Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual support600th edition!!!!!!!!!wooo!>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
eyoHere's a bunch of helpful links> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic> bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read>a bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
woot, first poster here too. Happy 600 all>>82439977And welcome back cat! Been so tired last few days. Tried to post here a few times in the slow threads but just couldn't get to it.
last 100 threads were like 20 replies only, 10 of which was opWhen are mods going to kill this crap
THREAD SIX HUNDRED!GIVE IT UP FOR THREAD SIXHUNDRED!
wooo!! happy 600th everyone!!! i don't have much to tell. i'm tired. sick, food poisoning, i think?? after vomiting all morning, i've been able to keep some soup down so that's cool.>>82440258hello officeanon! how have you been lately??? i hope that well.>>82440404THAT'S THE SPIRIT!!!
>>82440258Heya :>>first poster here too. Happy 600 all:0happy 600th too you too !!>welcome back cat! hey ^^>so tired last few daysman I feel sorry for youwork is hell are you able to get any rest today or last weekend?>but just couldn't get to it.that's okay >>82440404:DDhello how are ya doing?happy 600>>82440523eyo :3happy 600th!!>food poisoningthat's sounds awful what bad food did you eat?>been able to keep some soup down so that's cool.hope you get better soon and that you can rest now and recover do you have some school or work to worry about?
happy 600, cut!!celebrations :]
>>82440404good to see you bibbit>>82440523Hey lavender! Good to see you again. Feels like it's been a very long time> i'm tired.me too. Way too overworked these days. just going through the motions until I make it to December at this point>food poisoning, i think??always the absolute worst :/ Hope it passes soon and take care of yourself and drinkl plenty, all that.> how have you been lately??? i hope that well.no complaints other than burning out>>82440595>hey how was your trip? Saw you posted once or twice, but hopefully a nice break from everything>work is hellnecessary hell, but agreed :/>are you able to get any rest today or last weekend?definitely not today, but the weekend was okay. Think I'm pushing too hard because I'm reading more. Even when doing it for fun, still a little mentally draining, combined with everything just leaves me exhausted. >>82440623hey drifter, hope you've been doing well too!
>>82440623Helo happy 600how's it going?>>82440747>how was your trip? it was okay ate some fish, saw some beach and walked around a lot c: >nice break from everythingin some waysbut I'm weird, like I'm back home now and I don't feel like I've ever left, I have a similar thing with school when I get back I don't feel like any summer vacations happened, I do remember that those things happening but I don't feel it, it's just another day >necessary hell,I guess wish it wasn't >when doing it for fun, still a little mentally drainingmakes sense you should dedicate some days to just doing nothing and letting your brain rest a bit
>>82439977yippee! exciting day !!! hope everyone is doing well
>>82441191> saw some beachHaven't physically gone onto a beach in quite a few years now. By the gulf here over last trip, but not any beaches> walked around a lot as always with any good trip!>it's just another dayi hear you on that. When you're gone it feel like it's been forever, when you're back it feels insignificant. How it was with my big trip over summer. Fun stuff passes too quickly>wish it wasn'tme too. Especially since they make it harder to harder to get/keep jobs, then blame regular people for the decisions of billionaires>letting your brain rest a bitagreed. maybe it's a good thing I'm back into a gatcha game again still since that's just mindless time killing that's probably doing me some good.>>82441548hey gator! Hope you're doing well too, thanks!
>>82441548yayyaya :Dheyo alihow's it goin??
>>82439977It's time to retire this dying general.
>>82439977>How are you doing today?Really sad, seeing other people living happily and my friends enjoying without me, while even the ones I cared about told me to kms casually.>Any plans for today?No, I'm too tired rn>When was the last time you hurt yourself?Yesterday. Frank some bleach mixed with water trying to harmful my internals>Why did you hurt yourself?I felt empty and I have been trying to kms slightly each day >Is there anything bothering you right now?Not really, alone rn, atleast I can play silksong for some time and enjoy my time without any bothers
>>82441734It's actually my first time replying to these threads.Anyways... thanks for doing this anon
>>82441734sorry you're having such a tough time anonany "friend" who talks to you like that isn't a friend at all and not someone you should put so much trust in. Know it probably hurts, but try to keep your head up. Just little things like your game for now.> harmful my internalswould advise not to do that. These kinds of things can really mess you up and cause horrible pain. Almost any other outlet to dealing with it is better than that.
