>be me>try to live fairly healthy>get enough sleep every night (atleast 7 hours)>exercise 3 times a week>live in a rural area with alot of trees and such so I breathe primarily pristine air>avoid smoking. Only ever do it once or twice a month if at all. Same applies to alcohol>walk about 7-10k steps a day>go to doctor due to reoccuring pains in the bladder>"anon, you may have a tumor"Happened yesterday. I'm not an oldfag either. I'm in my early 20's but yeah, despite living generally a healthier life than the average normalnigger, I may have a fucking tumor. I don't know how to react to this message honestly. I'm trying to keep myself calm and just concentrate on my work for now. I got an appointment in 2 weeks at the local hospital to see if it is or isn't a tumor but yeah, I'm obviously going crazy.Anyone here with similar experiences who knows how to cope? I've got some drama in my family (I'm uninvolved thankfully but my siblings and parents aren't in the best mood) so I haven't told them yet. I wanna wait for the actual diagnosis before telling them about it because the timing is just shit. I'm geniunely going mad and losing my shit.If I must die, then so be it honestly. I don't have too much to lose. I'm just another incel loser who'se headed for a dull 9-5 life with a job that barely pays the bills. Healthcare costs won't fuck me over cause I live in germany tho (state pays for healthcare). But it just sucks knowing that I'll be the one to go rather than some people that I know, who smoke a pack a day and 10 beers regularly and do other drugs and shit.
>>82470124We have much less control than we like to think over these things. For cancer especially there's a huge element of luck. Some people will smoke a pack a day and live to be 90 and others will be health nuts and still get turbocancer. If you do have a tumor, depending on its stage and if it metastasized or not, you might just be looking at surgery and maybe having to carry a pissbag for the rest of your life depending on how bad it goes. You should wait for a proper diagnosis before worrying too much though. Let's hope it's nothing serious.
>>82470124bladder cancer has good survival rates particularly for young people>I got an appointment in 2 weeks at the local hospital to see if it is or isn't a tumor but yeah, I'm obviously going crazy.you should calm down since it likely isn't a tumor and idk why the assumption is that it is instead of one of the other far more likely causes of bladder pain such as kidney stones or a simple utiif it is bladder cancer then you're probably chronically exposed to some sort of cause either in work or lifebut really just calm down until you've had a proper screening and appreciate that your healthcare provider gives a damn to go to those lengths for very nebulous symptoms as an unlikely cancer demographic - they wouldn't where i am
>>82470202honestly with how little there is for me in life, I'm contemplating to go out with a glorious blaze if it's something serious.Kill a politician or some CEO or something and then myself and maybe write a manifesto. Something like that.Because honestly, what's the point of living if your life is already permanent suffering? I'd rather die some sort of glorious death than slowly and painfully wither away in a hospital >>82470216you're probably right. I'm trying my best to hope for the best but I want to prepare for the worst. I'm not sure who has said it but a saying goes "We suffer more in our imagination than in reality"
