What went wrong with me to where the only boards that can interest me longer than others are this and v? I don't even like either of these places, like at all... Obviously I dont want to, but I can only be intrigued by the incels and losers wallowing in self pity, I guess like I also am
Sex with Zero, front and back
>>82539065She's too much of a potty mouth
>>82539024>loser freak>hangs out with other loser freaks
>>82539076I dont like talking to or being friends with anyone like me, they honestly just piss me off and I actively avoid the reality of my loser freakness in small ways that comfort me. Everyone I put around me needs to be happy or else I'll just hate them for reminding me of myself. Its fun to lurk and observe like im at a zoo. Every of the rare times I make a thread im foaming at the mouth wanting attention that I feel I lack during the late hours of night. Making a thread actively goes against my rituals of anti-loser freakiness. I did it anyway for the high of it. That's how most of everyone else goes about posting here since its an off-topic board isn't it? I guess I'm generic and also I'm avatarfagging by using zero from drakengard 3 images I think. Using 4chan at all is just one massive ritual of going against who I want to be, but I'll probably never leave long-term. I usually disappear for about 3 or 6 months because I feel ive seen everything the vapid audience for that period of time has to say. Did you know that like 70% of 4chan's audience is mobile posting? That's depressing
>>82539112I think you need a hug, anonJust one hug to calm you down
>>82539112I'm no longer a sad loser like I was a decade ago and I still lurk imageboards because the freakness doesn't go away. Just don't think too much about it most threads here are vapid narcissistic self-therapy sessions like you're doing right now.
>>82539149A hug can't help me in the long-term when I still dont feel pressed enough to save myself from the pit im digging with my own two hands. It's one of those things I'll probably only realize I should have fixed when I'm 25 and my parents are dead. Sorry anon.>>82539150Ouch no need to rub it in...>I'm no longer a sad loserHow? No matter how much I try in my small self-comforting ways I just dont seem to do enough to not be an undesirable (im not indian but i like mentioning their caste system like this). I guess I have a standard of normalcy that deep down I know is impossible to reach. I still don't exercise or go out or have irl friends except for a single person who really is just someone who pities me (while also making fun of me).I do think everybody loves attention in their own terms for their own preferred amount of time and I guess having people vaguely interested in me or what I have to say is as much of it as I really want out of life.
>>82539249>when I'm 25So you're not even 25 yet and you feel like this already?Ah, youth! It'll pass, anonYou've got this in the bag
>>82539259Feel like this already? You're saying its only gonna get worse aren't you. Im basically ignoring the second part of your post but I feel like you're trying to say that
>>82539314It's going to get worse, naturallyYou're a big boy now, you're not a kid anymoreMen are supposed to feel like shit all the time, it's our burden to bear
>>82539332I dont want to feel like shit all the time. I want to comply to my normalcy rituals more and more and be rewarded for it with a lovely partner I can live together with and forget all the evil and gangsters in the world with. And die childrenless.Nobody changes anyone right? So I feel like if I become a person I feel is worthy of dating I'll naturally attract the kind of person I want. Someone completely unlike me right now. Someone who doesnt fit this below >>82539076And yet I still keep gravitating and attracting the people who i dont really like... or at least thats what I wouldve said if I had made any deep new connections with people this year at all. Its been failure after failure and I often just feel disappointed in not having found the one yet. I know that here Im living in luxury for having a group of people I can talk to daily and I know the pain of not having that. But its just not something im satisfied with. Are my posts making sense at all anymore? I just just pulled an all nighters. I dont think im being coherent, I'm sorry
>>82539249>How?I stopped feeling so sorry for myself first of all. You sound very pathetic right now, not to bust your balls too much just trying to get you to realize this.
