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Maria, I still think about our last conversation

"You have to wait for me"
I love you Maria with all my heart and I will wait as long as you need
"I love you too. That makes me feel at ease"
"I promise it will be Mike and Maria at the beach someday"

I can still see the way you last looked at me and told me you love me more. I hear your voice, and I see the truth in your eyes when you said it.

i hope everyone has a good day today and does their best

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I close my eyes and I feel you on me kissing. I'm going to shower and go to the garage and work on the cable cabinets im building. I cut all the sheet metal and drilled the mounting holes. I'm now painting it with hammered paint. I'm also playing the last layer of epoxy around the bolts on the wall lumber storage mounts I built.

Picked up a new diamond tip blade because I was getting a lot of kickback with the metal cutting tool. I used the large mounted grinder to help with the burrs and smooth everything out evenly but it was a bit too much with the angling and it would catch and kick back the metal. Luckily it only caused a small dent and I was able to rubber hammer it out. So I hand filed the rest of the pieces.

I am drunk. That is all! The good times have passed but I am drunk!

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A lot of the parts for my tactical helmet arrived. Two of the side mounted lights were delivered in red instead of black in the back mounted light turns out it was battery driven and not rechargeable so I will need to find a replacement for that. Otherwise all of the ark mounts, double layered "quick clips" I made and the spring loaded 360 arc arms arrived. My earmuffs also arrived, they block out 24 decibels of sound. They also have active noise canceling, so that is more a comfort than a health benefit. I need to strip off the headband and pull the wire out so I can attach them to the spring loaded arc arms. My visor has also not arrived yet. Have to wait until the 24th or so until the base helmet arrives. I think I'll also be buying another build to attached to the back of the helmet so I can pull the front off with the quick clips and swap to the second setup as needed.

I test a pic of some of the parts.

>>82503439
Hey I think Ill join you.

Dear L,

Your tits were huge, but I didn't get to fuck them. You left me blueballed for a tittyfuck. Honestly, I think your tits are still the biggest tits I've seen IRL. They would have dwarfed my 7 inch, 5.5 girth cock, but then again, I wouldn't know for sure, because I didn't to get to tittyfuck you, you dumb, big, fat titty-monster!

- M

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I'm still looking into what I want to do for the screen behind the face mask mouth. It is there to protect me from the Sparks when cutting metal but the wire mesh on the front needs to be taken care of. I will be building active (active means powered) ventilation there. I think I'll be cutting a piece of acrylic and drilling a bunch of small holes throughout it and gluing it in place. Then buying a small slimline but powerful face mask mounted ventilation intake on one side and an outtake fan on the other side. The outtake fan may be difficult to find. Also need some form of clips to mount replaceable soft face masks as the back filter.
I would also like to mount a microphone on the inside and a small speaker to the helmet so that when I speak it will project out without me having to take off the mask. I'll need something with action noise canceling. I'll also have to make sure that all of the parts are able to work while corded to a small mounted battery bank, so I want to have to charge the helmet parts I can just do one plug-in into the wall. I'm hoping that the plastic on The helmet is thick enough that I can dremel routing to place the cables into to weave together the power system. Here's some more of the parts.

>>82503579
what are you doing that you you need a helmet this over engineered for??

I am killing myself so bye. My final wish is to see you in hell and make out ig

>>82503536
L here, kill. . yourself?

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>>82503624
Is for working in the garage. So I have a pop-down visor and face mask with ventilation for grinding metal, the ability to raise and lower, quick clip mounting to remove off my face completely and mount onto the helmet. Helmet has top side (with forward and outer lights) for seeing cut lines and general work. The earmuffs are really important to use because of the large amount of noise from grinding metal and power tools.

So instead of having to grab my earmuffs every time, face mask, headlamp as separate units to take on and off, I am building it into a single unit that I can quickly grab each piece and shift it or quick clip it to change position.

While the front unit is completely custom built (piece meal),
The rear unit is a prebuilt (attached photo) that I can quick clip reverse placement with the custom built system when in use. I like to go out walking in the snow storms, but wind chill with snow that is similar to BB bullet hail is very uncomfortable, with this I can use the see-through face shield with built-in ventilation system and This will give me adequate lighting, and have hazard lighting for cars and such.

I will integrate the entire system to fit inside of my hood of my jacket. The helmet folds in half and so I'm working on a way to keep that functionality to fit it snug inside the hood.

Please talk to me I will take anything at this point just say how disgusted you are with me or that you moved on and found a new gf just say anything I love you so much can't you see it? Do you regret meeting me? Please talk to me I swear I will apologise I will gift you anything just comeback please

>>82504622
who do yyou want to talk to you? do they scroll

>>82504607
I believe total cost is $1200. I spent about $750 now and will order the rest once I finish speccing out the parts.

>>82504639
Well they answered me once but I went full retard mode because I was missing them a lot and constantly lurking r9k. I've said so many mean things but it was not genuine. I wish this person knew that I want to properly apologise and just be around them

>>82504607
I will need inner lighting as well. The earmuffs I purchased have Bluetooth connection but the winter mask has active ventilation where they would be placed, so I am using bone conduction speakers one placed at the back of my head at the nape of my neck, bose ultra open ear buds, side and top mounted slim speakers. I already have a neck band speaker that is woven into my jacket. So basically creating a 3D 5 channel surround sound for my music on the go. The inner lining that contains all the speakers is actually built into a baseball cap with 3d printed collapsible visor so I can pop the inner audio system out and wear it in the summers

>>82504364
Sorry, but my L would never say that
She's mean not to give me a tittyfuck, but not that mean to tell people to kill themselves
You're a sick twisted bitch, lady

>>82504706
The inner lining baseball cap setup has its own outer lighting system, downward facing moonlight for reading and such as well as active ventilation fan that can blow on my face for cooling.

I'm also working on a smart jacket that is pretty fucking insane, but I'll talk about that at another time

>>82504607
this seems so over the top for general garage tinkering, but i suppose it's good to have projects to keep you busy and innovating. gotta say, 24db seems low for sound protection when even some of the most basic foam plugs are good for 33db and are obviously mad cheap in comparison. trying to find components to work in an integrated system is difficult though, im sure. seems like if nothing else, it'll be a good v1 prototype to get the details ironed out on. you'll have to give us updates as things start coming together

>>82504740
The baseball cap system is very tightly integrated and covert so it looks like a normal baseball cap that is fashionable to my style as well.

