erowid.orggetmonero.orgpsychonautwiki.orgxcancel.com/darkdotfailpsychedelia.io (Canada ONLY)Methamphetamine edition
holy shit is that a super realistic alien
>>82668202That's a picture after all.
Wednesday morning, pregabalin takenThings will be slightly less awful today
>>82668418>pregabalinare you addicted? anons were telling me about this some days ago but it sounded like horrible rabbit hole to get sucked into, with it supposedly being super difficult to stop using
>did LSD with the boys in high school>developed schizophrenia>life ruinedFUCK DRUGS.
>>82668196did so many shrooms thought i died and was full of regret
>>82669141Oh no I'm not, I'm fine.I only take it twice a week, it's not enough to develop tolerance or addiction.
>>82669159It triggered your latent schizophrenia you mean.It's a genetic thing, unfortunate.
>>82669141Pregabalin is a GABA drug like alcohol, GHB, benzos, phenibut, etc.Being addicted to it and trying to stop is hellish.The trick is to not get dependent on it in the first place ;-)
Once again looking for any suggestions on how to cure my PTSD using mdma and mushrooms+ket. Gonna do shrooms n ket on friday or saturday since i have an exam friday
>>82670376Haven't we shown you the current consensus on MDMA assisted therapy for PTSD?It's simply taking 120mg+60mg redose of MDMA and talking/writing about your trauma. Nothing complex.https://odysee.com/@Psych:2/TripOfCompassion:b
>>82670421Yeah, I'm just making the post in case other anons have other info to share. I'm currently just waiting for my mdma tolerance to reset before another session
>>82670430You can do MDMA safely once a month.How was your session? Were you able to talk/write about your trauma to untangle it and have your brain digest it?
>>82668196If you're schizo spectrum or psychotic or bipolar (not from drugs. I'm diagnosed a long time and would like to hear from those who it wasn't drug induced for), what drugs do you enjoy and not have a bad reaction to? It doesn't really count but only alcohol doesn't make me psychotic. I like gabapentin/pregabalin but most of the time is spent feeling nauseous or tummy hurting etc rather than enjoying. Weed makes me dissociate and go into psychosis. Same with benzos and stuff like oxys or tramadol, but with added unbearable nausea. I think that's all I've tried. I like the "music sounds good and I love everyone" feeling, for reference if that helps
>>82668196CP is on strike and I'm running out of weed. kms I have to pay $120/oz+ tax instead of $60 an ounce. That or I take a T break and fuck up my sleep for several weeks
>>82670652I use Pacific Grass they're still delivering.
>>82670759yea but shipping is probably going to be insane. with the cost of shipping it comes out to only slightly less than legal and without the hassle
>>82670853On that site I typically had free shipping on orders over $150 and express shipping on orders over $200
>>82668418Help I'm coming down from the pregabalin and I still have a few hours of work. They're going to be dreadful.
>>82670598Since you can do GABA drugs, ever tried GHB and phenibut? Maybe you'll like them. Most people like GHB (once you can find the dosage that's right for you, it takes a few tries).
>>82671261Help I'm completely sober and it's as bad as I thought
I knew I shouldn't have crushed up and snorted a 2C-B pill but I did it anyway
>>82672409I been there, very harsh on the nose
does nos go bad over time? i bought two big canisters last year and only got to huff like 1/3 of the other and now im feeling like indulging in some
>>82672822At least the effects are nice
How debilitating is 150mg IR of tramadol? I want to know if I can function on it.
>>82672905Yopo is worse on the nose
>>82672897Nitrous oxide should be stable, assuming the canisters aren't busted and slowly leaking over time. Additionally I hope you remember to get normal air in between inhalations.>>82672930>150mg tramadolModerate recreational dose. Read up the reports on the erowid experience vault for reference, of course: https://erowid.org/experiences/subs/exp_Pharms_Tramadol.shtml
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its been forever since i did MDhow do i avoid puking after taking it?
>>82675052They are usually sold as prescriptions, but there are some serotonin antagonists which block the specific receptor responsible for most nausea. Look up 5HT-3 antagonism for some specifics.
>>82675052it's called not being a faggot, you might wanna give it a try
As someone who doesn't get any euphoria from benzos, can someone explain to me what it's like? Is it similar to mdma?
>>82670895other couriers in my area also tend to leave your package outside unattended. CP is the only one that lets me pick it up. I live in an apartment so UPS, etc, just leave packages outside the building door or give it to whichever person they see first.
Taking a T-break from weed because smoking gives me amnesia the next day now.The "withdrawals" aren't as bad as opiates, but I have no appetite and I'm really bored.
