never had a loving father or a loving mother and I will never have a loving gf, life truly is cold and sad
>>82669176ur only choice is to love urself as hard as u can and hope for the best
>>82669176you should go outside and exercise early in the mornings, and experience the beautiful sun rising.
>>82669204I don't know how to love myself, I only know how to hate myself, there must be something wrong with me so I blame myself for everything >>82669208actually I like to go to the cemetery from time to time and watch the sun rise while smoking
I miss my gf very much
>>82669208yknow what even though the sun doesn't rise until after my classes start im gonna get up an hour early, try to jog a bit, probably walk more, and see how that helps the day go about. realistically im just gonna snooze it and wait for my normal alarm to go, but getting up at 6 instead of 7 shouldn't be too hard.
>>82669176We love you anon, you can do this.
>>82669176I feel you anon. I wish we could be friends and resolve this. I don't think either of us know how to thougj
>>82670033thanks anon that means a lot>>82670058we can be friends if you like, but I also have no idea how to fix this, sadly
>>82669176i've known orphans and cps cases, odds are you deserved it
>>82669176I loved being a mommy gf to my ex until he annoyed me. Im sorry youre sad
>>82669176You should hate yourself less by knowing you're a faggot but you still deserve love. Their are shitter people in the world and even they experience love.