all the hilariously expensive parts for my pc are finally here and i also got a package with designer clothes I really wanted but none of these things bring joy in me anymorematerialism was my last cope to keep on living what the fuck i do now?
>>82667638give me stuff so i can still cope off it, I still enjoy material things
>>82667638religion time >:)
>>82667661i unironically have been doing cashmeets and degenerate despicable shit involving money just for the fuck of it, but yet again not even a frown its all emptiness
>>82667638What size are you I'll take the clothes.
>>82667702damn wish it was me, i want free gibs, no way for you to be just content with the emptiness, just like full on covert to a soulless npc?
why do you feel you have no other reason to live in general? what do you feel you're lacking?
>>82667705its all oversized garbo, google what vetements is to get an idea of what it is, and even then i ordered everything in L and XL and im underweight. id happily send you my entire closet just for the thrill of it if you drop a po box>>82667734make a thorne account right now fren, but yeah, there even was a point where i decided to try and completely give in and went to therapy and got pozzed with ssris that legitimately turned me into a consciousless zombie npc yes man, but even as a braindead robot i felt unamused inside>>82667746i have no fucking idea, there's just no real point in going on, material garbage like drugs or hookers at least gave me a fix but shit got too stale and boring now, nothing phases me or brings any slight of emotion out of me, let it be positive and/or negative. and its not that i lack something, i have everything ive ever wanted and more, yet getting all of it felt so disappointing and the worst part is: i know deep inside that if i strive for more -which i will- itd feel as empty and soulless as i do now once i achieve and decimate my goals, and i have a very inflated and rather retarded sense of ambition. i also tried doing it all for other people too; i kept waking up for my mom but she said she doesn't mind if i kill myself now and also some friends and endeavours but i just dont care about em anymore.