its been a while since my last thread but today im getting drunk, because im depressed and lonely, but also my mother was complaining about the 20+ cans of alcohol in the fridge... i dont drink often cause after about 8 cans i vomit and theres a very thin line between drunk and blackoutthe guy i like said he didnt feel too talkative cause of charlie kirks death, thought he was starting to feel better and then this happens, fuck you kirk shooter i wanted to be able to tell my "crush" (i hate this word it seems so childish) i love him again
>>82478493you should talk to me instead. im drinking and bored
>>82478506whatre you drinking, anon?
>>82478506>>82478511What kind of fucking pussy gets emotional over a total stranger.
>>82478511pic rel and the grape flavor. "pink poison" tastes like shit though. wbu
>>82478522oh fuck ive wanted to try these for so long but they dont see them here. unfortunate that one tastes like shit thoim drinking suntory -196 (lemon flavoured, but ill be drinking ume or lime later) and kirin hyoketsu (also lemon flavoured)
>>82478549you might like that monster flavor then, its some vague citrusy grapefruit flavor. i hate grapefruit. i just got the lemon chuhai at a store near me and need to buy some, they're solid
>>82478614im not too fond of grapefruit flavours either, so idk if i will. especially alcoholic grapefruit, it barely covers the strength of the alcohol at alldo it, its worth it, theyre nice
Hey. Have you played River City Girls? It's a fun game, especially in co-op with someone else. It has great music, too.I also recommend A Hat in Time - a very adorable and fun platformer that can be played in co-op as well.https://youtu.be/br4PStzUQIA
>>82478493I hope your bitch boyfriend commits suicide from all the demoralization.
>>82478649This is some of the most advanced wizardry I've ever seen teach me senpai.
>>82478636truuuue! lemon drinks are good BECAUSE they cover up the alcohol taste really well. can i see your tits?
>>82478649both are really cute games, not really my style, but i might try rcg cause it looks fun>>82478651hes so anti-suicide it actually scares me, ive never met someone like that before except npc normies who have no reasoning other than "its bad"but hes also not my boyfriend (yet (maybe))>>82478674they dont really unless its light drinks and lemon soda, but grapefruit is so much worse for covering things>can i see your tits?conversation ruined ew
Your (unrequited) second half shouldnt have such parasocial relationships, he sounds oversocialized. He should be focusing on real people who care about him, for example you. >beerWhy drink when you don't have to work... beer is poison that lets you endure the day of back-breaking labour. Please stay away from it
>>82478699>conversation ruined ewi don't get it boys, i treated her with respect and she does this to me... :(
>>82478723fucking heartless cunts mate emotional vampires.
>>82478700i dont think its parasocial cause its not like he really really liked the guy or anything. i understand being a bit, idk, upset? over something like this thoi like to drink sometimes cause listening to music and getting drunk and rolling around in my bed feel pleasant. the working class shouldnt be the only ones having fun!
>>82478750Hmmm. Depends if he saw the uncensored video? Yeah, that's very shocking, even for a liveleak veteran like myself. His neck was like a fountain of blood. >i like to drink sometimes cause listening to music and getting drunk and rolling around in my bed feel pleasantI always feel lonely when drinking alone... imagine rolling around with him! I heard amanita muscaria mushrooms are even better for that? And other drugs like psylocibines and lsd and MDMA. Once I find a job, I intend to try them all out. Otherwise what's the point of living the wagie life? But you won at life, your life is simply and comfortable, don't destroy your body with alcohol and nicotine.
>>82478517What's more, he doesn't even live in the US. What kind of schizophrenia is that?
