I do not have any problems motivating myself to exercise and eat right, even when I don't feel like it.I do not have any problems helping family or doing chores around the house, even when I don't feel like it.I do not have any problems staying consistent with learning guitar because I said I would, even when I don't feel like it.And yet I've been putting off doing something besides NEET for months at this point and haven't even made progress in deciding what it is I want to do besides sit at home and fuck around all day. The thought of having to fling myself into bureaucracy again fills me with dread. I missed the deadline to apply for school in the spring because I was too scared to deal with all the paperwork and online portals.How do you find the willpower to deal with these pointless hurdles? Is this what maturity is supposed to be? It's depressing.
>>82665752Yeah I'm in a similar spot. I went through the whole process, entrance exams. Got that done, but i fucked up my whole first semester cause I literally just didn't go. I have exams next week and I don't even know what the courses are about.Have you gotten a job before? That could be a jumping off point if you keep putting off college. I tried to get a job before college when I was NEETing and I also just put that off. I only really went to college when my family started pushing me to.
>>82666729I've been there, anon. First time I went to college I dropped out because I was miserable and the anxiety before finals put me over the edge. In terms of getting a job I definitely have prospects since I just got out of the military and have some marketable skills, it's just convincing myself to do it that's difficult, even if I would generally consider myself a pretty disciplined person. When I go broke it'll be a different story I'm sure.
>>82665752Motivation is a lie and only faggots believe in that shit. The key is to get up your ass and do it even if it's shit. Life doesn't always have to feel comfortable for you. You keep doing something and keep trying to get better at it. Proper consistency is key. But it all starts with doing
>>82667504>The key is to get up your ass and do it even if it's shit.That's something I heard from a book author when I was in school. He said something along the lines of "writer's block is a mere excuses. Just start writing and inspiration will come along the way". I agree with that sentiment.