Sleeper build

Dear me
You've been thoroughly BTFO. You didn't give your best, but it's okay, you did what you could with how little experience you have. You already forgave yourself and are already moving on. You're taking this as a learning experience which is not what you would have done in the past, in the past you would have been grieving over this as if it were the end of the world.
When she contacts you again, thank her for the dates, DO NOT tell her you concede defeat as your opponent is unarguably better than you, instead just tell her you feel something broke, you don't feel like seeing her again for the time being, and wish her to have a good life, tell her farewell with grace. Don't even think of swearing at her: you are not innocent either. In fact you are the villain of your own story and you know this, you already admitted it to yourself.
You've been through much worse. You thought you'd never get such opportunities again but you were wrong. Look forward to a better future, it will come. Be well and keep your spirits up.

Signed, you.

>>82504804
Yes and no, it is much more expensive than just grabbing a earmuffs, face visor, headlamp when needed, but my system is so tightly integrated and all in one that they amount of time it saves me to do things plus functionality of it, it is completely worth it and makes me functionally much more capable than someone who does not have that system, which is impossible essentially for someone else to have because they would have to come up with the idea and have the same schematics and such as me which I have never found someone who does the amount of work I do with my projects. I've sewn and created custom luggage, built furniture, art, clothing. All unique to me. Essentially every piece of furniture in my home is custom built by me.

24 decibels was the best I could do to get slimline ear pads (a third the size of normal ear pads and flat outer shell) that have active noise cancellation, waterproof rating, Bluetooth with inner speakers and microphone, and rechargeable battery. For whatever reason the majority of these headsets you have to manually replace batteries. The controls for the headset need to be reachable as well with buttons that are unique to touch so I don't have to deal with 3D printed snap in button pusher.

The 24 decibels is without active noise cancellation as well. The most don't realize active noise cancellation doesn't actually stop the damage to your ears. It just tricks the brain to make things quieter.

All of the projects I do are basically end game level things. High cost but completely custom in high quality parts, engineered in a way that I'm able to take any single part out and pop in a new one as a replacement. I build it the best I can with the available parts and spend a lot of time specking things out and drafting schematics so in most cases it is the best way possible at the time of build. Overtime as new more efficient parts are available I will replace them.

To: E
From: S

are you here? over. (walky talky click)

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Attached is my schematic of my animatronic ring girl end table. I built a TV all metal, very high quality enclosure with a slit projector screen and rear inner Pico projector that shows the ring well video , The ring girl is mounted to a automated sliding mount to push her through the slit in the rear projector screen so she crawls out of the TV.
There's also attached a PlayStation 3D TV that can lower in front of the person that it sucks up to my matrix for all the game systems to do system link, or multiple PC setups. There is a wireless phone charger, power station with AC and quick charge USB, side mounted controller holders, drink holders for a soda and water, remote control holders. The side mount system is magnetic so I can move the shelving around. It basically mirrors the same side mounting system with television I have on the other side of couch that I already built

Weak. I will never give up or surrender.

In my case I know my worth and value, and I am worth so much more in every way, love and lust, income+ not to be vain but I know I am very attractive. Really fucking everything.

So nah, If she loses me that is her loss and she is settling for less in life with a worse person in every way, less compatible.

I know she recognizes this as well. That is why she's hurting for me.

>>82503265
If you would have played video games with me it could have been me. I'll never play games again.

Dear you

I don't love you anymore. I'm disgusted with you and myself

>>82505422
if the game was armor core/elden ring, our combined executive dysfunction would have led to us literally choosing to bedrot and play vidya until we died in a matter of weeks due to sheer neglect of basic self care and being found as rotting corpses who knows how long after that

if the game was risk of rain, you are literally a child, so no

I might go to london with my friend in december. we'll see.

>>82505517
Dear you
I'll thank you for everything, make amends, and tell you farewell when I think the time is right.

I don't understand why you're disgusted with yourself and I won't judge. I'm not in the position to, considering I broke your heart and chatted a lot of shit behind your back.

Be well.

>>82505534
You ruined our bed rotting. We could be rotting right now.

>>82505724
I forgot: I ask for forgiveness, but I wouldn't hold it against you if you didn't forgive me. I don't think I deserve it.

>>82505724
You can't make amends or give me back the way I was before. Apologies are worthless. What was taken can't be returned to me.

>>82505534
recently turned 18.. :(
i haven't been able to play with games or with my penis ever since you left me, either though..
you're so nasty to me..

>>82505865
True. I took your dignity, the dignity of a woman that used to love me, and that truly is unforgivable. I'll dearly pay for my sins.

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>>82503246
In Flanders fields the poppies blow

Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie,
In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:

To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.

Dear V
It's time I came to terms with the fact I've always been in denial about what I feel about you.
Every time I made you feel horrible, in revenge for things you did that didn't even have anything to do with me, I would tell you I didn't feel anything.
I was lying through my teeth each and every single time. I felt awful every time I hurt you. I feel even worse especially now, after I recently said I solely felt indifference after having heard you are dying. That's not right, I feel guilty because I am responsible for it, probably in greater part than I realize.
Had I acted like a man back when I first got to know you, we could have been good friends... And to tell you the truth, deep down I would have liked to be your friend even if there wasn't anything romantic between us. I was in denial about that too.
I accept responsibility for everything.

Sincerely, J

Dear K,

I had a dream about you, but this time it was different, and I kind of feel like I can move on now.

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Maria, I'm thinking about all the ways I made you cum. I made you come so many times in a row during the day that your pussy hurt. How you told me you not just wanted my cum in you but needed it. You couldn't stop thinking about me pumping inside of you. Taking care of me every day.

"I know I feel both with you and I can dwell in both love and lust, we will fuck each other's brains out and then care for each other, Spend so much time."

I love you babe.

>>82506097
Damn, what a throwback

End of a long day. I'd love to have you on my lap pressed against me right now

Mike you need help dude

Michael will get exactly what he deserves

>>82506522
Absolutely. I'll pick Maria up at the airport and bring her home to me.

I think about kissing you against the door

>>82506314
I had to. I don't think it's right to treat anybody that way. I also think the one concrete thing I could do for her is reconcile her with her man which is NOT me.

My body pressed against yours, pure euphoria with our tongue in each other's mouth. My rough hands all over your body.

Breathing heavy, every part of your body aching for me

Sometimes when I'm all alone bed rotting, I think of you. You laying on top of me. Covering me in your stink. Watching me play video games all day while you feed me snacks and drugs. We could have had that together. Now I only have memories of a future that will never be. Time to scroll tiktok until I fall asleep alone again.

One hand around your throat
The other....

Dear Mister X
To this day I still wonder what happened and why we suddenly were on bad terms. Was it something I said? Though I don't remember having ever insulted you or talked shit behind your back... If it's something I did but don't remember, I'd like to give you my apologies.

Im going to give you bruises
:)

Two steps forward no steps back

SD

I hope youre proud

>>82508146
SD,
No, I'm stupid and want to die

The thread between us feels as strong as if no time has passed

>>82508146
I'm proud of finally accepting responsibility for my actions.

Another day of being all alone in my bed again without you.

