>ex fucks me up beyond recognition and has essentially gaslit me into somehow semi-forgiving her after cheating on me, even though she hasn't gone back on her actions>meet a girl after her and fuck up everything because she's a normie. I end up hurting someone but cut her off in 3 days asap>meet another one, she's too ugly and my standards are horribly fucked after my ex of 3 years>i meet yet another one. things turn out incredibly well for a little bit and i start to heavily crush on her after a few sleep calls and such. turns out she never felt the same way>now she has been avoiding me and makes excuses for not wanting to hang out. lose all my feelings after feeling like a cuck yet again (she's hanging out with others all the time lately) and decide that i'm going to cut her off.>meet one that I do like and that likes me back, but I feel so utterly fucked by my relationship life that I start to wonder if I should just disappear and swear off love forever, because I'm not completely deadset on this girl>mfw this is all because my fucking ex cheated on me>mfw if I never met her I would probably be fine right now>mfw being a loner who couldn't get any female attention was way better because I didn't know what it was likeMy rational mind tells me to just keep going and settle for this but I know in my heart that I must be making the wrong decision. That the right thing to do is to just disappear. And kill myself too probably
No, I absolutely want to just kill myself. That's all I want. I mention it atleast once every day. There's no solution. I'm fucked
>>82476691>I GET A BUNCH OF WHORESUhh are you sure you're on the right board OP
>>82476691You rejected a girl for being too ugly man?
>>82476691>>mfw if I never met her I would probably be fine right nowreal
>>82476691Humblebrag thread? The fuck?
>>82476691cheating really does numbers on you and i feel similar after having every guy ive e-dated cheat on me. maybe not the same but it hurts man
>>82476691https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bW6VZi0ICs