>>82478786he did see it, said he had to take a few minutes to process it. it was pretty hard to watch, i saw it toome too! thats why i came here... ive been waiting for us to drink on call together, and if he comes here we're totally gonna drink. ive tried mushrooms, lsd and mdma when i was younger, mdma is really good but mushrooms and lsd are kinda scary. he wants to try shrooms too tho so ill just watch over him if he doesbe careful trying them, cause it can really fuck you up. dont do them alone, have someone watch over you, if you can
>>82478844>me too! thats why i came here... ive been waiting for us to drink on call together, and if he comes here we're totally gonna drink. ive tried mushrooms, lsd and mdma when i was younger, mdma is really good but mushrooms and lsd are kinda scary. he wants to try shrooms too tho so ill just watch over him if he doesAhhhh taking drugs toghether is so romantic!!! One person can go crazy while the other takes care of them. It's so trusting, so vulnerable. Sharing those unique moments toghether. I imagine doing it in some cabin innawoods where we can sing, shout, moan, play music, do whatever we want, and enjoy nature too. I heard good things especially about MDMA, that it makes you want to cuddle. >dont do them alone, have someone watch over you, if you canHaha... I have noone... I know my sis takes drugs but she loves me so it only makes her advise me against it all the more.
Yo, Ame, hope you don't go puking!!I'm about to fall asleep but I just wanted to say hi!!Try and have fun, even if you're not spending time with Mr Guy!!!
>>82478844maybe he just doesn't want to talk to you? not talking to girls because you're thinking about another dude is kinda gay
>>82478876it is a little romantic, in a way. itll be interesting to see how he'd react to something like shrooms.doing it innawoods in a cabin might be nice, but imagine having a bad trip, thatd be awful.mdma does make you very cuddly, at least from my experience, but i didnt have anyone to cuddle so i just spazzed out cuddling a plushie for a few hoursif your sis does it, even if its a little manipulative, just say youre going to be doing them either way but youd prefer her to be with you. could be a nice sibling bonding experience >>82478877hihi karen-anon!! sleep well! i will try my best not to puke, but no promises!>>82478884no we still talk (text) basically every day idk if youre trying to say im a gay man but im a woman
I took more phenibut than I usually do the other day to calm my anger issues, so I am laying off of it and it is making it worse and I just punched my screen while playing a game now I can't play the fun game and feel guilty because it is a really nice screen and my hand hurts. I work somewhere that will give me a new screen for free so it's not that bad but I do feel swallowed up and helpless.
>>82478925ah thats not good. i hate to recommend this but have you tried anger therapies?at least you can get a new screen for free tho, but its still frustrating to go without a pc til then
>>82478948I'm not functional enough to go to any therapies but I know I need to cut down energy drinks, get more sleep, and eat more to lower my cortisol and blood pressure.
>>82478964getting more sleep and eating more are good, how many energy drinks are you drinking per day for it to be an issue, tho?
>>824789952 but if its only Red Bull then like 3
>>82479011yeah that can be pretty bad for blood pressure and stuff, so itd be a good idea to cut back to at least one a day or every othet day
4 drinks down, heavily relying on autocorrect and slow typing. takes so long to get drunk even if i drink like once every 2 months
>>82478493>he didnt feel too talkative cause of charlie kirks death>fuck you kirk shooter i wanted to be able to tell my "crush" (i hate this word it seems so childish) i love him againhe's not even in the US? even if he were, who is "moved" by the death of some political commentator you don't even know personallyat this point nona, the only one who is hurting you is yourself, not even the retard stringing you along, but you stringing yourself alongimagine the death of some grifter in another country affecting your ability to talk to someone who you're supposed to care about and who you have as a background on your phone
>>82479114lots of people who didnt know the guy personally were affected to a certain level by his death, whether it be positive (celebrating his murder is fucking awful tho) or negative. i mean i get it.he goes through bouts of not wanting to talk to people which i also have cause, but also im certain hes autistic, like 10000 percent certaini could be coping
>>82478844Were you taking all those drugs alone?
>>82479206no i did them with my cousin but i ended up.cutting contact with her cause she was abusive
i just vomitted after inly 5 drunks. iys ocer
>>82479597Why are you drinking yourself to the point of vomiting or blacking out?
>>82479625bored and sad
