I have wanted to kill myself literally every single day for about 17 years now.I have tried just about everything that you can imagine. Therapy, medication, exercise, vitamins, religions of various sorts, meditation. I've been to the mental ward a couple times. It has all just made it worse. I really, really want to kill myself every single day.
but you clearly don't want to want to kill yourself
>>82678000I'm just waiting for all out nuclear war to incite and end this miserable existence. If you've exhausted every option there's only that to look forward to.
>>82678006I do actually want to kill myself. I've tried to do so multiple times. What I can't get is why do people like you want to be alive? Maybe actually you don't want to be alive, but you're just pretending that you want to be alive because you can't find a way to kill yourself like me. I don't know.
>>82678000just smoke and become an alcoholic like most miserable people, it's legal and proven to shorten that life you don't really care for. better also quit the diet and exercise just caloriemax:tm: your health away.
>>82678078I do not want to smoke or drink or any of that stuff. I want to die. I don't want to do that stuff that you're recommending.
>>82678025not only do I want to be alive, I actually desperately wish I could be immortal. I understand that not everyone feels the same though because I'm not dumb. Sorry that you're suffering
>>82678107It's not about suffering, actually. I'm not suffering. I just don't like being alive.It's like just being forced to look at a painting or a game or a music piece you just do not like. So it's just like a droll affair. I'm listening to a song I don't want to hear. I'm playing a game I don't want to play. I'm living a life I don't want to live. It's not necessarily suffering, but it's just not where I want to be. I'd rather not exist.