>>82508276
Even then it wouldve happened anyway. Too many snakes in my camp.

>>82508398
Better late than never. Drop me an email or something, I want to have a chat with you.

i'm blue dabba dee dabba daa ee

Fuck me, huge day tomorrow

Forgive me for everything I have done I swear I will take care of you now you give me a reason to live please just answer me I love you

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>>82509934
Unblock and add me on discord/instagram

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Good morning!
Attached is a pic of a base cast iron table I created from salvaging two lamps and a candle holder. I'm still hunting for a unique salvage top piece.


Today the plan is:
Lumber shelves = Final epoxy (hopefully) on front nuts, 24 hours dry

Cable/power cabinets = Last coat of hammered paint in am, dry 24hr - It's thick like tar so it needs to settle to texture.

Speaker shelf (wood) =cut to length, paint hammered, wood pole clamp cut to length, paint hammered (dry 24 hr)

Desk underside cable management racks = cut down length, grind, seal, drill, bolt together + add L brackets to create hang hooks. Cut slots in desk back (paint hammered, dry 24 hour). Drill and bolt on cable routing spines.

Cable/Power Cabinet Pole Mounts = assemble, drill, bolt on cable power cabinet bases, test fit power bars, drill/bolt on cable cage on cabinet base, draw cut lines for cable routing spines pass through

Argosy Battlestation right 6" wide extension = Cut/grind/seal metal leg frame to height/depth. Drill and bolt. Cut wood top to depth, paint hammered (24 hr dry)

Argosy Left Hand side pop up 12" extension= drill collapsing shelf brackets, bolt to clamps, screw topper to brackets.

Left hand Argosy hanging retro gaming set up= disemble monitor mount, drill and bolt on desk clamps, drill out vesa pattern on pull out TV mount, drill/bolt on hanging assembled hanging mount, convert hanging pull out tray w/ pull out under drawers into articulating shelf using extra monitor mount arms, drill/bolt on hanging pole mount

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I'm not trying to brag or anything. I just want to talk about what's going on in my life. You can perceive it however you perceive it. But I am just venting about how I feel.

I'm about to pull the trigger and spend $20,000 on my business. I'm finalizing everything and making sure I've picked the correct items for purchase. This is the most amount of money I've ever spent at a time (besides the house). I grew up pretty poor, so this is new for me and I'm uncomfortable with the feeling of having, spending so much.

What I do to earn money helps others immensely, Life changing that they would not have otherwise without what I do. So I don't feel guilty about earning money, it's just uncomfortable with the change.

>>82510234
You dumb fucking nigger this is not for you!

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I know you slip into daydreams about me

Maria is only for me.

You feel me again

>>82511302
>You dumb fucking nigger this is not for you!

kek

>>82511605
Yes it is definitely not for me. Definitely. Totally agree.

>>82511634
Because if it is for me that would break everything wouldn't it, we can't let that happen can we?

But what if when you close your eyes and remember me you do miss me in that way.

What then Maria?

FYI someone tried to scam call my mom to talk to me about 15 minutes ago.

That's really pathetic desperate manipulative behavior if it was Colton.

Why yes darlings, your mother left me, but I got her back by incessantly spamming a letter thread on /r9k/ day in day out for months on end. How could she not swoon at such a romantic gesture?

I'm The bigger person and won't react to such childish behavior.

I am recentering on being home with you.

That's where I choose it dwell.

I enjoyed your indirect communication here
>I have a huge crush on a girl at my workplace. I'm 28 and incel, very spergy, and thought I already my peace with the idea of never having a gf. She has the female version of my name and we also look kinda similar, I think we are made for each other (yea I know.) Everytime I see her and don't do anything to get closer to her besides casual greeting it's tearing me apart from the inside because there is no scenario I wouldn't completely embarass myself if I actually tried and made a move on her.

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>>82512713
You're the one who chose to be here and communicate this way.

You know how different it is, how much better it is in person hanging out seeing me and spending time with me.

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So stomp your feet and roll your eyes.
Say ugh, I hate Mike (I hate how much I love Mike)
Just know that I still love you and I still accept you.
If you want to throw a feisty latina fit at me
I get it. You can't help it.

I'll still hold you in my arms

If you were here I would bend you over my knee,
tear off your shorts and panties
And spank the fuck out of you

I will say being attacked did work in my favor because my folks were just stopping by to borrow some tools and I wasn't planning on chilling today because I am focused on my work. Not a great way to wake up from a nap to get spooked by someone in my house. But we're going to go out to Olive garden now and I'll spend some time with them which is always good.

If it was him though

Just know that I will protect my family to the bone.

I won't condone that manipulative pathetic desperate spineless behavior. If you need to fight me fight me IRL and I fist fuck your face until it's a concave fucking pit of despair and you have to sip through a fucking tube the rest of your fucking life.

Never try anything against my family.
Ever.

>>82508467
Sure
www.nfl.com
Just check it out.

I am exhausted of any romantic love and don't think I can regain it. Maybe an extreme affectionate, motherly matron could sexually torture it out of me, but otherwise I've given up.

>>82512926
Woah, watch out for the tough guy here

You piss me off Mike

>>82513027
Only because you open your mouth every time I have to take a leak

>>82513036
Thats pissing on, not pissing off

>>82513072
Pissing off happens after you swallow

>>82513077
You can swallow my load, anytime.

>>82513079
Not interested in treating you as anything other than a toilet.

Now flush bitch

>>82513085
This toilets only got a reverse option, Brochacho

>>82512961
hut hut hut hut hut hut hut hut hut hut hut hut hut

>>82513102
>foid
Post tits

>>82513116
don't worry, i already paid my dues

>>82513095
Oh my God I just figured out why you kept telling me your favorite TV show is dukes of Hazzard and winking at me

You sick fuck

>>82513145
Im special. I get my own

>>82513184
If you like Dukes of Hazard so much, why dont you marry Dukes of Hazard ?

>>82513193
You kept harassing me please please please please watch dukes of Hazzard with me. It's only 22 minute episode with commercials and I'll work hard to fast forward those.

What the fuck were you talking about working hard to make the commercials go faster????

>>82513225
You do push ups during the commercial breaks,
Give me 20, now.

>>82513240
And then you kept talking about how the reRUNS never got old and always felt fresh

>>82513252
Yeah you better start running now,
2 hrs on the treadmill, nonstop

>>82513255
No dukers for you!

Only number one. Don't you want number one? It makes you feel so special to get #1. Daddy's so proud of you champ.

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I feel like you are (pic related) and autistically don't understand clever humerous poop puns.

Mike = Dyke

>>82513304
wouldn't that be something

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I'm just surprised is all...