>>82675618Benzos arent really euphoric like mdma is because benzos make you feel relaxed whilst mdma makes you feel energetic/excited
crossfaded & comfy and about to watch binge watch some anime>>82675618no? it's just a feeling of complete peace and freedom from caring about your worries which can be very euphoric if you are anxious by default
"145. Imagine a society that subjects people to conditions that make them terribly unhappy, then gives them drugs to take away their unhappiness. Science fiction? It is already happening to some extent in our own society. It is well known that the rate of clinical depression has been greatly increasing in recent decades. We believe that this is due to disruption of the power process, as explained in paragraphs 59-76. But even if we are wrong, the increasing rate of depression is certainly the result of some conditions that exist in today's society. Instead of removing the conditions that make people depressed, modern society gives them antidepressant drugs. In effect, antidepressants are a means of modifying an individual's internal state in such a way as to enable him to tolerate social conditions that he would otherwise find intolerable. (Yes, we know that depression is often of purely genetic origin. We are referring here to those cases in which environment plays the predominant role.)146. Drugs that affect the mind are only one example of the new methods of controlling human behavior that modern society is developing. Let us look at some of the other methods."I am severely chronically depressed and I use drugs for coping and for productivity. I feel deeply uncomfortable that I'm abusing substances to better adapt myself to the system's needs and purposes. I hate myself for it. However, if I stopped, I believe I'd soon either kill myself or fail out of society and become effectively homeless. I see no way to reconcile my disapproval of drugs-as-a-tool-and-a-technology and my own behaviour. I have no idea what to do. This is distressing me immensely and is actually begininning to disrupt my life.also to what extent does bodyweight determine effective dosage? considering dropping about 10 kgs
Rate my this weeks drug use:monday: weedyesterday: weed and benzostoday: alcohol
>>82676685>I feel deeply uncomfortable that I'm abusing substances to better adapt myself to the system's needs and purposes.If what you feel is guilt-esque, then your use of drugs purely as a tool for navigating the unnatural stressors of modern life should relieve you of guilt. If you feel shame for being forced/coerced/manipulated, then I think you should view your use as a purely personal choice that you make to make the most of your life. If you feel helpless from being forced to use, then technically you can always just warp your mind into being strong enough to withstand suffering like some kind of monk or whatever.>bodyweight determine effective dosage?Depends on the specific chemical and the bodily processes it undergoes. Just check if it does or not like you do for other drug info before consuming something assuming you're a responsbile user.>about 10kgsIf you can actually lose a whole 10kg of fat then that would be a notable improvement in your health which itself could improve your mental headspace in future use.
>>82676797comfy maxxedmine is:monday: alcohol and weedyesterday: weedtoday: alcohol and weed
anyone know how to get rid of hppdi have it from doing acid 7 years agoi wish i could trip again
>>82677559How does HPPD manifest itself in you?
>>82675052MDMA? Puking? What?How much do you take?
>>82677660>How does HPPD manifest itself in you?Every time I see a sexy man I have a vision of myself having intense homosexual sex with him. Really troubling stuff.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VSx-bXNJPYk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYYGKCanqfA&list=RDXYYGKCanqfA&start_radio=1&pp=ygUVanVzdCBvbmUgZml4IG1pbmlzdHJ5oAcB
>>82678640love me some ministry
I'm in love again but with a girl from Montreal that's 24. I'm 25 from Ontario.Still want to kill myself.
What site are we using for reliable and affordable phenibut now?Also pt141 but I doubt many robots know for that. Was going to use nootropicsource but they seem kinda sketch desu. I feel retarded buying sciencebio prices when I can get 90x 2mg Xanax for $45..But yeah robots. Pls help me wif phenibut.
>>82669181now that youre back to reality, what steps are you taking to live a life free from regret before you eventually die?
>>82679594Phenibut is a drug like any other, I have no idea why supplement websites listed it for so long but it's like they sold GHB, sounds crazy. You can't really find it on the clearnet now, it's on DNMs with the other drugs.As for PT-141 last time I saw it was when I lived in Europe, is it hard to find now? I don't think it has been regulated.I never dared to buy it because that would mean also having to source needles and stuff, which is a pain.
So uh I received my order of tramadol, how much do I take and SR or IR?I have experience with a lot of drugs but not opiates because I only saw losers do them.
>>82668196Just a shitpost, but what drug would be best to take while wearing these? And what would I experience?
>>82677660visual snow and vivid colors, it's pretty mild. but i dont want it get worse by tripping again
>>82680432Take PCP and fight with cops.I'll watch the bodycam footage on youtube.
>>82680415I just took like 60mg and chewed it to make it IR.I'll see what happens. I have to stay functional and for it to not be obvious so I didn't dare to take more for the first time.
Took my Ritalin.Reality is beautiful.Loving the music.Let's see what we can do.>>82675052Grate ginger into ice water and allow it to infuse for 6 hours in the fridge.Filter through clean wash cloth or nutmilk bag.Dissolve two spoonfuls of honey in warm water and mix in.Drink slowly.Once you're done wait 15 minutes and take your molly.
took my last 60mg of oxazepam. I blew through 900mg of 10mg pills in like 4 or 5 days
>>82669159>did LSD with the boys in high school >developed schizophreniaYour milage may vary, bet I have schizophrania and can trip on 250ug and take stims easily and without aggravating my symptoms or get into a psychotic edpisode at all.
>>82670598>what drugs do you enjoy and not have a bad reaction to?I am diagnosed with schizophrania and can trip 250ug LSD and do a bunch of stims (500mg Meth) without aggravating my sypmtoms or getting into a psychotic episode at all. But maybe I'm just lucky. Also benzos are fine with me. You might be over-sensitive, so maybe don't do as I do.Also weed I terrible and does get me into a psychotic episode.
