If you hate in your heart, let it out.Don't let that shit bottle inside of you frenType out your hatred in this thread.
I dont have any hate.
>>82666297I hate women thank you for reading
>>82666297>We'll FORCE them to stop being hateful by treating them like shitAmazing. I hope it works on someone else guys
I hate having the answers to most of my problems and not putting that my own advice into practice.
>>82666297I hate...no ... I resent Hatsune Miku. That fictional whore doesn't deserve to be recognised
>>82666297the only hate in my heart right now is self-hatei've already typed out my hate in so many other places that i'm not even gonna bother anymore, i just wish i could stop existingi wish i could erase my existence from this whole timeline, erase my past, present, and future self from reality and everyone else's memories as wellseriously, what a fuckfest.
>>82666517You are a slave to your environment and your brain wiring. If you are relying on willpower at all, you have already failed. Atomic habits and willpower (Roy baumeister) are popular books on these two subjects if you care about self help stuff.
>>82666547Thoughts on teto?
Im craving my favorite wings at Buffalo Wild Wings but I am too sick to work up an appetite to actually eat them so am seething in rage
>>82666566That's a different perspective from what I always thought, I mean the part where I'm supposedly failing if I'm using willpower. Can you elaborate a little bit on that?I'll make sure to read the book you mentioned. Or listen to an audiobook.
>>82666297I think l'm on enough watchlists already
>>82666297If I could kill someone brutally and absolutely get away with it, I probably would. I would want them to suffer alot too, I think my favorite method would be beating in their head with a baseball bat again and again, maybe 20 or so times so they have absolutely no chance of surviving. I think that would feel very good.The interesting thing is that I am the last person people would suspect have a fantasy like this, or maybe they know who knows what do I know...preferably I would want it to be someone like a woman maybe someone rich who had a very easy and sheltered life. I think it would be nice, to bring them down to my level and give them a little taste of suffering before they die.I wonder what it would feel like? Would I be disgusted or remorseful after the screaming? I honestly don't think I would feel anything. In fact I bet it would feel really good. The greatest power in the world, to terminate someone's life.
I hate all of my friends. They all boss me around and never do what I want. They will leave me on read for weeks. Its like I am a slave. I really am a fucking cuck, but I am such a cuck that I will remain a cuck and won't do anything about it. Instead I will just get mad at my so called friends behind their backs.
>>82666297Hate is good and healthy https://youtu.be/WHcqPck0eWk?siGood character development!
>>82666297i hate existance.i dont believe in religion and whatnot, but if there actuly is something after, it sounds horrifying
>>82666297i HATE brown people and NIGGERS
>>82666297I know that hatred shouldn't be in me. There are things in the world that I feel deserve it, people that deserve it too. But I know I shouldn't feel this way. I hope that me not acting outwardly on it and cooling my hatred without doing anything to anyone helps, but I know that every time I feel hatred will be brought up in judgement when I die. I want to be better than I have been, and better than I am.
>>82667118Well to begin with, willpower is a limited resource. Every choice you make depletes it, from what to eat to what color shirt to pick, and in a time where we are constantly bombarded with information at a fingers glance (social media, notifications, etc) it is being depleted far faster than it can be preserved. Being too stressed and fatigued (you are on r9k after all) means youre basically always depleted. Always on low power mode. As such your brain aims to make the process easier by automating whatever it can, I.e. habits. Most people dont motivate themselves to brush teeth, it is a behavior thats been ingrained since young age- it takes almost no usage of willpower reserves to do (but if your depressed..). The pro just gets up and does it, whereas the loser has to use significant willpower reserves just to show up.Next, your environment shapes you more than you think. Every action is influenced by it, a subconscious cue. If there are snacks around, you will probably eat them even when not necessarily hungry. People living in noisy cluttered spaces are unhappier than those surrounded by nature. Americans living in the 40s had far fewer choices for restaurants, less disposable income and more active jobs, as such they were skinnier. Just read the books they explain it in much better detail than I can.
>>82667364Again, that is an interesting hindsight, as I said before. I couldn't find a full audiobook so I'll have to settle for a summary. Thank you kind anon.
>>82667679You are welcome and its two separate books. Atomic habits by James Clear as well as Willpower: Rediscovering the Greatest Human Strength by Roy Baumeister. You can get the books from Libgen dot Li for free btw.
