I just had a realization, /r9k/On the outside, to most people, apparently I'm a... bum?Like, I don't have friends, no dating prospects, no job, no money, all that jazzBut inside, I'm happy? I'm content, like I know this is the path I've chosenAm I delusional? I talked a lot about going insane but was I already insane in the eyes of everyone else?
gaslight yourself into becoming a solipsist so whenever anyone judges you you can just tell them theyre not real and then go about the rest of your day
you're a stinky, cute kitoon. never forget that.
>>82462511>inside, I'm happy?When I saw a child drinking out of the well with his hands, I threw away all my cups.If you're truly happy, fuck it. Be happy.
>>82462550>>82462575>>82462592I've just had this sudden realization and I've rephrased everything, anonsCall me delusional but this change in perspective just changed everything for meI don't have friends, nor love interests, nor a job, nor money!I'm free! Truly free! Neither tethers nor anchors!Is this delusion on my part? I've no one to depend on and no one depends on me. The world is truly, without a doubt, my oyster
>>82462845how do you have housing and food and internet? you definitely depend on someone
>>82462870>HousingRental but temporary, *very* temporaryI could only afford 3 months>FoodBarelyI eat white bread, I drink tap water>InternetPhone data, it's bretty cheap actuallyThis is something else, manI feel like an idiot for having this thought