>>82672930>How debilitating is 150mg IR of tramadol?From my experience with 100mg, you'll be fine.
>>82680778I actually did buy that pair a while ago, any semi serious reccomendations?
>>82675618>can someone explain to me what it's like? Is it similar to mdma?Benzos fade you a bit which some people liken to euphoria. MDMA releases and inhibits the reuptake of Serotonin, which will make you feel euphoric for a good while.
>Be not me>heat glass plate with fan to 90 degrees Celsius >put cocaine rocks on heated plate>crush rocks to powder>shape powder into a line using a card>slowly snort away at the line using a paper strawlife is good for someone that isn't me bros.
>>82681215Well it's a lot weaker than I thought.I feel slightly under the influence, small head tingles, a bit dumber, slightly better mood.I should've taken more but at least I'll know that 60mg or so isn't much at all. I'll try more next time.
>>82681883Take some stimulant, speed, meth, etc, and workout like a maniac.Do pushups, squats and burpees until you drop while listening to music too loud.
>>82668196Starter dose for H? Not fent
I need a good puff of weed before I go to work. Good thing I don't drive or that could be bad.
>>82681883Take a drug that makes you enjoy physical activity and makes you sociable, then go on a walk in nothing but those boxers.I did it before sober, and you get to have a few conversations with people asking if you're okay.
I miss Archetyp. I cannot talk to other people so the internet saved me from trying to source. Now I'm completely lost on how to find any of this.
The site that I ordered like 200 bucks worth of shit then blocked the sell due to age verification digital ID bullshit changed their mind and manually approved my order. Thing is in the mean time I ordered other shit from other sites. Now I got a full collection of dry herb vapes to the point I am spoiled for choice. Which is all the sillier when I only partake on my days off so it will take awhile to test drive everything I ordered. Now to talk myself out of ordering pic related and/or some sort mini water pipe.
I'm back to drink the weed
>>82683043Not sure about that one...
Took some more 2C-B and made the important realisation (again) that I should stop taking drugs so muchNot like that's going to stop me, though
I am so fucking bored, there's no worse feeling than this.I'd even take opiate withdrawals over boredom right now.
drinking more weed I am
Done with work, now it's edibles time.
anyone use drugs (preferrably over the counter) to achieve lucid dreams?and not just make dreams more vivid or improve their content, but like aid you in getting a lucid dream through WILD
is adderall any good?
>>82685789the best. good substitute for molly to let your brain reset, fun to just take some and clean the whole house
I bought some edibles off a fishy store because edible laws in Canada suck and I was feeling nervous about the whole thing but man I'm feeling good.
>wants to get prescribed desoxynIt's never gonna happenDoes meth insteadWhat a shame about using street drugs like meth. It's gonna ruin their lives oh noes .>gets prescribed desoxyn Wow im so glad youre taking care of your mental health.Fucking normies are braindead.
>>82685789Yes very. Check me out>>82686172
how the hell do you find a guy for shards? do i just do dark web? everyone around here does fent and looks like shit
>>82686441Ask for ice ?
>>82686441I paid roughly $200 for 28g of average ice on the dork web
>>82683431Just go on Dread and see which market is the biggest. It's the same thing every time a market goes down.
>>82684391Do martial arts. It's a good hobby.I recommend BJJ if you have never done any.
>>82668196Hey guys. So I got high like twice in college and now I'm back home and looking to get some weed here.Can anyone give me a tl:dr on the different types (like THC vs THCA vs Delta 9) and gummies vs edibles (i don't wanna smoke, I quit nic cold).Also in Houston Tx, so any recommends here would be appreciated.Funny enough, Amazon seems to sell some.
>>82685641I've never cared about lucid dreaming because I'm into real drugs instead but isn't there melatonine or whatever it's called that helps a lot with that?
>>82685789Well it's amphetamines, so it depends on what you want to do.>>82686441Yes, just learn to use a darknet market, it takes an hour to learn and then you're good.It's cheaper and safer.
>>82686003What are you talking about? Simple amphetamines do not "reset your brain", it's neither psychedelic nor empathogenic.
>>82675052ginger extract pillslike $10 on Amazon
>>82686467not buying from someone who sells fent.
>>82687618Just order online and also buy a reagent test kit to check by yourself that your product isn't tainted by fent or any other product.
>>82687135>THCIt's one of the main psychoactives cannabinoids in the marijuana flower.>THCANon-psychoactive as-is. Requires heat to break down into THC, which is psychoactive.>Delta 9It's a molecular difference in the position of a single double bond. Or in non-chem speak, it's one version of THC and is the more commonly desired one due to slightly different effects.>gummiesA type of edible. Just like how bread is one type of food; it's just a form factor.>edibleAny orally consumable cannabinoid put in food. This can be done with many drugs, but the most popular is THC, so if you want to specify something else (even other cannabinoids) you'd say something like "CBD edibles" or something. Orally digesting THC also converts it into some unique chemicals like 11-OH-THC which is much more psychoactive than normal THC. Just as with most drugs, eating them also makes them last longer.
>>82687763>is the more commonly desired onedelta 9 gave me a seizure stay away from that shitliteral gas station weed
Alcohol > drugsI have never enjoyed any drugs more than alcohol
>>82668196When I am drunk I am more prone to Jewish influence.