>>82439977i'm a bit late today. happy 600th thread everyone!
>>82440623hey drifter, good to see you. how's it going?
>>82441578hey officanon thanks good to see you.>>82441586heya cat im okay lot of stuff with school. how's it going with you?>>82441824good to see you
hello hello helloim glad i made it just on time for the 600th oneyesterday i got some coveralls, coveralls in flecktarn camogonna use it for stupid shit probably but also wear outside like some weirdosuch a stupid purchase yet it kinda made me happy to get them>>82441734>and my friends enjoying without meeh yeah happensfriends should stick together but oh well
>>82441977hey gator! good to see you, too. (^-^) how are you today?>>82441982hi sisyphus! what have you been up to?>gonna use it for stupid shit probably but also wear outside like some weirdowhat stupid shit do you have in mind?>such a stupid purchase yet it kinda made me happy to get themi get you. it's the little things. :>
hows everyone?>>82442173hey yuanon>what stupid shit do you have in mind?well, theyre coveralls and meant to be USED, yknow, get dirty sooooooo i was thinking whenever i do silly and totally legal stuff, like tresspassing on private property thats been abandoned, wear them there so that most my body is protected and i dont ruin nice clothes (literally everything else)i also intended on going hiking more up on the mountains and going to nature more so im definitely going to use them thereand also the actually stupid stuff is well, hide and seeki somehow convinded my friends to play it one day in a rather small area and i climbed on a tree as much as i could to hideim hoping to try and convince them to do it in a much larger area and hopefully that area in question being in natureim going to have a great advantage lolalso just wear them casually like some weirdohru anyway?
>>82441982hi hi higood it makes you happy >>82442173im okay how are you?
>>82442352>hows everyone?i'm good. played a lot of games the past couple of days. i need to catch up on some stuff.>whenever i do silly and totally legal stuffsounds reasonable so far...>wear them there so that most my body is protected and i dont ruin nice clothesgood thinking, but don't get shot or something. people in camo sneaking around where they shouldn't be might be seen as suspicious these days. ^^'>going hiking more up on the mountainswill you be on your own? if so, make sure to get some gps tracker, too. you never know.>i somehow convinded my friends to play it one day in a rather small area and i climbed on a tree as much as i could to hidecool they went with it. did you guys have fun?>also just wear them casually like some weirdoclassy ;D>hru anyway?i'm good. i just got a new pc and had some nice workouts last weekend, so maybe a bit drained. for one of the workouts i halved the weight i use now and it was really nice to be able to do way more of the exercises and be way faster while also being able to keep a good form. work is work. that's about it. what about you?>>82442422>im okayglad to hear it. btw, sorry for skipping stretching again. maybe we can do some tomorrow?>how are you?pretty good, but a bit exhausted. you can read about it above. :>
>>82442422heya gatorhow has school been so far?>>82442505>played a lot of games the past couple of daysive been meaning to do that for a while now>sneaking around where they shouldn't be might be seen as suspicious good point but its highly unlikely i get shot inside a city, morel ikely ill get scared away but junkiesas we all know junkies have infinite stamina and no reaction at all to physical damage, theyre quite dangerousmaybe homeless people too but oh well i know where i go (usually)>will you be on your own? nope thats boring, i intend on going with 2 good friends of minei believe you have more fun when you share it with someone so thats why i dont want to be alonegood idea though>did you guys have funsure we didi was the last to hide so when they found me half way up a tree (i couldnt go further otherwise id be unable to get down) it was quite the surprise and highlight of our nightim still surprised i convinced them to my silly idea but theyre glad they listened to me as they had fun tooenjoy your computer my guy, i hope it runs the games you enjoy wellfor me exams are coming up and im worried cause i havent studied but at the same time i continue not studying so yeahhhhhhhhhhhh not great
>>82442565>ive been meaning to do that for a while nowwhat's on your list?>as we all know junkies have infinite stamina and no reaction at all to physical damage, theyre quite dangerousi suppose. hope you're at least faster.>i know where i go (usually)whatever you do and wherever you go; stay save.>i intend on going with 2 good friends of minealways good to be in a group when you're out and about, i'd say. at least when there's not many other people around.>im still surprised i convinced them to my silly idea but theyre glad they listened to me as they had fun toogreat it turned out that way. they should listen to you more.>i hope it runs the games you enjoy welli hope so, too. most taxing i've tried must have been brotato, though. i think space marine 2 will be the real test.>for me exams are coming up and im worried cause i havent studied but at the same time i continue not studying sohm... starting to study might help with that.
