Let me explain to it you, which I don't actually want to do right now as I have shit to do, as a lot of you don't seem to understand. Whether you don't understand because you're neurodivergent or for some other reason (possibly you have never pondered it?), I don't know, as anyone could be reading this, all of you with various issues. It all starts in childhood, giving modernity, school. In this case possibly nursery (kindergarten to Americans) or primary school. You enter a room. Another young child is alone. You greet each other kindly, politely, you share an authentic moment. The beginning to a connection/relationship. Now a bigger group enters. The bigger group has standing with one another, they have matured together and even some sort or internal tradition has formed. They want to see if you two will fit in. They start throwing rocks at cars, insulting people arbitrarily, whatever it may be (I don't fucking know, it's been a long time since I was a child). You feel a sense of moral disgust, your conscious tell you it's wrong. Maybe you resist the urge to conform completely but go ahead somewhat to survive the situation. The other child you met earlier seem to have no such problems. He goes ahead and is rewarded thus for the conformity. This happens time and time ago throughout childhood, into adulthood. Until... Until the person you were able to meet on equal grounds is no loner associable to you. Whether this all be through nature, or nurture... I don't believe it entirely matters. Yes the other boys mother may have taught them differently on how to associate before he ever went to school. Or maybe he just has naturally different inclinations? My point being through reinforcements one has moulded themselves so capably of fitting in whereas the other is unable to to. Now here's the tricky part. You can't be bitter. You cannot play the blame game. You cannot scream to the heavens that they are missing something you have. (1/2)
(2/3, had to split part two)Every Goddamn day I see some bitch complaining they're misunderstood, they weren't given their fair share. My brother, nobody cares. They fit in, you do not. The reasons to them are superfluous. You had your chance, time and time again, and you blew it. It's too late now.Are they authentic? Are they sheep acting and posing as wolves due to a bolstering in numbers? Are they self aware. Is this their true self? Can they change. Do they want to change?None of these questions really matter. It isn't about them. It was ALWAYS about YOU. Whether right or wrong, you rejected the crowd, the conformity. You stuck by whatever principles you had. "He gets the girls, the money, the ****** and I get nothing", the teachers, authorities, society, rewarded him, "and I get nothing?". No one cares. Shut up. You made your choice a long fucking time ago and now here you are. You made your bed, now go fucking sleep in it. Maybe it shouldn't be the way it is, through all logic and reason it could very well be nonsensical. Alas it is that way, as it always has been. The nail that protrudes gets beaten down.
(3/3)Accept it, accept yourself. Stop blaming them. This or that. It doesn't matter anymore. Forgive them, more importantly forgive yourself. Stop looking for a reason, an explanation. There isn't one that will satisfy you.Move on, let go. Adjust your course appropriately. Your journey is not over but with your attitude of denial, it cannot continue for long.You, living like this is not healthy brother. They will make entire journals, studies after studies. Enough to fit multiple books stacked sky high. All with the intention of justifying their position over yours. Variables adjusted, countless methodologies, endless questionnaires and surveys.Should you care? I can't give you that answer. What I can tell you is this: I don't need them, their advice, the answer to me is clear, it has always been intuitive from my point of view. I didn't need proof, or someone else to back me up.If I found an issue in MY reasoning or approach, I adjusted it myself, without help.You don't need them, you never did. That was the lie they sold you. Maybe you are better, or even worse.It is what it is.Now go ahead, continue. Blame the: Jews, women, gays, trans, left, right, Muslims, white people, blacks. Go ahead, blame anyone but yourself. Reject your responsibility. You have done it non-stop up till now. Why stop? Surely it makes you happy?No? Reflect, turn inwards. You don't need him or her. You're stronger than that. You are an individual. It won't be easy, it will hurt. But the pain subsides, it always does.I think it's time I stopped typing, I think I've done enough. I hope this helped.Please have a wonderful life.
too long, didn't read. you are gay, old and retarded
>>82538961okay I did read it. you're still an old fuck but it makes sense, too bad the person you wrote this wall of text for will not care about it.I shouldn't ever reply to your threads 2bh. you're as much of an abhorrent person as who's currently fucking you.
learn to summarize your thoughts please
>>82539009>My point being through reinforcements one has moulded themselves so capably of fitting in whereas the other is unable to to.>They fit in, you do not. The reasons to them are superfluous. You had your chance, time and time again, and you blew it. It's too late now.>Go ahead, blame anyone but yourself. Reject your responsibility. You have done it non-stop up till now. Why stop? Surely it makes you happyI think grandma's basically saying you are an high IQ retard that thinks she's always in the right and will never change which sounds about right. I like the part where she says you had your chances and blew them over and over.
>>82538951I think you misunderstand, but i don't really care enough to say why.
Okay I think I finally got what is the meaning of this faggots word salad>le individuality bad>yuo must conform>NO BEING ANY KIND OF MORAL IS BAD ACTUALLY!!!! DO NOT CONFORM TO IT!!!!!!>wait no now youre an adult now you have>what do you mean you were conforming to greater susciety and not our little group of gay faggots? Haha youre so retarded every wrong that happened to you is your fault>everything wrong in your life is all because of you and I in my might old faggots wisdom will not explain mysefl because to me everyone is the same inside (stupid retard faggot) and everyone different is wrong because noone can't be smart - I never was so noone will beDid I do good job mr. Old Retard?
>>82538924yea, it's a painful lesson. taking responsibility for your actions. morphing into a person who can change himself and his environment. it takes consistent action and it's hard. but in the end, it's worth it.
>>82539528My brother. Lobotomies were performed in France till the 1980s. In Japan children received them.Th creator received a Nobel prize. He would have widely be considered an intellectual (a very deep, rational and logical thinker). Academia would have supported him thoroughly with countless studies. People made money off of this. Many of these people would have denounced Nazism. They would vehemently opposed the Nazi ideology. They would have been able to give multiple justifications as to why Nazism is wrong and probably why they themselves would never be involved in such an evil ideology. And yet... they performed what is essentially a torturous medical procedure that causes a debilitating disability, all under the guise of the greater good. Do you think these people just disappeared? No my brother. They are all around us, in positions of power. The boomer grandparents who taught your parents, your teachers. Even in 200 years these people will still exist, for it is human nature. Yet we have the 17 year old autist, absolutely ready to jump off a 12 story building because he doesn't fit in...Think about that for a second. Isn't that bizarre? I'm happy with who I am, whether society accepts me or not. My barometer of goodness doesn't even register the opinions of others at this point. But go ahead my brother, sell your soul for some pussy. Sign above the jotted line for some power, money. I'm sure you have it all figured out.I prefer to not be involved. If I was not me, I would certainly not want to be you, I instead would much rather be me.
