Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supporthope you're having a chill everything :3Hello>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
hiiHere's a bunch of helpful links> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7> first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/> wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic> bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
Hi catI love you (>^_^)><(^_^<)Please nobody hurt themselves today <3 It make me sad ;-;>How are youI am okay I'm having chiken tender for dinner>Plans?Chicken tender!>Being botheredI play doki doki lit club and that dumb bitch monika make me rage >:(
>>82656349Hello anon>am okay I'm having chiken tender for dinnersounds tasty hope you have more than just one tender though>Chicken tender!wooo \o/>play doki doki lit clubhave fun is it your first time playing? >dumb bitch monika make me rage >:(maybe she just needs a hug
>>82656373>is it your first time playing?yeah! but I kinda new the story cause spoiled long time ago but never played it
>>82656411that's okay you can still have fun experiencing it :>How far are you into the story?
>>82656503sscary o^o
>>82656349Hi anon!>doki doki lit clubwooo>that dumb bitch monikaI'm sorry anon, but me and Monika aren't very happy to read this>>82656373heya cathow's your day going?>maybe she just needs a hugalways the best of us
>>82656314Cutters should finish the job I hate them
>>82648273>you guys basically have areas as big as some european countries for that.the crazy thing is, all that is happening so far from where I live. The distance between me and where cow farming goes on is like the equivalent of one or two countries from you I'd probably say. So chances of finding fresh local is slim, but still definitely better prices than some places in the world for decent quality. >that's one way of ruining your business. they will be fine because it's a big chain and even people get pissed, some will still keep going. Most people buy nothing but processed shit anyway and can't tell the difference when buying meat anyway>have you found a better place?another chain that's at least better for now. Some quality control on the meat cuts is all i ask for>>82648326> inequality is rising fast and people will pay the price for it.the old "inflation is especially hard for those who makes less than 350k a year bit" reminds me how much I hate these people. I wish I personally didn't have to deal with those types as much as I unfortunately run into them>>82648769Thanks for the link! Will be sure to watch at some point and let you know>did you cook that?I made some fried five spice pork. It's this chinese sauce that's a marinade that goes well with pork and good over rice.
>>82656575Helloo :]>how's your day going?chilling I played some cs1.6 and now I'm watching old tv shows and later I'll watch some girls'>>82656579>hate themwhy??
>>82656697narc cunts
>>82656575>I'm sorry anon, but me and Monika aren't very happy to read thisShe killed sayori ;-;'I finish the game now, i wanna play the salvation mod where you save her life though cause she's important and beautiful and best girl>>82656572yeah too scary so i delet >_<">>82656434It was a good game, very fun ^_^
>>82649809hi yu from yesturday>hough the more sand i put in there, the harder that gets as well.wait for the day you take it off and leave a crater in the earth.>though the most important thing is that i've found something that's fun enough that i stick with it.That is more important then anything else.>>82656314>>How are you doing today?pretty raspy and sick again.>>Any plans for today?just workouts and drawing. put more time on a stairmaster today.>>82656718hi anon>yeah too scary so i delet >_<"I didn't know you could delete these post?>>82656373hi cat, how's old tv shows?>>82656575hi office anon>me and Monika aren't very happy to read thisoh no, what's monika going to do?
>>82656848>I didn't know you could delete these post?yeah, but they are still there in the archive just in the live thread the post will be gone.
>>82656679>Will be sure to watch at some point and let you knowokay :>hope you enjoy it's not super long just 12 episodes >made some fried five spice porsounds nice hope you have something just as tasty today >>82656701did you have some bad experiences? is that why you're so angry>>82656718>too scary so i delet >_<"that's considerate of you but dw it's just a bideo game>was a good game, very fun ^_^glad you had funbtw have you heard of MiSide it's sorta kinda a little bit similar maybe you'd enjoy playing it?>>82656848Heyo>pretty raspy and sick again.noo :0that's awful you've been getting sick often lately I noticed >workouts and drawinghope it all goes welland the workout isn't too much of a pain while sick>how's old tv shows?some and okey and some are terribly terrible like there was that one that just feels like an oral exam about some academic stuff and if someone doesn't answer right they're basically insulted for not being educated enough and ruining the show
>>82656718>She killed sayori perhaps some things she did could be perceived as morally questionable... But I still love her anyway>i wanna play the salvation mod where you save her life modding community is quite a strong one. Think everyone gets a little bit of happiness through it, which I'm all for and happy about>>82656848hey cynic>and sick again.take it easy with the workouts if feeling unwell. I'm one to talk since I always push it too much, but really can do more harm than good >what's monika going to do?probably be sad people hate her, but be happy I defended her online>>82656697>'m watching old tv showswhat old tv shows? ooh>>82656919>it's not super long just 12 episodesthat's a good length to lure someone in with. I'm at the point i struggle with longer series>hope you have something just as tasty todaythanks but not too sure. Gonna be working later it seems..
