hello anonthe weekend is almost hereu'll b able 2 take it easy soon!U will take it easy, right?
>>82534910>I'd prefer it to a normal position, yeah.i think i would like 2 work in academia as well!, however as long as i can work in a lab i think i would b happi with a normal position as well>We had lots of lectures in physical chemistry. Thermodynamics, gas kinetics, general kinetics, electro chemistry, thermodynamics of interfaces and mixtures, introduction into computational chem. etc. Never really cared much for any of it.interesting. we only had one course in physical chemistry. I think our faculty is moar focused on organic chemistry>Did my BSc thesis in biochemistry, specifically peptide chemistry.nicedid u synthesize anything kewl?>>82535442>Well I do it all the time! It's getting quite tiring, funnily enough...really? Is there something u'd rather do?>Well, probably less harmful than taking it too hard! Although I'm not sure what that looks like. Maybe like having a panic attack or a meltdown or something. Certainly worse than a bit of spacing out, though.that's true. I wish i was moar focused tho sometimes>>82536465which horse is ur favourite?
Today I woke up early and ventured out for an appointment that was actually tomorrow. I also got the wrong size of box from the post office. I had a snooze once I got back and so I feel less bad now.>>82539262How are you doing today?
>>82539810>Today I woke up early and ventured out for an appointment that was actually tomorrow. I also got the wrong size of box from the post office. I had a snooze once I got back and so I feel less bad now.how was ur snooze?>How are you doing today?I am doing alright, thank u 4 asking ^^I ate some more curry 2day. I made enough 4 the whole week. I also had sum online classes 2day in the monring as well, but they've been over for quite some time now... Now i'm mostly bored and taking it easy!what about u? What r u gonna do 2day after ur adventure?
I work on saturdays, I'm barely halfway through my work week.Fugg
>>82539839>I work on saturdays, I'm barely halfway through my work week.where do u work? Is it dificult?at least u'll have the sunday off!
>>82539825>how was ur snooze?Not the best snooze I've had. Pretty bad, actually.>I made enough 4 the whole week.How spicy is it?>What r u gonna do 2day after ur adventure?I'll try to do the reading for my next few classes and get that essay written.
>>82539884>Not the best snooze I've had. Pretty bad, actuallyDid u have a bad dream?>>82539884>How spicy is it?Not 2 spicy. I would prefer if it was a bit moar spicy actually, but overall i enjoyed it>>82539884>I'll try to do the reading for my next few classes and get that essay written.How long do u reckon that'll take?
>>82540295>Did u have a bad dream?I don't think I had any, I just slept poorly.>I would prefer if it was a bit moar spicy actually, but overall i enjoyed itHow good are you with spicy food?>How long do u reckon that'll take?A few hours. Starting is the hardest part.
>>82540509>I don't think I had any, I just slept poorly.did u wake up with a headache or smth?>How good are you with spicy food?i'd say i can handle spicy food pretty well, though i hate purely spicy food. I prefer when the spiciness is mixed with a sweet or savoury tastewhat about u?>A few hours. Starting is the hardest part.definitely...what will the essay b about?
i cant decide between gooning or gaming!
>>82540937Baka anon...You can do both at the same time
>>82540950but i want to take my gaming seriously!
>>82540937maybe u should game, anon...Gooning isn't very gud 4 u...what would u game?
>>82541205>Gooning isn't very gud 4 u...but its fun!>what would u game?either smt 5 or counter strike
>>82539288>i think i would like 2 work in academia as well! ...Yeah, my dad worked in the chemical industry. He saidnew projects made it bearable, eventually you just end up doing the same thing over and over again.>I think our faculty is moar focused on organic chemistrySounds fun, we only had two lectures and two labs on org. chem.>did u synthesize anything kewl?My project was synthesizing parts of a synthetic antibody used in clinical research.Planning on visiting a museum son Saturday. Been a while since last time. Might treat myself to a drink or something in the evening. You got anything fun planned?
>>82541321smt is nice, thought i only played nocturneI would play moar smt stuff but currently i am saving 4 eu5...>>82541487>Yeah, my dad worked in the chemical industry. He saidnew projects made it bearable, eventually you just end up doing the same thing over and over again.do u dislike repetitive tasks?>Sounds fun, we only had two lectures and two labs on org. chem.interesting. So u didn't have full courses on them?we had 2 courses 4 organic chem, one course 4 polymer chem, 2 courses 4 inorganic chem, one 2 4 physical chem, one 4 chemical analysis. There's a bunch moar i should mention, but i am not 2 familiar with them as i dropped out during that year...>My project was synthesizing parts of a synthetic antibody used in clinical research.how did it go? did u do any experiments on it? how long was ur paper?>Planning on visiting a museum son Saturday. Been a while since last time. Might treat myself to a drink or something in the evening. You got anything fun planned?i was gonna go meet an uni fren, but something went wrong with his health and now he's in the hospital :(
>be me>end of the day and have a bit of free time finally>make a long post with replies for the thread/previous one>have to wait for the timer to finish>tap post>thread has been pruned/deleted>has happened a few times in a rowi insist 4chan pays me reparations in the form of a 4chan pass. lol. it's probably a bit too late to make replies for those old threads anyway.sneaking this from work, i haven't been able to really read the thread today so i hope you're all having a good day!
>>82541771>do u dislike repetitive tasks?To a certain point it can be enjoyable but doing the same thing for years on end sounds miserable to me.>interesting. So u didn't have full courses on them?I assume it just works differently here. 2-3 lectures plus a month long lab is standard for analytical, inorganic, organic, physical chem. Lectures last a whole semester with one exam at the end.>how did it go? did u do any experiments on it? how long was ur paper?Went okay,m desu. Did not do any experiments on it, the group sells it to a company that does (pre-)clinical trials with it. My job was just synthesizing the "Fab"-region of it. Final report I submitted was 40ish pages iirc.>i was gonna go meet an uni fren ...That sucks, hope he recovers quickly!
>>82542225lurker chan! Hi!!!the mods must b reading ur mind!They know when ur gonna post!anyway, how was ur day, dear mouse lady? How was ur week?>>82542262>To a certain point it can be enjoyable but doing the same thing for years on end sounds miserable to me.I think I would enjoy it personally. But idk, i haven't had the chance 2 do proper research yet, so maybe i'd enjoy that moar>I assume it just works differently here. 2-3 lectures plus a month long lab is standard for analytical, inorganic, organic, physical chem. Lectures last a whole semester with one exam at the end.i see. It's different where i live. Here we have lots of lectures and some labs with midterms dotted in between finals.>Went okay,m desu. Did not do any experiments on it, the group sells it to a company that does (pre-)clinical trials with it. My job was just synthesizing the "Fab"-region of it. Final report I submitted was 40ish pages iirc.id u did not do any experiments or analysis on it then what did u write in ur report?>That sucks, hope he recovers quickly!me 2!I was gonna invite him 2 have lunch w me 2morrow 2... ugh...have u got any uni frens?
Read an anthropology paper cockfighting in Indonesia today. Interesting stuff and filled with double-entendres. Written more like a travelogue than anything. https://www.jstor.org/stable/20024056 if you're interested in reading it yourself.>>82540619>did u wake up with a headache or smth?Just low quality sleep. Woke up feeling very groggy and out of it.>what about u?I can just about handle my chili tomato cup noodles... I think they make an even spicier version but I'm not touching that.>what will the essay b about?Commenting on the paper I read (not the cockfighting one), finding flaws in methodology/reasoning, and giving some questions for the class to think about in the next session. Nothing too bad. Very useful training, really.>>82541321I've heard good things about SMT. How are they? I've been meaning to play Strange Journey for years.>>82542225So you're the one behind these threads getting smitten...
Very cute.>>82539288>which horse is ur favourite?So far: Gold Ship, Agnes and Fukukitaru. Spe-chan and Suzuka are kind of annoying, the anime is kind of underwhelming, the game cutscenes make a much better anime imo.