>>82687863Never been a fan of alcohol.
>>82687916How? It's fucking amazing. Sure it makes you retarded and might land you in jail but the euphoria is off the charts. And it's helped me get laid a few times.
>>82687863dxm is like being drunk but like if you could just keep on drinking and drinking without passing out or getting dizzy, and it lasts like all day with an incredible afterglow instead of a massive hangover, so you might like that>>82687924if you think booze gives you better euphoria then you've probably never done anything more than weedi only drink these days because drugs fuck with my nerves but i'd be coping to try and claim alcohol is better than any hard drug i've done
>>82687863Doing drugs is way cheaper than drinking (when I want to be picky with my alcohol) so that's why I generally prefer drugs.
>>82687863you should try ghb
>>82687863Alcohol is a drug you dummy.
>>82687924Taste bad, makes me feel bad while it's in effect, makes me feel like I am dying once it wears off, is literally poison and my body treats it as such. Nothing about it is enjoyable in my personal experience. Also being around other people who are drunk is not my scene.
>>82687863>forms toxic acetyldehyde>dehydrates you as a diuretic>awful taste that lingers after ingestionPlease pick any other GABAergic, anon. There are others which function with near identical (or near enough) pharmacology.
retard ausfag herewhich crypto site do i use now? my coinbase got locked
Going to drink my kratom and go out and be depressed on the park bench until I fall asleep or get boredi want to smoke weed instead...
>>82687618Kek >>82687641>not gambling your life for the highBro there will never be fent in crystal. It's a waste of money on both ends.>not gambling your life regardless Sounds like you gotta case of the bitch
>>82688084Use CakeWallet. You can buy with any bank card.
>>82687763My thanks anon. You have no idea how hard this was to find. Which one of them is the strongest usually? I'm trying to get super fucked.Does anyone have any online shippers or stores they recommend?
Why do edibles make me queasily nostalgic the day after, It makes me almost want to cry brehs
>>82687206im not saying the adderall heals your brain, im saying you can use it in between rolling so you can give your brain a break from the molly
>>82689243nta but doesnt mdma have cross tolerance with all amphetamines?
>>82689329Of course it does, he meant the serotoninergic part specifically I assume.But if you alternate between MDMA and dextro you're going to fry your dopamine circuits and won't take a break at all.
>>82668196an alien wouldnt look like thatanyway drugs are gay and will turn you gay
>>82687135i can't give an autism break down of the compounds like that other guy; but google searching "thca edibles" or "delta9 edibles" should get you there (they're effectively the same). can't source on the chan but le reddit gentlemen can help.
>>82686172the real funny part is that it's gonna ruin your life either way
Finally have some blow after months of abstaining. Its a good night. Feelin like this. https://youtu.be/Nztp7NBujaEId like to add it wasnt because im trying to quit that i hadnt done it in a while, i just couldnt find any lol.
Man opiate pooping isn't fun.I got things to do, not just drop small niggerheads every few minutes.
>>82690061You need a thermos full of wormwood & fennel tea and just sip that throughout the day and alternate with prune juice. Also have the strongest nicotine bags they can sell you in once you dose up.
Its been like 24 hours I'm supposed to be sober but I'm not at all.This is unpleasant.
>>82690530What did you take anon-sama?
>>82690642>What did you take anon-sama?Drugs
I just took the very last 4F-MPH pill I had left from when I bought some before it got banned here.This is probably the very last time I will ever be able to take it considering that most RC's never make it to the black market after they are made illegal.R.I.P. to my favorite functional stim. My forever love. May this last trip be a good one.
Happend to me a couple times on benzos (Clonazepam 3mg):I'm in bed, completly aware of the podcast playing. Get out of bed, grab am empty water bottle, go to the sink and fill it, just to realizs in still in bed. Get up, grab bottle, go to sink and fiil, back in bed. It happens like that for a few minutes until I can shake my leg enough to break the paralysis and actuallty get up. It's like a limbo world where everything repeats. No sleep paralysis demon or hatman, just redo the same thing again and again very vividly. Does anyone else has that?
Goddamn the stimfap is back.
>>82691551>Goddamn the stimfap is back.Gross
>>82691521haha yesss dude, this happened to me a lot on high doses of bromazolam. did i do it and forget? did i already drink the water? nope, turns out i haven't moved a muscle
I have a weird thing where I flip flop from>I should not be doing drugs all the time, it's bad for pretty much every part of my health and my wife does not know and if she did would not approve And>We literally live in the early stages of a cyberpunk distopia, it is badass and cool to be buying drugs on the internet and taking them to help deal with the confusion and stresses of modern livingI mean realistically I'm not going to stop, I'm just debating whether or not I should get some k this weekend while she's away. I probably will.
