Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportGoober evening c:>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
eyoHere's a bunch of helpful links> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/> wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
Soon femboy Friday.
>>82471562hey fren! how's it going?>>82471572hey, dude! what's up?
>>82471572Hellohow's it going?>>82471624HeyaI'm feeling better today I worked a little on my project but now it's time to chill so I'm chill :3thinking about what to watch maybe I'll listen to some music also had some thoughts, I'm a bit angry with people wbu?
>>82471680>I'm feeling better todayi knew you would. :>>I worked a little on my project but now it's time to chill so I'm chill :3well deserved. how's the project coming along?>thinking about what to watchfound anthing yet?>maybe I'll listen to some musicdid you?>I'm a bit angry with peoplewanna talk about why?>wbu?i'm alright. work went well, i think. bit frustrated with some design decisions in silksong, though. nothing that would make me stop playing the game, but there's a lot of stuff that's just annoying.
>>82472157>knew you would. :>^^ and how's ur health doing?>well deserved. thank you :>>how's the project coming along?I haven't given up yet :D>found anthing yet?old tv shows>did you?a little bit and now I'm watching stuff >wanna talk about why?yeah people around me just jump to conclusions without looking for any evidence or arguments proving what they think is true, and they're are unable to say they don't know something There was a fire at my building again and instead of going to the place across the street that has cameras and asking to see the footage people here just decided it has to be arson, then patted themselves on the back about how smart they are and that they should be working for the police and stopped their "investigation" at that>work went well,that's a first ;3jk, I'm glad it did and it friday tomorrow >bit frustrated with some design decisions in silksong,why? are they unintuitive or too difficult?
>>82472335>how's ur health doing?it's alright. docs weren't able to help me though, so i'm on my own in that regard.>I haven't given up yet :Dthat's all that counts. ^^>old tv showswhat are those about?>a little bit and now I'm watching stuffanything you could share?>going to the place across the street that has cameras and asking to see the footagemust be hard for you being the only one around with any common sense. i don't think it's worth getting involved yourself or angry about, but it's not like we can control emotions like that.>that's a first ;3 jk, I'm glad it didwell, boss isn't there and we're cleaning and organizing the place. even the customers are commenting on how orderly the place is.>and it friday tomorrowluckily i don't have work tomorrow. have to go on saturday, though.>why? are they unintuitive or too difficult?pretty much both. exploring in this game is extremely punishing. even more so than bosses. everything does tons of damage and it jumps you on every opportunity. it's also always frustrating when i know that i won't ever be able to get all achievements. just a lot of small things that add up and up. now i'm stuck on a boss that just attacked me out of nowhere while i wanted to go through an area i cleared before. wanted to stock up on something and boom, bossfight. thanks, i guess. and you never just can fight the boss again, you always have to get there from the last bench you rested on and that often means you enter the fight already damaged.