>>82667717Huh I wasn't aware libgen is back again, I've been using Anna's archive in the meanwhile and it was total arse. I owe you a beer or whatever else you like. Picrelated is one of your selfies, I dunno how it found its way on my phone.
>>82666297i hate the satanic elite that makes millions suffer every day, but i feel joy knowing that they will face justice one day.
>>82667786There are various domains, the one I always used- dot is- has not returned since. Dot Bz is also working
>>82666297I hate the forces of nature that ultimately forced me to live in this absurd and vastly unfair reality, I hate the fact that powers corrupt and I hate the nature of those with power who ultimately led to this nightmare world being even more of a hellhole. Even in an unfair reality like this one we could use the capacity that sometimes lurks inside of our minds to create a bearable world but thanks to nature once again, power corrupts and so here we are, but desu I've been living good days yeah, especially as of recent times
>>82667971Truf nvke
>>82666297I hate hatecaptcha KAP H8
>>82667899I didn't know libgen also had that domain and when it was down I spent a good 10 minutes looking for libgen mirrors.I listened to the summary of willpower a couple of hours ago. I already heard of most of its content from elsewhere. The idea that willpower is a limited resource while not exactly new to me is an interesting thought, particularly the anectode about judges being more lenient in the morning, or how decision making as a skill works best, again, in the morning.I'll look for an audiobook of Atomic Habits now.
I hate my position in life. I have friends from HS who are graduating uni with insanely good degrees from insanely competetive unis, meanwhile im stuck in some community college with nothing to do but rot. Moving forward is good, and right now I don't have much hate, but this day is a good day. I also thank god every day that I'm not a wagie and will hopefully never have to be one. As long as things go roughly how they're planned out right now my life should be on track. It will just be awkward being a 22 year old freshman
>>82666297I hate that these selfish fucking companies not only refuse to give me an interview despite me having a good resume, job history, skills needed for the job, and the drive and will to show up to work, but then the companies that do interview me and hire me dont respect me or my livelihood enough to pay me a respectable amount. 26. Im fucking 26, and I have like 200 bucks in my savings. Thats 9 years of working with only 200 to show for it, and hospital visits and paying for food and paying my landlord has eaten every single dollar ive had. What the fuck is retirement? This is slavery. Either you work the hours they give you, and take whatever scaps they decide to give you, or you live on the streets sleeping on the side walk.What the fuck? What the actual fuck is this fucking shit? What retard is okay with this? I'm fucking sick of this shit we have technology and the means to ensure everyone can feel safe and fed in this country and instead I'm working to make my bosses boss richer and I'm paying my landlord so he can pay his rent, since the fuckers only job is being a nepo baby property owner who collects checks and spends them all on booze. He fucking has kids and isnt doing anything to invest in their future, hes not getting stronger or wiser or saving up for them hes drinking and gambling and bothering me for my rent money because i basically work so he doesnt have to have a job. Im moving out as soon as I can, he is less than trash less than scum. Fuck this country fuck the people ok with this and fuck all the selfish fucks who would rather see you drown and suffer and be a submissive creature crawling on your belly than to be fair and pay you correctly and treat you with DECENCY.I'm getting stoned every day from now on and punching anybody that complains, fuck you. And dont tell me oh well look on the bright side. Is that the response? At least im not a dead baby under some rubble in gaza? Seriously? At least im not starving in africa? fr?
>>82667176dumb retard you know that they'd be immediately unconscious and dead by the 2nd hit right?
>>82671138Is that where the bar is right now? I mean why the fuck is human suffering even happening to that scale on earth in 2025?????? Nobody should be hungry nobody should be sick and not have access to medical care and treatment nobody should need a therapist and not be able to afford one, mental health should not be behind a fucking pay wall what the fuck are we doing! Money is the devil for fucking real, do you notice that all the rich motherfuckers are evil heartless pieces of shit? You're gonna buy islands planes multiple houses, all the while theres plenty of people around the world not just in the us that are a paycheck away from being homeless. That shouldnt even be a thing, there should be skyscapers dedicated to housing people who are down on their luck and need shelter from the elements, privacy, and a safe place to sleep. Why are humans so content with making earth a prison torture planet where human suffering is fine and overlooked? Nobody should be hungry everybody should be thriving I mean what is happening. Its hard to connect with other people because I just have so much resentment and anger towards the world for being set up this way. And before this it was kings and monarchs thatd shove a sword through you and claim jesus told em it was fine so how dare you question the Lord. You witch go get burned. It really hasnt gotten too much better in modern years. Do you think humans in the year 2900 are gonna be living it up or do you think earth by then will be an actual hellscapeMark your bingo boards
>>82667176Its disgusting theres orcs like you loose when theres plenty of people of different cultural backgrounds and upbringings in jail over being addicted to drugs or just a substance. This fag just said he daydreams about omnimaning people and hes fine but some guy in Wyoming was caught with some dab and hasnt seen their mom in 5 years? Dude fuck the planet acab anarchy like this is bullshit, there is no justice from government officials and rules in place if you can jail someone for enjoying drugs but this actual soon to be murderer is free. The fuck.