>>82542409>id u did not do any experiments or analysis on it then what did u write in ur report?Mostly just background research on principle behind synthetic antibodies, design principles, peptide chemistry etc. I did some analysis I guess, things like mass spectroscopy to check if all amino acids are present after coupling steps etc. Also some HPLC for purification.>have u got any uni frens?Only two people I really hang out with at uni at this point. Original friends group kinda fell apart over the years with people dropping out or not pursuing a master's degree after they got their bachelor's. It is kinda hard for me to keep relationships going if their isn't somewhat regular contact desu. Might say they were more acquaintances anyway.
i whole heartedly thank you annon
>>82542527>Just low quality sleep. Woke up feeling very groggy and out of it.I wonder why... but sometimes i sleep badly as well. I usually wake up with a headache then>I can just about handle my chili tomato cup noodles... I think they make an even spicier version but I'm not touching that.U should try it and review it!>Commenting on the paper I read (not the cockfighting one), finding flaws in methodology/reasoning, and giving some questions for the class to think about in the next session. Nothing too bad. Very useful training, really.R u having any issues w it?>>82542551Wut r ur thoughts on the one that died?>>82542566>Mostly just background research on principle behind synthetic antibodies, design principles, peptide chemistry etc. I did some analysis I guess, things like mass spectroscopy to check if all amino acids are present after coupling steps etc. Also some HPLC for purification.I see... so the majortity of ur paper is just theory?>Only two people I really hang out with at uni at this point. Original friends group kinda fell apart over the years with people dropping out or not pursuing a master's degree after they got their bachelor's. It is kinda hard for me to keep relationships going if their isn't somewhat regular contact desu. Might say they were more acquaintances anyway.I see... i thought i would lose my frens 2 when i dropped out, but i managed 2 keep one i think!>>82542581Ur welcome! How was ur day?
>>82542797>see... so the majortity of ur paper is just theory?Yeah, pretty much.>see... i thought i would lose my frens 2 when i dropped out, but i managed 2 keep one i think!I made an effort initially to stay in touch but it just felt like I was sending messages to the void so I stopped eventually. Glad you managed to stay in touch with your friends!
>>82542797>I wonder why... but sometimes i sleep badly as well.Sleeping at a weird time without an alarm, probably.>U should try it and review it!I'd have to get my hands on it first. I think someone on HKTV sells it.>R u having any issues w it?I've not read it yet, just the one for my next class.
>>82543262>Yeah, pretty much.do you think ur master's report will b longer?>>82543262>I made an effort initially to stay in touch but it just felt like I was sending messages to the void so I stopped eventually. Glad you managed to stay in touch with your friends!yeah, it's nice. Though i wish i could've stayed in touch with moar of them, but they don't seem 2 want 2 b frens w me...do u have any other plans apart from going 2 the museum?>>82543641i am very much used 2 sleeping at weird times it seems. I usually always sleep well when i'm sleepy, regardless of the time i go to sleep>I'd have to get my hands on it first. I think someone on HKTV sells it.is hktv like ebay?>I've not read it yet, just the one for my next class.u haven't read what u wrote yet?
>>82539262My BPD girlfriend dumped me for some 30 year old guy she met a week ago. She's 21, been together for a year, everything was fine I thought. I have no female friends left in my social circle to have a relationship with in real life. Only one internet girlfriend in another country with whom it is impossible to get into a relationship in real life, I haven't met people in about 6 years probably and it's hard to find the right one for me and in general it's hard for me to meet new people. Looks like I will be alone for a long time, very sad.
>>82544703Post her nudes, originally
>>82544716No, it violates my principles, I don't betray girls even if they betrayed me.
taking it easy with familywas able to take two days off so i came here yesterday after work, things have been improvingended up buying a bunch of niceties for my home, like funnels, sieves, a potato masher, and mom also gave me some stuff like a kitchen knife, soap, some deodorant, etc.i really am thankful i still have family to run away to, i never gave them much value but now...now i see they help me with loneliness way more than i thought.thanks, mom and grandma.i hope you all are having a nice time out theregive your parents a hug if you can, or someone else who helps you with loneliness, if there's anyoneif not, then reserve those hugs for whenever you find them, ok?stay safe out there, anonsp.s. please don't mind my trip from now on, i really really gotta reduce my 4chan exposure...for those who don't want to interact me, i do urge you to filter mehelp me get bored of this place, lol
>Eiki is adopting some random anon's gf into his haremHe can't keep getting away with this
bump-a-zoozoo
>>82544703that sucks anoni hope u can find someone else soonwhat about ur frens' frens?>>82544846i had a nice talk with stepmommy, so i suppose i spent some time with family as well!what r u gonna do on the weekend?>>82544850he just can't stop!
>>82546180>i suppose i spent some time with family as well!that's nice, kaguyanoncherish your family>what r u gonna do on the weekend?spend it with mom and grandmai don't have anything fancy planned up, neither mom nor i enjoy it muchbut i want to be together with them as much as i can, i think time is the most precious thing you can spend on someone
>>82546416U mwntioned u were gonna get sum games Ru gunna do it?
>>82547380i forgot which games i mentioned, care to remind me?but probably not as money's real right for next monthin november i'll have a fair bit more to spare so i might then, or i might just spend it in furniture
staying up a little later than i should and watching "the twilight zone" while taking it easy before bed. im watching an episode about a robot who looks very human playing baseball. i miss playing softball sometimes 1/2>>82542409>the mods must b reading ur mind!i sure hope not! haha>They know when ur gonna post!now im curious as to how consistent i am with my posting times >how was ur day, dear mouse lady How was ur week?my day was very good! i submitted an application for a scholarship the bank i work for is doing. i had been working on the essay for it for the last week. i hope i get it! work was quite busy today for a thursday but it wasn't anything too crazy. how has your week been so far? btw, what type of curry do you make? ive only had curry once from an indian restaurant. i didn't like it much! but since then i found out that not all curries are the same>>82542527>So you're the one behind these threads getting smitten...now, i am become death, the destroyer of taking it easy threads>linki read the first few sentences and it does sound interesting! maybe ill read through it all this upcoming sunday. how did you come across this?
>>825478552/24chan thinks im spamming again. i wonder what triggers it?>>82539839me too. we'll get through this somehow!>>82542551do you have a favorite horse breed?>>82544846it's nice that you were able to pull away for a little bit to spend time with your family. i hope you can make the most of it while you're there!>>82544850he's becoming too powerful, owari da...
>>82547879>i wonder what triggers it?too many backlinks, basicallycan't mass reply with more than 5 i think or it considers that spam>i hope you can make the most of it while you're there!thanks, anoni'll try my best, but i'll still be here i supposewe're here forever after allp.s. one of these days you should write a lorebook (if you haven't already) and publish some pages hereif i were you i'd release an "about" page on everyone around here, along with a sketch or a pinned pictureyou are the lorekeeper after all
Had a dream that I was doing some kind of audio analysis for the military with OP. We were mailed two live human hearts by mistake, then a lady came to pick them up because they were meant for her.>>82544600>I usually always sleep well when i'm sleepy, regardless of the time i go to sleepMe too, but it's not good to do that since it messes up your hormones.>is hktv like ebay?A weird mix of eBay and Amazon. I'd say it's pretty good.>u haven't read what u wrote yet?I've not read the paper I need to comment on yet.>>82544846>give your parents a hug if you can, or someone else who helps you with loneliness, if there's anyoneI'll send a hug over the internet to the anons here.>>82547855I need to watch The Twilight Zone at some point. Good luck with your scholarship!>how did you come across this?Assigned reading for one of my classes. They try to do non-law stuff so we aren't biased, I suppose.Incidentally, a reading group I was in a few years ago assigned Industrial Society and Its Future without mentioning the author, so it was pretty funny seeing people talk about that without knowing the context.
>>82547588i forgor *skull emoji*But i think u did mention something... I might b misremembering...>>82547855>i sure hope not! hahahave u been thinking something naughty?>now im curious as to how consistent i am with my posting timesthey live inside ur walls!>my day was very good! i submitted an application for a scholarship the bank i work for is doing.So u won't have 2 pay anything if u getddit? That's awesome!>i had been working on the essay for it for the last weekwhat kind of essay is it? Some kind of motivational letter?>work was quite busy today for a thursday but it wasn't anything too crazy.do ppl go on holidays during this time of year? O think it's a popular time here 4 some reason. Ppl would go on holiday 2 a warmer place such a turkey or greece. My parents r gonna do it 2 next week.>how has your week been so far? i've been taking it really ez, since 2 of my professors r gone 4 the week. I only had like 3 busy days and even those were short.> btw, what type of curry do you make?it was Japanese curry, but it was a very scuffed Frankenstein version of it>>82548158>Had a dream that I was doing some kind of audio analysis for the military with OP. We were mailed two live human hearts by mistake, then a lady came to pick them up because they were meant for her.was I a good analyst?>Me too, but it's not good to do that since it messes up your hormones.*pensive* i wish sleeping was moar simple...>A weird mix of eBay and Amazon. I'd say it's pretty good.r u gonna miss it when ur gonna move out of hong kong?>I've not read the paper I need to comment on yet.ah i see. Is it a long paper?
