A guy that I had a crush on in school is now the ward manager at the mental hospital I am currently admitted to. I will forever be the crazy bpd girl
>>82454777>crush>>82454777>ward
>>82454777You should rape him and get pregnant
>>82454786Fuck anon your content is truly original and interesting >>82454800Way too shy for that. Plus I actually need this hospital stay pretty badly. Dont want to Be kicked out
>>82454777If you start a fight, he might be the one to grab you and wrestle you back to your room, and while he's doing that you can imagine what it'd be like if he held you down.
>>82454777On the contrary this might mean he would understand you better, or give you better treatment
>>82454823>she thinks patients get kicked out for fucking the staffLmao if yall weren't sexually voracious harpies, mental wards wouldn't even exist. What, you think the staff stays there for the lucrative pay? lol.
>>82454786This post is a larp but I've met people on when I admitted myself to a psych ward. there's some people who got together there.
>>82455854I would rape mentally ill too
>>82455335Bruh this might be the cringiest r9k post I've seen >>82454777Nice trips anon. 7s too, my favorite number. Very lucky. Unfortunately yes, you will likely always be the crazy bpd girl. Life is not fair. How do you feel about it
this post is... *mwah* chef's kissmine eyes have never beheld a better post
>>82454777lol lmao enjoy knowing you would be more pathetic than someone you desire whore LOLLL
>>82455335> imagine what itd be like if he held you downHmm.. okay you may have an point there anon>>82455825I mean he doesnt know me all that well, and not in that capacity. He isnt directly treating me either, my psychiatrist checks on me everyday >>82455940> Life is not fair. How do you feel about itResigned to it: sometimes I get little pockets of hope, but most of the time I remain passively suicidal >>82455982you have been blessed>>82456028Thank you. Will continue to do so
>>82455854Most of the staff are female. Most of the patients are fat, middle aged and above. The stereotype of hot bpd girls locked up in mental institutions I have yet to see. I am the youngest person here
>>82456368You should make him lick your asshole the pheromones of a young female anus will surely make him fall for u dear
>>82456368>sometimes I get little pockets of hope, but most of the time I remain passively suicidalI'm sorry anon. I know I can't really do anything for you but I hope things get better
>>82456396lol I have been avoiding him at all costs but we are both aware of eachothers existence I think. But maybe I will mention it to him if I ever get the chance>>82456411thank you for being so kind. It is never expected to find kindness here on r9k of all places, but I am so grateful for it
>>82454777Unironic question, only opportunity to get a "real" answer:How would you feel if he drugged you and raped you whole you were out cold?
My bff told me a girl i grew up from k-g12 was into me and i was so aloof i had no idea she wanted meI hope gen A girls are more forward cause we are dumb and aloof as fuck
>>82456451probably violated. Would ruin the image I have of him being stoic and quietly caring. >>82456465We are more forward but I am not about to make this hospital experience more awkward than it has to be. And plus I actually want to get better.
>>82456442>thank you for being so kind. It is never expected to find kindness here on r9k of all places, but I am so grateful for itYou might be surprised, we're all in the same place for a reason after all
>>82456502Get discharged and give it some time and keep in contact If you want to be extremely evil make sure the next time you get institutionalized make sure its another city ward and pretend it never happened and pretend your normal
My ex with schizo would tell me of the girls that would fall for the psychs and stalk them and find out their personal number
>>82456548Oh I hope you are doing okay too anon. You are right, many of us are very similar and thats why I like it here.>>82456591I think that ship has sailed. or never got in the water. I had a crush, but he was a couple years older and I never made a move or did anything about it. Now it has been like 10 years and while its embarrassing to be here like this, I dont think I want that anymore.
>>82454777Have you spoken to him?
>>82456598I am thankfully not into my psych. Thank god I dont think I could deal with that right now but I have heard stories too. >>82456699No. He is a registered nurse by profession but being the nurse or ward manager, he is in the office all the time. Dont get much of a chance and am also grateful for it. But it did freak me out earlier today to find out it was him.
>>82456623GrimBut hopium aside i think you'll find your way somehow because that's simply what i belive
>>82456442>But maybe I will mention it to him if I ever get the chancePlease please please do this. and for your sake i hope it goes better than you looking like gg allin blurting out SUCK MY ASS IT SMELLS
>>82456756Thank you. That is so nice of you to say. For now I am just really focusing on getting better. I just had a bit of a panic attack when I saw him for the first time today. But rationally its all good. Hes just doing his job and Im here to receive treatment. All will be fine.