>>82442505it's okay my fault as well.sure thing well glad things been good >>82442565it's been great actually, did a presentation recently was a lot of fun
>>82442929>it's okay my fault as well.i suppose we both have other things on our minds right now.>sure thinglooking forward to it.>well glad things been goodthank you. <3 but what about you?
>>82443263seems like it same.im ok
>>82443989alright. i think i should call it a day. it's quite late. see you tomorrow.
>>82439977hello /cut/pretty late to the party but had to come back when i figured it was thread 600>>How are you doing today?quite well, i have a bunch of demos i wanted to unload so i could get some opinionshttps://vocaroo.com/15yZ39comCo3 and https://vocaroo.com/19ku8J6XLZHethis 2nd demo is actually shittier imo cause i used a glitchbox on parts of the song and i really dont think it sounds good, those melodies i made with a bunch of note steppers so theyre pretty randomthink its cool
>>82444611hello pink!>pretty late to the party but had to come back when i figured it was thread 600thanks for stopping by. i was quite late myself, though. can't sleep right now.>quite well, i have a bunch of demos i wanted to unload so i could get some opinionsi'll check them out tomorrow. i need to try to catch some sleep, but i'll listen to them and report back to you in this or the next thread. whatever comes first. how have you been?
good morning, now the question is if i'm early or late. didn't post earlier cus i was asleep
Hi /cut/ :3I am so glad to see so many familiar names here. Happy 600th thread, everyone!
>stop cutting yourselvesproblem solved!
SIX HUNDRED!!!!finally! i wanted to talk here so bad yesterday but the last thread was archived..>How are you doing today?a bit chill >Any plans for today?not really>When was the last time you hurt yourself?yesterday>Why did you hurt yourself?something about my bestfriend, i'll talk about it down there _>Is there anything bothering you right now?i'm overthinking about my bestfriend that just became cold and barely texts me *now* when i need him the most, i want to vent to him and know what exactly is happening with him.days ago when he started being cold he told me that he's going through the worst times in his life, but that was weeks ago, i dont know what are his reasons now it makes me feel like he hates me. i know he's probably suffering too just like me or even worse but i just need him to talk to me perhaps we could make each other happier.i will still do whatever i can to cherish him, but i dont know if he still want to make me happy again like before. i dont know what to do it's just killing me everyday.
>>82441548hi gator!! hope you're doing okay too
>>82441824hi yuanon!!! i hope you're happy today!
>>82439977the theth party hat hooner :D
>>82439977question for cutters.How do you explain this stuff to intimate partners and what do you expect them to say/do or not?
