I've been spiraling for years, anon, ever since covid I think.It's very hard to explain what's wrong with me. I just feel... wrong.I've been visiting doctors for 2 years and they said I'm in perfect health.So why is it that I can't get out of bed in the morning? Why do I feel sick, nauseous, DONE, every waking second? I can't even talk to people without screaming anymore. I go to the store and I push people because I'm tired of NPC drones inconveniencing me every time I do something.Why do I have zero motivation to do finish my degree? I'm not talking about good ol' laziness at this point. It's much deeper. It's like 50% of my brain physically STOPS me from picking up my pen, telling me I shouldn't waste energy because WW3 and a societal collapse is only months away. I might be mentally insane, but my state of mind is pretty much this: we're all going straight to hell this decade. There's no hope, only darkness. I guess it might sort of explain why I'm not excited about my new college?The killer part is that this FUCKED UP society refuses to admit that I'm right. It will insist till the very end that this is not happening, I'm just crazy, and I need to go back to school. They will drug me with medication to a point where I can blindly obey and keep studying.I'm just living in an environment so unrewarding and so far removed from what my body has evolved to, that I just feel sick body and mind.I'm sick and tired of society not admitting that I'm reacting accordingly.
You take the gene therapy 19 shot, anon?
>>82471553No, I took zero jabs.That's probably why I see things clearly in the first place.
>I go to the store and I push people because I'm tired of NPC drones inconveniencing me every time I do something.This is pretty obviously an emotional issue, you have imbalances. This action is blatantly not a product of intelligent thought, there is no benefit to doing this and only negatives.It does sound that you're pretty overwhelmed by dread and fear, you just have to accept that you personally don't have any impact on these things and can only roll with the punches. There's only two real options for you, you either are doing something about it directly and go start blasting the bad guys or you accept that your life's outcome is in the hands of others and just relax.
>>82471581>you accept that your life's outcome is in the hands of others and just relax.I was just about to make a post about this, the frustrating nature of modern society.Did you think that back in rainforest tribe times people just had to calmly sit and watch helplessly as they got assraped by their leaders?It's insane and unnatural how we literally have zero say in how things are in society. What part of that is democratic? Everyone hates the society we live in so why doesnt anything change?We literally cant impact ANYTHING. We're just utterly powerless and defeated lab rats in our own society.What I'm wondering is why more people arent physically frustrated and screeching and shoving people outdoorsHow the hell can people just give up and accept reality? Where are your balls?
>>82471549Buy Life Extension Zinc and take that 3x daily after meals. Zinc helps everything but especially useful against long covid, there's a chance you may have that.Anyway OP I feel you man. Hang in there. Or not, I don't know to be honest. I'm in the corrupted timeline. Feels bad man. Gotta keep fighting the Demiurge
>>82471603You don't have zero say, having zero say is a choice. The issue is having a say means massive risk because the people with a lot of money don't want you to have a say. One man with a gun just killed charlie kirk and had a large negative impact on society, it's definitely possible to have a say for literally anyone. We don't live in a tribe, and if we did it would be bulldozed and the tribe would be quietly wiped out while the media keeps distracting others so that they don't care.
>>82471549You deserve it for liking this shitty woke show tbf
