>linkserowid.orggetmonero.orgpsychonautwiki.orgpsychedelia.io (Canada ONLY)Mescaline edition
>>82518123>psychedelia.ioI mean I don't care if you advertise your clearnet drug store here, but you'll get the thread banned.
>>82518699>clearnet>>82518699>drug store
>>82518123mescaline sucks so much all it did was make me feel like i was in a sauna wtf is it supposed to feel like?? my friend keeps telling me it's good
Decided to give one of those "DynaVap" thingies a try. In the mail now. Got their cheapest model but still, hope it wasn't a waste of money or just a novelty.
Is there a secret to using dry snus? I use zyn everyday since quitting vaping. I like it more but sometimes it's just not strong enough.
>>82518123anyone take pregabalin everyday?how much dosage do you take
>>82518123Weed lowers my self-esteem, makes my thoughts more negative, makes me remember every mistake I've ever made, etc. It basically just makes me hyperfocus on everything that's already wrong, in contrast with alcohol which numbs it all. Is weed just not for me? I remember the first few times I ever smoked it it was actually pretty awesome. But I haven't been able to replicate that, and I've only ever smoked weed maybe a dozen times ever. It could be the strain, but it doesn't seem to make a difference nowadays, even if I'm already in a good mood. Ironically, when I first started smoking I always hated that feeling of losing control when it starts to kick in, but now I'm used to it.
>>82520297It's stupid to take pregabalin every day. You simply get tolerance and addiction.The most you can do without creating tolerance is twice a week.
>>82520484lol i took 75mg eod
I forgot how much not being able to sleep sucks.thank god I have weed and other drugs or I'd start cutting throats (no I wouldn't I'd be crying like a bitch and begging my doctor for a prescription)
>>82520330>Is weed just not for me?Could be. It's a common thing for many people to realize that certain drugs (or overarching drug types) just aren't for them. >the first few times [...] it was actually pretty awesomeThis indicates to me that it could be a few things, either:>Certain ratios/doses of THC and CBN/CBD are not right for you.>Other non-drug factors influenced your experience.Either way, consider waiting a little while and when you want to return to it, dose on the lower side or with a more balanced ratio of the two.
>>82519105ive never tried it but it seems to be a kind of unique drug. look up the doors of perception, its a short essay
>>82520330>>82521055yeah i think anon just has to smoke less or go to therapy.
If it were up to me you'd all be given the death sentence for killing your sobriety, a sin worse than murder
https://youtu.be/2YVvMfXXG7Ethere's gonna be a whole lot of sippin up
do you ever finish writing something very long, very sincere, and strongly (positively) emotionally charged (or, to you at least), but then come down with the cursor hovering over post and you just sit there feeling embarrassed for it and unforgiveably autistic? i wanted to write it so bad and get my feeling and experience out there and now i'm not sure i want to acknowledge to myself that i could write so much trite self-obsessed stuff and then vomit it up in front of kind strangers and think it was so nice. makes me wonder if my usual self-perception around people is a comparable illusion, because it can certainly seem and feel that way sometimes
>>82521640It's no different from other psychedelics
>>82522598Unfortunately I can't kill my sobriety, I can only push it away for a few hours.
>>82523227If you don't dare do it on an anonymous forum, where will you?
>>82523227incredibly real. wrote several paragraphs bemoaning how i fuck up everything I touch and I've proven myself incapable of handling the tiniest bit of responsibility over and over and over again. Was about to send it and then just thought to myself what a fucking pathetic waste of air I was. No one gives a damn that I can't do anything right. I'm subjecting people to my misery for a fraction of a morsel of catharsis. And that is somehow even more pathetic than being terminally incompetent.
