>>82559875
for the bit

>>82559875
because for some of us to live is to suffer lol
all conscious life is suffering, like a fire that doesn't know how to dir

>>82559875
cuz i don't see a future for myself that isn't total pain, physical and mental

are you guys going to kill yourselves?

>>82559901
yea here

>>82559901
not yet, i want to but everyone keeps telling me to live and that dying is selfish so i won't, I'm dying anyways so whatever we shall see

>>82559875
Look around you.
Mental illness is a thing. It is hard for normies to really understand mental illness because for them anxiety is like being just a bit cold. Anxiety, depression, are just when you're a bit sad or a bit jittery to them. It is like a person who can walk being unable to understand people needing to use wheelchairs.
"Just get up and walk bro"
"Just be happy bro"
"Just be yourself bro"

>>82559875
life bad
death good

Cuz it seems better to not live than to live?

>>82559901
Nah. I did twice, though. Didn't make it. Very strange to think back on.

I'm in a different place now, and far happier/calmer. People that say like "aww but you'll feel better later" are cringe af though.

>Why do people commit suicide?
Have you tried to live without access to pussy and money, anon? It is fucking miserable and pointless.

>>82560041
How much pussy and money would be your threshold for happiness, lil guy?

>>82560139
At this point, I'd be more than happy with a 1,500 a month UBI, and a barren but still fuckable foid for daily creampies.

>>82560204
>more than happy with a 1,500 a month UBI
Who wouldn't? Just move to SEA and live like a king. I worked full-time as a teacher there (a pretty respectable profession in that part) and we got paid like 1,1-1,2k/month. For 40-45 hour weeks.

>>82560488
NTA but as irredeemable and a wasteland the US is, i would rather change the culture and the women here.

>>82559901
No. I want to, but I don't have any methods that'll kill me for sure (no access to guns)

>>82559875
to free themselves from this hell

>>82559875
Why do people seek an end to their own misery in this hellscape of society?

Because they have no way of realistically obtaining the things they want.

>>82559875
Hopelessness
I sent an application to fight in Ukraine because I dont have where to live or a job, no family, no friends, no one that ever cared about me

>>82559875
Life is boring . When you dont believe in god theres no reason to not kill yourself. You hold no morals and dont believe in anything. You just slave away until you die so you cut it short

>>82560504
I literally don't care. I love the cute tan Asians, and 1,500 USD is enough to do pretty much anything you could dream of.

I'm 31 and can distinctly remember being happy and feeling like every day was a gift, the last time I felt that genuinely was when I was like 6 or 7 before everything turned to shit.
I assume normies get to continue feeling that way for most of their lives. experience setbacks, grief, trauma etc but always have some kind of stable foundation for sources of happiness and reasons to live.

I've had basically no reason to live for over half my life. I just exist. The majority of my days have zero joy and everything I try fails miserably

>>82560978
nahh that's the normie experience
you are a normie

>>82560981
I'm literally autistic

>>82560986
An autistic normie, clearly

> try molly one night (crystallized mdma)
> sheer joy
> love of life
> pet the kot
> like flipping a switch to extroverted
> hitting people up
> talking to them about music
> petting the kot
Realizing this is how normalfags feel on a day to day basis, and I could only experience it with drugs... fuck

>>82559901
Yeah I'm going to throw myself off a bridge

>>82562033
is it worth it? or am i going to crave that shit?