>look at people in society and everywhere>indisputable proof they are better than me in every way achievement wise, life, genetically>still have an unrelenting schizoid schizo delusions of grandeur and that I will one day over come>if I one day make it>would it mean that I was not delusional all this time?>if yes then would it not mean that reality is just moldable and adaptable to whatever the current situation is and that it's entirely made up>food for thought