>>82686441>how the hell do you find a guy for shards? do i just do dark web?Go on DNMs and buy from a domestic vendor; unless it's not safe for your location (like mine). Then, find local/close drug-related Telegram groups on the clearnet and from there you'll find dealer advertisement groups (ask around for a good dealer/ad group if you don't find one, the people will be chill ime)Find a dealer that's legit (some ad groups have review bots), sells what you're looking for, and shows his product and prices in the ad pictures and vids, and also has a wide delivery range so they'll get to where you're located. Contact them via normal chat in Telegram, and go through verification; like a vid of you with timestamp, social media account (though I don't have any, and its ok with them), pic of you with a drug like a nug of weed or something, etc (in my country we also share ID since the dealers have an updated list of doxed law enforcers they will run your ID against and then delete it after it checks out. Abroad there is no such thing afaik so do not give them your ID and move to the next one). After you've got the dealer's trust that you're not a cop and it's safe to send their people to you without getting them arrested in the street for dealing, you've got a new plug! Send them what you want (verify the price beforehand always!), the amount (the bigger the amout, the cheaper it is, ime), and delivery location; they'll get to you in 45mins or less. Be sure to have exact amount of money ready on you. A lot of Telegram dealers have relatively cheap (as in street cheap, DNMs will still be cheaper) and decent quality product (some post test kit check results on ads to show the product is pure/uncut/is what they say it is), and the delivery time is very comfy as well.Goodluck and happy hunting!If all of that is too much, try DNMs and risk customs dogs sniffing your package. Depending on local law, the risk can be low. Here it's 20 years in prison, so I stick to Telegram.
>>82687863>Alcohol > drugsLitterally not true and if you think so, you've done shit drugs, my friend. Also Alcohol is a drug.>I have never enjoyed any drugs more than alcoholI once mixd a glass of boxed wine with 4mg Brotizolam (which is a lot of Brotizolam) and as long as I could stay awake, the euphoria was amazing.I also used to brew spiced wine and keep it in a thermos and sipped throughout the day for a little buzz and the taste, and it was a very fun time; until the effects lowered and then quit it altogether, insted of moving to 2 thermoses a day and such.Alcohol has its uses and some of it tastes great! But, excesive use is dangerous and not worth the consequences. Please consider switching to any other, sefer, GABAergic drug; even benzos at moderate amounts. Save yourself the later physical health problems and Alcohol induced psychosis. And the sort-term problems, like dependence and withdrawals from hell will not be kind to your body or psyche. As well as avoiding acting like the village fool while outside.Listen to other anons' advice on here, as it may save you a lot of issues, and will definitly scratch the itch Alcohol scratched in a safer, maybe even better feeling, way.
>>82687924NTA.>Sure it makes you retarded and might land you in jailOne of the many reasons to avoid Alcohol is that it makes you a genuine retard on high doses (I assume you take) and can lead to fights and needless bodily harm as well as brushes with the law. Which can be avoided with using any other, safe, GABAergic drug anons talked about here in replies. Listen to them.>the euphoria is off the chartsEver tried Meth (or any other Amphetamine, like Dex, which I heard gives a huge euphoria)? Or any opioid? The euphoria of Alcohol is a little drop in a big lake compaired to other drugs. Consuming them safely will also hurt your system much, much, less; while giving you a mind-blasting euphoria you could never achieve from Acohol use alone. That's a fact.>helped me get laid a few timesOther drugs will be able to make you more social as well, without the chance of throwing up in a lady's face or falling asleep ontop of her, or being unable to get hard, and such; and smelling/feeling like shit the next day. MDMA can help you get laid very easily. As well as any Amphetamine you might come across. Also, some GABAergic drugs will make you as inhibited as Alcohol would. And those drugs are cheap enough for you to be comfortable with sharing them with your lady and have chemsex later; which I heard is very fun (though my personal experience was not as hyped-up as some make it out to be, and was mid at best. Both on MDMA and LSD, both of which should've made bonding while fucking better but did nothing to me but distract me from the sex, and be detached from my lady. But your milage may very well vary as it is a very common meme that chemsex is wonderful and one of the best experiences you can have).What do you expect posting on a drug thread that your drug of choice is a low-tierd shit drug like Alcohol? You can and should do better. It'll be safer, more enjoyable, and cheaper, to name just a few of the many benefits of switching to better drugs.Sry for long post.
Just watched Beautiful Boy in drug and alcohol therapy.Good movie should watch. Specially if you like trauma.sucks I was hungover today
>google search for edibles plug in area>see telegram accounts and reach out to them>first one>what's the mg of your stuff?>"just order and see">10 mins later after no response from me>"it's strong bro, trust me">okay fine>"we only take crypto for new people, cash for regulars">wtf.jpeg>second one>"where'd you find my contact?">google>"screenshot it and send pic">after pic sent>"okay cool. only crypto for new people. cash for regulars">same exact script with 2 other peoplei'm no veteran, but it clearly looks like scammer behaviour. But just in case i'm out of touch with the meta, is this how dealers are operating now?
>>82693044See>>82692149Start opening your eyes.