Anything poop related your the town go to poop player

Did you already hear my jokes in your poop joke book or maybe didn't hear them with your poop hat on

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D,
I love you please be with me be with me be with me be with me be with me be with me be with me be with me be with me be with me be with me be with me be with me be with me be with me be with look at this cat I've met during my trip same color as yours please I have no one to send this. I want to talk to you so much. Please you mean so much to me

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So Maria,

So you made this moon thread toward me that I don't think you noticed it's creation at 12:23 p.m.
>>82512530

Same as the exact distance between us 1123 miles
Same as what the song said "easy as 123" mentioning my city and my girl coming home
Same as the time you texted me that next day after months of silence 1:23 pm

And now I just got a notification from my smart bed that I woke up at exactly 12:23 p.m.

>>82513426
Nice pussy bro (not original)

i hope you get your face stomped in. i could have been with him but you ruined that for me. your only purpose in life is to make other people miserable. nobody wants you around.

>>82513438
What does a smart bed do? Sounds expensive. Do you mean a smartwatch that you wear to sleep?

won't someone 40?
wwanna someone 2 years younger?
wowah what a pedo!
lmao
did someone traumatize you you little when they the one woman pretending to love a schizophrenic sociopath convinced they're liquid chris?
im sorry bro

>>82513480
What's your story? Sounds interesting.

she was 2 years younger than me mike xD

would u rather be with a respectful cute young man or a disgusting fat 32 year old who only knows what being a angry pedophile neck beard is like

won't fuck someone 40?
wanna fuck someone 2 years younger?
wowah what a pedo!
lmao
did someone traumatize you you when they fucked the one woman pretending to love a schizophrenic sociopath convinced they're liquid chris?
im sorry bro
move-on :D

>move on
>continues to directly interfere in my life while using made up self diagnosis to justify his retarded behavior

kek. imagine directly sabotaging a relationship. they were so cute and would have been good for me. you are nothing but a nuisance

your antisocial traits are the LEAST of your problems. i wish there was a lobotomy exclusively for extreme egomaniacs

>move on

>continues to harass you over social media
>continues to call you off voips
>continues to spam your email
>goes as far as to manipulate your very cute coworker who had a romantic interest in you by literally impersonating you to him

jealous washed up good for nothing hag.

You abuse children.
You hit them.
You shout at children.
You enjoy making little children cry.
You have sadistic tendencies that involve hurting children that aren't necessarily sexual.
You touch children.

I avoid children because they are little shits that require too much care and attention I do not want to provide.

You abuse children, I don't.
Stop projecting. Be nicer to children, stop hurting them.
End of.
See me in real life, say it to my face. See what happens.
You won't cunt.
I see right through you.

>>82513480
Exactly. Proud of you.

>>82513514
Here's a link. I have the queen. It was about $11,000 and $400 for 3 proprietary sheet sets

It has active fans built into it that Cool the mattress and pull heat out from under the sheets. It does heating as well. I dual sides. There is a large speaker built into the bed. A lot more.

https://www.tempurpedic.com/shop-mattresses/tempur-active-breeze/v/4154/

gonna have blue shits later

i stopped talking to you because i was moving on to him. i cannot wait until you actually are dead and i no longer have to deal with your harassment.

what ntr fetishism fueled trauma leads a diagnosed autistic sociopath schizophrenic to hurl pedo accusations at everyone except himself
while convinced he's the liquid chris a
on god-given journey to stop someone from fucking two-years younger than themselves they aren't laughing with you
drama happening over rejection salt is what's up :D

point-proven
keep your distance and i leave the fucking 40 yr manchildren alone

intimidation threats
coercion threats libel
defamation
in response to someone's refusal to fuck you isn't doing Eliot Roger favors
:D

i haven't spoken to your faggot secretclub in over 3 years Moron

>>82513334
Ever the poop lover I see, Micheal. Does Maria know about your scat stat?

>>82513514
it's like a normal bed but it collects a bunch of data on your sleeping patterns and health metrics and shows you a cool little display of your sleep metrics over time, and then the bed company sells that data advertisers so they can have more personalized data on things like if you wake up early or stay up late, if you have insomnia or sleep apnea, if you toss and turn or get up to pee a lot during the night, what your heart health is like, if you have respiratory issues, if you sleepwalk or wet the bed. they then take this info and show you targeted ads for any number of products or services or medication specific to your private health information. pretty neat, huh? but hey, you get a lil app on your phone that shows you when you hit rem sleep through the week and that's really cool, too

>>82513781
Why would they want my sleep data ? To know that I dream of sucking big titties ?

Scary times anon

>>82513812
literally just to try and sell you products. if you were getting mad boners and 'night emissions' during your sleep while dreaming of booba, you'd probably be served up ads for anything from christian counseling services to hyper-advanced gooner toys depending on the rest of your targeted advertising data. the bed company is just a middle man that sells the product that collects the user data

Oh, you want to double-down?

You walk down the street towards your house. On the way there, you think to yourself, little Timmy lives in that house to the left. Small Sandra is on the house to the right.

You see Gabriel skipping down the road to and from school and think: "Just on time, taking the path she usually takes".

My brother, I just want the little freak to move out of my fucking way because I'm going to buy dinner.

I'm the creep? Get real. You're not protecting shit. You're doing more harm than good to these kids and obfuscating the issue by scapegoating the problem to someone literally uninterested in EVER formulating a relationship with a child.

You know what? You need to be involved with children. Haha. That is indeed the funniest part. That is why your projection is so ironic.

You would suffer greatly if your access to children was taken away... And I'm the narcissist?

Get fucked. I don't want to go near your little shits.

And yet here I am, setting a better example to them. Precisely because I haven't abused them, unlike YOU.

Manipulative fuck face. Get fucked. Go die.

> diagnosed autistic sociopath schizophrenic

KEK

>>82513665
Some of that seems very gimmicky. Why would you want a speaker built into the bed? If I'm struggling to sleep and need white noise I blast it from a cheap bluetooth speaker next to my bed. I guess the heating aspect is cool.

>>82513781
I find that information really useful, but I get it off my smartwatch. I'm sure its being used for advertising purposes but whatever. as an insomniac tracking my sleep phases and oxygenation has helped me recover to the point that I can now get 5 hours of sleep a night.

>>82513675
did you ever tell them you were moving on to another person? how did all this play out?

>>82513933
sometimes you gotta weigh the the value you get out of a product versus the 'this product is absolutely exploiting and selling my data', and at the end of the day, not slowly dying of horrific sleep dysfunction is actually kinda worth it. certainly no judgment here

>>82513582
Who was 2 years younger and what are you talking about?

>>82513586
Pedophiles are horrible and you should rope if that's the case.

