I'm caught in a combo, but then whenever I get someone in a combo, I don't even feel all that good... You'd think it'd be balanced!
>not even your family wants to help?
They help nowadays I suppose. At first they didn't, which is when I needed help the most. It just took them a while to realize I'm not faking, I guess? They're also very prone to "Sure I'll help!" and then "something comes up" at the last minute and I end up having to do everything on my own but now I wasn't mentally prepared to so it causes me stress and aaaaahhhhhhh!!! So I try to not rely on them whenever I can.
>is there any place you'd like to visit at least once?
I've always been bad at this question... I'd be so happy to go most places and see the sights that I can't really choose. Actually, I can, but I feel bad saying Japan and being a weeb... That and I want to go to Australia to see my beloved, which is only natural.
>i'm still somewhat scared of driving
Maybe you shouldn't drive me around, then... I'll probably make you all anxious with my energy
>so many taos that i want to share
I feel you... I keep trying to pick one that relates to some part of my posts, but there's so many that fit the bill one way or another.

>>82416191
I feel so compelled to reply to your posts to give you support but I worry it's unwanted by a relative outsider to the threads. I just hope everything will be okay

>>82415407
>that is really not nice. so yea i hope you dont have to do that.
PUSSY
See, now that wasn't very nice.

please consider suicide

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>>82416191
I see... So it's not certain
Hopefully it's not as serious as it seems, but I won't pry anymore

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>>82415980
>who did u taxi? And where?
my irl friend, to the train station cause he needed to catch a train real early
>boring can b nice 2 can't it?
not really, everything is so boring and it sucks
>>82416191
you got this eiki!
>>82416545
>Then you'd REALLY not be epic.
i guess you have a point...
>I hate anything that isn't me
same! and every character except the one im playing is broken and overpowered too. plus the players are horrible people aswell for playing that character. unless it's me.
>I don't even feel all that good
for me it kinda depends, if it's a combo that i practiced before it feels pretty good to hit it in a real match. as long as im not the one getting combo'd to death the game is fun
>to realize I'm not faking, I guess?
that's messed up. my mom to this day doesn't believe me when i tell her i have mental issues, and years ago, she didn't believe me when i told her about other physical issues (that i still have now). it's like you either have a piece of paper proving you're not okay or you're just faking because you're lazy and don't want to do anything by yourself. it really sucks.
>So I try to not rely on them whenever I can
i see... i hope you can find some good friends that will drive you places then!
>but I feel bad saying Japan
eh, we're all weebs here so why feel ashamed anyways. besides there's so much more than just animey stuff in japan! it's a good place to visit. personally i'd like to see the fjords in norway the most
>to see my beloved
wait... isn't she british?
>I'll probably make you all anxious with my energy
oh, no no no! if i have someone with me (that isn't my mom) it helps me lots! if you talk about things it keeps my head busy on you rather than the fact that im driving a car that might kill someone if im not careful. i mean im still gonna pay attention to the road even if you talk obviously...
>>82416612
yeah that was pretty mean. why did you do that anon?
>>82416618
will do!

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Went to the gym this morning so i'm a bit tired. I also gotta be somewhere on the afternoon so it'll be an eventful day. I'll be able to do nothing at home tomorrow though.

>>82413883
>sometimes i wish i wasn't this sleepy. I waste a lot of time sleeping. But sleeping is also so comfy so is it really time wasted?
Some people need more sleep, some need less. I know people who sleep like 9-10 hours on weekends...

>>82416191
>Sorry if I worried anyone.
You don't have to apologize you did nothing wrong, it's okay to worry about things like that... T_T

>>82413878
Like I said before, I'm not taking it easy

I'm genuinely tired of being a neet without neetbux, but I'm also tired of ghosting, on day 11 I will have to go to the psychiatrist and get even more meds, but it's not the meds I need, I need the fucking neetbux

I'm tired of this life

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It's not easy to take it easy when your dad is angry at you for literally no reason.

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>>82416545
>Sounds fun! Do they have good food, usually?
yes!
I've visited it yesterday and saw some authentic neopolitan pizza there. Gonna get that 2day if they still sell it
>>82416835
where r u gonna go 2day?
>Some people need more sleep, some need less. I know people who sleep like 9-10 hours on weekends...
i sleep a bit moar than that when i can...
>>82416747
>my irl friend, to the train station cause he needed to catch a train real early
where is he going?
>not really, everything is so boring and it sucks
do u crave excitement?
>>82416837
u got this!
>>82416908
i wonder why he's angry?
r u not able 2 take it ez at all?

>>82416545
Your kind words are appreciated.

>>82416629
That's what I'm hoping too. I'll either find out what happened from the horse's mouth or an obituary. Here's hoping it's the first.