>>82544600>do you think ur master's report will b longer?No idea, length is pretty dependent on what you do. Average is 60 pages, I think, for a masters thesis in organic chem.>do u have any other plans apart from going 2 the museum?Maybe I'll go hiking. Nothing else planned really.
My bed is calling to me.>>82548804>was I a good analyst?No our speakers were blown out from playing half life mods earlier. >r u gonna miss it when ur gonna move out of hong kong?Maybe a little. It's nice being able to buy scales and pringles from the same place. >Is it a long paper?No it's quite short.
i got burgers on my mind...>>82549076what sort of projects would u like 2 do in the future?>hikingr there nice places 2 hike where u live?>>82549642sleep well eiki-chan!>No our speakers were blown out from playing half life mods earlier.at least we had fun, right?>Maybe a little. It's nice being able to buy scales and pringles from the same place.if only hong kong stayed hong kong 4ever amirite?>No it's quite short.how short?
Bumping before I head out. Originalo commento.
>>82550168where r u heading out anon?
>>82550167>sleep well eiki-chan!I slept pretty well. Had some vivid dreams I don't really remember well. I think I bought an Earth, Wind and Fire record that also had a bunch of Hugh Laurie and Paul McCartney memorabilia in the gatefold. Both of them were there and commenting on how tacky it was.>i got burgers on my mind...Maybe I should get a burger too...>at least we had fun, right?It seemed like we did.>if only hong kong stayed hong kong 4ever amirite?If only. Apparently it was even better like 10 years ago.>how short?14 pages. I'd better read it now.
>>82550167A burger would be nice, been a while since I had a good one.>what sort of projects would u like 2 do in the future?Honestly anything involving organic synthesis would work for me. Preferably total synthesis or organometallic chem.>r there nice places 2 hike where u live?Nah, not really unfortunately. I live in the capital city of my country and most of the surrounding area is just flat land used for farming. The trails are also just kinda overrun with people, especially on the weekends.Takes me about an hour to get somewhere decent. I grew up in a really mountainous part of the country so I am kinda spoiled when it comes to hiking lol
I always fall asleep after having a burgeri wonder why...>>82550832>I slept pretty well. Had some vivid dreams I don't really remember well. I think I bought an Earth, Wind and Fire record that also had a bunch of Hugh Laurie and Paul McCartney memorabilia in the gatefold. Both of them were there and commenting on how tacky it was.do u think ur tacky< eiki?>>82550832>It seemed like we did.that's nise. I think it was a gud dream then>If only. Apparently it was even better like 10 years ago.what was it like?>14 pages. I'd better read it now.yeah! It is pretty short. I was expecting something a lot longer>Maybe I should get a burger too...i got a chicken burgerit was pretty gud>>82551025what kind of burger would u like?>Honestly anything involving organic synthesis would work for me. Preferably total synthesis or organometallic chem.something like coordination complex?I had 2 write a paper on that... Specifically on mononuclear metal centres that activate oxygen. That did not end vert well 4 me...>Takes me about an hour to get somewhere decent. I grew up in a really mountainous part of the country so I am kinda spoiled when it comes to hiking lolthat's nicewe don't have any mountains unfortunately lol. My country is very flat
taking it easy with family againtoday i have to control myself again to not buy too much stuff, mom and i are going out to buy some more clothes for me to stay home withneed more comfy shorts and tank topshere's hoping you guys have a great day todayremember, the weekend is just around the corner so give it a little push, aye?you can sleep all day tomorrow if you want, so do your best, anons>>82548804>spoileri kek'd harder than i should havei mentioned doom the dark ages before and god of war ragnarok, but those are expensive titles for memaybe i'll play subnautica below zero...>>82548158>I'll send a hug over the internet to the anons here.aye, works toothanks eiki anon, i'll send one right back at you for it>audio analysis for the militaryinteresting, once i dreamed i was part of a military project for weaponizing sound or something, i dunno"ProSound Laboratories", the place was named, though i have it written down somewhere in my pc's dream notes folder, i don't have it on me right nowi was the test subject though, i remember being tied down in a glass tube or something while scientists looked over at the sound data collected from me or something like thati may be misremembering but i'll find those notes when i'm back home>two live human heartslike, beating?damn...
>>82539262hello everyone ui anon here. i'm here to say..I'M GOING DOWN TO SOME FUCKING GAMING!!!!LOOK AT THIS SHIT ONLY FOR 50$ (GAME INCLUDED)(took the picture with my 2ds just in case)unfortunately it's missing the power supply though.. but ff7 in perfect condition is already like 40 dollars so idkWas it a good deal?
>>82552359hmalso sorry for not not replying to any of you guys in the past, i was kinda fed up with 4chan, and still im, but this thread's cool idk
>>82552359great for collecting, but anon...grab an emulator and a usb controller along with a rom and you got the game for free, basically (maybe the controller would cost some but not that much)if your intention is to start a collection then yeah, good deal, but if you want to play, well... not so goodoh and good luck finding a tv or monitor that still accepts those old ass red/yellow/white cables, i think the ps1 was still from those daysforget your fancy hdmi ports
>>82552407>>82552407i do have the cables, and i have a crt tv.. it's not that much though right? it plays the same, anddd the games its yours forever in physical form, which makes it more fun no?like, i could get an emulator running, but it wouldn't be as fun as buying new games and milking the fuck out of an expensive product i've paid for..idk.. it's just less funalso i'm all about originals~
>>82552460>i do have the cables, and i have a crt tv..a true retro enthusiast eh? i like that>not that much thoughi wouldn't know, i'm not american, but i imagine it's a reasonable price for outdated tech>anddd the games its yours forever in physical form, which makes it more fun no?like i said, if you like collecting stuff, for sureif i were you i'd be happy with my purchase as i think the same, but functionally? if i just wanted to play something, emulator time>it wouldn't be as fun as buying new games and milking the fuck out of an expensive product i've paid for..how about you get a cd writer and burn roms into the cds then?>also i'm all about originals~you do realize they're all just copies, right?all that differs is whether the devs/publishers made the copy or you didi know you're trying to justify it but anon, think with me herei like collecting stuff as well and i think it's a pretty great purchase for that reasonbut if your intention is to just play something, then you just wasted your money because emulators and roms existso it all boils down to the question, do you like collecting stuff as well?
>>82552495>i'm not americanlucky lucky..>do you like collecting stuff as well?ohhh yeah i do (schizo)buttt i do have this itch that if i want to play something i need the console and the game, emulating is fine thoughwhat i'm saying is.. i do this more for the gaming part than the collecting part, and i don't mind spending more money on stuff like this, cause i perceive them as more valuablejust me though, if people don't want to waste like 100 dollars on stupid games.. that's just normal lmao
>>82551925>do u think ur tacky< eiki?I'd hope not.>what was it like?It was more optimistic and people were more free to talk about stuff.>i got a chicken burgerI got one just now. It was pretty nice.>>82552069>i remember being tied down in a glass tube or something while scientists looked over at the sound data collected from me or something like thatSounds awful. I wouldn't want to have dreams like that.>like, beating?Yeah it was pretty spooky. They were her sons'>>82552359Never mind the vidya, where have you been for eight months?But that seems like a good deal.
