I want to kill myself but I'm scared I'll go to hell. I'm also scared there will be nothing.
>>82459163You dont want to kill yourself you just want your problems to be over with. But that's just how life is. Everyone has problems, everybody hurts. Just deal with it the best you can. Fix what you can fix and recognize what can't be fixed and move on.
Oh no I guess OP is at an impasse and will just live his dumbass existence out till the end being stressed over nothing truly this is one of the events of all time
>>82459176I'm a 30 year old incel autist who's too lazy and autistic to work and I ruined every friendship I've ever had by being an unstable emotional faggot.
>theres either nothing or something after death
>>82459163The fact that you are scared there will be nothing means you value your life though?
>>82459163Then do dangerous work that puts your life in jeopardy. Preferably something important.
>>82459209The map is not the territory. Like I said. Figure out what you can fix and fix it. The stuff that you can't fix is irrelevant and not worth worrying about.
>>82459223No I just find the concept of nothingness scary
>>82459257You've done it before, just think back to the time before you were born and think about what that was like
>>82459350I was waiting to be born also maybe I was reincarnated, now I'm existential and paranoid
Why don't you just wait until you die of old age or disease?
I have to work now, I was researching a poison but apparently it has bad effects with alcohol, which is I think a dealbreaker. I'm not dying soon I think. Sorry for blogposting.
At least you dont have to go to work OP, if you are a NEET and can live off family or the state why bother killing yourself?
>I'm also scared there will be nothingThat's the whole appeal of killing yourself. Sounds like you just want your problems to be fixed. That's not the same thing.
>>82459380>I was waiting to be born also maybe I was reincarnated, now I'm existential and paranoidOne of those states sounds preferable
