>the closest thing I got to having physical intimacy was that one time when I was in 8th grade and got slapped on my ass>the closest thing I've had to a relationship is pretending to gay-flirt with an online friend for close to 3 years nowI'm 24.
>>82476226walking home from school tho it was like 5 minutes before we had to change paths to go to our homes
>>82476226My best friend convinced me to try dating her and sort of molested me when we were in middle school (it was less bad than it sounds, she was a little pushy but ultimately respectful about it and was very gentle and sweet about it). I just wanted to be friends and definitely didn't deserve someone like her so she accepted it and we quickly went back to just being friends
>>82476276was it a normal friendship again by then?
>>82476276tfw you were ugly as a kid as well to even not get molested
>>82476226the closest to physical intimacy is hard for me to say because i had a lot of opportunities but never took them.in 8th grade there was this 7th grade girl that would walk home with me after we'd get off the school bus since we lived in the same direction.we would always talk about sex and specifically i would always make up elaborate sexual things i would do to her as a joke, kind of.one day she was going to be home alone after school and she was also going to be moving so she thought it was the perfect time for us to go to her house so i could do whatever i want with her, those were her words.i declined because she looked like an elementary schooler to the point people would always mention it and she was gossipy, so if i did go to her house and fucked her she would tell everyone at school before moving to a new one and i'd be branded a pedophile for fucking what looked like an elementary schooler. and keep in mind i had facial hair and everything at this point.she was begging me to go to her house and even followed me all the way to my house, but when we got to the gate at my house she ran away. i should also mention i was scared she would get pregnant, that was an irrational fear i had as a teenager, that girls would just get pregnant if i fucked them because i've always had monkeys paw luck.closest thing to a relationship was this 3 year long e gf i had who i never intended on meeting because i was convinced she wouldn't like me if she met me in person, the relationship had to end eventually since she was never gonna like me anyway. things ended weirdly to put it lightly.
>>82476315We returned to a more or less normal friendship. It's had some awkward moments but it's still a great friendship and she's still my favorite person in the world >>82476324I'm ugly too, I got molested because she likes my personality and appreciates how good of a listener I am. So never give up hope!
>>82476368>So never give up hope!damn it now you gave me hope thanks i guess
>>82476336Good call on not doing anything with the first one. That could've gone south really quickly. Nice pic btw.
>>82476442i also think it was a good call, but i wound up getting into loli in my teens because when i got home that day i beat my weenie to the thought of all the things i would have done with her, since she looked the way she did, when i found out about loli it made me think of her and the rest is history. like i said i have monkeys paw luck, so if making the right call was lucky, the fact that the event took place was the monkeys paw, it made me like lolis.
>>82476226The biggest stacy at school in 6th grade played with my hair while standing behind me once. She didn't ask or anything, she just did it and started talking to the foid next to her about how my hair feels. I didn't move at all or say anything. It felt pretty good and I got goosebumps