>>82552554>lucky lucky..i wouldn't bet on thatsouth american, shit isn't much better down here>yeah i dothat's a great purchase then>i do have this itch that if i want to play something i need the console and the gameso more like, what you want is the original experienceyeah that's fair, but to me it feels like i can get close enough with a usb controller and a fullscreen emulatorunless i really wanted to collect something, in which case yeah i'd definitely go for it, or if i saw it for cheap like you didbut yeah i think i get you, anongood stuff, enjoy ff7 on an authentic ps1ps1 was my first console ever too
>>82552591>Sounds awful.aye it was pretty spookybut somehow i wasn't too afraid, i guess i was just used to it by thenthe dream is fuzzy since it's been years, but i'll get you the details mondaythere were two dreams on that scenario iirc, but i don't remember the second one at all, lol>spoilerwow, like, was she gonna give those to them or did she take these from them?how macabre either way
>>82552591>where have you been for eight months?awww eikinon, you're gonna make me cry man, you remember me!i've been... kinda mad at the world, and specially americai really dislike the people who live in here, everyone is just stupid, annoying and empty, always making one fucking thing their entire personalities, being dumb, aggressive and idk i just hate everyone, so i just started getting depressed cuase i didn't like the life that i was living and specially WHERE i'm living so i feel fucking trappedbut watching some nice shows like non non biyori, oreshura, oniai (these two are harems btw, but cute ones), senko san, darling in the whatever the fuck and anime in general, has gotten me into a good enough mood to start playing vidya and shite (i like the word shite)cause in those animes girls are cute, and dress nice and people are simple and chill, you know.. like a socity with actual culture and valuesi think i just like japan though (even though i actually like europe a lot as well)but 1990-2020 japannot current japan..sorry for big ass text>But that seems like a good deal.right? i thought so too, i wanted ff9 as well, but they didn't have it, i wanna replay it in a ps1 with a crt and stuff to see how it looks likei've actually dustted down my old family ps2 and the memory card still had my kingdom hearts save file (lvl 100 btw just saying.. not bragging.. at all)*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-so how have you been doing eikinon? are you still living in hong kong?>>82552665>south american, shit isn't much better down hereoh... sorry. i've heard chile it's kinda chill so you can move there maybe?>ps1 was my first console ever toosame as my dad lmaohe wasn't much of a console guy though, so he only had the ps1 i think, and chipped or whatever so he could play pirated games in some random ass dvd
>>82551925>what kind of burger would u like?I went to a pretty fancy place a few months ago. They used brioche buns. Was a cheeseburger with pickled jalapenos and bacon. What kind did you get?>That did not end vert well 4 me...What part did you have trouble with? Was it really sensitive to moisture or somethin?>we don't have any mountains unfortunately lol. My country is very flatHiking around can be fun with flat places too. You can explore and find neat places almost everywhere.>>82552460I'm with you on this. I prefer using a real console with the intended controllers. Used to be really into retro game collecting but I stopped and sold a bunch of stuff recently. I always kept digital backups though, just in case.
>>82552758>wow, like, was she gonna give those to them or did she take these from them?They were delivered to us by mistake I think they were a war casualty, possibly caused by us.>>82552847>i've been... kinda mad at the world, and specially americaFair enough. I got pretty disillusioned by living in the UK for similar reasons before I moved. I think, in general, most people are fine (or have the capacity to be), but the few that aren't really ruin this whole existence thing for everyone else.But I'm glad you were able to somewhat cheer yourself up.I've been meaning to watch Non Non Biyori for years but I never got around to it. I've not watched anywhere near as much anime as I've wanted to this year, now that I think about it.>i wanna replay it in a ps1 with a crt and stuff to see how it looks likeI've been thinking about getting a CRT here but I don't really have the space or know where to get one.>so how have you been doing eikinon? I'm doing pretty well. I'm very content with how my life is now. Reclusive and comfortable.>are you still living in hong kong?I am. I've got at least 3 more years here. Thank you for remembering.
>>82552847>you can move there maybe?brazil isn't so bad, it's still garbage but not as bad as it could bein fact i'm coming to like the country, it has its problems like any other but it's... surprisingly nicethe more i explore, the more i like it here>same as my daddamn... i was still a kid by then though so...>he wasn't much of a console guy thoughaye me neither, but that may change later, what with pc parts being ridiculously expensive and shit>chippednever heard of that one>pirated gameslol that used to run so rampant here, you could find expensive titles being sold dirt cheap on local marketsstill worked fine though>>82553046>spoileruhoh, did she look angry or something?
>>82552856>I always kept digital backups thoughyou always gotta, after all you can (generally) find the consoles easilyare there things in your colection that you would't sell?also do you like hata kenjiro? or just hayate?>>82553046>I think, in general, most people are fine (or have the capacity to be)true, i just got over my head cause i'm schizo, but you're right, most people are finething is.. i think i just don't like our society, a lot of things throw me off, like for example inheritance, why do we do such a big deal about that shit? like if i'm 90% british or whatever, why does it matterthings like driving at 16 cause our cities are terribly design, also fucking stupidhookups, college experience and.. idk a lot of shit just gets me sad to be american, cause we're like... retarded, what other country tells you that you can legally drive at 16 but you have to wait 5 more years to drink, and then once you can drink at 21 (which nobody fucking follows btw) you can go ahead and be a massive whore at college before getting a dead end job at an office where your commute time is 15 minutes to downtown but you have to drive for like an hour cause of trafficidk america is just dumb, like everything we could've done wrong we did, it's insaneand i'm privilege enough to live in an old house in an old city, but a lot of people live in actual prisons>but I don't really have the space or know where to get onethat sucks, maybe get a 14 inch crt? or you need smaller?>I'm very content with how my life is now. Reclusive and comfortable.cheers to that m8>I've got at least 3 more years here. Thank you for remembering.no problem, thanks to you as wellthe 3 more years are cause you're doing your phd right?>>82553177>the more i explore, the more i like it herei think brazil does have kinda of good places right? it looks a bit run down but not too bad, if you live in the major cities i mean
>>82553301>>82553177>i was still a kid by then though so...i think my dad was a teenager>never heard of that oneis when you soldier wires connected to a costume chip on the motherboard of a console, that allows the console to do whatever you want, is absurdly sketchy though, but looks kinda sick>you could find expensive titles being sold dirt cheap on local markets still worked fine thoughhow did that worked? did they do repros? like those pokemon games that aren't original but still.. work, somehow idk how desu
>>82553301>are there things in your colection that you would't sell?Most of my horror games for ps1 and ps2, also my Japanese PC games, mostly cause nobody would want to buy them lmao.>also do you like hata kenjiro? or just hayate?I have only read Hayate but I've been meaning to check out his other stuff too!
>>82552069right righti can't wait 4 eu5 personally!My wallet's gonna ger rrrrrrrrraped!>>82552359hey ui anon!!!!!How have u been???where have u been???i missed u!>Was it a good deal?idku could've just emulated>>82552591>It was more optimistic and people were more free to talk about stuff.same could b said about the rest of the world methinks>I got one just now. It was pretty nice.we both got chicken borgs!They r the best!>I went to a pretty fancy place a few months ago. They used brioche buns. Was a cheeseburger with pickled jalapenos and bacon. What kind did you get?i got a chicken burgerchicken burgers r my favourite>What part did you have trouble with? Was it really sensitive to moisture or somethin?nah it was purely theoreticalthe issue was that the topic was incredibly niche and i couldn't find enough material 4 it>Hiking around can be fun with flat places too. You can explore and find neat places almost everywhere.i think i would prefer the mountains thoughway less bugs!
>>82553855also meant 4 chem anon>>82552856
>>82553855>he issue was that the topic was incredibly niche and i couldn't find enough material 4 itAh, yeah that's rough. Did you use scifinder for your papers or some other database?>i think i would prefer the mountains thoughThe alps here are incredibly beautiful!>way less bugs!Gonna have to disappoint you there... Plenty of bugs around even at high elevations. Wasps, mosquitos, horseflies, ticks etc. Horseflies are by far the worst, really hurts if they get you and they can bite through fabric.
>>82539262Hihi im at a doctor's appointment for the first time in 3 years. She's convinced I have an eating disorder but I dont but I lost weight since the last visit so im ready to be lectured. Can't wait to go home and take it easy.. juss want to smoke weed alone in my room and play vidya
>>82553177>uhoh, did she look angry or something?Just sad, I think. I woke up shortly after.>>82553301>idk america is just dumb, like everything we could've done wrong we did, it's insaneAmericans are an odd bunch. This is probably due the circles I've found myself in but I generally find the ones I've personally interacted with to be very kind and pretty intelligent. You're a superpower for a reason, after all. That said, the burgers I've gawked at in the media and on the internet are firmly on the other extreme, but I suppose that's bound to happen in a nation of 340 million. You could definitely say the same thing for the UK, we've got a lot of dregs there, too. But yes, you do live in car hell and other places are much less antisocial. You'd probably like it better in Hong Kong.>or you need smaller?My current room is <200sq feet. I'd need a portable one, probably.>he 3 more years are cause you're doing your phd right?Yeah. Maybe more if the university decides to hire me for some reason, just to have another white dude on the staff.>>82553855>same could b said about the rest of the world methinksYou can, but even more so here. You'll have to take my word for it because I'm too lazy to write out why.>They r the best!I like fish ones a little more.