>>82473098>so i'm on my own in that regard.at least you don't have a cold ig :< >what are those about?hard to describe like a game of telephone >anything you could share?nope sorry, it's all in a different language are you looking for something to watch?>don't think it's worth getting involved yourself or angryI'm not really getting angry, I'm not emotional but I am just sorta disappointed igWhen I was younger I'd see people doing that and thought they must be experienced and know what they're talking about but nope, it was all just false and empty confidence Lots of stuff like that happened during covid, someone at the pharmacy told my mom that the virus is from chemtrails and that's why it spreads so fast so masks are useless, and she didn't question a single thing and just told me that there must be something to it because people wouldn't believe it otherwise >even the customers are commenting on how orderly the place is.ooaa you must've done an exceptionally good job then!! you should get a raise>don't have work tomorrow. woooo->have to go on saturday- oo...well do you think it'll be a chill day?>pretty much both. exploring in this gameohI wonder what other people saydo they dislike those things too?How did i look on the original?and wanna talking more about the things you domt like? I'm all ears
>>82473741>at least you don't have a cold ig :<that's true. ^^>like a game of telephonei see. old polish game shows again? i think we might have had something similar. there were two teams and they'd take turns trying to describe a word to their team mates. first candidate would face the host and receive the word, then he had to turn around to tap the next member on the shoulder (the other members were wearing headphones and had to turn away), describe it and if that member of the team got it correct, they had to do the same until every member guessed it. it was a weird time.>are you looking for something to watch?not actively, but i feel like i could be in need for something when i'm done playing. this game is hard work.>I am just sorta disappointed igi feel you. you kinda see everything falling apart around you, but can't do anything to prevent it or even muster the energy to try.>someone at the pharmacy told my mom that the virus is from chemtrails and that's why it spreads so fast so masks are uselessat least it they weren't denying that it exists. that's one step above most people i had similar talks with.>there must be something to it because people wouldn't believe it otherwisefor some weird reason people would rather believe all sort of retarded shit than except truth and facts.>you must've done an exceptionally good job then!!not at all. we're just not letting it deteriorate to the point our boss does. he's clearly in way over his head, but he insist on working alone a lot of the time (to save on salaries), but he just can't deal with it and we have to make up for it but can't in the time we have.>you should get a raisethat goes without saying. ;D>well do you think it'll be a chill day?today was, but who knows what saturday will bring? i sure don't.>do they dislike those things too?i've read similar opinions. it deserve the praise it gets, but the criticism is fair as well. at least how i see it.
>>82474092>then he had to turn around to tap the next member on the shoulderexactly :Dwow you can read my mind? I didn't know >could be in need for somethingdon't have anything really to send sorry :<>see everything falling apartmore like it was always brokenI just couldn't see it>some weird reason people would rather believethey just wanna believe what most people around them believe I think >who knows what saturday will bring? i sure don't.well let's leave worrying about that for when it comes for you have have a whole friday in fornt of you>deserve the praise itI've just seen people saying it's cuteand I agree!bed time now, goodnight bud
>>82473741>How did i look on the original?hard to say. it's been a few years since i played it. i had similat frustrations, but i don't think it was as bad as in this one. i didn't finish the dlc, though. it was just a bunch of arenas where you fight waves of monsters and bosses you've fought before and i never thought that the fighting in that game was it's strongest aspect. that would go to art direction and exploration.>and wanna talking more about the things you domt like? I'm all earshm. maybe that the game doesn't explain any of it's mechanics to you. i think there some sort of parrying mechanic, but i'm not sure and so far i didn't even bother to try. i also feel that all the side weapons the game gives you are just traps. at least for me. if i use them, it completely fucks up my flow, so i just use basic attacks and the items that make those attacks stronger. also magic and healing use the same resource, so i never use the magic and always just save it for healing. basically everything they give you as reward for exploring is pretty much useless (that tends to be how it is in most metroidvanias, though). oh yeah, been playing for 30 hours and just realized you can dash downwards. not sure if that helps me at all, but you can.
>>82474172sleep tight. sorry for taking so long to respond today.
Hello /cut/ :3I hope you are all having a good day!
>>82471562>tfw fetishizing sh againthis can't be good
>>82474788>I hope you are all having a good day!thanks, fren. same to you! how's it going?>>82474831>this can't be goodprobably not. :< did anything happen?
