I used to think sex was this super easy thing to do that would fix all my problems and make me feel wanted. I was really ugly growing up, especially in middle school, and always thought that if anyone showed any interest in me at all, Id sleep with them, no trouble, no matter who it was. Because beggers cant be choosers and at least somebody wants me. But, getting older, each time the opportunity was even in the room, I would bolt. No way Im doing that. Like, I physically recoil thinking about it as soon as it gets real. I fantasize about it and its super hot, even with real people, so Im not like asexual or anything, but as soon as somebody else in any way suggests wanting me back, I cant do it. I start thinking they are disgusting, and then I start thinking I am disgusting and I block off.Even if I wanted them first.How the hell do I fix this? Am I just gonna be stuck cockblocking myself forever ?
>>82674287It seems that you are a pussy. You should man up and take the chance you have been given.