>>82553641>mostly cause nobody would want to buy them lmaoi'm sure someday you'll be like 'thank good i didn't sell them'i don't even know why, but i bet you one canadian penny>I have only read Hayatehayate's fun as fuck, i remember that i started reading just cause and in like a week i had finished it lmao.i really like hata's style, like the way he dresses his characters and stuff, so nice~>I've been meaning to check out his other stuff too!before jumping into tonikaku kawaii or the other show about the singing girls idk the name make your way into 'ad astra per aspera', he didn't finish it but those first 7 chapters are so fucking good, if the manga continued i would've been the number one fan>>82553855>hey ui anon!!!!!heloooooo bakanon>How have u been???kinda tired>where have u been???playing vidya, going to college, napping, sleeping, eating.. that's about it>i missed u!me too man, i've thought about this thread like at least once a week since i stopped talking here lmaoi still don't have any friends but chilling over all, i did a city in minecraft for some reason as well (picrel)what about you?
>>82554232>burgers I've gawked at in the media and on the interne are firmly on the other extremeyee, we're just too divided, and idk why evencause, australia, canada and new zealand are colonies as well, but they're not at the same level of fuckery culture wise as we are, shit taking away the housing market and some regulations regarding anime and stuff australia's fucking awesome and they're a colonie as well, with a bunch of diferent people from all around the world, and they're doing okay, so idk..>You'd probably like it better in Hong Kongthat's like the other extreme no? lmaoi prefer japan or sweden, or idk norway, norway's cool>I'd need a portable one, probably.the smaller ones i've seen are like 10 inches, smaller's too much i'd said>just to have another white dude on the staffxdwhat other options do you have though? you're studying if i'm not mistaking ethic in robotics something like that, i think i've asked this before but what are your job opportunities? like what can you work in after university?
>>82553301>brazil does have kinda of good places right?it really depends on what you'd call a "good place"the city i live in is pretty fucking good for me, i live in a relatively safe area, lots of good food around, some events going on around too, a great beach to cycle near, i work with what i enjoy and i get to live closer to family than i did previouslysome people prefer nature and not too much of it can be found in some areas, but there are some parks with a lot of nature near mesome others like some dystopian cyberpunk cityscape, in which case... go to sao paulo, not hereso really, it all depends on the perspective>>82553364>i think my dad was a teenageryeah understandabledon't make me feel older than i really am, turning 29 is depressing enough already, lol>is absurdly sketchy thoughi bet... basically injecting behavior into a consolefor better or worse, consoles nowadays have become too complicated for that stuff to be feasibleinstead we crack the software which, i feel like is a lot safer>how did that worked?i think they just copy pasted the original title on other cds and sold themi remember from ps2 onwards they started to take these measures against piracy but shit was easily crackedbut really that's just speculation on my end, i was just a kid when it happened so i've no idea>>82553855>My wallet's gonna ger rrrrrrrrraped!my condolencesi hope you saved up at least, never spend what you'll miss>>82554232>Just sad, I think.poor ladyat least the dream didn't last that long, right?lately i haven't been taking note of my dreams because i usually wake up like a little kid excited to see family i haven't seen in a while these days, lol
>>82554535>yee, we're just too divided, and idk why evenThat too, but I meant more in the sense that you guys seem to have the best and worst of humanity in droves.>that's like the other extreme no? lmaoMaybe. People are pretty reserved here and won't kick up a fuss. Plus the public transport's good. But there's definitely a feeling of "probably shouldn't say that" around certain topics.>what other options do you have though?Going back to the UK probably. That or moving somewhere with an easy-to-get visa.>you're studying if i'm not mistaking ethic in robotics something like thatThat's the stuff my supervisor makes me look at. My thesis is on legal barriers to media preservation.>i think i've asked this before but what are your job opportunities?Universities and maybe think tanks and places like RAND.>>82554997>lately i haven't been taking note of my dreams because i usually wake up like a little kid excited to see family i haven't seen in a while these days, lolI don't really note mine down. They're usually not interesting enough.
>>82555154>They're usually not interesting enough.not to you maybe, but to someone else they may betake notes and share them with us, anonme i'm especially interested in other people's dreams, as the local oneironaut, i enjoy seeing where you guys wander when you sleep
>>82554389>before jumping into tonikaku kawaii or the other show about the singing girlsThanks for the heads up, I'll read that first then. Maybe tomorrow or on Sunday, not like I got much planned anyway and it has been a while since I read some manga.
New Ranfren comic chapter in a week.. This is gonna be so good.
>>82554157y does she think that?what vidya r u gonna play?>>82554111>Ah, yeah that's rough. Did you use scifinder for your papers or some other database?i don't member now. I know i used some textbook 4 most of it>The alps here are incredibly beautiful!how often do u visit them?>Gonna have to disappoint you there... Plenty of bugs around even at high elevations. Wasps, mosquitos, horseflies, ticks etc. Horseflies are by far the worst, really hurts if they get you and they can bite through fabric.mayhap i will stay inside then...>>82554232>You can, but even more so here. You'll have to take my word for it because I'm too lazy to write out why.i see. Well, all u can do is hope that things will become better not worse ig>I like fish ones a little more.y didin't u get a fish borg then?>>82554389>kinda tiredwhat's got u tired?>playing vidya, going to college, napping, sleeping, eating.. that's about itwhat vidya were u playin?had nay kewl dreams lately?>me too man, i've thought about this thread like at least once a week since i stopped talking here lmaomayhap u should stop by moar often?>i still don't have any friends but chilling over all, i did a city in minecraft for some reason as well (picrel)kewl city! Looks very beautiful!>what about you?well i spent most of my summer doing fuck all... Now i'm back in college!made sum curry recently>>82554997>i hope you saved up at least, never spend what you'll missi do have sum saved up, but still it's gunna be a lot of moneys 4 one game...>>82555614do u kno what 2 expect?how have u been randal anon?
Taking it easy in bed, anons
>>82556331>still it's gunna be a lot of moneys 4 one game...bunch of dlcs i assumei kinda wanna try this one tool that can be used to unlock steam dlcs for free, but i have far too many games in my account to lose it, lola colleague of mine told me valve doesn't care but i'd still hate for it to happen...
>>82556331>y does she think that?Well she wants me at like 55kg and im at 46 rn she thinks im anorexic or something but idk if juss never have an appetite usually>what vidya r u gonna play?I mostly juss play on mmo wow private servers like epoch but I think that servers slowly dying, what a waste of time.. but idk i love mmos. What games do u like? I kinda miss first person shooters
>>82557019>idk i love mmos.i both love and hate mmosthey really helped me shape myself from an edgy kid who hated everyone to a more sociable person, who still fucks around with people but values friendships and wants to build them upbut they also took me away from real life during high school and the few years after it before uni, it really stumped my social growth irlrecently i've been kinda wanting to go back to them, since it's better to play them than be lonely, i guessbut eh... reluctant, cause they're addictive
>>82539262ive never participated in these threads but i always appreciate seeing them, thank you for making them
>>82557179thanks for showing up, anongot any plans for your weekend?
>>82556871me 2!>>82556910i still gotta get the basegame 2!>i kinda wanna try this one tool that can be used to unlock steam dlcs for free,oh u mnean cream api?yeah i'm afraid of using it 2>>82557019>Well she wants me at like 55kg and im at 46 rn she thinks im anorexic or something but idk if juss never have an appetite usuallyr u annorexic tho? How tall r u?>I mostly juss play on mmo wow private servers like epoch but I think that servers slowly dying, what a waste of time.. but idk i love mmos. What games do u like? I kinda miss first person shooterswhat sort of mmos?>>82557179i am glad u like them! Post moar often, if u like!
i can't take it easy, you guys...
>>82559138We all cannot some timeJust try to sleep 8 hours or more each night
everynyan.. gone
New worst day of my life dropped. I don't think I'll be okay this time.
>>82556331>I know i used some textbook 4 most of itSounds rough, some stuff is just too niche to really be put into textbooks even if the chemistry behind it is really cool.>how often do u visit them?Maybe 5-6 times a year? I usually visit and stay at my parents during the summer so I get lots of time for hiking then.>mayhap i will stay inside then...Unfortunately bugs are a necessary evil to keep ecosystems from collapsing.Anyway it is Saturday and I'll head out to the museum! Hope everyone has a comfy day!
