i hate the demiurge and his archons so much. all of my issues are his fault, my loneliness is his choice. i live in a personal hell made by him. every day i get reminded of it. it's not paranoia, it's realization. just thinking about what could have been hurts.the damn bastard... you can't even comprehend how much hate lives in my heart. the damn bastard...
"loneliness" is one of the grand illusions of the demiurge itself tho