Does anyone else recognize their problem is pride? I feel like I could "move forward" in the world. But for some inexplicable reason (besides pride) I dont want to. Like I wanna make my situation actively worse. I think I wanna spite people. Yeah that's what im trying to acomplish by rotting away. This is of course very childish and masochistic. It's not leading to anything.I dont know. I really dont know.. Im just bitter.
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