>>82656919>btw have you heard of MiSide it's sorta kinda a little bit similar>maybe you'd enjoy playing it?I haven't heard about this, but I will check it out sometime! Really I am not too big into horror desu, my first ever game like this was Katawa Shoujo and I really loved Clannad Nagisa is too beautiful <3 I like sad and romance more than being scared and having stab stab happen, but sometimes horror is okay>>82656998>I still love her anywayI respect your choice for best girl, even though it's wrong Cx>Modding community strongYeah this seems very impressive and I look forward to it!
>>82657274>but I will check it out sometime!I will caution, if you don't like horror, MiSide is probably a bit more scary than Doki Doki. It's a first person game with cute and nice moments, but as someone who's played both, I'd say DDLC is nothing compared to MiSide (even though it's not too bad, but I play horror games). Just a warning.>even though it's wrong I've accepted that most the girls I choose as best girls in games and anime are controversial choices>I look forward to it!good, hope you have fun and leaves you a little happier with nicer story
>>82656314hello cat! hello everyone!>How are you doing today?fine just suffering of the lack of sleep, but i can sleep well tonight atleast, i'll just chill a bit now to study later then sleephow about you?
>>82656998>what old tv shows? oohold polish ones >that's a good length to lure someone inhehe exactly >:3>but not too sure. Gonna be workingso no food?? :< >>82657274>haven't heard about this,it's a little bit more or a horrory game But it's pretty interesting and fun >Katawa Shoujo I've never played it but I saw that cute armless girl >sad and romance more than being scared I see>>82657452Heyaa>fine just suffering of the lack of sleenoo :<you couldn't sleep last night?>sleep well tonight atleast, at least but u deserve to sleep well every night >i'll just chill a bit now to studybest of luck as always!!you got any tests coming up?>how about you?watchin old tv shows and girls'
>>82657518>I've never played it but I saw that cute armless girlI like the girl without legs ^o^/
>>82657531there's a girl without legs thete? I didn't know So now that you finished dokidoki what are you gonna do next?
>>82657452hey rm!> just suffering of the lack of sleepme yesterday, you today. Take it easy a bit. Probably matters more than pushing studying since hard when you're mind isn't as sharp>how about you?doing much better today. Was feeling a little off over the weekend, but finally better today>>82657518>exactly if you need 300+ episodes to tell a story it better be a damn good story.>so no foodI think I'm off the hook, so will be getting something soon. Just no as good as yesterday, but it's Monday after all>But it's pretty interesting and funI'm ashamed to admit, but if I think long and hard my favorite Mita was probably Crazy Mita. I think I may just have issues.
>>82657518>you couldn't sleep last night?yep, and even after i came back home i only slept for like 4 hours>but u deserve to sleep well every nightty cat, u2 :)>you got any tests coming up?yeah, i have to study well while dealing with some shit in life>watchin old tv shows and girls'woahh so u didnt finish the girls' yet? what ep??
>>82657884hi officeanon!>me yesterday, you today.yeahh lol, i hope you fixed your problem > Probably matters more than pushing studying since hard when you're mind isn't as sharpindeed but to get good grades i guess i'll have to push like that sometimes.>but finally better todayyoooo keep it up pal!!
>>82656919>you've been getting sick often lately I noticed I think it's just the same thing again.>if someone doesn't answer right they're basically insulted for not being educated enough and ruining the showwhat show is this? This sounds like a mean game show.>>82656998>probably be sad people hate her, :(>but be happy I defended her online:0 at least someone could make the character happy.
>>82657748Now I'm making my chicken tenders and French fries it's all homemade so pretty tasty
i just realized that i'm going to do a hormone test at 9 am or something, yet i need to study and sleep well before that, wish me luck!