goob morning !>>82441824Hey Yuanon did get to talk to u yesterday How are youu??>>82441977hello again >lot of stuff with schooldo u enjoy it like that presentation?>how's it going with you?Came back from a few day trip last sunday, now I'm just chilling and getting ready to work on some projectsidk if I'll manage to complete them>>82441982Hey hey hey>but also wear outside like some weirdoI don't think anyone will notice you so dw ;3 >kinda made me happy to get themthat's nice ^^and besides that, how have you been?I'm doing okay, came back from a vacation trip, it was nice >>82444611Eya pink >pretty late to the party but had to come back whenthat's okay, it's nice to see you !>have a bunch of demosyou were busy i see I'll check them out Okay I listened to them and I like themI don't know what else to say because I don't know how to describe things about music but they seem like they would fit in some fast paced fps game Good job :D>>82445145Helloo ^^good morning to you toohow are you?>earlier cus i was asleephad a nice sleep?>>82445410Heya anon :3happy 600!how's your day going?>>82446208Hii>SIX HUNDRED!!!woo !!>bit chillnice >yesterdayunfortunate>will still do whatever i can to cherish him, but i dont know if he still want to make me happy again like before.it's really hard to say maybe he really does like you or he feels your don't like him for some reason or maybe he just needs a break from people for a while and doesn't want to tell you because he's afraid it'll make you sad or angryThere's a lot of possibilities and I feel the best thing to do is ask
>>82446874hey cat!!>how are you?I'm doing pretty good actually, trying to be productive so i've been mainly taking care of my cats and cleaning up around the house. also my coffee machine is being annoying.>had a nice sleep?it wasn't terrible desu
>>82446874yep. you're right. but it just hurts and i can't ask because we did talk about that before and it ended up by him saying that he's going through bad time, but that was weeks ago and he didn't give me any updates about his feelings after that so i don't know if he's still going through the same thing or just got sick of me. i just miss him so i hate feeling like he hates me.but thank you so much ^^ i actually feel kinda better maybe he's just afraid it will make me sad or angry as u said :>
>>82446791*<:D>>82446853helloI don't think I'll ever have any intimate partnersbut I think most cutters would like the other person to just ignore the injuries or at least not bring a lot of attention to them and leave worrying about them for some other time >what do you expect them to say/do or nothonestly I don't know how normal people would react but it would probably depend a lot on the context, is it like a one night stand or are you in a relationship and so on
>>82446959Fact is I've had two such relationships and didn't talk about the marks.Part of me wonders if I should have pushed for an explanation.
thread's still up! :D>>82445145since you've been asleep, i'd say your early. doesn't really matter, though. the important thing is that you are here. what are you up to today?>>82445410thanks, friend! happy 600th to you, too. :> how are you?>>82446208hey rm!>i wanted to talk here so bad yesterday but the last thread was archived..good this one made it so far, then. >i want to vent to him and know what exactly is happening with him.that's understandable, but it can be hard to engage with people when you're down yourself. you could try giving him some space, maybe he'll come around. if you do you should tell him, so he doesn't. think you're ghosting him. and you can always come here and vent if the thread is up, that is. ^^'>>82446226thank you! i'm in a good mood, i'd say. hope things will be better for you soon.>>82446874good morning, catbro!>did get to talk to u yesterdayyeah. sorry for not showing up earlier. :/ how was your trip?>How are youu??i'm fine, but i have to admit that i spread myself a bit too thin over the weekend. not very resting at all. :< at least i worked out a lot and played some games. what about you?oh, nearly forgot: good morning, everyone!
>>82447088>what are you up to today?gonna try to be productive today, I gotta activate my debit card so when i do that I'll prolly just go buy some other things and maybe visit the lgs if it's open. I'm also gonna buy some super glue n such so I can base my miniatures.
>>82446932>doing pretty good actually>trying to be productiveooa good job!>care of my catshow are they doing? :33>my coffee machine is being annoying.seems to always be the case with those hehe>wasn't terrible desuany dreams?>>82446945>>82446945>did talk about that before and it ended up by him saying that he's going through bad timemaybe you could talk about that, ask him if he's any better how often do you talk btw?>thank you so much ^^ oh no problem c:>actually feel kinda betterI'm very glad to hear that >>82447054>two such relationships and didn't talk about the marks.that's alright I think >should have pushed for an explanation.maybe, I'd say it depends if they're old or notif the scars are pale that means they're well healed and the other person might be glad people aren't constantly bothering them about something they've stopped doing a long time ago>>82447088heyy>sorry for not showing up earlier. :/ oh dw ^^>how was your trip?it was alrighty, my legs are sore from walking around everywhere and a lot Though when I've gotten back home I don't feel like I've ever left, the trip feels like a distant memory which is pretty common for meI have the same thing with school >spread myself a bit too thin over the weekend. not very resting at all. :<noo :< well do you get any days off this week at least?>played some games. what about you?have you finished silksong??>what about you?just gonna work on some projects today
>>82447159In the first case they were on the arm.In the second they were across the wrist, as in across the road, not down the street. I made it clear I'd seen them but never got an explanation.
