>>82528695
got around my filter again. sneaky faggot.

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>get dropped back home
>get some orange juice for my cig
>plenty of paperwork awaits me
>need a big nap for now zzzz
>>82528702
This is what happen if u play metal gear solid!
Welp not my intention to be desu but thanks for the laugh

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>just laying in bed
>need to stop dis
>and get some sleep befor I start with the annoying paperwork desu
>also some household stuff since mom is gone now
>bleh

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>nap ends
>I wanna stay in bed for moar
>but better get things done now
>had a dream about food
>starving myself since yesterday
>go for some fruits n a snickers xd
>eat them in bef
>time for a coffee n cig
>then the annoying paperwork
>afterwards gonna clean around the house methinks
>cant let it become a complete mess this soon
>bad mood
>I should probably eat something fr

>>82528695
>>wake up through my alarm
>>turn it off and go back to bed
>>n0t enough sleep at all
>tfw not a salarywoman that somehow manages to sleep well at night despite the long days

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>g0 back inside
>go through the paperwork
>go immediately or a second
>get back inside & look at it again
>scream a bit
>more mess my lil bro left us to solve
>need to acess some files on a external harddrive for the family biz
>where the heck is my usb c converter
>dont tell me they lost that too
>like my room key & house key thats missing since im back
>please let me find it so I can go back to bed
>cleaning around the the & gym is what I should do afterwards
>but I dont hab any will in me left
>can I just get the cancer from smoking already & die
>I think I need a fourth cig in less than 2 hours
>find my old amazon badges
>"Process Guide"
>I would cry if I could
>simpler times
>>82530354
is that why I dont sleep well
cause im not a salarywoman?

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>dont get to smoke a fourth ciggy
>just want to solve this shittu already
>look for a suited cable in my parents room since my usb converters seem loss
>heyyyyy there is my room & house key
>(t0 my defense, mom was also looking desperatly for the keys)
>find a suited cable for the external hard drive
>finish with my task
>felt like I could had done it better but its such a mess that pig
>I did fine methinks
>now I need a cig fr
>and then go back to bed

Bro is becoming a walking cigarette

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>my mood is probably also so horrible cause im starving myself
>but its working
>my tummy looks better already
>I guess n0 alcohol is also helping
>or that many sweets & beeru & soda like while in japan
>back to coke zero instead of dr pepper
>wouldnt mind some wine
>but then I will get munchies and give in cause drunk
>>82531176
yea its escalating since n0 weede
I even notice it on the treadmill already

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>yea should becareful with starving myself and drinking alcohol
>statistically most of my trying to be an hero attempts happen while 2drunk and mom being one
>she already cut short one of her US trips for her sis once to visit me in the hospital
>dont wanna ruin it for her bleh
>welp I just gotta continue this for a week or two max
>afterwards I can eat normally n go regularry to the gym again
>to be desu everyone I ask says it looks fine
>im most likely being mentally ill about the image in the mirror
>but I wont take any chances
>I better try to get some sleep now
>https://www.bluebrixx.com/en/prod/104382/astronomers-lighthouse/
>still need to finish this
>bought this myself for my bday
>building progress was doing well
>was gone for a funereal
>come back home to find out it was destroyed cause of our old cat
>he caught a bird that day
>went inside with it
>parents were chasing him so he wouldnt cause a bloody mess inside
>he decided to hide in my room & jump around with his prey
>there were feathers everywhere
>and a destroyed building bricks lighthouse model
>its gonna be a headache to figure out how to rebuild it
>until I can properly use the manual again

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>just doom scrolling through youtube while laying in bed
>>>>fucking shorts of iranian pizza
>>>>famichiki
>IM DYING
>STOP DIS BULLYING PLEASE
>get a smol piece of dark chocolate
>felt good for a moment again
>need more cigs

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I always like seeing ur blogposts fren :D

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>smoke a cig
>continue doom scrooling
>more food stuff
>I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE
>there is a bit persian kebab n rice left in the fridge
>heat it up
>eat it while watching some animay
>still feel hungry
>but its not in agonizing pain anymore
>dad goes to the gym
>tells me he will come back with mcdonalds for us afterwards
>so we can eat together
>yea he is already feeling lonely cause mom is gone
>neva forget that time mom traveled to iran
>and the next day he was alone in the living room
>crying with a beer in his hand while listening to persian songs about missing the person u love
>comedy gold to be desu
>it was after just one day but he is like that
>oh he also cleaned around the house already
>scared of moms aura even while absent ig
>welp fuck me moar food awaits me
>time for the gym even if its just for like a hour
>fortunately he doesnt goes to the same gym as me
>would be 2awkward to me methinks
>>82531895
bleh
at least in japan I had nice pics, these are just mental now
but thanks