>>82657884>it better be a damn good story.I don't think anything needs this may episodes >so will be getting somethinggood have a nice meal :]>Crazy Mita. I think I may just have issues.lolI wonder which one I liked the most >>82657932>only slept for like 4 hourssorry to hear this :c>ty cat, u2 :)u are welcome and ty :D>have to study well while dealing with somethat suckswhn do you have those stupid tests?>didnt finish the girls' yet?nope I decided to watch 3 a day to not binge it all in one dayI'm on 6 episode >>82657970>just the same thing again.hm maybe you need some time off to get properly healthy>what show is this?it's an old polish one from like 1970it sucks>>82658065ooo ot sounds very tasty ur make me hungry and it's very late >>82658067so many things to deal with o^obestest of luck I'll be rooting for u
>>82656314Hi /cut/ :3I hope you are all doing well.>How are you doing today?(Vent:) I'll be honest, I am not doing well. I will not go in to detail, as I am averse to excess self-disclosure, and I prefer to maintain what little privacy I can afford. Recently, I have found myself in a really unpleasant situation, in which I feel constantly overwhelmed by what has become my daily life. I find myself struggling to adapt to it, despite the fact that it is completely mundane, and that I've gone through this before. It makes me feel anxious and full of dread, so much so that I feel sick. This is feeling is most likely only exacerbated by recent rumination on the apparently hopeless future that I must face.Most days I do the bare minimum that I can bear with, with special effort put into the potential solutions to my current situation. Despite this, today, I managed to put in a little more effort. I feel insane to keep on pushing when I feel so terrible, but I must do so with inward insane fervor, or what feels to be such only to me. I feel a little glad about that, though, that I am at least trying a little harder when everything feels so difficult.I fear that my means of escaping the current situation may fail, and that I'll have to continue to endure it, and face it head on. If that comes to pass, I will face it head on. With mad zeal, if I must.Anyway guys, I'll probably not respond, since I'm a little busy. This made me feel a little better though ^w^
>>82657951> hope you fixed your problemgood night sleep is usually all i ever really need and I'm good> i'll have to push like that sometimes.right attitude to have. Just listen to your body if you feel you're falling asleep>>82658067and good luck!>>82657970>at least someone could make the character happy.showing love for waifus is a full time job, but worth it>>82658431>I don't think anything needs this may episodesplenty of long running anime just have so much bloat. Looking back, I don't think of the long running ones were ever ones I liked that much>good have a nice meal thanks, had some spicy chicken stir fry that was quite nice>lolICanFixHer.jpg>I wonder which one I liked the mosta lot of the side ones were kind of fun. I know people liked Mila for basically being a basic weeb lol>>82658524Sorry you're doing unwell lately, but you sound very hopeful in that last paragraph. That's good anon and wish you luck. A lot of times feel hopeless, but if you can just keep pushing onward through them, you'll get back to moods you feel like you can push through.Just focus on little wins here and there.Take care!
hey everyone, sorry I didn't check the thread lately i've been partying a bit too much and kinda forgot. been kinda disheartened by people around me tho, they've been making a lot more progress in their lives than I have and seemingly much much easier. I wonder how they do it.>>82658524yo anon>I find myself struggling to adapt to itchange is always gonna be a shock, especially if it comes very suddenly. would highly recommend to find the time to relax and maybe do a little sitrep for yourself (ie what did i do today, how did that make me feel etc), i find that it helps me rationalize everything a bit better.>the apparently hopeless future that I must face.looking at the future in a grand scale is always gonna make you feel like that, I don't think I've ever met someone who had the exact future they wanted. It's much more fruitful to take very small victories as you can't change anything in a grand scale, nobody can.>Most days I do the bare minimum that I can bear withwhich is already infinitely better than going into full shutdown or otherwise spiraling into horrible habits. I'm proud of you for that, and you should be too.>with special effort put into the potential solutions to my current situation. always worth it to try in that regard, I've been doing the same personally. Not always to the success I want, but it's better than nothing.>I will face it head on. With mad zeal, if I must.Probably the best choice in that regard. wishing you the best
sleepy time>>82658524hey anonSounds frustrating especially that it's something you know we'll that is bothering you ao much and you can't get just used to itBut it sounds like you have some little bit of motivation of hope in u so that's good I think I wonder what could help you though >made me feel a little betterGlad it made u feel better hope that busy time isn't overwhelming >>82658697>long running ones were ever ones I liked that muchthey're pretty something to just watch and not think too much about it >some spicy chicken stir fryyum>lot of the side ones were kind of funI think maybe some of the scary lonely ones were cool, just to be friends and make them feel a little better, not really a romantic thingI don't really have an urge for that sort of stuff it's like my brain just didn't grow it Similarly with having friends honestly, I remember being in primary school and hearing others talk about hanging out with friends after school while I had none and I didn't feel bad or anything, it didnt even occurred to me that not have friends is wierd or bad anyway I'm rambling >>82658742Helluu>been partying a bit too muchyay at least I hope you've been having fun>making a lot more progress in their lives than I haveI'm not sure what you can do about itlife's not fair and it's likely they're just luckySorry if it made you sad fren, it's just what I think about it
just leaving a bump on my way to bed. have a nice day, everyone. see you soon!
