>>82550256
I'll drink to you, anon
Here's hoping you get better

Enjoy a good two years of various SSRI's and "mood" stabilizers until they finally figure out that those are a symptom, not the disorder.

>>82550363
I've tried antidepressants before and hated them + didn't work. just don't feel like i have many options left, i want to try lithium at least. numbing myself with prescribed benzos wouldn't be so bad either.

>>82550256
ur not a fatcel if the doorknob noose method wouldn't just end with the whole doorframe breaking free and smacking ur dumb ass on the head

>>82550256
Im at the stage where I haven't slept in 30 hours and had one hour of sleep the night prior.

>>82550396
I was put on Lexapro and fucking hated it. I never harmed myself before I started taking Lexapro, now I'm on mood stabilizers that are a little better but not much

>>82550256
i don't even have friends
it's literally the right thing for me to do it, ther's no point in anything else

>>82550510
The goverment here has a program where autists get tax paid services and if you get lucky or in my case have a family member who's worked in the sector you basically 'hire a friend'. I have a personal trainer, physio, dietitian and 'support worker' (who is an actual friend now who I hang out with occasionally) who are all really good people and have helped me so much. Too bad the program was so poorly put together that it's hard to beleive it wasn't made as a way to scam tax payer money so now it's getting cut. It sucks, our polititians are taking the piss.