>waiting for family to give up on me so i can dieare there any other robots in the same shoes
The one person who cared (my mom) is gone. I feel like the rest of my family, specifically my dad and sister, never cared to begin with. Not sure if I can blame them.
>>82461264You should be grateful you have a family who cares about you. Talk to them and find a way out of your misery.
>>82461439im sorry anon. do you have friends and stuff>>82461458they already forced me into therapy and into taking medicine
>>82461546>do you have friendsYes, but it's sort of the same deal. I've come to realize they may have been stringing me along this whole time. idk why but something about them always felt "off"
i have a brother who is suicidal and i don't care if it's selfish, but id do anything to prevent him from dying. even kill somone
I will still fight until my grandmother dies. I know my father and one of my cousins won't be the same after I commit, but I am slowly not being able to take it anymore. Why did I have to be born with adhd and aspergers and not a normie? Even when medicated I am a poor bastard that can't get a good job and can't even do well at a shitty one. I feel so indebted to my boss, it's like he's giving me charity and I hate it. I will find a way to get the conditions right so that I can hang myself and no one pulls me down, even if due to suffocation.
>>82461693If he's too far gone, allowing it is simply mercyt. a brother like this
>>82462274what's your name? he uses this board.
>>82462274My real name starts with a G. but my sister doesn't know I use this board, I think.
ig my familly already gave up but my mom pretends she care. I used cut myself, she never cared but now she pretend she care lmao. Ig i kinda dont want help, but at the same time i just want that someone really care abt me, I dont wanna die, i just dont want that demons in my head anymore.