>>82513586
32 year old pedophiles are the hottest type of men out there :)

>>82513933
The speaker causes the bed to vibrate and is able to be used as a soothing relaxation therapy using acoustic waveforms. The bed itself will raise and lower at the feet,back , the middle during to promote stretching. The speaker can also be used for music and movies. It can also be used for alarm clock. I have it set up with smart functionality so the bed raises me and a smart alarm to activate lowering ceiling mount attached to my sunlight lamp that lowers m
In the correct angle for natural wake up. The active of cooling is the main feature. It's a big deal to pull the heat from under the sheets and keep the bed at a constant cool temperature. If I were with a partner it would be us to be beneficial for holding each other at night and not overheating.
The smart features for the bed to automatically start up at a certain time to preheat in the winter or start cooling for you so it is ready for when you get in bed is pretty nice. The sleep tracking has been non-intrusive and has actually been pretty helpful for me. Smartwatch tracking and such is never worked and I found it to be a nuisance, gimmicky whatever stats. Also telling the bed to go into a certain shape to support her face down ass up sex is pretty hot. Also the tempurpedic mattress is so fucking comfortable it's amazing. Best mattress I've ever had.

>>82513675
Glad I know you're not her.

>>82513702
I don't know what the fuck is going on with whoever is going off about that stuff. Came out of nowhere

>>82513759
I'm not the poop lover if you're even fucking paying attention. I was talking to the poop fetish guy.

All I do is piss in his mouth.

>>82513894
Take your meds no one knows what the fuck you're talking about

>>82513928
Don't promote the schizo throwing a tantrum.

I wish people just pretended Mike didn't exist instead of feeding him attention and shitting up the place worse with their circle jerk ween faggotry.

>>82514313
I wish others wouldn't circle jerk fagotry and blame it on me.

Fuck off

>>82514296
I'm going to die alone Mike. I want it to be that way. I'm happy it will be that way. I don't want a family, friends or any human relationship.

You don't understand. I don't expect you to.

If everyone just left me alone it would be for the best.

>>82514229
>If I were with a partner it would be us to be beneficial for holding each other at night and not overheating.
This would be great. It used to drive me nuts with my ex how we'd overheat cuddling in bed.
>The smart features for the bed to automatically start up at a certain time to preheat in the winter or start cooling for you so it is ready for when you get in bed is pretty nice
Yeah ok that sounds pretty cool. I wouldn't drop 10k on it unless I had it to burn, but still sounds great.

>>82514342
I don't know you, but your tone has a sadness to it.

I can't really trust what you're saying right now because your tangent felt like a larp so all I can really say is hope you feel better.

>>82514381
Yeah, I partially bought it so Maria is comfortable

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>>82514393
It's a melancholy feeling I suppose. I won't pretend I'm severely depressed, I very thoroughly enjoy my life.

I just wish I could escape the fake people. Except you can't. I'm doing my best.

JULIANA SEX FINGERBLAST

>>82514439
I believe things will work out the way they are meant to be. Like Maria being my soulmate and coming home to me.

Alien Earth is so fucking good!

I started playing cronos new dawn as well.

>>82514482
i could have done this with him. but your ugly ass ruined it for me.

>>82514276
Whats your Scat Strat for this hour? Does Maria know?

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>>82514482
you sure you wanna do this to her...?

schizo hours are upon us, they are making themselves known

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fingerblast hours are upon us

>>82514674
Ask the poop guy.
I'm not into that

Good luck with that though!

i wont do a thing with my life. i will probably end up a homeless drug addict and die early. this is the culmination of your effect on the lives of other people. you never loved anything but your meaningless words on a screen.

no i will never kill myself.

I am here because I truly love you. Staying committed and working through our difficulties, despite any time and distance, that's what real love is. Communication isn't clingy, it's just the way we build understanding. I know you want it to be better with me too. Please take a breath and consider my perspective, I care about you, and I'm trying to be here for us. I miss your honesty, your voice, and the way I could see it in your eyes. That's been lost in this forum, replaced by assumptions that don't reflect who I really am to you

lying ugly old loser. i could have been with him but you intentionally sabotaged our relationship.

>>82514900
If you're talking about Colton, he is the one who lied to manipulated emotions in the first place.

I have no respect for him.

Going forward I have faith and Maria knowing who I am and remembering me for me.

She chooses for me for me.

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This is my Maria. Maria, if you're there truly read this. This is us. It never changed, it can never change. We complete each other.

Jocelyn,

Listen to Renegades of Funk by Rage Against the Machine

>>82514768
Just because you see things one way doesnt mean it cant be seen another. 6 backwards is 9. And yet 9 can also be 6. Poop backwards is poop. What does it all mean?

>>82515328
That was good, I reccomend Rusty cage by Johnny Cash.

>>82515396
That's been a favorite of mine for about 12 years now.

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i feel like your appendage. the only reason i havent killed myself yet is because i don't want you to get a new boyfriend. i wish i could live only in your heart. i relapsed because you made an offhanded comment about guys with self harm scars. i got my eating disorder back because i know you like twinks. i'm watching my life atrophy and rot away uselessly because you are the only thing i concern myself with.

i do these things because i notice youve pulled back. i know it's wrong. i don't know how to stop. part of me doesn't want to. part of me is convinced this will work eventually. that one day i'll be ill enough for you to like me again. i'd do anything to make you like me more.

you don't want pictures of my face. you don't text me good morning anymore. you hardly want to have sex anymore.

i'm caught between humiliation and shamelessness. it's sickening to watch myself act this way, but you love submissive dorky pathetic losers. is this not enough? you can treat me badly. i'll cut myself while i jerk off. that sounds like something you'd be into, doesnt it? i'll do it for you. please ask me to. please like me more.

there's a nonzero chance youre reading this. i wonder if you'll be able to tell it's me.

>>82515689
As long as she is honest (ideal) and says what she wants without motives that will break the relationship and she cheats.

Being yandere, controlling, abusive, is hot but faithfulness is more important.

>>82515586
Do you like Folsom prison blues?

>>82513749
Why? We need fresh blood for .... Sex experimentation reasons. If you're fresh and new you I must give dosh to is what clique says

>>82515774
Also ignoring and withholding love is not good. Kink is hot when it is active with her and involved. Aftercare is important. The balance is also important. She needs to be honest and say the level of sub/dom she is and what she needs from you. You say the same. Communication doesn't have to be analytical, I'm just saying do a quick talk setting boundaries or breaking them ;). If you or she need the dynamic,. Role. To shift communicate that.

come back and marry me already.

We can still be friends not at my mother's. I will destroy them with the court and the 9mm eventually and I am not blowing them full of fucking lies like you. I cannot be mid if need be even though. No you cannot do poonami at Grandma's or anything anymore due to a lack of mid, we have been through several shootings and I do not want anyone more to die. I love everyone and want them to be safe. I love my dad's wife secretly and my school friend and want to be safe and a friend. Let me make them very happy and use substances I need.

>>82515783
Yeah, I just listened to it.