>>82447098>gonna try to be productive today, I gotta activate my debit card so when i do that I'll prolly just go buy some other things and maybe visit the lgs if it's open.sounds like you have a nice day ahead of you. enjoy yourself! what are you going to get?>so I can base my miniatures.what theme will you go for?>>82447159>my legs are sore from walking around everywherejeez. you must have been walking around a lot. it's not like you're a stranger to exercise with all that biking of yours. did you see everything you wanted to see?>when I've gotten back home I don't feel like I've ever leftsame happened to me when i came home from my vacation. maybe we're just present-minded people and the past isn't that important to us.>well do you get any days off this week at least?nope. boss is on vacation. :< at least now we have some time to clean up a bit.>have you finished silksong??not yet. i've been switching it up a lot. by the way, if you ever want to know how a tabletop wargame plays, you can check out sovl (yes, that's the way it is written) on steam. base version is free and i'm have a good time with it.>just gonna work on some projects todaybest of luck o7
>>82444001sleep well >>82446221thanks you too>>82446874yea i love it it's a lot of funsounds nice and good luck with them then
>>82447414thanks, i did. now it's time for work again. (T~T)see you guys later.
>>82447088>you could try giving him some space, maybe he'll come around. if you do you should tell him, so he doesn't. think you're ghosting him.i gave him the space, he used to vent to me sometimes we used to vent to each other and even now he probably knows that he does have the space if he wants to vent. but it's just a bit strange like maybe i'm afraid of having a negative answer from him if i remind him that he can vent to me, i feel like maybe i'm annoying him, or maybe i'm afraid of him thinking i'm being emotional and corny for no reason maybe i'm just overthinking.thank you so much yuanon ^^ !! btw is the thread daily? cuz i remember like a month ago i tried to find an active /cut/ but didn't.
>>82447159>ask him if he's any bettergood idea!>how often do you talk btw?we used to talk for most of the day but now lately we barely talk, it's become normal for us to count DAYS without talking at all.thank you again!! :)))
>>82447088>thank you! i'm in a good mood, i'd say.so glad to hear that!!
>>82447579>82447579>>82447579>it's time for work again. (T~T)>see you guys later.good luck!! see you later yuanon.
I crashed early last night but am well rested and today seems less busy. Hope everyone is having a good day
>>82447979would u mind saying why did u crash last night? glad you're well now !i hope you're having a good day too!
>>82442925>what's on your list?plenty of games like life is strange or the long dark and others but i cant recall most of them lol>hope you're at least fasterim in rather good physical shape so i hope ill outrun them enough to lose them/hide>stay saveyeah i try to and its working so far lol>always good to be in a group i mean chances something goes wrong are rather slim but better be safe than sorry>they should listen to you moreunironically they shouldi have some rather stupid ideas but most of the times theyve listened to me it turned out good and those that didnt turn out good turned out just okayive got a good track record so far>most taxing i've tried no matter the game i always play on the lowest settings for the sake of fps xd>starting to study might help with thatyeah but thats hard :<<<<<<<>>82442929im glad to hear that its going well for youi was worried it wouldnt since homeschooling is much different to regular school>>82446874hello cative been alright, uni starts shortly so that will cease to be but oh wellwhere did you go?
>>82448271hi anon, don't think i've ever spoken to you, buit nice to meet you>why did u crash last night?overworking and not getting enough rest. Been very stressed over work past few years now with no sign of improving. Feeling a bit burnt out finally>>82448405hey sisyphus, hope classes have been going all right
>>82448510hello officeanonhavent started yet but i hope they will go alright too lolhru?