>>82416747
>you got this eiki!
I was okay last time, it just took a while. I'm worried it might take longer this time.

>>82416835
>it's okay to worry about things like that...
I know, but I shouldn't make you guys worry as well. For what its worth I'll be alright but maybe not my usual self for a while.

>>82413878
goodmorning, enjoy your day
its late here, good night

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I'm still at work.
It still sucks.
Can't wait to be done with this shit.

>>82415980
>i meant like on friday nights
>what r these code words?
What I did friday, last night I went to sleep and here we are its almost 9am rn. And I just had a glass of OJ, eating cereal.

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diving again and not taking it easy
so turns out the call of the void was drowned out by the god's voice, normally i'd still be mindlessly wandering about not thinking much but the god in me had other plans

i tried to contact my important someone, the girl i love like a little sister, but it was a disaster, lol
she basically told me she didn't want to reconnect and asked me why the fuck i was messaging her, to which i said
>i guess i just wanted another friend
>or at least to be closer to someone i care about
but i'll respect her choice, at least this gives me a good reason to never seek her out again
i'll be within reach should she ever change her mind, but... yeah.

who knew freedom would taste so bitter.
the glass ocean awaits. i've taken who and what i could from hell with me, now only the future remains.

despite everything, the god doesn't want me to feel down, lol...
i feel hollow and wounded but still i smile. the future is bright.

never lose hope, anons. i believe in all of you.

Mods need to kill this r9troon thread and that other r9gay thread, they already have a containment board for this crap

>>82418810
Welcome back hater-chan, we missed you <3

>>82418810
What kind of r9k threads do you approve of, anon?

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I ate a delicious pizza 2day at the festival!
>>82417362
*hug*
>>82417387
thank u, anon!
Enjoy ur sleep!
>>82417718
is ur work over yet?
>>82418140
did u hab any fun? Like playing bydeo gayms or something?
>>82418213
>she basically told me she didn't want to reconnect and asked me why the fuck i was messaging her, to which i said
y were u disconnected in the first place?
i am so sorry this happened 2 u!
I think u should still message her 2 tell her how u feel

>>82419229
>y were u disconnected in the first place?
i told you about her already, kaguyanon
those details aren't exactly public knowledge, and i don't think they should be

>I think u should still message her 2 tell her how u feel
i did, i told her what i said here
that i'll be here doing my thing if she ever changes her mind, and that i'll always love her, for better or worse
it's become something that needs no reason to stay afloat anymore because i don't remember why, all i know is that i care
and caring sometimes means letting go, for their sake

but she seems a lot like how i was back in my early to mid 20s (around her age)...
guarded and aggressive, boasting this "tough person" mask and doing whatever the fuck i wanted to do with no regard for others
time has mellowed out my demeanor a lot, even though sometimes i still show it, but i'm a lot nicer nowadays than i used to be
if the same happens to her and she wants to talk again in the future, i'll be there

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>>82419378
>i told you about her already, kaguyanon
ah i see
i believe i member what ur talking about
>but she seems a lot like how i was back in my early to mid 20s (around her age)...
do u think she'll mellow out?

>>82419982
>i member what ur talking about
aye, back when we were playing minecrap
it's fine if you don't remember, you can always boil it down to "shit happened", lol

>do u think she'll mellow out?
well... she's been following my every step so far
a depressive edgelord at first, then a remorseless dickhead, and now a somewhat nice person (with a side of dickhead still)
if she keeps up the tendency, in a few years it'll happen
but i don't count on it, i already wasn't expecting anything out of it, the mere fact she talked to me was already a surprise

somehow i get the feeling someone else will come along to fill that spot
if that comes to pass and i end up "adopting" another sister... well, i won't let her go and i'll try my best to make the bond last a lifetime

>>82419229
>did u hab any fun?
Playing Kancolle like usual. And finished my Fw190.

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>>82416747
>and every character except the one im playing is broken and overpowered too
Yeah... It really do be like that when the anger juice starts to flow...
>as long as im not the one getting combo'd to death the game is fun
See for me, it's like... I know this combo of mine exists and I can do it in the lab, so I better be able to do it in a match. And if I don't, I SUCK. If I do, it doesn't feel GOOD, it's just like "well that should happen you don't get any brownie points for the bare minimum"
Fighting games are really bad for me, lol
>it's like you either have a piece of paper proving you're not okay or you're just faking because you're lazy and don't want to do anything by yourself
Don't get me started, this has been an issue in my life for like 15 years...
>personally i'd like to see the fjords in norway the most
They are very pretty! They don't look real when I look them up on google images... Like they're just too picturesque. Have you traveled anywhere cool before though?
>wait... isn't she british?
Ahaha, Karen is, yes. I meant my real beloved, my girlfriend. She's in Australia. We would be living together by now if it wasn't for my dumb bones and joints ruining my career.
>if i have someone with me it helps me lots!
I see, I see! That anxiety sounds pretty rough... I can't imagine. Do you need to drive a lot where you live or can you get away with walking/public transport a good bit?