relapsed tonightmessed up pretty badI don't mean to do these things but I don't know how to stop
>>82471562Today was alright I guess. I wanted to work on a project for school but its starting to look like I'm going to be procrastinating instead :( I hurt myself a bit earlier today. I was just in a bad mood. There are a lot of things bothering me, but I'd rather not talk about any of them
heyy hey good morning bump
ugh woke up with a extreme sore throat, today is gonna suck
havin a feaver oohhh @^@
>>82478824hey ali do you think you're sick?at least it's friday
>>82474197>hard to say. it's been a few years sincemaybe it's time to replay it? :3>that would go to art direction and exploration.I see, I wonder if there are any games similar to this that are pretty much just exploration >maybe that the game doesn't explain any of it's mechanics to youso how do people usually figure them out?>didn't even bother to tryhm maybe that's why the fights feel so boring>been playing for 30 hours and just realized you can dash downwardsheh ^^like me realizing in hl2 clicking g is a shortcut to take out the gravgun not long ago >>82474208ow dw :>it's okay to take your timeluckily this board is pretty slow>>82474788Hello o/same to youI'm mostly okay though a little sick >>82476135Hey anonit's not easy to stop especially if the reason you do it is still present in your lifeWhen was the last time you relapsed?Just remember that you shouldn't expect yourself to not cut ever again, what you should focus on is not cutting today and leave worrying about tomorrow for tomorrow and also making the times between relapses longer and longer >>82477008Heya>wanted to work on a project for school but its starting to look like I'm going to be procrastinatingliterally me I don't think I'll manage to complete itBest of luck aleph!!what kind of project is it btw?>hurt myself a bit earlier todayit happens you're under a lot of stress >rather not talk about any of themthat's okay is there something you want to talk about? like ur hobbies or something?
>>82479777nice trippers
oh, didn't realize the thread survived :0>>82478824hey gator. get well soon! do you have any meds you could take?>>82479526dang. guess i was wrong after all... ^^'>>82479777>maybe it's time to replay it? :3after silksong i'll definitely need a break from any kind of metroidvania. maybe in a few more years. the way i play these games is very exhausting.>I wonder if there are any games similar to this that are pretty much just explorationdon't get me wrong, i like fighting in these games, but there's games that do it better. can't think of any right now, but i'm sure there are. i do think it could work, though.>so how do people usually figure them out?i guess the intend is figuring it out by playing, which is fair, but then you usually just stick with what's been working for you since the beginning and ignore the options the game's giving you later on.>maybe that's why the fights feel so boringyou basically have to strike at the same time the opponenz does and the attacks cancel each other. i'm sure i could use that to my advantage sometimes, but usually senseless flailing gets the job done way better. and i wouldn't call the fights boring. they are very intense, but so intense that i just get punished for trying out other things. i suppose everyone finds their playstyle and stick with it, but that's another issue. the different movesets you can find are far apart and i think you can just miss them, so if i hadn't epxlored as much as i did i might still be stuck with a moveset i absolutely hate. and even if i find one i like better, i don't know if it's worth it to switch after playing for so many hours.>like me realizing in hl2 clicking g is a shortcut to take out the gravgun not long agohuh. you'd think it would throw a grenade, but i don't know if there are any in hl2, so i guess they wanted to at least use the button for something? then again, the gravgun was the big thing at the time. gotta show off the physics in the game.
>>82481648good evenin frenhow's it going?I worked a little on a project though I didn't do much and I'm also thinking about watching some animeI remembered how much of a good time I had the last time was binging welcome to NHK and so I'm thinking about watching cowboy bebop >didn't realize the thread survived :0who would've thought huh :3>guess i was wrong after all... ^^'dw it was super weakI basically felt a little chill but it went away and I sorta like having a feaver anyway >definitely need a break from any kind of metroidvaniathat's okay you can play other games>ignore the options the game's giving you later on.but I guess it could be argued as a user issue not a game issue>, but usually senseless flailing gets the job donetried and true ^^>would throw a grenade, but i don't know if there are any in hl2there are grenade but it's not a game you'd expect have shortcuts>least use the button for somethingit's useful to catch grenades mid air and throw them back