>>82448510hi! yes we haven't spoken before, nice to meet u too!>stressed over work past few years now with no sign of improving. Feeling a bit burnt out finally.do you have any plans about that? what are you going to do?
>>82448515>havent started yet but i hope they will go alright too lah well good luck when you do go back. Schools go back way too early here. I've been out since forever now, but they're still talking about pushing back start till after our Labor Day (unofficial end of summer here), but still nothing with that>hru?stressed from work these days. Can't complain too much since I took a giant summer vacation this year that burned all my vacation time, but still very draining>>82448583Not a lot I can do I'm afraid but deal with it. Job market and economy are quite fragile right now. Overworked and high strung, but better than unemployed and high strung. Just counting down till December since things always slow then.
>>82448842very nice to have time u can rest at, good luck!
bump just workin on projects:3
>>82447172>made it clear I'd seen them but never got an explanation.hm maybe they just didn't want talk about it I guess >>82447256>you must have been walking around a lotI'm pretty sure I walked over 30km on thursday>not like you're a stranger to exercisetrue though walking used different muscle groups >did you see everything you wanted to see?I think soThough I mainly went on the vacation to be alone (I was with a friend but still) >happened to me when i came home from minteresting I wonder how common that is>maybe we're just present-minded peopleheh I think I'm really the opposite I'm almost always somewhere else in my thoughts >past isn't that importantnot exactly for me but what I am is very forgetful >nope;w;>least now we have some time to clean up a bit.are there work days a bit less stressful?>not yet. i've been switching it up a lotthat's good so you don't get bored >you can check out sovlmaybe I will but not really int that sort of thing >best of luck o7thank you !! And same for you at work if you're still there>>82447414>yea i love it it's a lot of funI'm very glad, most people don't feel like that about school >sounds nice and good luck with them thenthanks!How's your day going btw?>>82447883>good idea!:D>we used to talk for most of the daymaybe it became too much for him?that's a lot of talking after all >become normal for us to count DAYS without talking at all.maybe you should set a day or two a week to talk like every wednesday and sunday afternoon or maybe send yourself something sort of like letters just a longer text about how your days went and some other thoughts I used to do that with a friend from another country and it worked pretty well >thank you again!! :)))np ^^
>>82447979Hey>crashed early last nightunderstandable >am well rested and today seems less busywooo :Dfinally >>82448405>been alright, uni starts shortly so that will cease to be but oh wellsame for me budbest of luck fren, hope you manage to not lose your mind and pass and those dumb tests >where did you go?the beach :3I rented a room with a friend for 5 days and took a 7 hour train ride there it was nice, the sun warm and the fish was tasty
bump ill be back much later if at allgf will be over i dont want her to see me on 4chan
>>82448893thank you fren, take care as well! and say hi whenever. It's good to see other people in the thread. >>82449838hey cat, how's your day going?>finallypicked up a bit later but I'm surviving >>82450342I showed my gf 4chan posts and don't hide I play the funny horse girl anime game. It can be a power move
>>82447863>maybe i'm afraid of having a negative answer from himi suppose that's fair. some people don't respond well to being cornered. then again, if there is a negative response maybe it's also not good to let it fester forever.>btw is the thread daily? cuz i remember like a month ago iusually there's a daily one around 8:00-9:00 pm cest, but it could be that it's already archived when you try to find it.>>82447979hey officeanon!>I crashed early last night but am well restedawesome! hope you're having a nice day and can put all that energy to good use.>>82448405>life is strange or the long dark and others but i cant recall most of them lolgood ones, though.>im in rather good physical shape so i hope ill outrun themthat's what i want to hear. good luck out there. o7>better be safe than sorryexactly.>unironically they shouldthat's the problem with "stupid but fun" activities. always need to put a lot of work into convincing people to try them out. i imagine it being tiresome sometimes.>i always play on the lowest settings for the sake of fps xdfair. most advanced options are just visual bloat anyway.>but thats hard :<<<<<<<fr>>82449802>I walked over 30km on thursdayimpressive. :0 make sure to take it easy after that vacation of yours. ^^>walking used different muscle groupstrue. one thing doesn't necessarily translate to the other.>I mainly went on the vacation to be alone (I was with a friend but still)makes sense. i don't like sightseeing, either. at least when there's pressure involved. i go on vacation to relax and as long as i get that i don't care where i am.>I think I'm really the opposite I'm almost always somewhere else in my thoughtsdo you think about the past or future a lot?>what I am is very forgetfulis there a reason for that?>are there work days a bit less stressful?not really, but the boss isn't there to make the place more of a mess than it already is, so that helps.