>>82516009
Reccomend me a song please.

>>82514313
He will flood these threads whether or not he's given attention, it's extremely pathetic.

>>82514680
Yes it will be pleasurable for her.
>>82514756
YES JULIANA SEX CUM CHOKE

>>82514313
>I wish people just pretended Mike didn't exist
So just act like the women here writes paragraphs to

I am here to bring Maria home to me

>>82515877
How about we have our trip first Maria

>>82513426
do you think we would work out?

after everything, its hard to think about.

>>82516754
i recently got an s22 because i want to be more like you.

you still mean everything to me even if we are apart.

>>82516754
Clearly. Close your eyes and dwell with me.

>>82516777
shut the fuck up mike original

Whatever you say. My love and I were affected my lies and manipulations here. If you have any part in that I have not seen any amends from you nor do I expect to see something. All I know is everything is becoming what it was before and I'm thankful for it

So many misleading, negative, demoralization campaigns. Almost every thread is that now. That means he's gotten desperate. It's too bad each threat is just a reflection of himself and has nothing to do with me. I'm stronger than that, worth more than that. He is the one who thinks of all the pathetic worthless spineless little bitch cuck threads because that's who he is.

>>82516948
mike you ruined my safe space and i think you should just make your own letters for maria threads. please consider.

>>82516965
My sweet summer child. This place was never safe.

VIDEOS OF JULIANA SHAKING HER HIPS ON REPEAT

>>82516965
If you have half brain cell you'll see that my presence actually makes things better here and it is the people who make things worse and hurt others are the ones who are complaining because I get in the way of that and call them out on it.

>>82516991
>2
no way mike. you totasally fill the thread and everyone else is just making fun of you for it. are you blind? make your own threads! give us the letter thread back!

It's really just one or two anons that same fag here and spam create threads.

There should be a thread creation limit for IP that is actually enforceable even with 4chan pass. It should just use device id

>>82517003
Write my name in the filter. If you are unable, unwilling then that only means you're a shitter who wants to cause drama.

I've been in letter thread since 2011. I've been a caretaker for a long time.

It was never yours and it is not mine. It just is and I've cared for others here for a long time

>>82517011
fine i will. youre a pervert anyways.

The things you have done have been dreadful to me. Everyday has been a nightmare for me, and I'm sick and tired of it. Laugh while you can I wont hear you soon

>>82516965
i concur, this place used to be interesting and now its just mike shitting up the thread

>>82517022
I'm not, but spread more lies. It only shows your true character

>>82517029
Your comment is shitting up the thread. I commenting and not just adding me to the filter You're literally showing your hand they're here just cause drama and be a fagot.

>>82517024
She doesnt laugh at you. She doesnt even think of you.

>>82517030
you added me to play rocket league, then asked to see my tits and said youd probably delete me if i dont show you. then you went around calling me reactive and a ghoster. cuz u where thirsty and got rejected

>>82517036
Yet you're here doing what you do best, and I'm to believe you're not sadistic? I can hear your laughter in silence and the truth in your lies.

I've been a horrible person in the past. I badmouthed friends and potential lovers. I even went as far as pretending to be them in order to hurt them, thinking I would have gotten something good out of it. All I achieved was hurting people that mattered to me, people that thought I would be better than that.
I wish to apologize for my past actions and take full responsibility for all the pain I've caused.
J

>>82517051
I said the classic tits or GTFO. You asked me If I was going to delete you if you didn't. I teased and said something like haven't decided yet and you blocked. I don't believe I talked about you but if I did that sounds accurate, you were reactive instead of chilling in bantering and we're reactive and ghosted.

>>82517080
you posted my actual name in a list of people you dont want to talk to. like damn drama queen stfu!

>>82517094
I said the trip you have used publicly here in addressing you

>>82517179
no you said my fiorst name ive never used a trip

someone larping as me in here kek you are a gorilla nigger

>>82517243
Ok well someone uses your name as a trip

>>82517079 #
Now put your actual initial C. I won't put up with your bullshit apology you are attempting to use.

Colton. All you do is create manipulative threads to control you spineless pathetic little bitch boy

Not to mention all the larp posts.

But you are. Desperate now that you are seen.

Playing all the manipulative cards you have
Admitted here

>Im gonna play my cards. I'm gonna play every card in my hand.

>>>/adv/33668386

>>82517564
J is my actual initial and if you really want to know I never post new threads.

JULIANA SLOPPY PUSSY POUNDING

>>82517838
juliana has a thing for mexicans

he was NOT a toy to me. i actually liked him. you are just an ugly old useless fat loser.

>>82517079
lol is this Julian's shitter energy? I swear I could feel him creeping around

>>82517844
JULIANAS GAPING HOLE

>>82518003
play with me and my gaping hole daddy

>>82518030
Lol ew bro

>just keep wasting your youth on some fart trust me bro will pay off

>>82517844
The result of having no positive role models while growing up.

>>82516085
Battles - Atlas

>>82518096
I liked it. Soulwax - E talking, original version.

nothing but an angry insecure aging man who took his problems out on little girls

>>82518171
Don't talk about Mike like that.

>ten years of mental destruction
>people still desire them more than they ever desired you

KEK

>>82518183
Im not responsible for you recognizing that you were living a lie and manipulated away from us.

Still you made that choice and now that you see he is a piece of manipulative controlling shit then you are offloading accountability on me.

You fucked up and lost me and all that has ever mattered to you, each other.

>>82518207
I have a bf, mike.

You feel regret and guilt for losing me. For not trusting me. For not coming on our trip. Now we lost years and you are feeling how bad that hurts. How the wrong path hurt you mentally and what you could of been with me.

I know who I am. You are remembering your love for me because you feel that hurt.

>>82518229
I don't give a fuck about your mistake and living a lie. .

Come home to me.

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Think about laying on my chest and saying these words.

Do this once and then tell me you still don't love me.

>>82518245
But youre a weirdo who still lives with his mom lol

>>82518270
I live on my own in my house.

>>82518287
I was taking a nap when they stopped by to borrow a tool. Mom for the phone call then and came into the house and woke me up Because the call was really upsetting

>>82518287
Lmao does mommy know you use her internet connection to harass women?

Mommy,
Is it true that daddy almost didnt marry you because you were obsessed with a man from the internet?

>>82518311
You are retarded. I own my home and it's my utilities.

Fuck off with your larps
It just shows how desperate and pathetic you are to try to recover the ground you lost when you were found out to be a complete lie.

Here is a shovel Colton. Go ahead.

>>82518328
Why did your mom beg me to talk to you because she felt bad for her sad little baby?

Youre already 6 ft deep and the surveyer is now browsing to see how many feet you have already dug on r9k and advice board.

