How much of a pedo am I for still remembering about a kid who got a crush on me?I was 20, she might have been 13-14.No, I wasnt actively hanging out with her. She came along her sister(20yo) whom I hanged out with often.She was so cute, everytime I saw her she triggered the cute aggression on me, I loved squeezing her cheeks, ruffing up her hair, and holding hands to cross t streets.At some point she started trying too hard to seem older and actively look for my approval on subjects. Like she'd only wear the clothes I had said look good on her, tell me she hadn't eaten to appeal for my chevalier, forcibly say the subjects her friends talk about were to childish and rather talk with me, and would always force some kind of skinship when there was people around.Ngl when I realized it felt really fucking nice on my heart. I had lusted and like girls before but this felt different. But I knew it'd be wrong regardless of no ill intent. So I told my friend abour it to help out.So we just stop hanging out, which felt really bad.I might have improper thoughts about her once or twice, those were suppressed instantly. And a few times I wished to kiss those cute lips of hers to show more love since I already kiss her forehead and she did it to me too.I remember her fondly and still wonder if I'm a pedo or not, I don't think I was tracked sexually, nor now any of my memories are sexual.
you are a pedophile who is larping as having a "skinship" with a 14 year old girleven if this were true (which it isnt), the way you write makes it seem like you have to keep justifying that "no it wasn't bad! it was okay! i'm not a bad guy!" like theres something you arent telling me
>she might have been 13-14that's not pedo. it would be pedo if she was like 8 or 9
>>82597170? What's the matter with skinship, it isnt like I ever over step any sane person boundaries, nor I ever had any ill intent while not doing so.And no, I'm not larping
>>82597170Oh, I get it. I tried to say, she'd force skinship to show people around we got along. She'd do this mostly infront of her friends.
>14 years oldNot pedophilia by definition. It's highly natural as a man to be attracted to teenagers. You should have groomed her until she was legal.
>>82597147>lonely guy tries to enact fatherly and sexual instincts on the same personMany such cases. Get a gf your age and have a kid and there will be no more problems.
>>82597147Not gonna make a moral judgement because I think you already know, but this is the type of shit Humbert Humbert was writing on his declaration for the jury to seem like a victim of his circumstances while not needing to deny he preyed on children lmfao
>>82597147Do you feel this way towards other children? Maybe if you cut contact you'll go back to normal. It could possibly some specific bond with that kid that's glitching you out.
>>82597539Bro I said my mind drifted into sexual thoughts twice.>>82597625Never heard about that case. And I don't think I was ever sexually attracted.>>82597726dont think so, I've talked/interacted with other early teens, and they are just kids to me. I had lots in common with her too.We cut contact, little by little, it was Abit hard for me, but apparently she took it way worse than I did.
