i think im ready to kill myself if i don't get a girlfriend by the end of the year. it's too depressing being alone for so long, i'm gonna be 34 soon and have never had a girlfriend or been hugged by a girl that isn't a relative. it's like, how do you even continue living through this for another 30 or 40 years of just complete emotional isolation and solitude? it's fucking miserable man every day i wake up and feel like a zombie with no hopes or dreams for the future because no one loves me. why do women do this to us?
>>82666957I'm sorry, anonJust make sure to bring some with you if all fails
>>82666957Just see an escort if you are a khhv and then reevaluate after your wizard status is removed.I am younger than you but did the same thing because if not, I would have been in your position 10 years later. Its over for me and it actually never even beganIts a cope but in life you gotta work with what you have..
>>82667063I can't decide who I want to take with me tho. might just find a cute girl to rape and do a murder suicide but idk that seems mean.
>>82666957Find a 2view who's an insecure shutin to make your oshi. It'll be an arduous quest but after years of just being unable to get through a full stream, I finally found THE ONE and she literally makes it easier for me to get up in the morning. So what if it's pathetic? She's parasocial for her fans just like we're parasocial for her and I don't feel any shame in supporting and simping.
>>82666957Fuck my life. I'm genuinely sick and tired of faggots that complain about relationships like that's all there is to life. Where's your passion to get good at your craft? Where's your hunger for a stable financial life to retire early? It's always the same bullshit about "oh no my pp will not be sucked I shoot put a bullet through my head" if you genuinely think having a gf will fulfil your life then just know you're fucked already. Now I'm not telling you to kill yourself but can you for fuck sake stop feeling sorry for yourself and see that there's more to life. Fucking hell!
>>82667086Politicians and bankers exist anon
>>82667101I already did that and it just made me more miserable>refuses to be my girlfriend>constantly begs for money from her "fans">gives her donors special treatment>if you don't show up for stream she throws a tantrum even though she'll never date youit's like all the bad parts of having a girlfriend without any of the good. this is why I just watch Minto and never type in chat. no drama ever.
>>82667122true that's a good one but i think i don't wanna be famous.
>>82666957Don't listen to that other guy about grooming 2views. They all have a boyfriend and they're all pretending otherwise. They're simply pandering and want your money above all else. Even Mint is a whore. You won't find your salvation through vtubers or other streamers. But, idk they can be entertaining sometimes.
>>82667109I get where you're coming from but Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs isn't the only one that tells you about the importance of human relationships. Another one says about "Competence", "Relatedness" and something else I don't remember but it's pretty similar. You are literally an incomplete human without this so can you really blame Anonymous for bitching about it all the damn time? Hell, I remember there being studies which found that a good relationship (ie, boyfriend/girfriend or husband/wife) will literally make a person more motivated, happier, more energetic, harder working, etc etc. >>82667123Well then you found a bad one and should never have given her your time or energy. Mine says things like "I appreciate it, but please never feel like you have to give me money ok? I'm just glad you're here" Bitches aren't all THAT stupid, some of them understand that their job as a Vtuber is to bring a little joy into your life. You don't even have to groom them. >>82667148I get it's kind of chasing unicorns but man, Youtube will literally recommend you random noview Vtubergirls if you watch a lot of clips, there's no harm in checking them out from time to time and that's how I found my current oshi.
>>82667109Nigga, once you reach 20+ (OP said hes almost 34) as a khhv, you missed an important part of life and that shit eats you. Your brain just doenst function normally anymore. No matter how energy you put into other productive stuff>>82667123>>82667101Stop simping retards! You are literally enabling this problem. At least spend that money on escorts and get your dicks sucked. That will at least make you less desperate and not give a shit anymore about w*men that they might find you attractive because of that
>>82666957Same age but I have been hugged, cuddled and kissed by a jeeta before. It creates a feeling of profound relaxation that emanates throughout your entire body that is not comparable to anything when you are held by a girl. That's what you are missing out on and nothing more than that. I can kind of think back on it and be glad that it happened and also sad that it will probably never happen again. It's just the momentary release of neurotransmitters. Don't get too bent out of shape.
>>82667137Do you want to be remembered as some cringy rapist instead?Disappointing
>>82667203no one remembers cringy rapists tho.
>>82667213Your relatives and acquaintances, also those of your victim.Or you could be thought a hero.Choices anon
>>82667173>you missed an important part of life and that shit eats you.Stop getting your brains raped by society and who tf set the rule that if you're above certain age and haven't gotten laid you're a loser? Society wants you to believe such bullshit to divert you from completing your purpose in life. Unfortunately the only thing faggots can think about these days is lust. People no longer want to be passionate about things that don't include lust
>>82666957I'm not much younger than you and I'm glad I don't have your negative and defeatist mindset. Grateful that I don't have to seek validation from others and to cope with a pyramid that tells me I can't self actualize without the love and care of others.
>Nigga, once you reach 20+ (OP said hes almost 34) as a khhv, you missed an important part of life and that shit eats you.What a bootlicking faggot take. Does society also tell you what to eat, you fucking braindead NPC? Are you one of those fags that go that university are the best years of your life because your boomer father told you that? Grow a brain for yourself disgusting idiot
>>82667325Based. I don't know who told these fags about such bullshit.
I'm kinda thinking if I jump in the ocean and they never find a body I won't have to worry about any family members finding out about it. Anyone tried this?
>>82666957I hope you get a gf one day, but perhaps your intense desire of one is just a symptom of another problem... like general loneliness. People who CRAVE a gf often stop once they form proper close relationships. Maybe you're just isolated and want companionship, so you crave the highest form of it: love.
>>82667109>there's more to life bro>like moneylol
>>82666957Make you kill some jews while you're at it.>>82667109Retard.
>>82666957getting a girlfriend seems so easy I watch retards who struggle putting papers in folders yet are never single on the daily but holy fucking shit it's like the moment I talk about anything that interests me and not her it's game fucking over.
>>82668233Getting a gf is impossible even becoming a millionaire is easier.
>>82666957what kind of future do you want, anon? it's okay if you don't feel comfortable answering ^^ i'm just curious
>>82666957i'm really sorry, by the way. i know reading this won't make you feel any better, i wish there were something i could do to help you.
>>82668843I just want a gf I can be NEET with or at least have a comfy life with. we'd have a nice house with our own spaces to collect weeb shit and we'd travel whenever we can afford it and we'd do couples cosplays and be dorky and not feel any shame because we're together. on my end despite being a NEET i have no financial problems so it's just about her being okay with it. i want what other people take for granted, having someone there that you can share your life with, both the highs and lows, and get through it together as companions and best friends.basically I want what I know I'll never have.