>>82482109>how's it going?not bad, but didn't do much. i just gamed today. but i think i'm done with that.>I worked a little on a project though I didn't do muchconvincing yourself to sit down and put in some work is half the battle and important to make it a habit. well done.>and so I'm thinking about watching cowboy bebopit's a classic, but you need to be in the right mood for it. it's a bit like bladerunner in the regard. hope you like it.>I basically felt a little chill but it went away and I sorta like having a feaver anywaycan't say i like it, but at least it beats being sore all over. that's the worst symptom for me. glad it's not so bad for you.>you can play other gamestrue. just bought space marine 2 since it was on sale. :> first real test for my pc, but i've heard that unoptimzed unreal engine 5 can be a bit rough on the hardware. let's see how it'll go.>it could be argued as a user issue not a game issuethat's true, but at this point i know how i want to play games and i think a lot of people agree. in blasphemous you had one weapon and one way to play the game. in blasphemous 2 you had three weapons and constantly had to switch between them and i guess so many people complained about not having the sword from the first game that they put it in the second and also made it so you can use it instead of the other weapons abilities. same with silksong. it's more and different for the sake of it being a sequel, not because it was needed. i think i come across as more negative than i actually am. it's just that so many games are falling into this trap and it's a bit annoying >there are grenade but it's not a game you'd expect have shortcutsi suppose that's true, but i just thought that's basic fps controls, but it's quite an old game at this point and you never know when certain standards were introduced.>it's useful to catch grenades mid air and throw them backnew skill unlocked. :]
hellooo everyone i am backthere was a /cut/ minecraft server at some point wasnt there? or am i just misremembering things
>>82482653hey sisyphus! welcome back! how's it going?>there was a /cut/ minecraft server at some point wasnt there? or am i just misremembering thingssounds vaguely familiar, but i can't remember, either. if there was, i was never on it.
>>82482628>not bad, but didn't do muchI think that's good because you need some rest >done with thatso what u gonna do?>convincing yourself to sit downtrue I almost decided to not do it today >need to be in the right moodI feel like I'm always and never in the right moodbut I'll probably start watching tomorrow >that's the worst symptom for me. glad it's not so bad for you.understandable considering you work and work out >bought space marine 2oo hope you like it>unoptimzed unreal engine 5 why do they never optimize :c>think i come across as more negativeso what would you overall rating be?>basic fps controlsI always thought of it as a battlefield thingbtw I'm just looking at cool pictures on the internet and man I wish I had enough time to make a map in hammer :< >>82482653Heyohow's it going?>there was a /cut/ minecraft serverhmm I don't think so but I'm very forgetful maybe someone did advertise their mc server but I'm not sure
>>82482931>you need some restcan never get enough of that, it feels. i'll also head to bed a bit earlier today. don't have to get up that early, but having to get up at all on a saturday is upsetting. :< not really. would get up for my workout if not for work.>so what u gonna do?just watching vids on youtube. maybe i'll start space marine 2.>understandable considering you work and work outwell, not when i'm that sick. ^^>hope you like itthanks. i had a good time with the first game. let's see if my sequel-complaint holds up.>why do they never optimize :ctime restraints would be my guess. and it doesn't sell as many copies as some flashy graphics. though games like repo, peak and now silksong shattered that narrative quite thoroughly.>so what would you overall rating be?hard to say. it's a good game and, as you said, my gripes with it are rather personal. 7-8/10 with a "wouldn't recommend to people who haven't played the genre before" caveat.>I always thought of it as a battlefield thingi'd say it's been in counter strike since the beginning, wasn't it?>I'm just looking at cool pictures on the internet and man I wish I had enough time to make a map in hammer :<try to lock up that excitement and save it for when you have time for it again. :>
>>82482840>>82482931heya yuanon & catim doing alrightwould either of you be interested in one?logistics would be funky due to most people being unable to be on at the same time but it could be fun
>>82479535idk it's really just my throat.>>82481648thanks, and i don't think so I'll be oki tho
>>82471562>How are you doing today?Pretty decent, up and down but over all ok>Any plans for today?Yes! Hopefully going to the mall with my friend later and getting a coffee or boba>When was the last time you hurt yourself?Idk, I've been clean for a good while now thankfully. Therapy is really helping>Why did you hurt yourself?Its usually always self hatred and loathing related, like i dont deserve to live, im worthless, a burden, ect>Is there anything bothering you right now?Probably but I cant think of itI hope everyone had a great weekend! These threads are awesome never stop!!
