>start talking to someone new>scared to come off as annoying>start being overly apologetic because i feel like i'm being bothersome>overthink my messages so i take forever to reply>praise them whenever i can in a pathetic attempt to make them like me more>we stop talking after a week>tfw the harder i try not to be annoying the more annoying i becomehow do i change? i know what's wrong with me, but my fear takes over and i end up repeating the same mistakes. i just want a friend, yet i keep fucking up all of my chances.
>>82468301be less pleasing and more interesting. people will please themselves but they often refuse to alleviate their own boredom
>>82468316NTA but I am so boring. I just want to be in the same room with my lover. Sometimes conversations arise but usually I have nothing to say. Do I need to pick up more hobbies? Doing so would give me more to talk about
>>82468301Is that all happening online? If yes then find something to there. I think it's a lot easier talking to new people over a game of league or something like that
>>82468333yeah, do them together preferably.
