I am 26 years old and I consider my life to be pretty much over. I havent lived a single day and whatever attempts I will try to make now will just turn me into a slightly more inferior version of a normie. I've lost the "flow of life" already decades ago so I dont know what it is exactly that i am mourning. I guess I was naive and blind to it all the time but it truly genuinely has never even began. But realizing that hurts even more.
>>82666598If you're not 65 your life isn't even close to ending, anon. Don't get into fatalistic thinking.