>>82483153>also head to bed a bit earlier today.I'll probably do the sameI'm getting sleepy >having to get up at all on a saturday is upsetting. :<grrrrrhope it's an easy day>watching vids on youtubeanything fun?>not when i'm that sick. ^^Honestly I wouldn't be surprised if you did do that even when sick >time restraintsmaybe but my pc is not happy about it >7-8/10 with aoaa that's high>say it's been in counter strikenopenever been if you wanna throw a grenade you gotta click 4 and chose which one you wanna throw >lock up that excitementI'll try to>>82483265>doing alrightthat's good how are you spending ur day?>would either of you be interestedI wouldn't I'm not a big minecart headbut that's just me >>82483318>really just my throat.that's the worst :<hopefully your feel better tomorrow How was your day today btw?>>82483322Hello>up and down but over all okhopefully it only gets better >going to the mall with my friendsounds like a lot of fun have a good time hanging out you hang out with you friends often?>clean for a good while now thankfully. Therapy is really helpinggood job, glad to hear it's working for youdid you get any helpful tips about how to stop?>hope everyone had a great weekend!thank youuyou too and cute kat!
>>82483265>im doing alrightthat's always good to hear. :>>would either of you be interested in one?i'm not agains it, but i've got a lot of other games on my plate right now. i'd probably join you guys at a later date if you do one.>logistics would be funky due to most people being unable to be on at the same time but it could be funtrue. worth a try though>>82483318hi gator! how are you today? still sick?>>82483322>I've been clean for a good while now thankfully. Therapy is really helpingwell and and glad that it does. how did it help? is there any advice you could share?>Its usually always self hatred and loathing relatedfeeling you on that one. stay strong.>I hope everyone had a great weekend! These threads are awesome never stop!!you're awesome too and always welcome here. (^-^)>>82483675>I'll probably do the samegood idea. a sick kot deserves a cozy bed.>hope it's an easy daythanks and fingers crossed. maybe it'll rain a lot and everyone stays at home>if you did do that even when sickyeah. sounds like me. :/ i usually realize that something is off when working out.>but my pc is not happy about itword. biggest issue is the space requirements of these bloated games. completely nuts.>that's highit is a good game with lots of care and attention put into it. i'm just a grumpy old guy who's too stuck in his ways and likes to nitpick>if you wanna throw a grenade you gotta click 4 and chosewild. :0 shows what i know.>I'll try tojust think of all the great maps you'll make. (*^*) do you already have ideas?>I wouldn't I'm not a big minecart headbut that's just mereally? i thought you'd like the idea since you've played and showed your stuff here before, but i guess playing by yourself and with other people is something completely different.anyways, i'm off to bed. good bight, everyone and thanks for the thread!
>>82483675yea hopefully it was fine. how about you?>>82484095im okay still a bit yea. how about you?
>How are you doing today?dizzy lol I feel like shit and wana cry and throw up >Any plans for today?I did nothing but prep to leave for uni again and worry in bed / rot >When was the last time you hurt yourself?a couple months ago :( >Why did you hurt yourself?stress from all angles >Is there anything bothering you right now?my gf is being super distant with me and this is the first actually goof relationship ive ever had and watching her probably lose interest is slowly killing me and I don't know what to do, its so hard to get through the days and I fucking hate it , I just wish she would tell me why and stop avoiding me , I feel like that stupid picture of a rabit holding a clock (pic rel) with the caption all roads lead to rome or time tells no lies or wtv bc I am truly unlovable and I will fuck up a good thing by being myself and idk why its so hard to have her , why is she slipping through my fingers , why can't she just come back to me or give me a clean break and tell me or something
>>82471562the United States Government even encourages people to cut themselves, sick fucks
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