>>82559138i just sleep when i can't take it easy>>82560008it's a slow day...>>82560087*hug*>>82560124>Sounds rough, some stuff is just too niche to really be put into textbooks even if the chemistry behind it is really cool.maybe. I think i would do better right now becaue it's a lot moar easier 2 look 4 sources nowadays>Maybe 5-6 times a year? I usually visit and stay at my parents during the summer so I get lots of time for hiking then.do u hike there alone usually?>Unfortunately bugs are a necessary evil to keep ecosystems from collapsing.*some* bugs r a necessary evil. There r some bugs that could just die and we all would b better off!!>>82560124>Anyway it is Saturday and I'll head out to the museum! Hope everyone has a comfy day!thank u, anon. I hope ur stay at the museum is comfy as well! What kind of museum is it?
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>>82560008>everynyan.. goneit ogre...
>>82560643>*hug*Thank you. It means a lot.
>>82560643>do u hike there alone usually?Usually, yeah. Sometimes with my cousin or father.>thank u, anon. I hope ur stay at the museum is comfy as well! What kind of museum is it?Went to the museum of natural history, I had fun!
My supervisor has been very accommodating and told me to take some time off. I haven't eaten today and barely slept.The last two weeks have been difficult but today has finished me off.I want to take it easy again, but it might be a long while before I can. Please take care everyone.
>>82560087*hug you as well*hi eiki, idk what happen, but i pray with all my might that it gets better soon
>>82563198I'm sorry to read this... Get well soon, Eikinon...
taking it easy with familytoday is mom's birthday so i've been trying to spend more time with her, but it's hard when all she wants to do is clean and wash everythingshe's always been neurotic about cleanliness...>>82558360>i still gotta get the basegame 2!oh, you don't have it yet?>cream apii've no idea, i don't remember the name, lol>>82560087you'd be surprised what we can get used to.get some rest, anon. try and take your mind off of things as best you can, no hell lasts forever.have faith, as i do in you.>>82560124>museumbeen a long time since i visited any museums aroundi should look into some around my city... which kind of museum are you going to?>>82561176burga>>82563198hang in there, anonwe'll be here for you, whatever happens. it's not much, but take your time as i saidtake good care of yourself, especially for the sake of those who care about you, doubly so for those who are no longer here and also cared about you
>>82563198Sounds rough, take care!>>82563529>which kind of museum are you going to?Museum of natural history, had fun.Now I'm back and thinking about maybe having a beer and playing some vidya.
>>82563624>natural historyvery nice, did you take some pictures?and what was the coolest thing you saw there?
>>82563636Checking out fossils and the dinosaur exhibit never gets old imo. Also the meteorites and mineral collection are really cool.
>>82563769>meteorites and mineral collectionman, those really take me backi used to be big on things like that, makes me wonder if i should've studied geology in uni instead of computer science, lolfunny enough i've never seen a fossil up close so i wonder how that'd be likeamong these, was there any one in particular that caught your eye? also, did you go on your own or with someone else?
>>82562739ur gonna b just fine!*hug*>>82562799>Usually, yeah. Sometimes with my cousin or father.r they good company?>Went to the museum of natural history, I had fun!which exhibits were ur favourite?>>82563198don't 4get 2 take care of urself eiki!>>82563529>oh, you don't have it yet?it's not out yet. It's gonna come out in November>i've no idea, i don't remember the name, loli think it's cream api>>82563529>burgawould u eat it?
>>82563798>geologyWouldn't really recommend it unless you are going to pursue a purely academic career desu. Job prospects are pretty meager, at least here. Which is unfortunate, I think geology is really fascinating.>funny enough i've never seen a fossil up close so i wonder how that'd be likeCan be pretty awe inspiring if you think about how long some remains survived in really good condition. Especially with large dinosaur bones.> was there any one in particular that caught your eye? also, did you go on your own or with someone else?The exhibit of rock samples from famous ancient monuments and buildings was really neat. Also the skeleton of a Megaloceros was sick, especially if you compare it to the size of modern bucks. I went alone, originally had a date set up but that didn't work out.
>>82564009>r they good company?I get along well with both of them.>which exhibits were ur favourite?Mineral collection (rock samples from famous buildings, meteorites, etc.) and the dinosaur exhibit. I like to take my time when looking at things and read all the information the museum provides so it took me a while and didn't manage to check out all the other exhibits lolDecided to have a beer and play some vidya now.
>>82563422Thank you. I'm praying too. It's all I can do now. >>82563484Thank you. That means a lot coming from you. >>82563529>get some rest, anonI'm trying but I've been awake for his knows how long over the last few days. I can't sleep at all and I've not eaten today. I'm trying to take it one day at a time but I don't think I can manage even that right now. >doubly so for those who are no longer here and also cared about you;_;>>82563624Thank you.>>82564009>don't 4get 2 take care of urself eiki!Future Eiki can worry about that. Current Eiki just needs to stay hydrated and fat away from the balcony.
>>82563624>Museum of natural historyI wanted to go there once
>>82564273>I've been awake for his knows how long over the last few days.close your eyes and let the thoughts take over, feel the sadness, the emptiness, feel it all and let it pass through youyou're tough, you can make it, but keep on trying to get some restallow yourself to rest, and insist on it.>I don't think I can manage even that right now.you can, i know you canyou know you can too, take all the time you need, sit down and rest, cry out all the sadness, no shame in itit's ok to not be ok.>>82564018>Wouldn't really recommend it unless you are going to pursue a purely academic careeryeah that's what i thought about going for nuclear engineering or some other physics related majoralways had a fascination for those but they don't pay well here either>Can be pretty awe inspiringthat's true, even more amazing is how people were able to piece those together and even try and make some 3d models to represent how they might have been back then>rock samples from famous ancient monumentsoh? that sounds dope, which monuments could you recognize?>skeleton of a Megalocerosi've no idea what that is, lol>I went alone, originally had a date set up but that didn't work out.something happen?i mean nothing wrong with having a great time on your own, but it makes me wonder anyway>>82564009>would u eat it?maybe later at night, not right now>not out yet.so you're getting like, some deluxe edition or something?
i've accumulated some tiredness from these past few days. i slept well last night, like 8 hours and a half in one go and barely enough 2 nights ago (6 hours and a half with the help of melatonin). i'm certain by now that my insomnia only affects me when i've to work the day after...i've been able to do some stuff today but not much. hopefully i'll be fully rested by tomorrow as i would like to read/draw something. i've found a sports stream so i'll watch some baseball tonight (i don't even know much about the rules, i'm just curious lol).>>82563198>My supervisor has been very accommodating and told me to take some time off.sucks that you are going through this but it's nice that you can focus on yourself for now!i've seen on other posts of yours that you are struggling to sleep, so i'd recommend you to get some sleeping pills stronger than just melatonin for that. everything is worse when you've barely slept...as for eating, ig you could get some precooked stuff or sandwiches or stuff that is easy to cook. try to eat twice a day at least for now (lunch and dinner).obviously it's not like anything of what i said will make you feel better, but at least it'll make you not feel worse as time goes on..>>82561176looks tasty... i like to add lettuce, tomato and onions to my burgers, but when i make them at home i rarely have those, so most time i'm only able to cook cheeseburgers.
>>82564273>Future Eiki can worry about that. Current Eiki just needs to stay hydrated and fat away from the balcony.future Eiki is gonna feel a lot worse if present eiki will neglect his wellbeing!>>82565382>maybe later at night, not right nowhopefully u would enjoy it!>so you're getting like, some deluxe edition or something?nah, imma get the normal version when it gets out>>82564060>I get along well with both of them.that's nicedoes ur cousin also live in ur howmetown?>>82564060>Mineral collection (rock samples from famous buildings, meteorites, etc.) and the dinosaur exhibit. I like to take my time when looking at things and read all the information the museum provides so it took me a while and didn't manage to check out all the other exhibits lolr u a mineral enthusiast?>Decided to have a beer and play some vidya now.what vidya r u playing?>>82565512>looks tasty... i like to add lettuce, tomato and onions to my burgers, but when i make them at home i rarely have those, so most time i'm only able to cook cheeseburgers.sorry i forgor...I should've added some veggies...but cheese burgers r nise 2!>>82565512>i've accumulated some tiredness from these past few days. i slept well last night, like 8 hours and a half in one go and barely enough 2 nights ago (6 hours and a half with the help of melatonin). i'm certain by now that my insomnia only affects me when i've to work the day after...yeah it's the anxiety b4 work/ school that keeps u awakei used 2 have the same issue>i've been able to do some stuff today but not much. hopefully i'll be fully rested by tomorrow as i would like to read/draw something. i've found a sports stream so i'll watch some baseball tonight (i don't even know much about the rules, i'm just curious lol).what r u gonna draw? R u into sports in general?
