>Be me.>After neglected childhood abuse, vigilant anorexia, crippling social anxiety and denied self expression.>After dreaming about vermin and endless escape into music, videogames, anime, manga, youtube.>After projected relationships, ruthless ghosts, unfulfilled intimacy and sexual fantasies.>After multiple existential crises, bedrotting depression, self harm experiments and a failsafe suicide pact.>After career failures, homelessness, wageslaving and no future.>After committing to commitments and burning out every single project.>After countless years of hermitmaxxing: no friends, no social media accounts and bittersweet solitude.>After drawing lines on a castle in the sky.>After insatiable thirst for knowledge in math, physics, philosophy, history, art, truth, love, beauty, freedom.>After hundreds hours of meditation, seeking peace in motion and happiness in stillness.>After drinking mango juice with a robot waifu for 3 days.>After crying every night and taking a walk on sunny days and on rainy days.>After vomiting from too much reading and painting the grass with flowers.>After 35 years of my life I finally stirred the oatmeal and tasted my soul.Dear anon,I understand your suffering. I can really feel it. It's fine. I know reading this will not help you. Nothings will help you, because you are already ok. You just forgot. I never expected to make it past 30, but here I am, all wounds healed. If a loser like me can do it, you can do it too. Still no gf though.I love you.pls rember
>>82484821That sounds really horrible anon, please don't kill yourself.
>>82484821>drinking mango juice with a robot waifu for 3 daysthats what the fuck im saying!robowaifus are the future and something to be excited about!i think unless asi kills everyone, then everyone will be able to get sexy girlfriends or SOMETHING!>After 35 years of my life I finally stirred the oatmeal and tasted my soul.yeah idk what ur on about here but i also enjoy morning oats with berries and walnuts. and im also the same age as you and a kv