>>82688179>Going to drink my kratom and go out and be depressed on the park bench until I fall asleep or get boredHave fun! Though doing it on a park bench, nodding in and out, is kinda junkie behavior imo, why stoop that low? Do it at home with some nice music playing in the background or a video or something; sounds way more fun than people watching and being depressed you don't have what they have (as I learned on my own flesh the hard way, as well). Avoid all those things that might be prepetuating the depression (isolation worked for me, but can't recommend at all as it's a sort of turture, litterally. But maybe some little, more controlled, isolation will do you good). Unless things at home won't allow it, and if so, I'm very sorry it had to come to this, anon.>i want to smoke weed insteadWhy not buy weed, anon? A gram costs a pittance and it's very easy to come across wherever you might be living.Anyway, have fun and don't bother people in the park too much, or anything. I heard a mix of good and bad things about Kratom usage, so all I can do is hope you won't abuse it, and use it as needed when shit really hits the fan.Goodluck, and have a good time at the park!
>>82688629>Why do edibles make me queasily nostalgic the day after, It makes me almost want to cry brehsIt may depend on the dosage and the strain it's made out of as well as the cannabinoid mix they put in there. Strange reaction for the day after, for sure. I have a lot of nostalgia while *on* weed; of the better times, doing it with friends in alleys and run-down huts and such, but the day after I feel nothing if maybe a little slow. Hope you'll feel better in no time, anon!Weed is a very unpredictible drug and can cause the strangest effecs in some people; that's why I stay away from it these days, personally. Not worth the high and money, for my tastes.At least I hope the high itself is good enough for you to keep doing it to yourself.Cheers!
>>82693062I did have a plug (found through weed subreddit kek) on telegram that did all that you mentioned and previously bought off them. Issue is, they operate in another city and it's an hours drive away. Went to try and get some more stuff from them last week and they didn't respond even though they say they're 24/7, so I was like "fuck this, I need to find someone in my actual area".I'm just confused about these telegram people in my area talking about no cash for first time buyers and only crypto. it clearly looks like a scam, so if they were legit, it's like they don't want to make money.is there any chance that this is standard behaviour for dealers nowadays? or should I just ignore and keep it moving?
>>82689387>anyway drugs are gay and will turn you gayWhen I'm on drugs my libido goes way down so even if I had homosexual tendencies (which I do not, currently), I wouldn't have acted on them anyway. Apart for LSD, which makes cumming so much better than a sober orgasm, in my limited experience with acidfapping. Also, stimfapping is a myth and is not a real thing, as you cannot get hard on proper doses of stims and will overheat you, which will distract you from the arousing stimuli (be it porn or a lady) and make the experience lame at best and a nightmare at worst; trying despperately to cum with a half-chub, while sweating bullets, and being diatructed like a little ADHD kid by any small thing that happens around you.I go it...Maybe *you* are gay, and blame drugs for making you that way? It wasn't the drugs, faggot, it's your nature; accept it. And save us the shitposting.Cheers!
>>82686172>gets prescribed desoxynWow, I can't imagine it happening in my country's medical system. Have lots of fun and keep a keen eye on doses and frequency of use, so you won't end up addicted and buy street Meth anyway to fulfill your new disires. Wow, must be pure shit, and medical-grade, too. Would've loved a script myself, but as I said, it's pretty impossible in my country due to laws and stigma attached, and so on. Also a cool thing, seen someone with medical-grade Heroin on here some weeks back, was also cool to see it existed, but reserved for heavily addicted people only; and is not a thing in my country, either. Fuck drug laws. I wish everything'll be legal already and that that stupid, damaging, drug-war will end, finally. Just a pipe-dream, for now though :(. Imagine going the local pharmacy to get your monthly-alloted amount of Meth, and picking up some LSD tabs or shrooms at the local convenience-store on the way home, and doing them safely and responsibly, worry and stigma free; at reasonable prices and a high purity. All the while contributing to the economy, creating jobs, and bolstering the free market to come up with whatever weird drugs and ROAs they will, like with cannabis' legalization. A society that can do this while promoting healthy and safe drug use, and has a proper mental health system to assist with any personal complications, and mitigate addiction risks, and legal regulations to keep it all in check and not backfiring with a rise of addiction and common, plain, drug *abuse*, would be a damn utopia at this point.Have fun and be very careful, anon!Meth has a bad name for reasons, you know. My advice, do it once or twice a week, or as-needed only. Don't get used to the tweak, or it'll consume you more than you consume it. And stick to oral administration only as it's less addictive, and lasts longer.Sorry for the long post and digression in the end.Cheers!
>tfw bipolar>tfw can't even smoke weed
do you snort meth like you would with coke or 3mmc or is it smoke only
>>82690061>Man opiate pooping isn't fun. I got things to do, not just drop small niggerheads every few minutesHappens to me with Meth. I take natural laxitive casules containing, like, Magnesium and powdered fig extract and shit. I won't be able to poop for like a day and a half after a good tweak; 3 days or more without the laxitives; which is brutal and not recommended at all. I guess it comes with the territory, and I got used to expect it while using, nowdays.Goodluck with your poops, anon, and consider using supplaments to combat this side-effect, as it'll make your life much better, from exerience!
I just tried meth for the first time and I feel like its overhyped. Either that or the fact that extacy was the first drug I did made everything else shit by comparison.Seriously, it's not even a third as good feeling as a good roll.Im curious to check if the fabled heroin can compare but it's supposedly too addictive for me to dare and try.
Unsure which drugs I should do this Friday evening bros. The options are:alcoholcannabisdiazepammethylphenidatemethamphetaminenot sure about the last two, because I don't wanna miss sleep.