I'll take the high road and be a real man while you throw a tantrum like a spineless pathetic child. You're even talking in your baby voice. Keep digging bud. More thread, more comments, all meant to control and manipulate. Obsessive all day every day. I write a bit In actual discussions, but you're actually making threads and same fagging in them just to be manipulative.

So fucking many.
Obsessive stalker freak

>when she realizes she's trapped in an obsessive stalkers house and he won't stop manipulating and controlling her because That's who he actually is, not the mask he lied to her he was

>>82518343
And there it is. This is who you chose Maria?

Wow, I'm really disappointed in you and he really pathetic and spineless.

Good luck with that. I feel bad for you. You deserve more than that rot

>>82518423
I chose myself

>>82518426
You chose a lie and. A pathetic spineless manipulative lying piece of shit.

You know it too. That's why you feel like this.

Do this for me when you calm down.
>>82518269

i will never be with you. i hope i can get him back. i know he liked me and you manipulated him.

>>82518444
No. He will try to make you think that because that's what he did to us in the first place.

Wake up. You are smarter than this.

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>>82518444
I know you will be with me because you love me and are drawn to me naturally.

I'm going to allow it to happen now.

Remember me

I do love you. That never changed.

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My Maria
My Moon,

I still think about our last conversation

"You have to wait for me"
I love you Maria with all my heart and I will wait as long as you need
"I love you too. That makes me feel at ease"
"I promise it will be Mike and Maria at the beach someday"

I can still see the way you last looked at me and told me you love me more. I hear your voice, and I see the truth in your eyes when you said it.

"You're the only thing that matters now, it's been like that for so long. Nothing will ever change that."

"Mike, I love you, remember that."

"I'm only yours Mike, I love only you"

"I'll always love you and care about you, no matter what. You mean so much. You complete me, I complete you."

"You're the only home I have free of judgment and anything that will upset me, I'm crying because I need you, this argument is temporary, but I'll always have that empty part needing you. I'm your home too. You are perfect. I love you more"

"I know I feel both with you and I can dwell in both love and lust, we will fuck each other's brains out and then care for each other, Spend so much time."

"Everything is perfect with you, dream good dreams, I can't wait."

"My Mike"

I still feel you with me, Your head on my chest, your arm and leg draped over me, your breathing calm and steady with mine. I feel you tremble and moan against me in pleasure, your skin against my skin. I move your hair from your eyes as you say these things to me again.

Maria, I love you with all my heart, always

My Mike
My Sun

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OH GOOD LORD
MICHAEL . . .

i could have been happy with him but you are a mentally ill loser who wants to see me suffer because you are rotting away.

Remember how before you re read what i said after you calmed down and realized you mispercieved and unfairly assumed things that hurt us and pushed us away from each other.

i care about you

I wish we both hadn't made mistakes.

I wish things were different and you were home with me now.

Despite being able to physically take you, I'm not going to manipulate or push you because your voice matters to me.

I love you with all my heart

>>82518485
You're being delusional and I'm sorry you are like this. It's difficult to see because I know who you truly are and how much you're hurting inside.

you said i deserved better and he would have been better for me.

Watch what he says in threads,. Larp. Comments. The amount of them that he's made to manipulate you and how you feel.

When he's called out on it The only thing he escapable of is more spineless pathetic lies.

This is who he is.

When you look at him you'll see Colton for her truly is

Pathetic and spineless. Manipulative and controlling. Childish tantrum throwing little bitch. A Lying obsessive mistake

I don't know how else to say I'm sorry for you

I love it when the mentally ills eat themselves. Something about it is so satisfying. I wonder what could explain it

>>82518533
You know who I am to you. You know what I'm worth. I am better for you.

I don't need to push you because you recognize me naturally as your soulmate now that you've woken up again.

>>82518554
the cancer cells are eating you.

Man the more this shit goes on, the more sure I am that the original "Maria" was just a half-assed LARP too. Explains he keeps reposting just the same couple of conversations between them.

Someone create a strawpoll who Maria should choose, Chad Colton or Meager Mike

I love you with all my heart Maria.
>>82518467

i really dont want you but you will never believe this

You're stronger than all the words outside of us that attempt to manipulate you, push you away from me.

It's time for you to fight for us

i want the mexican not you

>>82518584
He chatted with a girl for a few minutes and became obsessed. She's long forgotten about him but to him it was a monumental moment.

He fell victim to the anima fantasy linerence labyrinth.
Many such cases, unfortunately

>>82518637
Mental illness is a hell of a disease. It would almost be tragic if not for the narcissistic comorbidity

Just say it to me directly.

is Mike is still shitting up these threads? Holy SHIT, man...

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michael.. i don't know how you're so quick to call all sorts of random nonsense 'larps' , but are unable to see that you are being obviously fucked with by people who are not maria or colton, just anons that enjoy riling you up.. i guess maybe that's just how the fire has to be stoked in the absence of real fuel.. it's a hard watch all the same

You know, I would have loved to have you as a friend and even as a girlfriend if we got along the right way. I apologize about the death threats, now I remember I actually did make some a long time ago. Sorry to have disappointed you.

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she's such a good girl for me. a straight up dick addict. Incredibly submissive to start, will just go blank faced and do anything I want her too if I put my hands on her face.
Sucks dick like it's her fucking JOB. Will let me fuck her throat like a pussy and will moan "thank you sir" with her mouth full of cock. Always wants to be slapped, choked, or thrown around, anytime.
She lets me toy her ass while I fuck her face and yank her hair, stare me in the eyes while she sucks my nuts and plays with them with her tongue, and grins like an idiot when I tell her she's being a good girl.
She only needs about ten minutes of warmup fucking before she can take all of me in her hole, begs me to fuck her harder. Wants me to restrain and manhandle her, lets me put a collar and leash on her. Literally thanks me for fucking her as hard as I can, will just lay there and moan/scream/beg while I plow her hole for 20, 30, 40 minutes nonstop.

that's cool, man. not exactly the response i was expecting, but that's okay

I've been trying to get your discord for the longest of times and nothing will ever work between us if we only ever communicate through 4chan. I don't think this is the first time I'm telling you this. I don't think I'll be leaving this place for a while, but if I do leave tomorrow and never come back just know I'm grateful I got to know you.

Can someone give me a QRD on Mike? Do "Maria" and "Colton" exist, or is he severely psychotic and larping as them? I imagine Maria is a real person but has never posted here and its all him or trolls larping as her. Has anyone from whatever clique these people all come from ever spoken to her?

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M

I think if you want to share your schizo delusions to actual people you know, you are critically lacking in the self-awareness department.
It isn't that I'm judging you for being nuts, I'm judging you for sharing because it is fundamentally stupid to do that with what you should recognize as a dumb scitzo delusion.