>>82449802>not really int that sort of thingthat's ok, but i let my friend play brotato and he said that he didn't thought he'd like the game just from seeing it, but he had a really good time when he actually tried it. just how it is sometimes.>>82450342see you later. o/
>>82445091>how have you been?lately kinda shit cause summers ending and that means i have to do a bunch of bullshit work for like the next crap ton of monthsbut im managing dw>>82446874>they seem like they would fit in some fast paced fps game Good job :Dthank you!! im glad to see some rather positive feedback>how have you been?rn im alright, i just took a shower and rn im in bed>came back from a vacation tripwhere'd you go?
>>82451155>bunch of bullshit worksorry to heat that. what will you do?>im managing dwalright, but don't forget to come here and complain about it if you feel like it. :>
>>82451065hey yuanon how's it going?>put all that energy to good use.i took a nap halfway through the day, so apparently not lol. But trying
I get off to cutting, if I tell a woman to cut and she does it, am i responsible? Or do I just accept she was going to do it anyways.
>am i responsible?Yes. You are scum of the earth.
wait, if cutting is seen as bad by you guys why would you do it? I'm confused by the premise entirely. Noooo guys dont cut... but lol i cut today oops!
>>82450342>ill be back much later if at allokay hope you'll be busy having a good time no>gf will be overooooo :3>>82450675Welcome back c:how's it going? do you any thoughts inside of your head that want to get out?>how's your day going?alright worked on my project a bit (most of the day)now I'm just chilling listening to music and sorta tearing up for no reason, I'm not a person who ever cries and I'm not even sad so I'm sure what's up, maybe my eyes are dry>picked up a bit laternooo :c>survivingthat's the bare minimum >>82451065>impressive. :0 thanks ^^>take it easy after that vacation of yours. ^^need vacation from my vacation .^.>one thing doesn't necessarily translateyep but my legs haven't popped off so that's good >do you think about the past or future a lot?hm neither really I don't remember much about my past or there isn't much to remember and I don't want to think about the future What about you?>is there a reason for that?I don't know I've heard dyslexia makes your memory worse which makes sense I used to have memory issues as a kid too so I don't think it's something new and that I should be concerned >not reallydang> but the boss isn't there to make the place more of a messfunny how often thii s the case while the point of a boss is to do opposite >. just how it is sometimesI might try it one dayI just wish I had more time to do whatever and not worrying about the projects>>82451155>im glad to see some rather positive feedbackwell be glad you're so good because if you'd have done a bad job I'd tell you hehIt's your talent not my kindness>just took a shower and rn im in bedsounds good, so ur preparing to eepDo you have any thing you like doing to sleep well? like listening to something ect>where'd you go?sleep tight btwthe other side of the country where the beaches are at it was pretty okay, haven't been there in years so it was nice to be there again
>>82451476i dont really speak for the losers that post in this thread, but most people do it just for attention. The people that actually do it because they just enjoy the feelings of it or use it as a way to vent generally dont post about it online. The surefire way to know if someone actually isn't suicidal when they self harm is if they post about it online.
