>>82455360
If I give up now, they'll be right.

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>>82455360
>What keeps you going, /r9k/?
Fuck you

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>>82455360
robot girls with this level of realism
i think theyre coming in the next 10 years
my only hope

>>82455360
Nothing honestly. I've given up and am just waiting to retire which is decades from now. But I'm so sick of normies and work that I decided to give up on my dreams.

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>>82455360
Nothing. I have no motivation or hope or anything. I just go through the motions of being alive. I'm just living out the rest of my life sentence

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pure spite

fsadaehdsfgasd

https://voca.ro/1ejVLbAzUU0Q

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my jiu jitsu coach said that i'm becoming a monster to someone from a nearby gym and i feel very good about it. i feel really excited to train every day.

the hope ill one day find someone to love

>>82455360
the prospect of a young wife

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Duty. Spite. Purpose. Fear of Hell. Responsibilities to the people around me.

I want to die a lot of the time but there's a time and place for that. Until then I'm buying ammo, hitting the range, and getting ready. Raise my kid until he doesn't need me any more. Then it's off to find whatever legacy version of Project Delta will exist at that time.

I won't go to my grave without at least trying

Nothing. I lost the only thing keeping me going. There is no longer a point to anything, I hope I am carried off in my sleep so I don't have to wake to another day without anything.

>>82455360
My zealous hatred for women is more than enough to sustain me

Insatiable thirst for more aura.

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I fail at things most people succeed at, but at least I succeed in a Thing roughly 99.9999999% of people fail at.
It gives me a selfish sense of pride, of being precious and necessary even if in my own manner.
However, without that Thing, I am a complete nobody.
I thought I had lost It many times, and almost killed myself. I'm on the right tracks now, thankfully.
At least video games serve as a fun backup plan, they are fun. Sometimes.

>>82455580
shameless hypocrites like you wouldnt be so smug if you were in a position of vulnerability

My zealotry for the reich and the Fuhrer
And another day to get drunk/high/whatever

OP here, I wasn't expecting this many responses, honestly, so thank you. I wish you all the best. For me, it's enjoying and being grateful for the little things in life (as far and few in-between as they can be). Things like a hot cup of coffee or journaling. I think writing can be very therapeutic.

inaccessibility to firearms

if I lived in US and had a gun over the past 15 or so years I would 100% be dead

>>82455360
I wanna make a fuckton of money so I can uplift the people close to me and help the poor and the needy
Sounds counter-intuitive, no? Get rich to help the poor, but in the process some other shmuck down the line is going to get poorer because of my actions

>>82456231
If you really wanted to die that badly, you would have found a way by now

>>82455360
The oxygen being absorbed by my blood cells

The potential for teen boobs and teen pussy.

The fact that I have already planned my suicide years from now.

TND and TJD, unironically

>>82455360
My mom. She had a rough childhood and then dad left before she was born. I just wanna make sure she's taken care of and happy (although she makes it difficult since she is mentally ill)

>>82455360
i like to squish and there's a lot of squishy things out there.

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>>82456231
Mine is the inverse of this
After i got institutionalized after a suicide attempt i got guns and its a sobering reminder i can off myself whenever i chose
Don't wanna desu

>>82455360
I don't know.
I'm alive but I don't have a reason to live. I'm not suicidal or an attention seeking faggot

>>82455368
Based as fuck fpbp. Spitemaxxing all the way

>>82455360
I'm Catholic. Also anger, the more people hate me the more it makes me want to exist around them so they are made to feel mad.

>>82455360
>What keeps you going, /r9k/?
The faint hope of getting some unpaid pussy, before I die within ~15 years (hopefully).
My family are dead, so there is no other point to this miserable fucking existence.

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My mom as corny as it sounds. She's the only person that checks in a genuinely cares about me. Once she is gone I'm pulling the trigger.