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>kinda ready2go
>fuckfuckfuckFUCK
>looking for my wristband2enter since nearly 40 minutes
>welp I did feel like I was forgetting something while leaving the gym on monday
>need to write a email and pay twenty bucks for a new one I guess
>this is germoney and not japan
>so someone took it for themself already
>epic
>maybe its lost somewhere at home
>im looking so hard for it but nothing
>I lost it at the gym forsure methinks
>im melty now

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>there is als0 no one working there after noon
>kinda why dad prefers the other gym that is further away
>they wanna cut costs by just putting attention to the retired folks that show up
>younger people can get appointsments around that time for instructions
>otherwide left on their own
>so the wristband is needed for this time of the day
>im melty
>im bored
>im hungry
>im SO close drinking a shot or two of gin
>maybe three
>I just hate living here so much its unreal

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>had like 6 shots of gin
>ordering toooo much from mcdonalds
>they have like "around the world menu items"
>ordering japanese chicken nuggets
>aaaand a burger from Mexico
>they dont hab any burgers from japan
>im gonna cry about my tummy tomorrow methinks
>but im drunkkkkk
>73kg at 184cm is disgusting
>time for one or two or three moar shotsss of gin
>if im lucky I will vomit everything out

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>drank moar than I wanted to
>drunk level is dangerous

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>tfw dad wanted to move to Osaka for business
>but by that point
>all the shitty iranians went to Japan
>joined criminal activities n other bad shenanigans
>so Japan was like n0 more iran holy shittu
>Iranians are either the best people you will meet or the worst
>ofcourse all the MIT tier iranians went to the USA
>so dad ended up in europe
>befor meeting mom
>well I wouldnt be here otherwide
>cause they only met cause his flight to the swiss got canceled that day
<well that would have been also a good outcome
>the only way to win this game is by not playing

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>https://files.catbox.moe/u0txva.jpg
>I guess dis is karma for bullying fat people
>by gaining weight again
>I feel disgusting
>cant even go back to the gym now til the wristband situation is solved
>I need another shot or two or threee

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>wake up drunk
>go to work drunk
>leave early sober
>start drinking

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>>82533205
?????
How do u do it?
Cheers I guesd

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>>82533213
Every drink i have i match with an equal amount of water
Ancient secret taught to me by the baker at my first jobby

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>dad gets back home
>eat fries + 20 chicken nuggest + mexican burger + a big mac
>dad also got me a strawberry milkshake
>tried to find something to watch together befor he arrives
>open the iranian tv app where u can watch anything
>even options for persian dub or sub
>>>oh there is a soccer match being aired on a iranian channel
>let that on
>dad watches tha
>we eat together
>he doesnt noticed im drunk
>thanks buddah
>I bet on my ass that mom would had noticed it in n0 time lule
>welp im behaving well compared to my past drunky time
>>82533223
good to know
I guess its like drinking pocari sweat non
heck I even miss that drink
but I dont plan to become a professional drinker
tonight is rather a error that happened
im also surprisling more calm down usually
smol progress I guess
oof I better drink enough water
cause le work tomorrow morning
after dis milkshake
I guess the foode will also help to avoif a hangover

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>https://youtu.be/Fp2xXVpQC8A?si=PIULS8Xyl5DratUK
>listening to moar miku since my travel again
>but still need my aggro german
>https://youtu.be/1pEx6T9pkv4?si=rdUpwofM8LCXDnBX

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>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IHmhQbf74AI
>gonna take a bit til I get a new wristband methinks
>I knew I forgot something while leaving on monday

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>https://youtu.be/qwmWPrPNVs0?si=f1MO254mTQFa2wZu
>your fanbase asks after a plant based chicken
Oh lule aiste
He should cosplay as plana and me as arona
And then let me eat his ass to be desu
Okies I better sleeep now
2drunk desu

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>0r kanoeanon should stop being a tease and let me lewd them
>I even have a d*scord account again after being so bored
>get invited to my old serber
>that I transfered ownership2someone else befor I left and deleted my account
>surprisingly its still alive desu
>smoke my last cigs
>ready2sleep
>hopefully I drank enough water desu
>feel kinda like vomiting
>I hope n0t now
>cause just wanna sleep
>and vomiting is painfeul
>new helluva boss episode
>apparently a remake of the pilot???
>I will watch it tom,orrow while sober ig
>goodnights desu