>>82523542the woods. actually I think I will head out there unless I just drop within the hour. (this one wasn't really anonymous.)>>82523558yeah. the emotional rant > it doesn't matter > self-loathe > close tab combo is my bread and butter.
subutex is the devil, it was the only thing i had all week last week on friday (one 2mg dose) and now i finally got some codeine and it doesnt fucking work, im barely getting a buzz off 560mg
I fucking hate lyrica, it catches me off guard and I start rearranging my entire room. (jk I love lyrica, it makes me normal)
>>82523227Yeah, I feel like that whenever I have good things to say about jukebox musicals like the trolls movies. They are so happy and make me feel so happy, yet I can't write my true feelings about such things because I know I would get made fun of. I also don't like sharing my incomplete writing projects, but more because I think it isn't worth a reader's time until it's been decently polished for readability. To put out bad work feels like stealing to me. For you have stolen what is most valuable to someone that they can never get back only to bore them, time. The two things I don't want my writing to be is difficult to read due to technical shortcomings, and boring.
>>82520297300 mg pretty much every day. Sometimes 600 if i wanna feel funny. If i take a half of a beta blocker and a 300mg gabby it works wonders for my anxiety. Does anyone have a tolerance chart for pregabalin in the same vein that charts exist for tolerance on lsd, shrooms? I'd be interested to know the refractory period between doses that'll keep my tolerance at zero.
i cant believe i didnt get fired last week, i was visibly fucked up for 4 days straight, i came in 2 hours late two days in a row and i fell asleep on lunch for 3 hours in my car they havent even drug tested me yet, i got the fake piss on me all the time just in case but holy shit i can not believe i got away with that
>>82518123Those who like adderall do you like MDMA? I like how hyped and energized conventional stims make me feel is it really comparable at all or is it a whole new thing.
I was the dude in the last thread who had just found out about THCA.Trying to shop for this stuff as a noob is overwhelming. I don't know what any of the strains are/do or who to order from.There are too many options and it all basically looks the same to my uneducated eyes.
>>82525533i don't know a ton about thca but it if you're just looking for legal weed in an illegal state just buy 2018 farm bill loophole stuff. its literally just thc extracted from hemp. there are a trillion brands that sell it jolly is my go to but there's also like kush kube and stuff like that.
Anyone have expierence with RCs like 4 aco/ho met? Is it true the have a calmer head space? Any reccomendations?Pic for attention
Really regret getting back on the 7oh train and really wish I could erase the knowledge of there being a headshop selling it 5 minutes away from me from my mind.The withdrawals aren't as bad physically as fentalogues and o-dsmt but it's almost up there mentally. Just crying in the shower for hours, too afraid to go outside, jumping at every sound...
I'm worried that my longterm low contact drug dealer is going to be driven out of business by marijuana legalization where I live. I've been buying from this woman for 5 years and its been easy and great the whole time. She only really does THC and psychs though so legalization could wipe out like half her business or more. I can find weed anywhere but I'm not cool enough anymore to know where to get shrooms in person. And I'll be god damned if I ever give up my magic mushrooms.
>>82518123What can I reasonably expect from a low dose of shrooms?
>>82525533I regularly get THCA weed and could point you to some vendors if you want. Strain doesn't matter, fuck what people say, strain DOES NOT MATTER. All that matters is the potency % and whether it's indica, sativa, or hybrid. What are you looking for? Strong weed or mellow? Are you trying to get the best bang for your buck or does cost not matter?
>>82526308How low? If it's a microdose you'll feel mood enhancement and if it's low enough to feel but not trip it's comparable to a long weed high
>>82526298It's already defacto legal via THCA, she won't lose any business she wasn't already going to lose.
>>82526356>it's comparable to a long weed highThat doesn't inspire confidence in me. For years weed has given me instant panic attacks.
>>82525417Adderall is a pure stimulant.MDMA is a stimulant-empathogen.They're not in the same category.They being said, I've never met someone that "didn't like" MDMA.
has anyone tried "magic mushroom" gummies and chocolate bars? how were they? In a few years, i plan on trying some of these legal highs.
>>82526374Then why did you jump to shrooms nigga?
>>82526438They are usually just amanita which does basically nothing. If you're lucky maybe there'll be some unreported thc
>>82526374>>82526456I'm double replying but look, while I question the judgement that led you to take shrooms you're probably gonna be fine. Try to get outside into some greenery if you can. If not try to surround yourself with things or people you like. Throw on a YouTube visualizer and some music you like
>>82526456It's not like I sought them out, my girlfriend is getting some handed to her, I'm just trying to figure out what to expect.
