I feel paralyzed by lonelinessI really wish I had someone warm to talk to but it seems I am met with harshness wherever I goMostly everyone ghosts after a day or just gets too busy to respond or turns dry with one word responsesI feel useless
>>82467261my whore ex egf talked to me every day but thats because she was such an extroverted whorenow that shes gone all i have are girls i have to initate all the time with and never expand the convogg
Yeah, I know how that feels too. Not much you can do... I hate the helpless feeling. I think I am too boring for anyone to want to have a deep conversation with me.
>>82467272Trying to talk to women is so exhausting they only ever seem to give one word replies
>>82467261Just slap her around with your stacks of cash, anonYou *do* have a fat wallet, do you not?
I feel the same, I have a girlfriend but she seems like a stranger, she barely talks to me and barely wants to see me. Everyone is so cold that it makes me depressed just thinking about talking to someone.
>>82467261My comfort is knowing I'd be far worse with others than by myself. When I'm alone I'm free to be the best and worst version of me, the truest me. When I talk with people online, I have to put up a mask, to focus on them, to never dictate any topic else face their judgement. Fuck them, and fuck you.I am useless, I will be useless to others and to myself, and I was never going to be anything but this.
>>82467261i see loneliness and misery as my only friends. they have alway been with me when i'm sad. they don't leave me when other abandon me. sometimes i lose my way and think i'm going to suddenly get better and the world is going my way, but eventually i come crashing back down and my friends are still with me. :)
i miss my ex so fucking bad i want to kill him and myself
>>82467395This sentence is probably the epitome of why we have such issues.
>>82467723https://youtu.be/eBtn2NQ5k58?si=OIZINiXaUDLwBZXjI wish it weren't true, but it is
>>82467261Same. I'm just too socially rejected to give a shit about it as much anymore.I spend 98% of my time alone indoors. I just wish that I could have sex with a foid, without all the other social bullshit.
