>I love you>You were the best decision I ever made>Hey are you going to be home soon? I miss you>I love you>I wish I could pull you even closer>Do you really love me? >When we get married, how many kids do you want? >I wish I could keep you all to myself>I love you>Whenever we are in public you are required to hold my hand>I really miss you>I love you
i wish women were romantic like that
>>82493442ThanksThanksIm home alreadyThanksAww thats niceYea sure4ThankyouThanksOkay thats fineThankyouThanks
>>82493465They are if they think you're hot. Best feeling in the world unless you've spent enough time being an ugly kid that it turned you misogynistic
>>82493442I know that it's almost never healthy, but dear God I want this so fucking bad. I just want to feel like there's someone that really cares about me like that and wants to spend their time with me.
>>82493494>I know that it's almost never healthyIt is healthy. The world is just broken.
>>82493442>had this and threw it awayI don't deserve to live.
>>82493749>Why don't you live me anymore? Am I not good enough for you?
>>82493672Maybe that's true. I feel like I need to lie down after looking at this thread. God damnit.
>>82493442AAAAAAAAAAA WHY DO THEY LIE
>>82493442H-Hidoi...>*then she cannibalizes you so you're forever in her body system as she absorbs your nutrients*
>>82493442>I am not annoying you right?>You are perfect the way you are>Can we watch something togheter I always sleep better when we do>Hearing you makes me happy>You are always best part of my day>Please never leave me okay>I want to be always with youPlease please please.
>>82493466What's this nonny?
>>82493442I hate myself for wanting this so much
>>82493442>I hate you>Meeting you was the worst decision I ever made>Hey are you going to die soon? I hate you>I hate you>I wish I'd never met you>Why do you hate me?>We're never marrying>I wish I could keep you all to myself>I hate you>Whenever we're in public don't touch me>I really hate you>I hate you
>>82493887Please don't do this to me. The memories torture me.
>>82493442>she suddenly stopped talking like that one day>know she's throwing you to the wolves for some other guy soon>it ended up happening>women wonder why I don't trust them
>>82494717>I still love you. I can't just forget everything we went through together.
>>82493442words ill never get to say to someone irl, i tell my crush i love him and miss him but it wouldnt be the same as saying it while actually looking at someone. god i wanna kill myself
>>82493442words i've never heard. and will never hear.
>>82494684Why would you answer that?
>>82493442>why aren't you here? >I miss you so much>I know it's late, I just needed to hear your voice>I can't sleep without you>why aren't you here?>will you stay on the phone until I fall asleep? >you shouldn't be allowed to be away from me like this >I love you>why aren't you here?
>>82493442>>82493672BPD lovebombing patterns Give any hint of "rejection" (establishing basic boundary) and the BPDemon will go into breakdown, start splitting, might cheat. Unless you know how to handle a BPD well (you don't. Even pro therapists don't have a good success rate)t. BPDemon King
>>82494379this is a lie made out of ignorant bravado. when you hear this as mentally ill you WILL go downhill hard, as a treat in letting yourself relax and explore yourself. and then you get abandonedah god help us mortals
>>82493442>>82494485>>82495642Just once I'd like to know what its like for someone to make excuses to be around me instead of looking for reasons not to. I wonder what it would be like to have a voice that calmed someone, or a touch that gave them peace and made them feel loved. Sometimes I wonder if there is some deep wickedness inside me that I cannot see, and is why others have never shown me such trust. Or maybe I'm just boring and avoidant. I just wish I could know what its like at least once though. Just to know that its possible and that I'm a real person. Just to know that I can be vulnerable and honest with at least one person.
It's all fake, women can't lovet. went through it last week
>>82495772I didn't even reveal 25% of my power level it was always fucking over I've spent my entire life masking and coping for no reason
>>82493442anon stop torturing me already, fucking hell...you've been posting this shit for years now and everytime i can't help but feel bad that i don't have this in my lifejust stop
>>82495835good news: you can go all out and never restrict yourself. people can't do shit if you're not a criminal and you don't give a fuck
>>82495850I'm sorry anony. I just have to get these thoughts out somewhere.
>>82495881you should start creating art, fiction
>>82495915I have before but I'm trying not to regress too much into my imagination. I've been hospitalized for psychosis before and I'd rather not return.
>>82495999feels bad mang
And then it happened. You lifted the heavy lids that sheltered you from the existing space outside your mind. It is dark.It is quiet.It is lonely.Your inner voice that speaks in subliminal images did it again. It let the super ego loose. It allowed you to forget reality and live in the concocted constructs narrative. To be cared for, to be loved, to be valued. You can still feel those warm memories. You can still feel that furnace in your chest. Fueled by illusions, buried desires and ill conceptions. The death of that dream was like a fire put out in a snowy night. Rapidly fleeting is that momentary sweetness, harder to appreciate as every second it distances from your memory. And here we resume the routine. The bitter tears and the crunched expressions that alternate every few seconds. Enough for your purses lips to open and for a weep to slither out. The heat escaping your eyes to streak down your cheeks is going cold. Is it familiar? Does it not remind you of something just mentioned? Yes, this is just another night. Yes, another one that will pass like every other. You will forget it in the morning. Yes, like every other.
>>82496162This night, is where I go all out, again!
>>82496162Now this guy should be a writer. You are incredibly eloquent.pls stop that hurts.
>>82496077Yeah it really do. In a twisted way its kinda heartening that so many anons feel because of my posts. Its a reminder that we still have hearts.
>>82496162You told yourself that last night. And the night before. But surely tomorrow will be different. It won't
>>82493749me too anon.. me too, to anyone reading this. its not worth it, things are not as perfect as they seem. she will ruin ur life fellow anons.
i love you so much, i'm sorry for my imperfect love, i'll die without you so please let me keep loving you, please love me back i'm begging you
>>82497759why do they always say this exact same line..?
>>82497771i'm genuinely built different
>>82497759hopefully you're a man because it's more fun when it's said from a man to a man, not even in the gay way (naturally if a passable trap said this, that's even better)
>>82497824it doesn't matter what i am. i try to cut them off and i go through literal withdrawals. i'm completely helpless and at a point where i'm at the mercy of someone else choosing to pick me and be nice to me today and it's miserable. today was an amazing day.
>>82497837tell me about ur day anon, i really relate to what ur feeling
>>82497837that's pretty much literally me! fearful avoidant attachment+BPD does that to the mindthank God I "gave up" on relationships (they are never really good at their best. worse than the orgasmic hallucination mind virus of every what-could-have-been).all feels good.I love my life.
>>82493442i had this once and i've never been as happy since i lost it.i cant remember the last time my wife has told me "i love you", let alone anything else close to this.
>>82493749Why did you do what you did, idiot?
>>82498507not that guy, but still:Part of it, i just wanted to die if i couldn't have him. most of it was jealousy and rageful seething.So I ended up beating him up, and getting locked up a while.Ruined any chance of reconciliation everstupid, utterly stupid childish bullshit.The sad thing is that's the only person I have ever truly been in love with or cared about. I'm about to turn 24. It happened when I was 19. I think of it every single day. And will until I'm dead. 100%