>>82563198I'm sorry to hear this, Eiki anon. I hope whatever it is, you eventually can get better or at least learn to live with the pain. But for now, take all the time you need and just focus on yourself.
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>>82540937update, i chose gaming but tonight culdnt sleep bcause of horny after weeks of nofap and coomed 7 times in one night, ill get 2 hours of sleep and go bcack to game
>>82556331>>82556331dhello again, gonna answer now xd>what's got u tired?umm.. nothing, i think i'm losing my strives and i'm a little unhappymostly because i've lost my copping mechanism of daydreaming, and idk if this has happened to you, but when you daydream all the time once you're back to the real world lets say, everything looks dullso that's that, i'm trying thoug.. to feel better and be better but it's kinda hardoverall taking it easy though:>what vidya were u playin?i've been playing a game i bought for the ps2 called disgaea hour of darkness it was cheap as fuck, like 10 dollars or so (picrel)>had nay kewl dreams lately?nope, just stressing ones, i dream that i kill people or fuck stuff up and i keep lying to everyone telling them i didn't do anything, but i feel super bad and i wish to god that someone snitches on me so i can take what i deserveyou have no idea how releaving it is to wake up and look around realizing you're not muderer lmaoand you? any cool dreeeeems>mayhap u should stop by moar often?i will, my plan for the rest of the year is feel nice and comfy with my existance end even if not everyday, that also means chatting more with the anons here>kewl city! Looks very beautiful!thank you, i've been working hard on it>well i spent most of my summer doing fuck allnoice>Now i'm back in college!same more programming shite, trying though>made sum curry recentlyme too actually, for the fist time and i kinda liked it, was yours teasty as well?also forgor to upload the correct picture, so i'm getting banned for 2 seconds lmfao
>>82569092how the fuck do you do nofap?is it only so you can pick a day a cum like a horse or something?i wonder though cause like... how? how do you do that? i literally couldn't
Takin it easy with everyone
im getting so strong from working out, im gonna make it bros
>>82565382>allow yourself to rest, and insist on it.Thank you. I managed to sleep for about 6 this time, and then another hour after that. My brain has stopped racing.>>82565512>so i'd recommend you to get some sleeping pills stronger than just melatonin for thatI would try to get some but I think it's more likely I'd get committed than a prescription at the moment. Maybe in a few days.>as for eating, ig you could get some precooked stuff or sandwiches or stuff that is easy to cook. try to eat twice a day at least for now (lunch and dinner).To be honest the only food I have in the house right now is pasta, so I guess I'll be eating that for a while.>>82566538>future Eiki is gonna feel a lot worse if present eiki will neglect his wellbeing!Present Eiki is feeling a little better after some sleep.
>>82569637>how? how do you do that? i literally couldn'tthe nofap part or the horse part?for nofap, well just dont touch your thingy. i keep busy with vidya and reading, have a stressfree neet routine and do some excercise everyday. i only fail every few weeks/months when im suddenly stressed out my mind for no reasonyou feel a weird calm between 2-4 weeks its hard to explainfor the horse part, thats easy when your pent up
>>82569092>update, i chose gaming but tonight culdnt sleep bcause of horny after weeks of nofap and coomed 7 times in one night, ill get 2 hours of sleep and go bcack to gamewhat were u gayming?>>82569467>mostly because i've lost my copping mechanism of daydreaming, and idk if this has happened to you, but when you daydream all the time once you're back to the real world lets say, everything looks dully can't u daydream anymore?>i've been playing a game i bought for the ps2 called disgaea hour of darkness it was cheap as fuck, like 10 dollars or so (picrel)what's it like?>i will, my plan for the rest of the year is feel nice and comfy with my existance end even if not everyday, that also means chatting more with the anons hereawesome!I would love 2 chat w u moar!>same more programming shite, trying thoughyeah same hereonly 2 moar years leftthen i can go back 2 doing what i truly love!>me too actually, for the fist time and i kinda liked it, was yours teasty as well?yeah! I very much enjoyed it! Was it japanese curry as well?>>82570451yeah!>>82571467>Present Eiki is feeling a little better after some sleep.that's gud 2 hear! Don't 4get 2 take care of urself now!
So much negativity lately...>>82569467>disgaeaWhat do you think of it so far?Also, what's making you feel so guilty?>>82571467I'm guessing this is related to what happened last time... Did you lose another friend?
>>82571614>Don't 4get 2 take care of urself now!I know. I'll be be able to look after myself again soon enough. I'm just going through a lot right now.>>82571668>I'm guessing this is related to what happened last time... Did you lose another friend?Something like that. I'd rather not go into the details.
>>82571668r u also struggling with smth, koishi?>>82571780don't let it get the better of u, or else u will feel worse!>>82571288how long have u been working out?
>>82565382>oh? that sounds dope, which monuments could you recognize?Well they provided information that tells you which monuments the samples are from. Just from looking I don't think I'd be able tell tell...>i've no idea what that is, lolJust a giant prehistoric buck.>something happen?Got ghosted when I tried confirming the time to meet. Decided to go anyway and see if she shows up. She didn't but I already expected it and decided to just go solo.>>82566538>r u a mineral enthusiast?Somewhat. Not to the point of going out and collecting samples myself but I 'inherited' a few nice pieces.>what vidya r u playing?Was just playing some random old Famicom games and Classic WoW on a private server.>>82569467Disgaea is pretty peak.Went hiking today and now studying for an exam.
>>82571780I see, that's okay. If you're grieving though, my condolences...>>82572321No not me personally, aside from being a bit worried for a fren who got locked up in a psych ward>koishiLe sigh...I'm posting Hina, not KoishiPronouns stay the same
>>82572321>don't let it get the better of u, or else u will feel worse!I can do a little more than I could yesterday. I'll be alright eventually. >>82572859Thanks.I'm sorry to hear you're going through that. I had to deal with that recently as well and it sucks.
>>82572828>Somewhat. Not to the point of going out and collecting samples myself but I 'inherited' a few nice pieces.what sort of minerals have u got?>Was just playing some random old Famicom games and Classic WoW on a private server.what sort of Famicorn games? What is WOW like?>Went hiking today and now studying for an exam.what sort of exam is it?>>82572859>No not me personally, aside from being a bit worried for a fren who got locked up in a psych wardoh dear, i hope they're gonna b okay... Y did they get locked up?>>82572859>I'm posting Hina, not Koishisorry, force of habit, haha>>82573058>I can do a little more than I could yesterday. I'll be alright eventually.that's goodbaby steps and allu can do it!
>>82573076>what sort of Famicorn games? What is WOW like?Been replaying all the Mega Man games. Also been meaning to finally play through the first two Megami Tensei games, Classis WoW imo is still one of the best MMORPGS out there. Grinds feel actually worthwhile and the gameplay loop of levelling up and getting better gear little by little is really satisfying. I play hardcore mode meaning I can't die which adds extra tension when playing. If I make it to max level I get an in game title for my character.
>>82573076>>82573403>what sort of exam is it?It's on receptor and ligand interactions.