>>82667184Just cut them all off and reinvent yourself. Love yourself and start fresh, start new. Start a new hobby, paint, ruck, go on walks, learn to skateboard, ride a bike, bodybuild learn a board game or something. Switch jobs or get a side one and become friends with people there. Dont take bullshit or disrespect from anybody, bullies do shit because theyre banking on the fact youre not gonna do anything. Do something, right when it happens as its happening. Stand up for yourself, enough is enough. Dont be a weak fuck who loses their shit and kills their friends or sparks up a place, just drop these vampires who are in a dark place spiritually if theyre thriving off making you feel like shit. I did this to my old friend group when I was 19, it was very needed. I was on route to taking my own life, dropping those guys saved my life and my self esteem.You are the ultimate of all things
>>82671174>orcs
The holocaust centric psych ward doctors are deserving of punishment including retardation which is exactly what they give on extended stays. I want life sentences. They literally rape my new wife in front of me, hit me with an icepick, fry me, and make me do sex work. Anything to punish. There is no limit to the nonsense they pull killing the mistress afterward either. If you won't the lepress then the leucotomy penalty and shitting myself with 6 kids with the retarded anyway. I need them traumatized and trying to cut. Lost all hope is for them. I will not stand them becoming millionaires. I can give them a bad tab only.
>>82666297I've decided to let my hate guide meI express them through my pl8s and my runs
>>82666297An episode of american dad taught me to actually cry if I need to rather than to save it "for later" only for later to never come.
>>82667184What that anon >>82671193 saidIf people like that are your "friends" I am terrified to ask what your enemies are like.
>>82666590teto tetas
>>82666297What I hate the most is myself. I can't stand who I am, and I dislike every single thing about me. It's lonely. I'm lonely because there's no way in hell anyone could ever love me, there is always something about me that is missing. I feel like dragging someone into a relationship with me would be a sin. And yet, it's what I crave the most, my soul screams for a connection everyday. As I grew up, I developed literally the opposite of every single trait I liked or wanted to have. I literally want to kill myself thinking about it. I wish I was creative or good at something, but I'm not. I, hipocritically, ask God for forgiveness as I waste the life He gave me. And I plead for my mom to not be sad when I'm gone; she's done so much for me, and I wasted it all. I am so sorry. I'm not a special case, I will be 24 very soon, and a khhv. But I can't imagine being in a relationship. I mean, I want to, and I dream of the moments we'd share. But when I project into the future, it just seems impossible. Skipped another day of college again, because I am laying in bed, hiding away.I wish I had the guts to cut my body into pieces and destroy it, but even for that, I am completely useless.
>>82672140You should just boss up and get strong and get your cardiovascular health up; go on long walks possibly with headphones and let your mind get a break. Only focus on the task of walking. Eventually put heavy shit into a backpack and wear it while you walk. Reward yourself for taking care of yourself by eating good delicious nutritious food. Believe in yourself.Do you honestly think whoever this chad fuck is is getting laid because hes an amazing guy? No hes a con man and so is everybody, theyve just convinced others that theyre fuckable. You can do the same but it starts with believing in yourself first. Be confident in your physical ability and let that confidence translate into other areas of your life. If your body is in shape your mind and soul will quickly also get into a healther position as well. And you wont hate yourself as much. Besides, people are attracted to people who love themselves, so love yourself or teach yourself how to. 24? Youre in it for the long haul, invest in your future self. You will continue to march through time, make it easier for future you and get well
>>82672140Push ups are freeSquats are freeWalking is freeRunning and jogging is freeNot drinking that sugar dense drink is freeWater is freeLoving yourself is freeYou have love and light inside you, evil and self hatred are simply a thin veil that you can remove yourself and let your natural light shine through. Love yourself, put in the work and you will see results.