>>82693732I'm bipolar and do weed just fine if I take quetiapine. Sometimes I miss the mania tho
>>82693566>>82692149stimulant induced posts
It took me far too long to realize everyone here is a teenager now. Maybe this place stayed the same age while I got older. But it's not as though a lot of the oldfags I knew suddenly got lives. Many did, but many didn't. It's like older guys just fuck off and go fishing or some equivalent.
>>82687924gives me almost no euphoria, you know what does give me euphoria though? COCAINE
>>82690530>Its been like 24 hours I'm supposed to be sober but I'm not at all. This is unpleasantHappend to me with LSD. Went to sleep and woke-up still in a psychedelic head-space. It's definitly not pleasent to still be high when you expect the effects to dissapate already. I've come to expect not being all there the next day after using Meth, and staying up all night in a benzo-induced delirium state, trying to get any kind of rest; as well. I guess it comes with the territory of using long-lasting drugs recreationally. All you can do is ride it out, and maybe be a little more conscience of the dosage and time you take it as well as the drugs' expected effect-duration in whatever ROA you take it in. Especially with long-lasting drugs and cannabis edibles (which have a reputation of keeping you high the day after, at large enough doses, as well)My advice is try to have fun riding it out (as a free ticket), insted of framing it as a bad effect, as it'll help the pill go down easier.Goodluck, anon. May your comedown will be swift and gentle, and you'll return to base-line in no time!
I hate drugs and I come here to people watch from the comfort of my bed basically
>>82693896I'm 35 good sir
>>82693749You can eat it, snort it, smoke it, and plug it if you're gay. Every ROA works.
>>82693926Yeah, but the median age here has to be under 18, or maybe it's early 20's and these new 20-year-olds just act like children
>>82693926Hey me too, what a fun coincidence. On some pregabalins and wine, like the classy fancy pants I am.
I realized I've used alcohol to cope with stress so I'm finally giving it up. I need to be a more serious person and focus on the important issues in my life rather than being a sloppy person with misplaced priorities. It's also just so damn unhealthy, like why is it sold in every store? GABA drugs in general are poison, but alcohol is particularly bad for the body and mind. I hope you are all having a wonderful day.
>>82668196Starting dose for snorted H. No tolerance atm and not cut with fent or zenes
>>82693962>20's and these new 20-year-olds just act like childrenI don't mean they're not still adults in a lot of ways, they just have a really juvenile sense of humor, like that of an actual young child, which is hard to relate to. This place used to be a lot funnier and more clever in general
>>82693970>>82693926I like you guys. You're some of the good ones.
doing 400ug of acid tonight, what should i expect anons? most i ever did previously was 250 (and smoked at the peak)
>>82690775>R.I.P. to my favorite functional stim. My forever loveFrom what I've read, it's a Methlyfhenidate-analog, just a bit more potent in effect. Why not get a script for Retalin? It's easy enough to get prescribed wherever you may live, and taking enough of it will be like taking the analog anyway, I assume.Shame about RC restrictions though, I feel you. We'll never have legal, available, inevatively-crafted drugs anymore; which is a big loss for everybody in the scene, both consumers, and clever chemists with skill and ambition, alike. Fuck the war on drugs, and the damage and suffering it creates needlessly.>May this last trip be a good oneI hope so too, anon. Have fun!For general knowledge, what's the dosage in the pill you took?For reference, I take 60mg of Ritalin at zero tolerance, to get a good buzz from it, and redose 20mg-30mg once or twice every 2 hours to prolong it a bit and soften the comedown.Also, how much would you have to take to have an effect of similar strangth when taking Ritalin at, say, 60mg or less? (if you tried both to be able to compare, that is).Literature is very limited on the subject, so your experience will be a big insight for me!Ritalin never swept me off my feet or overwhelmed me when it came to effects at the doses I was taking (20mg-60mg as primary doses, and redosing as described above), but is fun enough to abuse at moderate doses from time to time; when I don't have anything else, and have a low enough tolerance to not need a whole box (300mg, 30x10mg IR pills) to get a slight buzz with minor heart aches (which are not fun to experience at all!). It's also a waste of good stims in general, for very little worth to gain at all; you live and you learn, I guess. Nowdays, I do other stimulants (speed, Meth), and hord prescribed Ritalin boxes for when the sky fall down, and I'll *really* need them.Sorry for the long post, and digression at the end. I'm very curious, and tend to overshare a little, hehe.
My drooogs haven't come and it's been 1 week bros? 2 different orders, and 1 order earlier (that got refunded) that might not arrive; what the fuck is going on? Usually it doesn't take more than 5 days max.
>>82693896I don't consider myself oldfag ( as those are pre-2008 anons ) but I have been using 4chan since ~2013-2014 so more than a decade at this point.I'm 28 and basically only come to this board specifically for the drug general. I used to be much more active but ever since "fembot" threads flooded few years back I mostly gave up on it. Feels like most threads here nowadays are a never-ending flame war between attention seeking "women" ( XY ) and their simps/orbiters on one side and incels/volcels/robots on the other. Also I didn't get a "life". I have been a KHV Wagie at 18 years old and I still am one today 10 years later. I simply spend more time playing video games nowadays as I get my fix of social interactions at work.I'd appreciate if you didn't leave us also. The more oldfags the better
Anybody have problems refilling benzos at CVS? I used to be able to do it exactly at 28 days and I've been doing that for a couple months now. Now they want me to wait until exactly 30 days. I looked it up and apparently it's a new policy. I ran out on Wednesday. Just playing the waiting game.
