i dont understand how people can just interact with one another, i dont think ive ever had a genuine conversation with someone, everything is just built on lies and if the other person actually knew you theyd hate you
What is there in you that can make you be hated by another person if they knew you?Can I talk to you?
>>82669099you just get good at lying and building a fake persona
>>82669106i jerk off to loli and stuffits mostly just stuff i jerk off to>>82669111that gets really tiring you know
My subjective reality is that some people are genuinely good. Not all people are liars, not all people are out there to get me or something from me.This is coming from an honest to God misandrist that spend about two hours talking about metal music with someone that used to despise my guts - and I used to despise his guts too. He knows me well enough, more than I'd let most people know me. I can't exactly call him a friend yet... time me will tell.
>>82669122it does but you also get used to being tired, i've been this way since i can remember
You were right, I hate you now that I know.
>>82669099Drugs and alcohol solve this
>>82669135you really dont, ive been like this since i was like 12 or so, not really the jerking off to loli bit, i just always made fake personas, it's exhausting and why i like posting anonymously
>>82669144idk, at this point i'm not sure who am i, is too late to turn back and if i could do it till now i can do it again and again and again
>>82669134i am not one of those "genuinely good" people, i fully believe im a bad person, im one of the people the world will always hate for one reason or anotheri dont personally think im a bad person, but no one really does, everyone wants to believe theyre good or at least deserve sympathy if notand unlike you, i do not really have any cool hobbies to talk aboutalso, unlike you, people genuinely want you dead for a lot of this stuff, not even just the loli bit, i just happen to be unlucky and am the kind of person that people hate, at least now
Fake people are garbage
>>82669169And they're winning. Git gud or git rekt, SIMPLE AS!
>>82669163I don't think you are a bad person. You don't come across as one. I don't know what else to say other than "don't talk to people about what you masturbate to" and "if you can't get along with the people around you, tell them to fuck off and find better company".That is assuming you're being sincere and there isn't anything else going on, like you getting defamed.
>>82669179I know I'm winning and overall I win. I can feel your desperate claw back creepy behavior from here. Take your meds
>>82669122what you jerk to isnt enough for someone to hate you for desu, what other lies do you feel you have to build yourself on?>>82669144why do you make so many fake personas
>>82669099This world sets some people up to be traumatized failures and then punishes and ridicules them for being a traumatized failure
Idk. I see a bunch of struggling, screaming, and thrashing about, unhappiness and regret, and I'm over here chilling and had a great day.
>>82669106my opinions and general philosophy on life. It makes sense to me, but I've seen normies get upset at things i believe, so i get too scared to ever share anything i think.
>>82669099There's a rock in the shoe of your soul and you gotta get it out man
>>82669354im a tranny too and dont really take care of myself, its just easier to lie since im basically the kind of person who disgusts everybody to some extent, there are not really people who would not hate me for one reason or another, and that's just life, if i didnt lie id never get to talk to anyone ever
>>82669213>don't talk to people about what you masturbate toi dont really like having to worry about people getting a hint and unfriending me because these arent just things you go "oh weve been friends for so long its okay i guess" its something where you say "i cant believe i was friends with this creepy evil fucker"i cant really get defamed because i only post anonymously anyway
>>82669936Unless they know exactly who you are
>>82670042no one does anon, no one does
maybe in the future ill meet people fine with all this stuff
>>82670396Same future you're fighting?
