I desired to be a beautiful man like someone from ayami kojimas castlevania characters.Someone like Alucard is a beautiful man, but hes not like a femboy you know?He looks like he could do masculine things too. Its just that he has a refined and graceful beauty to him.I wish I could have that
>>82669073let me guess the only castlevania game you played was symphony of the night anyway I would like to look like joachim
>>82669152No, though admittedly I've played a lot more of the classicvanias than the metroid-like ones.Even someone like Dracula himself has that same sense of refined grace and beauty, even though hes clearly not a young man.
>>82669073Ah same. I look small and cute, not masculine and beautiful.Maybe I just notice it more but I've heard from a lot of different people that I look/ sound transgender, whatever that means. Both mtf and ftm.Makes me wonder if I'm deluded in the way I view myself which is just a regular guy