>>82451405>Or do I just accept she was going to do it anyways.you can't know if that would happen for sure so yeah you are definitely responsible >>82451476I'm not sure I can properly explain it but it's a bit more complicated >wait, if cutting is seen as bad it not always is, it really depends on why someone does it>Noooo guys dont cut... but lol i cut today oops!because it's easier said than donethat's sort of what you'd expect if someone has an addiction or this is a way they cope with whatever they dislike about their life and they realize it's not something to be encouraged
>>82447579glad to hear >>82448405yea it's definitely very different but I've always known i wanted this so im enjoying most of it plenty >>82449802yea im happy i love it only wish i started much soonerit's going okay exhausted now tho. you?
>>82451391>how's it going?i don't know. feeling a bit slow and brain-foggy rn.>took a nap halfway through the day, so apparently not lolyou need energy while you sleep as well. was it a good one? if so, you needed it.>>82451543>vacation from my vacation .^.depending on what you do, that's probably true. lots of people have issues figuring out what's truly relaxing for them.>neither reallythat's what i mean. we're more focussed on the day to day living.>What about you?i'm the same.>I don't knowthat's ok. and still we all remember the shitty jingles of ads we watched as kids, no matter how bad out memories get. :p>while the point of a boss is to do oppositethat's how i see it, but often it's just people with money buying into something who are the boss and not the most qualified ones.>I just wish I had more time to do whatever and not worrying about the projectsthere'll be times when there'll be more time for other stuff again. sadly, right now is project time. :<>>82451958hey gator! :> thanks for the stretches earlier. what are you up to now?
I guess everyone has the right to be happy, to be competent, to achieve their goals, to find romance, to live a fulfilling life, etc. Everyone but me.I do have the right to be killed, however. I'm the most hateful, despicable, incompetent and vomit-inducing piece of shit I can imagine. My friends won't say it to my face, but they do agree with me on that.I should not be alive. I will kill myself. The only one who can convince me I'm wrong is Jesus himself. If I go to hell, then I've proved my point. If not, I gotta have humility and recognize that I'm just a dramatic prick. In any case, everyone (but my family) will celebrate my death. As it should, I should be dead anyways.Happy 600 btw.
>>82451958>wish i started much soonerwell better later than never if you hadn't tried to change it you probably would've been just homeschooled till the end so good job >exhausted now tho. what exhausted u?>you?just sleepy and listening to music today was a blur >>82452119>depending on what you do, that's probably truewell if I spent my vacation on getting my legs sore I should dedicate some time to recover now>we're more focussed on the day to day living.but I'm not really present in day to day too>no matter how bad out memories get. :pheh>who are the boss and not the most qualified ones.and their inadequate managing of the business has to be off set by the poor employees, it's really annoying>be more time for other stuff maybe but maybe notyou know I Iike making maps and playing other peoples stuff and it's such a classic story of people uploading cool stuff then saying they gotta take a little break because of school/work and then never making anything again because it takes too much timeI'm worried I'll end up like that >>82452481Hey sakawe'd miss you and don't want you to end it but I know us liking you can't make the bad things in your life go away What do you plan? do you think you'll post any last words? what would you like us to remember you by?sorry for so many questions, just so many people just disappear Wish I could actually send you a hug
>>82452119not much really >>82452481i think your a good person >>82452925still really sucks thowe had to move a bunch of desks at our last classfair enough
>>82452481hey sakamoto! good to see you. i've wondered how you were doing not that long ago, but i guess not very well. :< i don't think you're any of the things you say about yourself. you've always been a good friend to us. happy 600th to you, too.>>82452925>I should dedicate some time to recover nowbig brain decision right there.>I'm not really present in day to day toome neither. you only go mad if you do that.>it's really annoyingtrue. at least i'll be able to rearrange the storage a bit tomorrow. it's been grinding my gears for a while.>I'm worried I'll end up like thatmight be what you said, maybe they just decided to do it in private, have other hobbies or got a family. it happens.>>82453034>not much reallythat's ok. enjoy the rest of your day. i'll head to bed now. gotta get up early tomorrow. :/good night everyone!
sometimes i wonder how boring i am to talk to. like the most profound thing i said today was barely a full sentence
>>82453313goodnight >>82453403same
bumpthe stars are pretty today