>>82416837
>neet without neetbux
It's the worst!!! It's so scary. It's like if anything bad happens, you're ultimate doomed... Sorry, this probably doesn't help... But point is I feel your pain for sure.

>>82417088
>neopolitan pizza
I don't think I've ever had it! It must be good if you got it again!

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kill me please.
>>82417088
>where is he going?
milan to record some songs
>do u crave excitement?
i crave love guya it does't matter to me if my life is boring as long as i have someone to spend it with
>>82417362
even if it takes longer, there's always an end to the bad times.
>>82421217
>so I better be able to do it in a match
eh training is something real match is something else. kinda like when you prepare for something irl but then actually doing it is hard
>this has been an issue
then get your piece of paper
>Have you traveled anywhere cool
i've been to the alps once. they looked stunning
>Do you need to drive a lot
my city is pretty walkable. i only have to drive if i have to go somewhere outside. public transport is pretty shit.

>>82421612
>kill me please.
You first. Once you've killed me, I'll kill you :)

I'm back from my bath. I smell like a strawberry pound cake and I'm happy.

Easyfag, I was brapfag... Consider this your stinky message.

>>82422310
little braphog whore

>>82422326
What can I say for myself? Oh I know....

>BRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP

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>>82421612
>kinda like when you prepare for something irl but then actually doing it is hard
True! Also that usually backfires for me irl... I've noticed it's better for me to not prepare much so that weird hiccups or things that don't go according to plan don't throw me off as much. Maybe I should apply that to fighting games more!
>then get your piece of paper
It's very hard to get my papers! At least certain ones. All my diagnoses don't seem to matter for much until I get the specialest of special papers, disability...
>i've been to the alps once. they looked stunning
I bet... And I bet the pictures don't do it justice either. What do you actually do while you're there though? Other than look around and enjoy the scenery.
>my city is pretty walkable
It's really silly of me but it's kind of my dream to live in a walkable/accessible town. I'd love to be able to just walk down to where I need to go. And because it would be the same places I always go for various things, people would come to know me by name and stuff, it would be so comfy... Yap story time, I used to go out to eat a lot with my grandfather, like A LOT, and the waitresses at various places eventually started remembering what we like to drink, would get comfy enough to sit down at our booths with us when it wasn't busy or stand and hang out and talk... It was so nice. It's the strongest sense of irl community I've ever felt, which is kinda sad... But I really hope one day I can live somewhere where I can walk around and get to know everyone. But maybe I'm just a little naive and people don't actually do that anyway, even in walkable towns...
>kill me please
Did something happen, Hu Taonon?

>>82422125
Comfy! Are you taking it easy now?

>>82422310
>>82422326
>>82422361
uh oh... stinky...

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>>82420189
>it's fine if you don't remember, you can always boil it down to "shit happened", lol
sorry, my memory is rather poor, but i do remember some bits and pieces!
>if that comes to pass and i end up "adopting" another sister... well, i won't let her go and i'll try my best to make the bond last a lifetime
that would be nise, wouldn't it?
>>82421217
>Playing Kancolle like usual. And finished my Fw190.
sounds nise
whats fw190?
>>82421217
>I don't think I've ever had it! It must be good if you got it again!
oh i didin't gedit again
i got it 4 the first time 2day
i saw it yesterday and thought it might b gud
>>82421612
>milan to record some songs
i see
hopefully he can make a living out of them!
>i crave love guya it does't matter to me if my life is boring as long as i have someone to spend it with
me too
>>82422125
baths r nise
i like taking long hot baths!
>>82422310
uh oh...

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>>82423769
>whats fw190?
German ww2 fighter plane

>>82421612
>kill me please.
things will get better, anon. they have to.
and if they don't... we'll just have to make them better, won't we?

>>82423769
>my memory is rather poor
i have goldfish memory so i'm not in a much better spot
but yeah
>that would be nise, wouldn't it?
and nigh impossible, but yeah
getting me to this level of attachment is a feat only 3 people have ever been able to achieve, those being mom, my friend, and her
but if someone else does manage it, you can be damn sure i'm going to pester them for the rest of my life

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Soon I will be finally done purging everything associated with my old gmail address and I will be 100% divorced from Mossad's botnet. Feels good and taking it easy