>>82694135Have you tried reading the Bible on acid?
>>826938651 or 2 my guy?
>>82694569I finally got it filled today, had to wait 29 days. I'll only refill it 30 days after from now on. I didn't realize they'd flag me if I kept ordering it early.
>>82669287>b-b-but it's not the drug's fault! It just """"triggered"""" it!!!!Slamming into a brick wall going 110 mph will also trigger your underlying predisposition to becoming dead
>>82691592>haha yesss dudeI'm glad to hear I'm not the only one!>this happened to me a lot on high doses of bromazolamNever tried Bromazolam as all of my benzos are legally prescribed to me, and Bromazolam is not legal anywhere afaik, and only exists on the blackmarket. Were it legal, I might've been able to convince my psychiatrist to prescribe it, if I really wanted to.How would you compare it to Clonazepam, Lorazepam or Brotizolam? (If you've tried any of them to be able to compare)It sounds very much like Brotizolam's sleep-inducing effects, but idk. Never heard it from the horse's mouth, so to speak.>did i do it and forget? did i already drink the water? nope, turns out i haven't moved a muscleIt's not covenient at all! Just looping the same action, very realistically, over and over and over again, while being relatively lucid overall. It has happend two or three times now, and I fear taking Clonazepam in high doses again in case it happens again.Although 3mg is my sweetspot. It's not enough to black-me-out, while having sedeting effects and relaxation and sleepiness; all of which I am expecting from a Clonazepam high. It's very consistant at giving those effects in this dosage while keeping me somewhat functional and lucid; as long as I get ahold of tolerance, which is not an issue for me atm.I guess I just need to not lay in bed when taking it, to avoid those half-sleeping-half-awake hallucinations.But the bed is so comfy and inviting, and I sometimes take it as a sleeping-aid, so I must be in bed while high arghhhh :(.Such a weird side-effect. Man, it funks me up whenever it happens, I think I'd rather meet the hatman or a sleep paralysis demon insted, they'll make more sense and I'd know they're not real at the time; and won't be a too realistic, nightmarish limbo-state I can bearly get up from, even when I really want to...Sorry for the long post, hehe.
Whats the best edibles I can get online. Like, what are your guyses favorites. Looking to spend around 100 bucks on my next paycheck.
>>82691551>Goddamn the stimfap is backStims take my libido away for, like, three days after use. And I can't fap while on them at all. All I get is overheating and sweating bullets while going soft as a reault no-matter what I try or what porn is on.The only time I achieved true stimfapping was years ago, with MDMA. I couldn't cum for hours, no matter what I did, and bruised my pecker a bit. Overall, it was very frustrating and I got a mid orgasm from it in the end which ended my suffering.For me, stimfapping is a myth, at best, or a nightmerishly frustrating activity people like to subject upon themselves for some reason, at worst. I will never experience *true* stimfapping's benefits, and have accepted that fact.Glad it workes for you, tough, anon.Have tons of fun!
I thought my tolerance was huge but I got pretty high yesterday from a 30mg edible and I'm still feeling it a bit. I got 19 left.
>>82695145Anon, please tell me what brand. Please!
I've been sober for over two months already, these look like good times to change that
>>82691744>I should not be doing drugs all the time, it's bad for pretty much every part of my health and my wife does not know and if she did would not approveTrue, but health issues come with the territory and should be taken into account when first choosing to do drugs. The secret part I get. I do Meth, which has a very bad stigma attached to it, even though I'm using it responsibly (as possible, it's still toxic). No one knows I do Meth currently in my life, my gf knows I tried some in the past but thinks I stuck to Amphetamine, which is ok with her as she's prescribed Amphetamine herself. Idk how I'd even be able to begin to explaine my drug use, if that secret got out somehow. I'd just be looked at as a junkie from that point on, until I stop using it from peer preasure, and the risk of being sent to rehab against my will. So if the situation is the same with your wife, keep it to yourself as long as possible, anon, that's my advice.>We literally live in the early stages of a cyberpunk distopia, it is badass and cool to be buying drugs on the internet and taking them to help deal with the confusion and stresses of modern livingRomanticizing and fetishizing drugs like that leads to a bad mental relationship with drugs, and is more likely to get you hooked on something before you know it. Just cus it's "badass and cool".Drop the act, you do drugs cus it's a fun thing to do, and gives mental relief from the problems that haunt you in the short-term. It's not "badass" or "cool" to alter your state-of-mind as cope, but it's a valid coping mechanism in general, and it's very comprehensible to be compelled to do it as an emotional crutch and/or for recreational reasons.Just be careful with your use for avoiding health problems and addiction, keep it a sworn secret from those who would not understand, and avoid fetishizing the hobby least it'll become a habbit; and then you're in real trouble, as drug addiction's harder to hide than responsible use is.Goodluck!