why is it that whenever i get comfortable enough to come out of my shell a bit more people get weirded out and want me to get back in there, it sort of happened twice today and i have been pissed off about it ever since, how can i change if the world seems so resistant to me doing to? they want me to remain the quiet friendless guy i guess
>>82458727First most people will not do that and im going to assume you projected the way you already felt onto them, second on the slim chance they were assholes to you take the hint that theyre assholes and carry on with other people instead
>>82458727It's a skill, anonWho gives a fuck if they want you back in your shell? Don't let themKeep being you, you aint hurtin nobody, right?
>>82458956no i'm not, the only person that i ever hurt is myself thinking stuff like this
>>82458727Havent you learned yet that most people (aka Normies, the masses) just say things like: >"just be yourself, we are all diffrent here">"haha yeah, i also totally dont want to be around people too much, it drains me, ugh!">"haha, ye im sensetive to sounds and am emotional high sensetive. I get what you mean!"So then you be yourself only a little bit because you are smart enough to never go full self. Despite that you get looks immediately like you just toke a shit on the floor however.So you crawl back under your 5th layer of masks like you used to do your first month at work and you stay under those masks for the rest of your employment while claiming, if someoneever asks you, that this is indeed your "real self" (its not, its a well coordinated 6 layer deep masking)It always boils down to who has the power, who has the weapons, who has the numbers. You do what pleases them, not what they say.They are pleased? You can go on.Always, without fail."Be yourself!""No, not like that!" *pointing metaphorical gun at you*t. 34 year old khv massage therapist who works with people constantly and have been masking many layers deep my entire life even though everyone day i shouldnt as if i havent tried for these 34 years.People start to turn on you like you are inside someone elses dream in Inception if you just take 1 or 2 layers off your face.