it's frustrating being so unwanted that even daring to want a relationship is considered high standards. its gotten to the point that mylpw self-esteem has made me not care anymore and become content on being alone. no help to anyone, no one was there to emotionally support when I got humiliated, no one there to help when i get grouped uo against, no one there to lift my self esteem through someone desiring me. no one there to feel safe around to open up. Just only there for temporary convenience for what people want from me. im so fed up with people