If the title doesn't describe it enough, my ex is an r9k e-girl, I am an incel and have been one and she left me, recently I learned she's been sending nudes to a bunch of guys, so I don't know why she tells me she was the first as if that ended up mattering, I don't know how I can cope with the fact that because I'm hideous I will never have any opportunities to make friends or even get a job, while because she is pretty and a female it can be dumbed down to she was just a stupid 18 year old, she's changed and now she can settle with a man who will provide and forget about her past because XD because fuck my life