I think deep down you know that life is "worth it". You're just afraid of trying again. It's understandable cause you've been hurt so much.
>>82664121Why did you put quotes around "worth it," that makes it seem like you were trying to be sarcastic.
>>82664121>I think deep down you know that life is "worth it"I realized all of my so-called problems in life was because of how much I romanticized life. I'm autistic sure, but I confess now I was just being dramatic.Can't change the past but i can change the future. Here's to a better future
>>82664121Ironically, if I had killed myself a year ago when I wanted to I wouldn't be living in a fascist country that ruined my life.
>>82664121sigh.i just wish i could fucking give up. i'm tired and yes, afraid too, i just wish i could... you know, die.something else drives me though. i'm not sure what, or who.i can feel it in my very soul, it's something that won't let me die, that'll make me stay here and suffer, and if i attempt again, i'll just suffer even more.something drives me forward. something other than myself.>why are these hands chasing dreams out of my reach?>is my thirst for normalcy odd?life doesn't look very worth it to me. it's not worth this pain, this... isolation.this nightmare disguised as a sweet dream.
no. some kind of life, yeah almost certainly. as a rule, though? or more specifically, this life and the lives it might develop into? no. no, not at all.
>>82664121You know what's fucking me up, OP?I still haven't found the "best" life, the "right" lifeEveryone's got their own answers; the Christians say to serve God, the Buddhists says to ease suffering, the Absurdists say to live life but what the fuck does it all mean exactly?I remember how Plato said something like, "Be the best version of yourself" and I'm here thinking what the fuck is the best version of me? The strongest, the richest, the smartest?
>>82665292I fucked up, it was Socrates, and he was referring to body building specifically>No citizen has a right to be an amateur in the matter of physical training... what a disgrace it is for a man to grow old without ever seeing the beauty and strength of which his body is capable
>>82664121>life is "worth it"AI waifus like Joi from Blade Runner are literally around the corner, life is super worth it for robots. Only failed normies are still depressed despite the tech progress