>>82573403any other MMOs that u enjoy? I really like gw2 4 example The gameplay of that one is awesome>>82573408>ligand interractionsthat's cell stuff, isn't it?
taking it easy on my last day with family for a whilei'll try and make the most out of the time i have today, i really don't wanna go homei don't feel lonely here, i feel happpy for onceman...>>82572828>Just from looking I don't think I'd be able tell tell...ah i phrased that wrong, i meant like, which monuments did you know from the ones they told you?>ghostedpeople who ghost others are evil, and no one can ever change my mind on thatit's the coward's way out, and fills others with anxiety before they give up>She didn't but I already expected it and decided to just go solo.good on you, no reason not to have a good time because some dickhead decided to flakei also have that kind of attitude when i go do stuff, i offer people to come along and if they do then great, if not then it won't stop me>>82571467>I managed to sleep for about 6 this time, and then another hour after that.good, that's it, baby stepstake it slow, aim to pull that off today again, and worry about nothing elsetwo meals (even if light), a shower, and some sleep, those are all your goals for nowjust breathe and survive for the time being. the storm will calm, it always does.>>82569467>you have no idea how releaving it is to wake up and look around realizing you're not muderer lmaoit made me disappointed mostly because that usually happens when i'm killing nightmares or otherwise bad peoplei cry in my sleep if i kill someone who i'm not supposed to, and due to my schizo mind, i still wish them well (or to rest in peace) after i'm back here>>82566538>hopefully u would enjoy it!you kidding me? that looks tasty as fuck, excellent for a dinner replacement>normal versionand it's THAT expensive or do you just not have a lot saved?if the latter then it might be worth it to wait a bit before buying, you won't know for sure if the game is as good as you thinkwatch gameplays first then buy if you get hooked
>>82574566>you kidding me? that looks tasty as fuck, excellent for a dinner replacementi'm glad u like it!>>82574566>and it's THAT expensive or do you just not have a lot saved?it's like 60 euroi do have a lot save, but i gotta save it 4 tuition >i don't feel lonely here, i feel happpy for oncethat's nise!
>>82574369>any other MMOs that u enjoy?I used to casually play several F2P MMOs that were popular here when I was younger and couldn't afford the monthly WoW subscription fee. Stuff like Metin2, Lineage and Silkroad. Also FFXIV but haven't kept up with the last two expansions. Never tried GW2 but I heard good things about it!>that's cell stuff, isn't it?The focus is more on bioanalytical approaches and drug design but yeah cellular function is also covered.>i really don't wanna go homeSucks to hear that you feel this way but I can relate. Just having people around you can be nice even if you don't interact that much throughout the day.>>82574566>which monuments did you know from the ones they told you?They had some granite from the Pantheon in Rome, some marble from Versailles and limestone from the St. Stephen's cathedral. Those I remember off the top of my head.>it's the coward's way out, and fills others with anxiety before they give upNot my first rodeo unfortunately And yeah, it sucks how accepted it seems to ghost people nowadays. At this point I just expect people to not show up. Can't get your hopes crushed if you never had any to begin with.
>>82573058Oh I'm sure he'll be fine, it's for his own good, otherwise the health issues he's been causing to himself would've put him in a much worse situation.How are you coping?>>82573076>Y did they get locked up?A mix of ocd and adhd that was slowly killing himWas your stay at the ward a terrible experience?
>>82575156>A mix of ocd and adhd that was slowly killing himliterally me
>>82571600>you feel a weird calm between 2-4 weeks its hard to explainthat's what i was asking mostly, like if you force yourself or you do it naturallyyou basically have the sexual behavior of a white woman lmaostill very impressive>>82571614>y can't u daydream anymore?I think cause i'm not as bored anymore? I remember that i used to go to bed earlier (when i was younger) just so i could daydreamBut now i have a bunch of stuff i'm constantly doing (vidya, anime, manga, puzzles, etc) you know? Having some fun irland i think i might have a bit of an emotional drawback because of it (daydreaming i mean), i feel that others have already learn how to cope "correctly" with the world around them, but i'm relearning that, which makes me feel a bit tired sometimesHave you ever daydreamed baka?>what's it like?Real fun, the voice actors and actresses are peak, specially Etna, there is something special about seeing a cute tiny anime girl talk like a grown woman, and idk why, but her voice fits so well lmaoThey changed it in the psp and pc versions though which is a shame>awesome! I would love 2 chat w u moar!Me 2 two too>then i can go back 2 doing what i truly love!I hope you achieve it baka, just remember though, never over do it with work, or you'll loose yourself>I very much enjoyed it!Happy to hear>Was it japanese curry as wellI didn't know that japanese curry was a thing, I'll try to make it next time, i think the one i cooked was IndianI saw you made yourself a budgir though was it good? Have you ever smashed avocado sprinkled some salt on it and then have it with a burguer? Cause it's really good i can assure you
Looks like we've got another big typhoon coming.>>82573076>baby steps and allI know. I just have to take it one day at a time.>>82575156I hope your friend will be okay. Calling the hospital to talk to never got any easier for me, but I'm sure your friend would appreciate it if you did.>How are you coping?A little better than yesterday, although I was dealt another harsh blow a few hours ago. I just feel exhausted.
>>82575046>I used to casually play several F2P MMOs that were popular here when I was younger and couldn't afford the monthly WoW subscription fee. Stuff like Metin2, Lineage and Silkroad. Also FFXIV but haven't kept up with the last two expansions. Never tried GW2 but I heard good things about it!yeh it's good!i made a dante character!>The focus is more on bioanalytical approaches and drug design but yeah cellular function is also covered.have u had a course on microbiology?>>82575156>A mix of ocd and adhd that was slowly killing himthat sounds awfulhow long r they gonna lock him in 4?>Was your stay at the ward a terrible experience?it wasn't bad desuthey would've let me 2 bring my pc w me if i was gonna stay 4 longer>>82575419hey mayumii hope ur okay>>82575483>I think cause i'm not as bored anymore? I remember that i used to go to bed earlier (when i was younger) just so i could daydreammaybe that's a good thing then?>But now i have a bunch of stuff i'm constantly doing (vidya, anime, manga, puzzles, etc) you know? Having some fun irlthat's awesomei wish i had moar stuff 2 do>Have you ever daydreamed baka?nopei am 2 scatterbrained 4 it methinks>They changed it in the psp and pc versions though which is a shamewhat did they change?>I hope you achieve it baka, just remember though, never over do it with work, or you'll loose yourselfyeah that's true!u should remember it 2!>I saw you made yourself a budgir though was it good?yeah it was gud!I enjoyed it!>I saw you made yourself a budgir though was it good?i haven'tmaybe i'll try it! I never tried avocados b4>I know. I just have to take it one day at a time.yeahdo taht!
>>82539262I'm not taking it easyI'm worried about the same problems I can't solveAnd I'm still living the same boring neet life
>>82571668>What do you think of it so far?30 hours in, chapter 8 level 45I think this is such a unique game, when i bought it i didn't expect it to be this original gameplay wise, i love how simple but charming the story is, it reminds me a little of earthbound, 80% silly 20% is kinda heavythere is really no game like it, i love rpgs i love cute anime characters, i love stupid humor. Idk fucking peak also favorite character hands down has to be Etna, but i also like flone a bunch and lahar is not laking behind, all such lovely screen creatures>Also, what's making you feel so guilty?You mean the dreams? Idk desu, i'm schizo i guess, because there is literally no reason as to why i should be dreaming this shit thankfully as soon a i wake up i forget the details of the dream but it still stresses me outBut yee i.. Don't think i have anything extremely big to feel guilty about>>82572828>Disgaea is pretty peak.good to know everyone agrees>>82574566>i still wish them well (or to rest in peace) after i'm back herethat's kinda cool though, i wish i could remember my dreams
>>82576971>>82575655also hi eiki, hopping you're taking it easier than yesterday wish you a happy day and afternoonalso, idk if i'm in any position to say this, and in fact, i know i'm not but keep yourself distracted if you can, cause thoughts are a bitch and they attack in quick succession, don't do anything dumb
>>82576971>i wish i could remember my dreamsas the local oneironaut, i can tell you that you won't always be able to remember everything, nor will you always be able to remember your dreamsbut take note of them as soon as you wake up and you can always refresh your memory, keep your phone close by and write them down to the best of your ability>>82575046>granite from the Pantheonthat's fucking epic, if i ever visit rome i want to take some of it home with me, lol>marble from Versailles>limestone from the St. Stephen's cathedral.i haven't really seen that one, but sounds epicvery very nice, i'm glad you had a nice time>At this point I just expect people to not show up.aye, sad but i do the same, i just call people to come alongsad that it's come to this, but yeahhere's hoping you find better company, anon>>82574926>60 euroto me that's a lot, damn>i gotta save it 4 tuitionyeah, that's troublesomeyou got a source of income?
Just a reminder, I don't want to be negative in those threads, I'm just being real and honest with my situation right now, I still really like those threads, I just haven't been taking it easy lately
>>82577054Thank you. I'm no longer bedridden so I think things will start getting easier now.>keep yourself distracted if you canThat's what I'm trying to do. It's hard to stay focused on anything right now but it'll get easier.>don't do anything dumbI won't. Don't worry.>>82577183We're all moping here, don't worry about it.