>>82526499Oh. Well see my post above you for my suggestions on what to do if you take them
getting really sick of these ddosing faggots
>>82521640thanks, ill give it a read
>>82526438As you can expect, there are no mushrooms in those candies. It's usually a tryptamine analogue but they won't tell you which one and at what dosage.It's a gamble, and I wouldn't play the game. Get real psilocybin mushrooms.
260mg or 270mg of caffeine just hits the spot for me.
>>82526438i bought some expecting them to be amanita muscaria and STILL felt nothing. so i wouldn't fuck with anything that doesn't say 4-aco-dmt
>>82526350Best bang for my buck sounds like a good way to start. Premium or exotic stuff would be a total waste on someone like me as I wouldn't be able to tell any difference. I kinda wish there was just a relatively low cost "default" to which I can form a base opinion off of.
>>82526438Personally never tried them but had a friend who tried like 5 different brands and said they all did nothing. He then went on to just growing proper mushrooms at home.
>>82527008Anything higher than 150 mg gives me tremors and sweats. I tried preworkout once. Never again.
>>82527088Well in that case I recommend emerald-smoke.com's $100 65g jar of shake. It has middling reviews on the site but I'm working through one right now and I've been pleased for the price. It doesn't say on the website, but my jar was around 30% potency. I think right now they're doing BOGO 50% off too
How dangerous is ambien? My doc wants to prescribe it for me due to my chronic insomnia but the shit I've heard of people doing on it terrifies me
>>82527177Thanks for the recommendation. Checking it out now.
>>82527178my uncle was a very successful "family man" and one night he drank 2 bottles of wine and took ambien (no idea which came first). he tried to strangle his wife, which led to divorce, jail, lost custody, lost his job and has been in and out of prison. i'd take my chances with it if i had insomnia. just clear out any alcohol from the house first
>>82518123Why does meth make me feel so normal?Normal for me (for the first 25 yrs of my life): being tired, depressed, anxious and too shy to socialize, slow, lazy.When I'm on meth: energized but not overly so, motivated to clean my house and do all the chores I need to do, talking to others seems easy, proactive.I love the effects so far but I'm scared that in the long term it'll damage my brain's ability to function without meth. I mean, I barely functioned before I ever even tried it, but I don't necessarily want to become worse than before.Also, I've never tried Adderall, but do you think that would be a "healthier" replacement for meth? Or something else?
>>82527783It's a fake normal.If you watch actual normal people they may want to be energetic busy bees of productivity and socially outgoing, but in reality they aren't. Almost no one is "on" and "locked in" all the time the way amphetamines make you feel. Your normal is the more general normal of most people. They just tend to have better copes for it. That said you could also have ADD, in which case getting tested would be a good idea. You can learn some copes as well as get a prescription for proper pharma stuff, at least in theory. They have been stingy with adderall lately due to the DEA being dickbutts.
>>82527845>Your normal is the more general normal of most people. That feels untrue as I don't think most people are chronically depressed and struggle with basic tasks such as showering and getting out of bed, at least not to the extent that I do.I do have ADD, I'm not American though so hopefully I can find some meds here without too much trouble...
Took 6mg of clonazepam and I feel fine, like I do feel more relaxed I suppose, but nothing that would make me nod or pass out. I know the onset takes about to an hour, I might redose if not careful while waiting for the onset
>>82527783You're not normal, you feel normal, as you explained.Also yes, amphetamine is a healthier alternative to methamphetamine.There are protocols with which you take amphetamines from Monday to Friday every week without harming yourself. (Only applies if you're 25+)
>>82527845>>82527958ADD/ADHD isn't real, a lot of people nowadays simply have developed a natural tolerance to dopamine due to an overstimulating lifestyle (mostly due to constant screen use) and don't feel stimulated without dopaminergic drugs anymore.Easily fixed by turning off the screens.
>>82528525ADHD is objectively empirically verifiably real and has nothing to do with lifestyle as it's a developmental condition with a extremely strong genetic component. Not sure if you are just NPC memeing over a trigger word or you are just willfully ignorant.