I have my own.
I like to consider them creative writing born from observations too strange to share or fucked up dreams born from eating sour cream & onion chips too late at night.
I learned the voices are called "auditory hallucinations" this year.
The scary thing is when they say words and phrases that I don't know.
But this is how I learned who the Count of St. Germain is.
This is how I learned about the thing trapped inside that mountain.
Do you have any idea how fucked up it was to then look those things up and learn there was already an actual fucking cult built around these 2 ideas somehow and also based on the account of native american legends of watching that thing be locked away in there?
Then lamenting that you can't use that because then everyone will just think you're making this really weird esoteric reference and not just some fucked up dream you personally had.

I don't know the words but I know what it feels like

>>82519586
You're opening books and acting surprised about what's on the pages.

Stop reading shit books.

My current, Despite the author being a relatable cunt, makes me happy. There's quite a bit more, I don't know the words but I know what it feels like. There are words as well but they are not to be shared. There's something about a brand new book and how crisp the pages feel.

It's also quite a thin book, very clean typeface. No smudges, clear print. It feels right in the hands, holding it, reading it, it's comfortable and safe. There's a thing that's really unique as well in the center of the book. I would tell you what it is that's there but I can't.

I cut my arm pretty badly pulling it out of the thorns,

At this time I really enjoy the way it's written. No one else would really understand but it's special.
Not pretentious, but just is this way. I would say relatable but there's no one I could really say that to In a way that they would actually relate to it.

>And I know nobody believes in it

And again, this is all just because some stupid redheaded bitch told people to stalk you.

>>82519501
Not trying to be mean but why do you care
Internet schizos are some of the least interesting people on the planet, they only type so much because they are empty inside. I guarantee if you waste your time trying to look into it it'll sum up to some ugly autistic guy having too much free time. So fucking boring

I wonder if you still fall in love with faceless internet men now that you're married?

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>>82516771
Vse chto ya hochu eto potselovat' tebya pered tem kak umeret' haha tak chto.. ti tak mne nravishsya u menya net bolshe prichin zhit'

now that sufficient time has passed i'm not even sure what i was so upset about

Please strive for "S" real life behavior including bully busts, employing others, not being problematic for others, abiding love, practicing fairness, altruism for maximum amounts of like, respect and rewards to be given to you. Together we can create a just world that is no fallacy!

>>82521897
You got served a dash of justice and good fortune by your people? Cool.

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David,
You ARE madly in love with me, aren't you? I can tell. I can see it in your body language and the subtext of your words.
Instead of being droopy about me maybe wandering off when I'm done, follow me or at least give me a reason to stay.
Let's take secret walks by the river and watch the waves we shouldn't touch. Ask my work bff on how to win the keys to my heart. Go out drinking and rant about stupid stuff until you are embarrassed but I laugh. Let me tease you about about how you can't hold your liquor and then teach you the secrets to drunk driving. Fold on keeping your secrets as I pry them out of you! Stop me from stealing flowers from the botanical gardens, and maybe hid some where only I can find them. Sneak up into the attic were the cameras can't see us and give me a big, fat smooch!
You're going to get your hand held if you dont stop acting cute. You better watch out!

>>82522416
i got served a dash of puss by your mother more like lol

Trust leads to daydream tryst

i really needed someone like him in my life. i want him back so bad. you shouldnt have done what you did to sabotage it. you will never be there for me and youre not sufficient enough.

Dear V
I want to make amends for the accusations of things you have never done. I want to make amends for the death threats too.
J

>>82520976
of course I do <3 I'm never gonna change

>>82523850
Valerie deserved better

>>82523928
I know. The least I can do is recognizing my past mistakes, the fact I am the villain in both her and my story, taking responsibility for what I've done, and not making those mistakes again.

>>82523942
I can still sense your shitter energy, Julian. You won't change

skate 4 fucking sucks my life's the wooorstt

>>82523737
I didn't do anything. Larp more

Manipulative larp is pathetic but not surprising

Notice how much quieter it is now that he realized how deep the hole is he dug himself into. With only the occasional yell to try to con his way out

Fuck off

>just clocked out of the helmet factory i can go back to playing my nintendo switch and clogging the letter thread
>uhh heck yeah.jpg??

>anon thinks about choice of action in slave time

No thanks

I'm going for a swim

did you just say you're too good for a job in a letter thread on an anime website for teenagers

>>82525446
Yeah he's also like 34.. Guy let himself go, man, feelsbad..

any shitters about?

>>82525462
I'm shitposting from work and dropped all of my addictions save for smoking, I'm halfway to drop that too if you're that eager to know.

>>82525462
NTA but mike's 34!? Holy shit I thought he was... alright, but 34 pushes it. You're spamming letters in a room of 20 somethings!? LMAOOO

>>82525446
I'm self-employed. I work for myself. I would never work for someone else

You could keep guessing my age too

>>82525493
addendum THOUGH you're spamming gay love letters to a 5 year gone love surrounded by teenagers LMAOO YOURE 34!?????? OH MY GOD

>>82525479
Good for you. Cold turkey has been the only thing that worked for me for smoking

>>82525513
You keep getting numbers wrong as well kek

But obsess more over me

>>82525500
>on an anime website
>in your free time
too good

>>82525521
Cold turkey worked for me when it came to drinking and weed, not cigarettes. Cigarettes may as well have been invented by the devil himself.

>>82525547
Yeah wow i thought he was humble but guess i guest wrong..
Seriously how can he talk down on my waging while sperging out on here all day.. I hate this life, man.. Society rewards this manfant and his tantrums but i have to clock in every morning to my blue collar slave job and he thinks he can talk down to me? Fuck mike man thought he was cool

i don't think maria is coming back...

>>82525493
Why the heck are 20 somethings on my 30+ board? We didn't invite you here.

>>82525527
nah man this a safe space mang i get it i get you man i want a 16 year old wife and a horse that's our 40 acres and a mule mang a quiet life man..

i dont think the juice wants that for me though. the age of consent in Washington is 18 what the fuck is that (lib)shit bleghh

>>82525634
this is a young website oldfags move on

>>82525593
Hmmm I can see how it could be perceived that way. That is something to think about, thank you for telling me your thoughts.

I'm just really against the way society takes over people's lives and drains then of their time until they're old and decrepit just a fuel the corporations desires. People should be pursuing their own desires, their own dreams, and fueling those with their time. At this point they are unable because they are drained from the corporate daily work and by the time they get home they can't think straight and just need to inebriate themselves so they can start again the next day.

>>82525662
TRVKE
It's embarrassing

>>82525549
I quit cigarettes by smoking Arabic tobacco haha
Now Arabic tobacco was very difficult to cold turkey

>>82525681
>>82525662
the website is older than you thoughbeit

>>82525702
what's your point?
you can't keep coming back to the lego store forever

>>82525734
you will still be on here well beyond 30, don't kid yourself